The king of all people

Chapter 410 If I Become A Memory

Even the name of a character like Zhang Buhui seems to be inextricably related to him in every way.

Similarly, as a teacher on campus, the environment I live in has many similarities with public figures such as celebrities.They are all people who live under a magnifying glass. Once there is a slight disturbance, they will be locked by countless eyes with different eyes...

Leslie Cheung didn't know whether Li Xian was intentional or unintentional. He was able to include this story in the script, probably because he had a deep understanding of some of his life deeds in private.

"See through life, give up life... This is really a very interesting role, and it is a brand new challenge for me." Leslie Cheung's voice revealed a little expectation, even he himself did not know that he would still Looking forward to appearing in a new play.

This feeling, since suffering from depression, has been insulated from myself for hundreds of days.

As for whether Li Xian has involved his privacy in a disguised form, Leslie Cheung is relatively bearish.He had already made plans to end his life and go to a new paradise. What will happen in this world in the future is all up to him.

What's more, Li Xian just wanted to comfort himself, hoping that he could get out of his mental shadow.

"It should be more of an experiment. Although it's just a cameo role, it's difficult to grasp the inner struggles of this character." Li Xian felt relieved and continued without losing the right time. "Brother Guorong's works over the years have covered a wide range of works, and he has also created many classics in literary and commercial roles. I dare not say how high-profile blockbuster "Death Comes" will be. But what I just promised is that I will take this work seriously."

The entertainment industry is a well-ranked field. From the perspective of influence and commercial value, Leslie Cheung is one of the top ace superstar candidates in the country. After more than a year, any new film he joins will cause a sensation.

However, Li Xian did not flatter and flatter him with such hypocritical words as "I hope to use the other party's fame to increase the value of the film".

The original intention of inviting 'Brother' was just a personal wish of him to try his best to tamper with his fate.After all, in the original script of "Death is Coming", there is no such character as Zhang Buhui at all.

As long as Leslie Cheung agrees to join the crew, Li Xian has the confidence to delay his time as much as possible and trap him by the crew for as long as possible. For sci-fi films, the longer he stays in the crew, the greater the hope of seeing through this hurdle.

Leslie Cheung opened his mouth, as if he had a lot to say, but in the end he just replied mechanically. "To tell you the truth, I'm really interested in this story, but... how about this, I'll keep your script for now, your movie hasn't been officially re-shot yet, right? I'll think about it for a while, and I'll give it to you as soon as possible answered."

In fact, at this time, Leslie Cheung had already made a decision in his heart to accept the play contract.

The story about "Zhang Buhui" in the script is only half written, and there is no mention of what happened after he committed suicide by jumping off a building.How will his relatives react when they hear the news?His lover, his friends, his students, his colleagues, and the group of people who have hurt him, will they feel even the slightest bit of sadness when they see such a living person completely turned into a memory... ...?
Leslie Cheung is indeed not afraid of death, but it doesn't mean that he has completely lost his mind.Since he met such a role before saying goodbye, he had no reason to refuse the opportunity to rehearse first.He even eagerly wanted to know whether Zhang Buhui in this film would really have no regrets...

After finishing the filming of "Death Comes", he will choose another time to quietly leave this world.

"Alright, this is my contact information. Brother Guorong has thought about it, just call me directly." Li Xian didn't continue to go on and on, he came here today to talk about this, and even blatantly used drama The method directly advances his future in front of 'brother' himself, if it is too obvious, Leslie Cheung will probably start to doubt himself.

If the other party hadn't been confused by depression, I'm afraid they would have already regarded themselves as a strange person who returned from an alien.

Anyway, Leslie Cheung's reaction today reassured Li Xian a lot.He can see that 'brother' wants to commit suicide, but many emotional ties have not been resolved.
From the experience of having a heart-to-heart talk with Leslie Cheung, Li Xian also realized a lot of things himself.On the plane back to BJ from Hong Kong, thinking about what happened these days, Li Xian recalled a classic old song from later generations, no matter in terms of the content of the lyrics or the feeling of the song itself, it is very similar to "Brother" The mood at this moment coincides with each other...

"Tired, try to stay awake as usual, and miss you as usual.

I'm afraid that once I fall asleep, my heartbeat will be in a dream, and if I don't obey, it will stop... "

Without turning on the astrology system to play the original version, Li Xian, who was touched by the scene, naturally hummed the slightly sentimental melody of this song silently in his heart.This song is called "If I Become a Memory". The original intention of the song creation is to commemorate a person whose everything can only become a memory.

Li Xian plans to set this song as the theme song of "Death is Coming". He really wants to tell his "brother" Leslie Cheung through this song, and tell everyone who hears this song to cherish their lives.

Don't let all the good things become memories that only exist in the air without knowing it.

"If I become a memory, finally not so lucky
No chance with gray hair, holding you staggeringly, watching the sunset

If I become a memory and withdraw from this life
Leaving you crying in astonishment, my body is cold and I can't hug you..."

His eyes fell on the white clouds by the window, Li Xian picked up the pen and paper that he had been unfamiliar with for a long time, and from his own memory, he wrote this song, which seems to have nostalgia and nostalgia hidden in every note, word by word, Solemnly record it on paper.

PS: The grandfather of a book friend passed away today... I hope you can cheer up and get out of the pain sooner.The old man is above heaven, and I hope you can continue to live happily. The song "If I Become a Memory" is dedicated to Leslie Cheung, who has been gone for many years, and also to the grandfather of this book friend.

Finally, I hope everyone cherishes what is in front of them, and come on.

(End of this chapter)