When will the fog clear

Chapter 32 Adilina (2)
Something was wrong with Gu Huai today, even if he wasn't as indifferent as Chen Jizhen, he wouldn't lose control frequently.

He really couldn't accept Lin Miao's defense of Chen Jizhen in his words.

After Xiaoyue's accident that year, her parents were red-eyed, and all the blame was pointed at Lin Miao, and there was a lot of trouble in school.The reason Lin Miao was suspected was him, because of him, she and Xiaoyue were strangers, and it happened that after they met, Xiaoyue fell down the mountain and fell into a coma.Three people become tigers, and one mouth makes gold.Xiaoyue's mother insisted on suing Lin Miao.

Gu Huai's parents almost cut off contact with the Chen family because of his relationship, so they would definitely not speak up for them, and no one would listen to his words.

He went to see Chen Jiti, and he didn't know what he was thinking, maybe because he knew that Chen Jiti was interested in Lin Miao, so he did that, and he hoped that he could help Lin Miao.

"What position do you have to say these things to me now? Don't forget that Xiaoyue is still lying in the hospital, why should I help her?" Chen Jizhen said that at the time.

He remembered that he was left speechless by the question, but when he felt that there was no hope, Chen Jizhen made a condition.

"If you don't see Lin Miao again in the future, I can consider letting go. Can you do it?"

"Can you really withdraw the lawsuit?" He was very skeptical, because Xiaoyue's mother had changed into another person overnight, and it was completely unreasonable.How could she give up so easily, but Chen Jizhen said it firmly.

Chen Jizhen looked at him like looking at an ignorant person: "You can only trust me."

Damn it, what Chen Jizhen said was right.For Lin Miao, Gu Huai was willing to do anything.Therefore, when he knew that Lin Miao needed him most, he cruelly proposed that he would not meet again in the future, and he didn't tell her about the negotiation between himself and Chen Jizhen, which made her mistakenly think that he was avoiding his heart, which was better than her lawsuit. Haunting is better.

Xiaoyue didn't get better day by day, Lin Miao couldn't beat them, and the word "waste" would waste her best time.

Sure enough, without knowing what method Chen Jizhen used, the Chen family withdrew the complaint, and this was an accident with insufficient evidence.Gu Huai originally thought that Lin Miao would continue to finish college and then study abroad as planned, staying away from this place of right and wrong, so his choice would have value.

But Lin Miao suddenly disappeared in front of everyone's eyes. She didn't participate in the graduation performance, didn't hand in the work, and even gave up on graduation. She walked away cleanly. No one could contact her again, as if no one had ever existed. Same.

In fact, at that time, Lin Miao's mother had a sudden illness and went to the hospital, and all the family savings had been sent to the Chen family, thinking that making up for it would make Chen's mother rest, and the rest would be almost spent.The real estate is eager to sell, and they live in an old house rented temporarily.And all her classmates and friends gradually moved away from her.

Chen Jizhen came to her, as if he wanted to see how she was doing, because Lin Miao was afraid and tired after being humiliated in the hospital before, and there was no time to hide from him, so he was willing to see her.

Finally, her mother was discharged from the hospital, and she was sick again, because of a heart attack, and she was locked in a small room, not wanting to talk to anyone, not even wanting to hear voices, she locked herself up, it seemed that she was safe , There is no longer accusation, abuse, gossip.

Later, her mother refused to give up and found a psychological counselor to bring her out.But she still didn't dare to face the reality, and she didn't want to see her parents who suddenly aged ten years, so she fled back to the city.

Her sense of guilt at that time had reached an extreme level.

Lin Miao didn't know that there was such a past incident with Gu Huai.

When she heard Chen Jizhen's words of trusting her and withdrawing the lawsuit for her, she was very moved, and even thought of herself...she was so miserable.He was just complaining about his sister's injustice, and raised his hand to show some kindness along the way.This is life.

"Don't you believe me? I can swear it!" Seeing that Lin Miao was so calm, Gu Huai pursed his lips and smiled wryly. Step, I naively thought that this was good for you, but it was a big mistake! I am more of a jerk than him, I should...should never leave you no matter what. "

No matter what the result is, whether it is joy or sorrow, we will bear it together. This is the true meaning of two people being together.Lin Miao used to talk about "sharing weal and woe" before, but it took him a long time to realize the meaning, but she was no longer by his side.It's not that he thinks it's good for her, it's good.

Gu Huai looked at her helplessly, and tears flowed silently. If it wasn't for the salty taste on his lips, he would not have reacted.A man does not flick his tears easily.

"You said, how did it become like this?" He was asking her, and also asking himself.

Lin Miao lowered her eyes, still silent, not knowing what she was thinking.

"I think, I've always wanted... to be with you again, but... I'm afraid you won't be willing, right? But I still have to ask, if I didn't go to Chen Jizhen at that time, I wouldn't be right You said those things, so we are still together now, right?"

"Who knows? If there is something, it doesn't exist."

Gu Huai was speechless.

"Then how much do you know about him? I don't understand why he got involved with you again, but I'm afraid you will be hurt again. I also know that Xu Aiyi. I've met him a few times. She's a bit arrogant. If they want to get married, what would you do?He really wanted to say, Lin Miao, leave him and come to me, I have never had anyone else.He insisted that Chen Jitang threatened her.

"Gu Huai, thank you for telling me this, I think I know what to do." Lin Miao smiled, drank the remaining half cup of coffee in one gulp, and then stood up.

"Now that I've said it, it's all over. Don't take these things to heart. We should all let ourselves go. You can see that I am no longer the Lin Miao I used to be. I am stronger than you imagined. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

She didn't say goodbye, was she afraid of meeting again, or never seeing each other again?Only she knows.

Gu Huai was stunned, the phone in his pocket was beeping and vibrating all the time, he didn't even need to look to know it was a call from the hospital.

The last thing he could do for her was this.

When Xiaoyue recovers, Lin Miao can be freed, and so can he.

They were just in love, what did they do wrong?

Lin Miao's composure completely collapsed when she left the store. She covered her lips and went to a small park in the university city according to the feeling in her memory. Because it was still cold and there was no one there, she stumbled and found a Sit down on the bench in the corner.

As if he would fall if he took another step, he curled up in a ball on the chair before he dared to cry.

Is crying Gu Huai not abandoning her?Or cry about Chen Jizhen's cruelty to her?She couldn't tell the difference.All she knew was that no matter how hard she cried here, she was not afraid of being seen. In fact, her so-called strength was pretending, and she didn't want to be strong at all.

I feel like dying.She prefers not to know anything.

There was a sudden drizzle in the sky.As if responding to her mood.

When Lin Miao entered, Chen Jizhen was standing on the edge of the window sill, bowing and playing with her pot of green radishes. When he turned around and saw her come back, he put down the spray bottle carelessly, coughed dryly, and said, "It's Auntie. You asked me to water it before you left, what kind of plants do you raise, it's so troublesome to take care of..."

Lin Miao couldn't help laughing. Since when did he listen to other people's orders?He seemed to be very interested in this little thing of his own.It's just that she didn't expect that she could still laugh at such a time, and when she realized it, she immediately restrained herself.

Chen Jizhen took care of Luluo just now with a focused and gentle expression, which was even more obvious when he saw Lin Miao, but sometimes his gentleness had a limit, such as when he approached Lin Miao and saw the water droplets in her hair at close range.

He suddenly darkened his face, and Lin Miao was startled, thinking that he found out that he had cried, but she obviously bought a bottle of iced drink at the supermarket and put it on for a long time, so she probably couldn't tell.

"Where did you go today? You didn't bring an umbrella, and you didn't know how to take shelter even though it was raining? Look at how it got wet?" He patted her, turned around and took out a dry towel from the cupboard , didn't hand it to her, stood beside her and wiped it for her personally.

The hair that had been wet by the rain was a little sticky, Chen Jizhen frowned when he saw it, thinking of her newly recovered body, he simply pushed her upstairs to the bathroom to take a shower and change clothes.

Lin Miao was very obedient, but she never told him where she was going, because she never expected him to come back so early today. He has been busy late recently, and I don't know if it was for business or Xu Aiyi.

In fact, there is no need for Gu Huai to remind her specially.

The scalding hot water washes over the skin, the irritating feeling makes people sober, and some things that I have been unable to figure out, I also figured out in the pain.

She and Chen Jizhen are nicht m in German? glich, both then and now.

When Lin Miao came out of the shower, she saw Chen Jizhen leaning on the couch she usually liked to lie on in the bedroom, flipping through the German vocabulary book she had left there in the morning, with a plug next to it. Electric hair dryer.He beckoned to her, asked her to come to him, and said in a low voice, "Come and sit down, and I'll blow your hair."

The room was covered with carpets, which were gray and black at first. Later, Chen Jizhen knew that Lin Miao didn't like such dark colors, so he asked someone to change them to white ones. The carpets were fluffy and long-haired, and Lin Miao felt very soft and comfortable when sitting cross-legged on them. , although it is early spring, the heating in the apartment has never been cut off, and she is very afraid of the cold.

The hair dryer was beeping, and Chen Jizhen's slender fingers shuttled back and forth between Lin Miao's long hair. The movements were soft and flexible. Lin Miao was holding his mobile phone. He wanted to take a look at it, but closed it comfortably. Eyes, after her hair was half dry, Chen Jizhen switched to the soft wind and continued to dry it for her.

"How are you doing?" He found that she hadn't spoken all the time, and her calm attitude seemed to be different from the past, and he couldn't tell what was different, but if she was angry, she wouldn't sit in front of him at all.Always feel strange.

Lin Miao opened her eyes and shook her head: "It's hard to learn, I'm going to take a class." People who successfully learn German by themselves are geniuses, but she is not.

Chen Jizhen turned off the hair dryer, and laughed at her softly: "You still have to take language classes after you arrive in Basel, and then the entrance exam, but you don't need to worry too much, it's not that difficult." He thought it was okay.

Lin Miao was a little annoyed. She hadn't been lazy these days. She was reading almost all the time. She couldn't help but turn around and argue with him: "You know it's not difficult to learn?" This is learning a language, not like buying a vegetable. Simple.

Chen Jizhen laughed, twisted her nose, and whispered in her ear: "Why don't I know? I have lived in Germany for two years." His eyes were a little dim, "It's just that you don't know."

He leaned back on the sofa again, staring at her fixedly.Lin Miao was so choked by him that she couldn't speak. She seemed to have heard Bao Yue say that Chen Jiti had studied abroad, but she didn't know where it was, and she didn't need to ask.

But what surprised her was, it doesn't matter if this person can speak English and French, but what's the matter with German?Did God treat him too much?Too omnipotent, others really have no way out.

And in this way, didn't he take all the crappy and inaccurate vocabulary he read here these days as a joke?Gu Huai is right, this person is not a good person!Gu Huai... Lin Miao clenched her fists, trying to hide her emotions.

Of course he has the ability to block all her roads and tell Gu Huai to leave her.

Seeing that Chen Jizhen wanted to tease her, Lin Miao snorted coldly and pinched his hand suddenly, as if he was trying to vent something, but unexpectedly, he caught him with his backhand and smiled lightly: "How dare you pinch me? I originally I want to help you..." He pulled her arm and hugged her into his arms, although he didn't know why she was not in a good mood today, but the atmosphere is not too bad now, he didn't want to be angry with her waste time.

He was too busy and hadn't had a good talk with her for a long time.

He put his chin on her shoulder, held her hand and flipped through her vocabulary book, his deep and magnetic voice jumped out some ironic words, which she couldn't remember after learning it several times, The most primitive method is used to write the approximate pronunciation of the Chinese standard.

Lin Miao was furious, and kept patting him not to let him speak again. He took the opportunity to kiss her hairline, and said with a smile: "Of course it is difficult to learn this way. Even if you know how to say it, others may not understand it. Our Lin Miao is not like her." So stupid."

Chen Jizhen was seldom cruel to her. Strictly speaking, he was kind to her. She had seen him get angry with Lu Yi before, very angry, his face was dark, it was really scary.And since she was discharged from the hospital, he has treated her better and better. As for the child who had no fate, he never mentioned a word in front of her.However, it is rare that we are so close to pampering now. Our family Lin Miao...if it was before today, she would probably fall into this tenderness.He is a contradictory person, sometimes like a sharp sword, sometimes like honey, untouchable, so her first impression of him was right.

What is true, what is false, and what is behind his gentleness, she has no power to explore, and she doesn't want to know, she is unwilling and unable to bear any more blows.

She didn't intend to talk about the past any longer, and she wouldn't let her go when he knew she had met Gu Huai.

He is a very possessive person, and no amount of tenderness can hide this.

"I'm stupid in the first place." Lin Miao lowered her eyes. If she wasn't stupid, she wouldn't be living such a bad life.

Chen Jizhen couldn't help sighing: "You won't ask me to teach you? It's not much better than what language class you enroll in? In the words of the old man, you are Gen, and you won't cry out that it hurts if you hit your head." He Touching her hair, "You won't tell me anything, why bother?"

"What about you, aren't you the same?"

"What do you want to know about me, you ask, have you ever asked?" Chen Jizhen turned her body and made the two of them look at each other, with some unclear feelings circulating, "Lin Miao, what are you doing today? what happened again?"

"It's nothing, I'm just tired and want to sleep." Lin Miao pulled his hand away, got up and lay down on the bed.

Chen Jizhen instinctively thought that she should not be allowed to escape like this any longer. Every time this happened, their relationship would never stop.He was a little upset, and glanced at Lin Miao, who was covering his head, and his thin lips were tightly pursed.

At this time, the mobile phone on the table rang. Chen Jizhen glanced at the phone number, stood up and walked out with it.

Listening to the sound of closing the door, Lin Miao pulled off the quilt and curled the corners of her mouth mockingly. If she really asked about many things, would he say it?Do unto others, do not impose on others.

Chen Jiti entered the study, and only then did he answer the phone call: "It's me, what's the matter?"

"Brother, I can't find Gu Huai, he won't answer my call..." It was Chen Baoyue, and his tone was urgent.

At this time, it has been half a year since she woke up, and the Spring Festival has passed.

"What are you making trouble about again? Gu Huai is not a child, and I am not his nanny. It is useless for you to find me." Maybe because he felt that the tone of his words was a little harsh, Chen Jizhen lowered his voice again, "He is free, Bao Yue, how long do you think this will keep him trapped?"

Chen Baoyue cried so sadly: "Otherwise, what should I do? I have become like this now, and I only have him."

"Only him? What about my parents, me, are we nothing?" Chen Jizhen's voice was tense, "You have to limit your childish temper. Everyone has already indulged you." But Chen Baoyue completely listened. do not go in.

"Brother, is Miaomiao with you?" She asked suddenly.

For some reason, Chen Jizhen scolded her: "Chen Baoyue, please stop it!" It was as if her words touched his scales.

His eyebrows were tightened tightly. Baoyue's temperament has changed drastically since she woke up. She is no longer the obedient and well-behaved sister she used to be. Sometimes she makes trouble for no reason and sometimes complains. Everyone thinks about her being in a coma for several years and always letting him coaxing her.

But she didn't know how to cherish it, because the recovery situation was not as good as expected, and it was even more troublesome.

(End of this chapter)