Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 10 Who is by your side when you are helpless (2)
Ruolin didn't want to delay Ruowen's studies because of this matter. After all, she was still in high school, so she was already under pressure to go to university.She just wants to let herself bear this difficulty, no matter how difficult it is, she must bear it bravely alone.

In fact, when Ruowen said on the phone that the operation fee would cost 10 yuan, Ruolin was really shocked. She had only been working for two years, and her savings were very small. She really didn't know where to raise so much money.

Although Xin Yu's family background is good, it is not her own money after all.So Ruolin only borrowed 3 yuan from Xinyu.Xin Yu is a member of the Moonlight Clan, and Ruo Lin finds it difficult to ask her to borrow so much from her.But Xinyu agreed without saying a word after learning about the situation, and told Ruolin that if she needs other help, just ask.He even said that if the medical conditions in city B can't keep up, they can come to city D for treatment.She will introduce the best heart specialist in the city to Ruolin, so that Ruolin can relax.

Ruolin is very pleased to have such a friend who treats each other honestly and shares weal and woe.

As for the rest of the money, Ruo Lin has not thought of how to raise it yet, and she is also a little anxious.

When Ruolin walked into the ward again, Zhou Li had already woken up and was lying quietly on the bed.When she saw Ruolin, her eyes suddenly brightened, and she sat up hastily.Ruolin walked over and put the pillow up on Zhou Li's back, letting her lean on it.

"Ruo Lin..." Zhou Li was very excited when she saw Ruo Lin, and she didn't know what to say.After all, she hadn't seen Ruolin for several months, of course she missed her daughter!

"Mom, I'm back." Ruo Lin bent down and gently lay on Zhou Li's chest.Leaning in her mother's arms, she seemed to have regained the warmth she hadn't had for a long time. She felt that she was back when she was a child again, and she liked to rub against her mother's arms, as if she didn't have to be afraid of anything while hiding in her mother's arms.

"Child." Zhou Li caressed Ruolin's head with her old hands, and the corners of her eyes became moist.

"Mom, just stay here and recuperate well. I will find a way to deal with the money." Ruo Lin raised her head and said.

"We have really dragged you down these years." Zhou Li sighed and said in a low voice.

"Mom, what are you talking about?" Ruo Lin said in a slightly reproachful tone, she sat up straight, looked at Zhou Li with a sad face, and continued: "Mom, we are a family, don't say such things .I can make money outside by myself, and I have some savings, so you don't have to worry about it."

"Alas!" Zhou Li sighed heavily again. How could she not know that Ruo Lin is not easy to go out alone, even if she has savings, it is not much, and how can she pay for her expensive medical expenses.

"Mom..." Ruo Lin held Zhou Li's hand and said in a long voice, "You can rest assured." At the same time, she made a "no big deal" expression.

In fact, where could Ruolin find a solution? She and her younger sister had borrowed a lot from relatives for their school tuition, and some of them hadn't been repaid. How could she borrow again?At this time, she wished so much that someone with good intentions could help her and solve her urgent need, but she knew in her heart that this was just her fantasy, because there is no pie in the sky.

She is very worried and anxious now, but she tells herself that she must not show her inner fragility in front of her mother.In this situation, she has to be stronger. If even she is down, how can this family survive?She dared not imagine.She just kept telling herself that she should try her best to raise the operation fee as soon as possible.

Only now did she fully understand what it was like to be powerless.

Throughout the day, Ruolin stayed by Zhou Li's bedside, almost never leaving her.

During the period, she went to the doctor to ask about her mother's detailed condition, and the doctor said that she should rest for a week before undergoing surgery.That meant she had to raise that amount of money within a week.

Looking at her mother's old face, Ruolin's heart was filled with sorrow.At this time, how she wished that her father could be by her side, give her a shoulder to rely on, and give her some comfort, but everything was just a fantasy.The sorrow in her heart can only be swallowed alone, and then slowly smoothed, melted away, and silently turned into an infinite motivation in her heart.

In the evening, Ruolin asked Ruowen to go back to rest, and she waited in the hospital all night. She didn't sleep well at all and woke up several times.She felt sleepy, but she just couldn't fall asleep. Maybe lying on the bed was uncomfortable, maybe she had something on her mind. In short, when she woke up in the morning, she only felt that her eyelids were heavy, and she seemed to be unable to open them.

Seeing her daughter's exhausted appearance, Zhou Li was very distressed, so she advised her to go back and have a good sleep.At first, Ruo Lin refused to say no, but she obediently agreed under Zhou Li's insistence.Then call Ruowen and ask her to come to the hospital to take care of her mother.

After getting everything in order, Ruolin told Ruowen a few words and then took the bus home.

Ruo Lin didn't know how many stops she had taken, she fell asleep in the car in a daze, and when the driver reminded her to get off at the final stop, she didn't realize that she had already passed the stop.She secretly complained.

But this stop was unfamiliar to her, she looked around anxiously, thinking whether she should take this bus back, when a clear voice sounded beside her ears: "Shen Ruolin?" There was a hint of surprise in her tone.

Ruolin felt that this voice was very familiar, as if it was her favorite voice in the past.She turned her head, and sure enough, she heard correctly, it was him.

His face was still so handsome, with a bit of mature charm added to his face, exuding an invisible charm, even more charming than at the party last year, and the casual suit he was wearing made him tall and straight.He looked at Ruolin, a gleam of joy flashed in his eyes.

Although being able to see him at this moment, Ruo Lin felt a little overjoyed.But she found that she no longer dodged her eyes when looking at him, and she no longer blushed and felt embarrassed when she saw him as before, as if standing in front of her was just an ordinary old classmate.

This man who had left a deep imprint on her when she was young, but this time she saw him, but she didn't feel moved.Even Ruolin herself felt a little unbelievable.Did she grow up, or was time so strong that it erased the feeling of the first love?Or maybe there are other reasons?
The secret love at that time was beautiful in Ruolin's heart, pure and innocent, like a clear lake, extremely transparent, and he was the most beautiful reflection on the lake surface, she was so quietly rippling in the center of the lake in her dreams.She shook and shook, and one day, she realized that the reflection was broken and rippled by the wind.At that time, she realized that the reflection was just a reflection after all, no matter how long she was by his side, she couldn't touch it, and was finally taken away by the wind, leaving nothing behind.

Therefore, when he was in college, he filled in the K university, and she filled in the D university. The two universities are far apart.She wanted to forget him through time and space.

The relationship she concealed was too long and deep, and now she recalls it as clearly as yesterday.At that time, she didn't understand, thinking that she only had him in her heart, and she would get his heart one day.Only now did she realize that her previous thoughts were so naive and ridiculous. Love is not wishful thinking, but your love and my wish.

Although I was willing when I fell in love secretly, I also enjoyed the sweetness of liking someone silently.But the one-man show is too lonely after all, without a trace of warmth, it is useless to indulge in it.Perhaps, she gradually alienated this lonely one-man show unconsciously.

The scene of last year's party unconsciously appeared in Ruo Lin's mind, she thought to herself, he should be living happily now.

Looking at Mu Jingyan who had made her deeply infatuated in front of her, Ruolin smiled and said, "What a coincidence, are you also waiting for the bus?"

"En." Mu Jingyan responded in a low voice.

"Are you still working here?" Ruolin asked.

"I was just transferred to City D." Mu Jingyan replied.

"City D?" Ruo Lin said in surprise, paused for a while, and said, "I'm also there."

"What a coincidence, I'll treat you to dinner if you're free." Mu Jingyan said politely.

"Okay." Ruolin agreed.

She couldn't help smiling, Mu Jingyan used to be a relatively silent person, always treated people with a cold look, like an untouchable iceberg, no one could melt him.But now he has been melted by the society. Although he is not very talkative, he is not very talkative. When others talk to him, he is no longer indifferent.However, Ruolin really likes him now, and she doesn't have to worry about the other party not saying a word when chatting.

The bus came, and it happened that Mu Jingyan wanted to take this bus, so he got on the bus with Ruo Lin.Looking at Ruolin's deep dark circles, he couldn't help but say, "It seems you're not in good spirits."

"My mother was sick and stayed in the hospital all night." Ruo Lin rubbed her eyes, she didn't notice her dark circles just now, she felt a little embarrassed when Mu Jingyan said that.In front of the man he likes, who doesn't want to appear in the best posture?Even if this man was just her crush when she was young.

"Then you should pay more attention to your body." Mu Jingyan said with concern.

Ruolin just smiled wryly, then changed the subject and said, "Why are you back?"

"I just came back to do something." Mu Jingyan replied, then he turned his head to look at Ruolin who looked tired, and said softly, "If you have any difficulties, you can tell me."

When she was in high school, Mu Jingyan learned from her classmates that Ruo Lin came from a single-parent family, and she had to apply for a tuition reduction. The family was very difficult.Now looking at her slightly frowned brows and tired face, Mu Jingyan can guess about eight or nine points.

Ruo Lin raised her heavy eyelids, looked at Mu Jingyan, and found that there was a bit of sincerity in his eyes.She began to hesitate whether to tell him that her mother was sick and needed money urgently.After struggling for a while, she finally said: "My mother is sick and needs a sum of money..." She stopped suddenly, her bright eyes dimmed. How can it be controlled.She gently closed her eyes and leaned her head on the back of the chair. At this moment, she felt powerless, like a pile of mud.She didn't know how to say the next words, she didn't intend to borrow money from Mu Jingyan, but as soon as the words came out, she regretted a little.

"Do you need my help?" Mu Jingyan asked gently.

"..." Ruo Lin slowly opened her eyes, and said firmly, "No need."

"They're all old classmates, so what else is there to worry about?" Mu Jingyan knew that she would definitely be brave, and she was like this when she was in school, and she refused when her classmates offered to donate money to her for tuition.But no matter what she said, he still felt that he should do something at this moment.He looked at Ruolin's pretty face, and said, "It's just a loan, and it's not that you don't pay me back, so let me let you go first." Then he added, pretending to be relaxed: "You know, Now that the bank interest rate is so low, it is better to use it to do something good.”

Ruolin thought for a while, then nodded, pursing her dry and thin lips tightly.

When Ruolin told the amount that his mother was still short of surgery, Mu Jingyan hesitated for a moment. Seeing him like this, Ruolin didn't want to embarrass him, and just wanted to say "no need", but Mu Jingyan smiled and said: " Can."

Ruolin didn't expect Mu Jingyan to agree immediately, and their friendship was not deep, but it was a good thing to borrow money, and her mother's illness was also cured.Her tense strings were only slightly relaxed at this time.

What she thought could not be solved, she did not expect to be solved so easily; she thought that no one would help her, but this person miraculously appeared.She is very grateful to Mu Jingyan, and grateful for his appearance.However, repaying the money has become a big problem.However, she doesn't have much energy to think about these things now, she just wants to go back and have a good sleep.Because she has not slept well for two consecutive nights.

(3)

After returning home, Ruolin threw her head up on the bed and soon fell asleep.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, Ruolin was awakened by the ringing of her mobile phone. She only felt that her head was heavy and her body was light, as if she was lying on a pile of cotton.

She reluctantly opened her eyes, muttered something, and reached for her phone.As soon as she looked at the caller ID, her drowsiness immediately diminished a lot.

However, he hasn't contacted her for several days, what is he calling now?Could it be that you are here to urge the interview draft?Ruo Lin secretly figured it out.

She let the phone ring for a while before pressing the answer button.

"Are you home?" Han Haoxuan's voice became a little hoarse, as if he was a little unhappy.

"Yes." Ruolin replied.She didn't understand which spell Han Haoxuan had learned, but she knew that she had returned home. Ruolin felt strange and asked, "When did you become so supernatural?"

"You know that my magic power is boundless!" Han Haoxuan laughed in a low voice, "If you are Monkey King, I am Tathagata Buddha. You will never leave my sight."

"Don't be numb, I'm very sleepy now, my eyelids are clenched, so don't murder my precious life, okay?" Instead of talking to him endlessly, it's better to fall asleep.

"Seriously, am I that insignificant to you? You should at least tell me about your mother's illness and hospitalization, right?" Han Haoxuan's tone suddenly became extremely serious.

In fact, for a while, Han Haoxuan was surrounded by an inexplicable sense of frustration. First, Ruo Lin told him that he wanted to be a stranger again, and then he thought that the interview would ease the relationship between the two of them. , she kept using honorifics to him, really treating him like a stranger!Immediately afterwards, she returned to her hometown because her mother was ill, and she didn't even say hello to him!It wasn't until he took the initiative to ask Xin Yu that he managed to get a little truth out of her.

What frustrates him is that Ruolin can really treat him like a stranger.

What made him even more frustrated was that he couldn't treat Ruo Lin as a stranger!

He tried his best to learn from Ruolin, forgot about this blind date, and acted as if nothing had happened, trying to put all his energy on work, but Ruolin's image always popped up in his mind unexpectedly.

He even forced himself to go on a date with Xinyu, trying to forget Ruolin through other women, but he found that he couldn't do it at all. He would always mention Ruolin in his conversations with Xinyu, so that several times, even He himself found that Xin Yu's complexion was not very good-looking.

Han Haoxuan once considered the reason why Ruolin didn't even want to be friends with him.He felt that it wasn't that Ruolin didn't like him, but that Ruolin was worrying about something. However, in his opinion, love is not a great abandonment but a relentless pursuit. Now that he has found the ideal person, why should he give up so easily? ?
He made this call to Ruolin not only to care about Ruolin's mother's condition, but also to know what Ruolin was worried about.

"What? How did you know?" Ruo Lin was even more surprised.Not only did he know that she had returned home, but he also knew that she had returned home because her mother was sick.He could only learn from two people, either the editor-in-chief or Xin Yu.She felt that the editor-in-chief had no reason to tell Han Haoxuan, unless Han Haoxuan went to urge the manuscript, and the editor-in-chief told him as a last resort.But if it is to urge the manuscript, it is better to directly urge Ruolin, the executor, to be more effective.Han Haoxuan will not fail to understand this simple truth.

Then, there is only one possibility left, that he got the news from Xin Yu.However, she clearly told Xin Yu not to mention her in front of Han Haoxuan in the future!However, Xinyu doesn't have to mention it, but Han Haoxuan doesn't have to ask!Ruo Lin turned her head and realized that she was really stupid.

"Don't worry about how I know, don't you care about my feelings at all? I never give interviews to the media, and I suddenly accept interviews from you, do you know why? Because I don't want to miss you! I don't want us to really Be a stranger!"

"Emotions are mutual gratification, I'm sorry, Mr. Han, I can only treat you as a stranger." Ruolin said pretending to be calm.God knows how much courage it took for her to say those words.

"Okay..." Han Haoxuan sighed helplessly, "Before we become strangers again, if there is anything you need from me, please ask me, for example, if there is a financial problem..."

Ruolin understands the meaning behind the words.He probably wanted to lend a helping hand to her mother.

"No need." Ruo Lin said succinctly, before hanging up the phone, she did not forget to add: "Thank you for your kindness, please don't contact me if you have nothing to do."

In this way, Han Haoxuan was rejected again, he moved the phone away from his ear, and as the screen of the phone went dark, his heart darkened little by little.

Here, Ruo Lin who hung up the phone was also covered in worry.She didn't know what else Han Haoxuan asked Xin Yu. If he often asked her for news about himself, then... Ruolin didn't dare to think about it anymore. She didn't want her friend to suffer any harm because of it. He immediately called Xinyu.

"Xin Yu, has Han Haoxuan been looking for you these two days?" Ruo Lin asked bluntly.

"En." Xin Yu's voice sounded a little low.

"What's the matter?" Ruo Lin knew Xin Yu's temper, and there was almost nothing that could make her like this. It must be Han Haoxuan who made her unhappy.

"When he was dating me, he always asked me about you from time to time. If I don't answer, he will ask again next time. I really have no choice but to tell him." Xin Yu said complainingly, and then, on the phone, she After dawdling for a long time, he asked in a low voice: "He doesn't really like you, does he?"

This question has been circling in Xin Yu's mind for a long time. At first, she didn't think about it, but then Han Haoxuan's behavior made her feel a little strange.Every time Han Haoxuan calls her or asks her out, in addition to talking about their common hobbies, he will subtly ask her about Ruo Lin's situation, which makes her think wildly.

"What's wrong?" Ruo Lin quickly denied.

Her worry was indeed right, who would not think about it when this happened?
"That's weird." Xin Yu is the kind of straight-hearted person who likes to say whatever is on her mind.

"Don't think about it, since your real man has appeared, then hold on tight to him." Ruo Lin said.

"That's right, maybe I've been thinking too much these two days." Xin Yu began to doubt her own judgment, thinking that Han Haoxuan talked a lot about each other when they were together, and she only asked Ruolin a few words, Probably because I have become sensitive to think so.

(End of this chapter)