Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 12 Who is by your side when you are helpless (4)
Ruolin couldn't help turning her head to look at Mu Jingyan again, his face was shrouded in the beautiful halo of fireworks, so vivid and charming.Mu Jingyan also turned his head suddenly, and their eyes met abruptly.His eyes were extraordinarily bright, and there was a hint of a smile in his eyes. The smile grew slowly, entangled Ruolin like a spreading creature, and Ruolin paused for a long time before retracting her blank eyes.Then, she collected herself and continued to look at the fireworks blooming in the sky. The fireworks were so beautiful, rising one by one, but they were inevitably scattered.They release their beauty to the extreme in the air, but after a while, they will still wither and scatter in all directions until they disappear.

Ruolin knows that the feelings buried in her heart are just the most beautiful fireworks, blooming at an ignorant age, and then withering in the rings of time.And the person beside her is just a passer-by in her life, not the one who loves her.

In this situation, she was moved by him again, and she knew that this was just her illusion.Hallucinations are beautiful, but they often give people false impressions.

Ruolin looked at the couple embracing each other in front of them, so sweet, presumably there should be smiles on their faces that are more beautiful than fireworks.Why didn't she want such a sweet relationship.However, thinking of her own life and her mother's illness, her heart began to feel a little astringent.Girls of her age are enjoying the nourishment of love, but she is still running for life.

However, for this, she does not blame anyone, nor does she blame fate for being unfair. She silently accepts the reality and tries to change her status quo.

(5)

After watching the fireworks, it's getting late.Mu Jingyan wanted to send Ruolin back, but she politely declined.

"Then I'll help you hail a taxi." With that said, Mu Jingyan was about to reach out to hail a taxi.

"No need. I'll go directly to the hospital later. It's very convenient to take the bus." Ruolin said quickly.Now is the most stressful time to spend money, so save as much as you can.

For some reason, what Mu Jingyan said just now made Ruolin suddenly think of the scene when she and Han Haoxuan met for the first time.That night, he also wanted to take her home, but she refused, and then he said, "Then I'll help you park the car."

Ruo Lin shook her head, trying her best to erase the memories related to Han Haoxuan.

"What's the matter? Are you tired?" Mu Jingyan noticed that Ruolin's expression had changed, and couldn't help asking with concern.

"Oh, it's nothing." Ruo Lin concealed it with a smile.

"I'll take you to the stop sign. I'm going to drive home from there anyway." In fact, he was going in the opposite direction to her.

"Okay." If he was passing by, it would be a bit far-fetched for her to refuse, so she might as well accept his kindness.

"When are you going back to City D?" Mu Jingyan asked Ruolin while waiting in front of the bus stop.

"I can leave with peace of mind when my mother has the operation the day after tomorrow." Ruolin said with some worry.There are risks in any operation, let alone a difficult operation such as a heart bypass.

"I just happen to stay here until the 28th. On the day of your mother's surgery, you won't mind if I come to accompany you?" Looking at Ruolin's tired face, Mu Jingyan really wanted to share something for her .

"..." Ruolin once imagined her mother's state after being pushed into the operating room.Do you look nervously at the operating room, or keep walking in the corridor to relieve the restlessness in your heart, or sit on the bench outside the operating room and cry while waiting for the announcement of the operation result?
In fact, she needs a warm chest, she needs a pair of strong hands, she needs the strength to support her body and not let it fall.

Because, deep down in her heart, she was very afraid, afraid of the failure of the operation, and even more afraid of the departure of her loved ones.

"If it's difficult for you, I won't force it..." Seeing that Ruolin didn't reply for a long time, Mu Jingyan had no choice but to compromise.She is still so stubborn, always using superficial strength to cover up her inner fragility.This kind of her really worried him.

"I would be grateful if you could come here," Ruolin said.

Ruolin's words really surprised Mu Jingyan.

"Actually, the one who should say thank you is me. I am very honored to be the one who will accompany you and overcome difficulties with you." Mu Jingyan's lips moved, and he finally swallowed these words back.

Sitting on the bus bound for the hospital, Ruolin's thoughts drifted far away. She didn't expect that she could face Mu Jingyan very calmly, and she was as familiar and kind as an old friend.She also didn't understand why she was willing to accept his help.She didn't know if she was overstepping in doing so, after all, she also has a girlfriend...

Ruolin's reverie was interrupted by a rapid ringtone of the mobile phone, and she took the mobile phone out of her bag.Looking at the name on the phone screen, she was stunned for a while, but still answered the call.

Mr. Han, you are lucky today, if I am not in a good mood watching fireworks with the person I loved the most when I was young, I would not talk to you!

"Is your mother feeling better?" After the call was connected, Han Haoxuan's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"It's okay. What's the matter?" Ruolin said impatiently.

"When will you come back?" Han Haoxuan's tone had a trace of expectation.

"I don't think it's necessary to tell you when I'll go back?" Although she answered his call, Ruo Lin didn't want to get too involved with him, "Also, didn't I tell you not to contact me again? Keep calling me?"

"What you say is your business, what I do is my business." Han Haoxuan said indifferently.

"Whatever you want." Ruo Lin had nothing to do with him.

"..." Han Haoxuan was silent for a while, smiled, and said, "I'll wait for you to come back."

Ruolin really doesn't understand what is going on in Han Haoxuan's mind, she is not his so-and-so, yet he said something numb to her.He knew that Xin Yu had a crush on him, and he still treated her like this.Xin Yu is no worse than her in looks, and her family conditions are better than hers.Moreover, Xin Yu also told her that his mother had seen her and was very satisfied with her.Ruolin just didn't understand why he didn't cherish such a good woman in front of him, but she would find him.She couldn't understand, she just thought he was confused for a while, and he would wake up sooner or later.

"I hope you can cherish Xin Yu well, she is my good friend, and I won't allow you to hurt her." Ruo Lin said with a slightly accentuated tone.

"I won't hurt anyone, I only cherish the people I should cherish." Han Haoxuan said softly.

"..." Ruolin was dazed for a moment, and the hand holding the phone couldn't help but tremble slightly. She felt a warm current coming from the other end of the phone, which seemed to corrode her and reach her heart.She adjusted the emotion she shouldn't have, and clenched the phone tightly, her voice trembled slightly, but she could hear it clearly: "Then...you must cherish Xinyu."

Maybe, Ruolin understood the cherished person Han Haoxuan was talking about, but she just wanted to interrupt his thoughts, and she wanted to tell him over and over again that Xinyu was his ideal object.And she was just a poor girl in debt.

"I think you know the person I should cherish." Han Haoxuan said firmly.

"..." Ruolin doesn't understand why Han Haoxuan is always so confident and always feels that his thoughts are right, but she still has to admit that he is a smart man who can read other people's minds.However, it's not good to meet such a person. I can't hide what I think.

"Where are you now? Why are you so noisy?" Han Haoxuan heard the noisy voice from the microphone during Ruo Lin's silence.

"On the bus." Ruo Lin leaned her head on the back of the chair helplessly, stroked her forehead with her hand, looking dispirited.

"Take the bus to watch the night view?" Han Haoxuan jokingly said, "Which handsome guy are you with? It's really romantic."

"It's not just one handsome guy, it's a group." Ruo Lin looked at the people around her. In fact, there wasn't a single handsome guy, but she said it anyway, as if she wanted to compete with Han Haoxuan on purpose.

"Am I more handsome?" Han Haoxuan smiled.

"..." Ruo Lin became speechless, and she didn't want to continue talking to him, so she said, "Can I stop talking such boring things in the future."

"You have been taking care of your mother these few days. Pay more attention to your body and don't let yourself get tired." Han Haoxuan ignored Ruolin's words, changed the subject, and his tone became gentle.

"Thank you." Ruo Lin didn't want to argue with him any more, maybe ordinary polite words were the best counterattack.

When Ruolin arrived at the hospital, her younger sister and neighbor Aunt Sun were there.

Aunt Sun saw that Ruolin's complexion was not very good, which might be due to lack of sleep, so she asked Ruolin and her younger sister Ruowen to go back to rest together, as long as she was here.

Ruolin insisted on staying here at first, but after staying in the hospital for a while, she couldn't hold on anymore and fell asleep lying on the bedside.

Aunt Sun said that it is easy to catch a cold, so she insisted on letting her go back.She couldn't help it, so she had to go home with her sister.

The summer night was still a bit stuffy, and the warm wind blowing in from the window made Ruolin feel hot and dry, and she couldn't sleep because of tossing and turning.

She didn't understand why she was so sleepy in the hospital, but she didn't feel sleepy after returning.Maybe it's because the most sleepy point has passed, maybe it's because the house is hotter than the hospital, or maybe it's because something on my mind is starting to haunt me again.

Ruolin couldn't understand why she treated Han Haoxuan like this, but he still didn't give up and kept pestering her.

In fact, sometimes, in the middle of the night, she would inadvertently think of Han Haoxuan.He usually has a handsome appearance, but sometimes he likes to be talkative and mean-spirited.However, generally speaking, he is still a relatively calm man...

STOP!Ruo Lin warned herself not to think about it anymore.

Now she only hopes that Han Haoxuan can treat Xinyu well, and that they can become a happy couple.

However, she didn't know that love cannot be forced, and whether they can be together is not up to one person, but two people's wishes.

On the day of Zhou Li's operation, Mu Jingyan came to the hospital early.

(End of this chapter)