Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 31 Something went bad between them (1)
(1)

After the performance, Mu Jingyan wanted to send Ruolin back, but Xin Yu said that he could not drink and drive, and insisted that Mu Jingyan take a taxi back and let her take Ruolin back.

"No need, I can take a taxi by myself." Ruolin declined both of their kindness.She actually didn't really want to go back to Han Haoxuan's place tonight, but she had to go and listen to his explanation, otherwise she would really stay up all night.

Xinyu suddenly realizes that the home Ruolin wants to return to is Han Haoxuan's home, and she doesn't want to see that person, that person will only bring back her sad memories.So, she stopped insisting, but stretched out her hand to help Ruolin hail a taxi: "Then I'll take Mu Jingyan home, and you go home by yourself, and send me a text message to let me know when you get home."

"Okay, I'm not a three-year-old child anymore, so I won't get lost. Let's go, goodbye." Ruo Lin got into the car and waved goodbye to Mu Jingyan and Xin Yu.

It wasn't until the taxi carrying Ruolin completely disappeared from sight that Mu Jingyan came back to his senses.

"Hey, why are you in a daze? Get in the car." Xin Yu had already driven the car from the parking lot and parked beside Mu Jingyan.

"Student Mu, do you mind if I ask you a question?" After getting in the car, Xin Yu started her private interview time.

"what?"

"Do you like Ruolin?" Mu Jingyan looked at Ruolin's eyes, and Xin Yu felt that he should like Ruolin.

"No." Mu Jingyan denied it without even thinking about it.Ruolin already has a boyfriend now, so what if he likes her?Just don't admit it.

"You're lying! It's not shameful to like someone, why not admit it? I dare to tell you that the person I like is Han Haoxuan." Xin Yu said openly.

"Ah?" Mu Jingyan was startled when he heard the words, "Isn't your boyfriend Shen Yang?"

"That's a deceiving illusion. In fact, I don't have any boyfriend at all. Shen Yang is my good buddy. I asked him to accompany me in this scene, that's all."

"Why did you do this?" Mu Jingyan was very puzzled by this.

"Because it's better for one person to be hurt than for two people to be hurt. I just want Ruolin to fall in love without any scruples. You know, she always likes to restrain herself, especially in terms of feelings. She had a crush on you before, She never told you, did she?"

"What? Ruolin, has she ever had a crush on me?" Mu Jingyan was shocked again.

"Yeah. Why are you two so late? But you two are really... How should I put it? Let's put it in a cliché, you two don't always meet each other at the right time, she When you had a crush on you, you didn't care about her, but when she fell in love with someone else, you started to have a crush on her. Love is really interesting sometimes, isn't it?" Xin Yu was deeply moved.

Love is not fun, but cruel. No wonder Zhang Ailing's words will become a classic: When you meet the person you meet among thousands of people, in the thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, without one step earlier, He was not too late, and happened to catch up, so he had nothing else to say, but asked softly: "Oh, are you here too?"

But Mu Jingyan and Ruo Lin were either early or late, the two missed it after all.

Mu Jingyan sighed secretly in his heart.

"A person who truly loves someone will be willing to let go, right? As long as she can be happy, she will be willing to let go. So since the past is gone, what's the point of mentioning it. Now even if I tell Ruolin that I like her, I will become her. Burden." Mu Jingyan said.

"That's right. I've also seen it now. Loving someone is not possessing, not getting, but enjoying the feeling of loving someone. However, if... I mean, if, if Ruolin's life is not good in the future If you were happy, would you work hard to win her over?" Xin Yu asked.

"Why not?" Mu Jingyan asked back.

"That's right! You are a good man worthy of love! Ruolin really has a crush on you for so many years!" Xin Yu gave Mu Jingyan a thumbs up.

"Ruo Lin is a bit unusual today, do you suspect that she is not happy now? Could it be that Han Haoxuan treats her badly?" Mu Jingyan thought of Ruo Lin's tears.

"Although I have been with Han Haoxuan for a while, we got along very politely at that time, not like a man and woman in love at all. However, as far as I know him, I think he is an indecisive person. The person he likes is obviously It was Ruolin, but she was able to hide her in my heart and associate with me. Although I liked him, I was very dissatisfied with his behavior. In the end, I broke up with him on my own initiative, and he broke up with me. I haven't even mentioned the breakup. Can you men really do two things at once?" Xin Yu's tone suddenly became a little sad.

"Don't beat a man to death with a stick, I'm a dedicated man by your side."

"Yes, you are the best! Let me yell a slogan, if you want to find a man, you must find someone like Mu Jingyan!"

"Exaggerate you." Mu Jingyan smiled, "Has anyone ever told you that you are a pistachio?"

"Yes, didn't you just say that?"

Mu Jingyan laughed loudly: "You are very good at talking!"

"Just kidding, if a teacher doesn't know how to joke, isn't it misleading his children? By the way, Mu Jingyan, if two years later, you don't have a date, and I don't have a date, or we can make do, okay?" Xin Yu There is no shyness in saying this.

"Why do you have such an idea?" Mu Jingyan felt that Xin Yu's idea was bold enough.

"Because since I broke up with Han Haoxuan, I have started a long blind date journey. In order to save me from the dire straits of the blind date, you have to do the same. And, didn't you say it just now? You are a rare The devoted man I met is also quite handsome, and it is also good for raising future generations. Besides, I am a good friend of Ruolin, if you were with me, you wouldn't bully me, right?"

If I'm really with you, it must be your fault for bullying me!Mu Jingyan thought to himself.But he still has to make superficial things: "Okay, if we are still single by then, we might as well consider your suggestion."

"YE! ​​It's a deal!" Xin Yu stretched out her hand and high-fived Mu Jingyan, like a child with a childlike heart.

When Ruolin returned home, she rang the doorbell, but no one came to open it. Han Haoxuan probably hadn't come back yet, so she took out her own key and opened the door to enter the house.

Usually Han Haoxuan picks up Ruolin from get off work, and then the two of them go home together. Unless Han Haoxuan has something to do, it is rare for Ruolin to stay at home alone.

At this moment, looking at the empty room and remembering the scene she saw in the KTV corridor, Ruolin felt her heart grow cold little by little.

Opening the window of the living room, a gust of chilly wind blows towards her face, Ruolin couldn't help shivering.

It is already late at night, and it is the moment when the city's lights bloom most brilliantly.

In the past, Ruolin always felt that the lights at night were the warmest, and she believed that the lights at night symbolized a warm home.

So, is there a warm home behind every light?Perhaps not, because there may be someone waiting for the return of a lover, such as her.

The autumn wind was a bit chilly, Ruolin closed the window and stood quietly in front of the window.

A car passed by downstairs, but Han Haoxuan's familiar car could not be seen.

I don't know how long she stood in front of the window until her legs felt a little numb before Ruolin left and sat on the sofa.

The wall clock on the wall was ticking, and the hour hand was already pointing to 12.

Ruo Lin has never felt that time has passed so long.Her mood at this moment is really no different from that of Meng Jiangnv who cried on the Great Wall.

She couldn't bear it anymore, took out her mobile phone and dialed Han Haoxuan, but a blunt female voice came from the other end of the phone: "I'm sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off."

An unbearable picture has emerged in Ruolin's mind: the lovers who have been separated for many years are not satisfied with the temperature of each other's lips, and begin to lust for the temperature of each other's bodies.They turned off the phone, left behind all the turmoil of the world, and eloped to an unknown hotel, where they were tumbling in bed, entangled to death...

Unable to think about it anymore, Ruolin forced herself not to think about it, otherwise her headache would explode.

As the night was getting dark, Ruolin couldn't hold on any longer, so she simply took a thin quilt to cover herself, and sat on the sofa waiting for Han Haoxuan.

When the reminder sound of incoming text messages pierced the silent night, Ruo Lin's drowsiness suddenly flew out of the sky. Was it the text message from Han Haoxuan?She quickly grabbed her phone and opened it to read.

"I'm home. I don't want to ask you why you are crying. Maybe you won't tell me if you ask. But I feel a little sad when you cry. I am very worried about you. Are you okay now?" It was Mu Jingyan who sent it.

That's right, how could Han Haoxuan have the habit of sending text messages?
Mu Jingyan's text message made Ruolin feel a little relieved, friendship is still more reliable than love!But she didn't want Mu Jingyan to get involved in this matter, so she went back and said a few simple words: "Don't worry, I'm fine. Thank you, Mu."

"If there is something unpleasant, you can take it out like trash, and it will make you feel a lot more comfortable. I am willing to be your trash can forever."

After a while, Xin Yu's text message also came in: "If Han Haoxuan dares to bully you, you must tell me! I will make the decision for you!"

This is Xin Yu's personality, it's best to fight the injustice, Ruo Lin looked at it amusedly: "We are very happy, don't worry, I'm still waiting to eat the wedding candy from you and Shen Yang!"

"You get married first, and then we follow closely."

Seeing the text messages from Mu Jingyan and Xin Yu made Ruolin feel warm in her heart, and her mood improved a lot.With such friends, life is considered complete.

(2)

Han Haoxuan returned home around three o'clock in the morning.

After entering the room and turning on the light, Ruolin was huddled up on the sofa with only a thin quilt on her body.

Han Haoxuan walked over and saw that she was still frowning while sleeping, and couldn't help blaming himself for not taking good care of her.

"Ruolin, it's easy to catch cold when sleeping on the sofa." Han Haoxuan gently pushed Ruolin.

"Ah? You're back?" Ruo Lin didn't sleep soundly, she sat up and looked at Han Haoxuan.Han Haoxuan's face was slightly tired, could it be that he had a lot to say after seeing his old lover and stayed up all night?

"There is something urgent at the moment, and the battery of the phone is dead, so I didn't tell you in time. I'm sorry, Ruolin, it won't be like this next time." Han Haoxuan sat next to Ruolin, holding her hand tightly.

Ruolin looked up at the wall clock: "You haven't come home almost all night, have you been with clients all night?"

"Yeah, those clients are particularly difficult to deal with, but the company has a huge business volume, so we can't offend them. But, I promise, next time I will try to spend less time with them and more time with you." Han Haoxuan was still calm and stable when he lied , I can't see a trace of panic.

Sure enough, he is a shrewd businessman, he doesn't even need to draft a lie.Ruo Lin sneered in her heart.

Ruolin threw herself into his arms, breathed hard, and smelled the smell of wine and woman's perfume on his body, which further confirmed the scene Ruolin saw in KTV.

"You smell like a woman's perfume, so you can't do something bad behind my back?" Ruolin raised her head, looked at Han Haoxuan, and said half-truthfully.

"How come? You are the only one in my heart. Feel here." Han Haoxuan pressed Ruolin's hand on his chest, but Ruolin pulled out her hand in time.

"Hurry up and take a shower, I'm very tired, I'm going to rest." Ruolin said, and walked to the bedroom with the quilt in her arms.

"Okay." Looking at Ruo Lin's back, Han Haoxuan's guilt deepened.

In fact, Han Haoxuan didn't accompany any clients at all, he stayed with An Qian all night.

When An Qian left so resolutely, Han Haoxuan never thought that she would come back to him.

In the afternoon, Han Haoxuan originally made an appointment with a client to discuss cooperation matters, but it turned out that one of the client's representatives was Anxi who hadn't seen him for several years.Compared with before, her appearance has not changed much, but her clothes are more mature, and she is completely dressed as a professional woman, not as young as before.

When seeing An Qian, Han Haoxuan was quite shocked, it's really where we don't meet each other in life!

When the eyes of the two met, Han Haoxuan was attracted by the familiar clear eyes, and couldn't look away for a moment.These eyes are somewhat similar to Ruolin's. Does he like Ruolin just want to find Anxi's shadow from Ruolin?he asked himself.

"Long time no see, how are you?" Han Haoxuan didn't come to his senses until An Qian stretched out her hand with a smile.

"Very good. How about you?" Han Haoxuan also reached out his hand and shook hands with her.Her hands are still so soft and delicate. He once said that he would take care of such soft and boneless hands until he grows old, but she didn't give him this chance.

"So you know each other, so wouldn't it be easier for us to discuss cooperation?" Du Cheng, another representative of the other company, said.

"Well, she is an old friend of mine." Han Haoxuan pretended to be very calm.However, he was already wondering in his heart, was the meeting between him and An Xi deliberately arranged or was it an unintentional reunion?For some reason, he actually hoped that it was the former, that Anxi had offered to discuss this cooperation, and the reason was just to meet him.However, he quickly denied this idea, because if she wanted to see him, she didn't need to go through so much trouble at all, she just had to come to him directly.

The cooperation talks went smoothly, and the two sides signed a cooperation agreement soon.

Han Haoxuan offered to invite them to sing at the city's most famous KTV at night, Du Cheng readily agreed, and An Qian did not refuse.

In the KTV box, Anxi sang a song "Pain That Can Breathe" by Liang Jingru: "...Missing is pain that can breathe. It lives in every corner of my body. Humming the song you love will hurt. Reading your letter It hurts, even silence hurts. Regret is the pain of breathing. It rolls back and forth in the blood. It hurts to regret not being considerate. .”

When he sang to the emotional part, there were tears running down his face. Han Haoxuan saw An Qian who was strong on the outside and weak on the inside, and couldn't help reaching out his hand to help her wipe away the tears.

"Why haven't you called me in the past few years?" An Xi's tone was full of sorrow.

"..." Han Haoxuan was a little confused about the situation. She was the one who wanted to break up with him. He tried to keep her, but she didn't even look at him. He really thought that she had moved on.In this way, it would be outrageous for him to contact her again later, right?

"These years, I haven't had a good time living abroad alone, because I can't help but think of you." An Xi whispered, and then stroked Han Haoxuan's hand, "During the few years we were separated, you thought of me ?"

Of course I did, especially the year you left.But later I found that missing it was useless, so I simply paralyzed myself with busy work.

"Let's go out and talk, the air conditioner here is too high, it's a little stuffy." Han Haoxuan pushed An Qian's hand away without leaving a trace.In fact, considering Du Cheng's presence, it was not convenient for them to talk.

The two came to a relatively quiet and remote corner.

"Didn't you like to collect lighters before? This is a limited edition that ZIPPO just released, and it's for you." An Xi took Han Haoxuan's hand, spread his palm, and placed a small and exquisite lighter in his palm.

"I don't have this hobby anymore, and I quit smoking. However, I will accept your gift first."

"Quit smoking? It's not like you. You've changed a lot." Anxi sighed, "Then, have you also given up your love for me?"

"Almost. I have a girlfriend now, and I give almost all my love to her."

"Really? I don't believe it. I've seen that girl before, she looks a bit like me, you are not looking for my substitute, are you?" Not only was Anxi not annoyed, but her words were somewhat smug.

"Are you following me?" Han Haoxuan asked.

"No, after returning to China, I went to the place where we lived to see you. I happened to see you and her coming back from get off work."

"Oh, I thought that you would stop paying attention to my life after you left! Did you originally want to see my jokes when you came back this time? You wanted to see me alone, but you were disappointed in the end, right?"

"I know that I was wrong to leave you at the beginning. I don't expect your forgiveness. But I don't want you to live by looking for my shadow in others. Because that is not love. You find your current girlfriend because You haven't forgotten me yet, have you?"

"Don't be so self-righteous, I have already forgotten you."

"Then prove it to me..." As soon as An Qian finished speaking, before Han Haoxuan could react, she had already pulled his head down and put her lips against it.

Han Haoxuan's rationality told him to push Anxi away and stop having anything to do with his ex-girlfriend, but this kiss made him unable to control himself, because he immediately remembered his first kiss.

It was after evening self-study, the two went for a walk in the small garden of the campus. On the stone bench in the artificial lake, he hugged Anxi and kissed her. Her response was a bit jerky, but he couldn't help it.

After so many years, he still remembers that kiss, and so many first love moments between him and Anxi.

After a passionate kiss, Anxi told him that it was not her intention to leave her, but that his mother had approached her and forced her to leave him.

Han Haoxuan knew his mother Xu Ling's consistent style of doing things, so he believed her words.

However, time has passed, things have changed, and people have changed. What's the point of commemorating the past?He could only hug her gently for comfort.

"Let's be together again, okay?" An Qian raised her eyes and asked Han Haoxuan.

"Impossible, we have already, we can't go back." Han Haoxuan sighed, "I can't be sorry to her, she loves me very much."

"But, I love you too!"

"The person I love now is not you anymore, I'm sorry." Han Haoxuan rejected her without hesitation.

An Xi burst into tears, she had a deep understanding of what it means to "some people miss it and never let it go".

After that, Han Haoxuan planned to drive home, but An Xi begged him to accompany her while crying, and emphasized that it was only for one night.She said that she had a lot to say to him, and emphasized that she wanted him to accompany her and listen to what she had to say.

Anyway, it was a former lover, Han Haoxuan couldn't bear to refuse, so he had to send Anxi home and listen to her nagging.

After talking about it, Anxi was also sleepy, so she fell asleep on his lap.

He carried Anxi to the bed, settled down, and then hurried home.

He had never returned home so late before, and he knew that Ruo Lin would be suspicious, but he couldn't say that he came home late because he wanted to listen to his ex-girlfriend confide in his heart.That would only make Ruolin more uneasy.So, he lied and said he was late because he was with a client.In fact, now, Anxi's identity is really his client.

However, after he lied, he felt very guilty.

What lovers need is sincerity, but why can't he even do the most basic thing?

In the bedroom with a lamp on, Ruolin lay sideways on the bed, staring at the ceiling, feeling tight in her heart.

When Han Haoxuan lied just now, his face was neither red nor his heart skipped a beat, he looked like a master liar.

(End of this chapter)