Chapter 59
I still remember the afternoon when I came out of Fusui Palace.

The bright sun hurt my eyes.

I was standing at the gate of Fusui Palace, and the maid next to me asked me if I wanted to go to the palace.

I shook my head and declined.

I want to walk alone.

Without Li Shimin, the whole world becomes easier.

But the stable life I was living before has all collapsed.

The whole world is changing.

Li Shimin didn't give me time to adapt, he already used his death to push me to the forefront.

With the help of my brother, I handled Li Shimin's funeral.

The death of the king of a country caused the entire Tang Dynasty to fall into panic. The political situation had just stabilized, and those so-called second uncles and third younger brothers were eyeing the throne one by one.

Fortunately, I have a brother.

I have a little prince in my belly, and he should grow up happily as a prince.

But now, he can only continue to grow from birth, to bear the heavy responsibility of the entire Tang Dynasty.

The harem is huge.

I walked step by step under the sun.

Even the imperial concubine who likes to play in the imperial garden most dare not come to the imperial garden again.

The whole harem seems to be lifeless, and no one dares to touch my bad head.

I watched the flowers in the imperial garden bloom.

I looked at the water lilies floating on the water in the lake next to the pavilion, still looking leisurely and quiet.

I looked at the pavilion quietly.

Not too long ago, there was a teenage girl here who had the audacity to take my fingers, and she teased me.

I panicked and was discovered by Li Shimin.

Li Shimin took her away, but I put her in my heart.

In one night, the entire harem belonged to me.

I am the most honorable empress dowager, living happily, losing all oppression, but seeming to have no objection.

My yesterday, today and tomorrow, every day of my life, will be the same.

"The Empress Dowager, a talented martial artist from Fusui Palace, please go and see her painting at dusk." I was sitting in the pavilion, followed by five or six court ladies from a distance.

One of them stepped forward to report, and his tone turned out to be pleading.

I know that I haven't eaten well these days, and I'm a bit willful.

But that shouldn't make them so worried, right?

"Okay, I will be there then." I pursed my lips and replied.

Since it's Wu Mei's invitation, I can just go to relax and report to my brother to save the maid from worrying.

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And at night.

Fusui Palace lit up white lanterns.

The king of a country passed away, and the entire Tang Dynasty mourned in January.

I have seen this color a lot, but I came to the gate of Fusui Palace.

I saw a young girl in a black robe standing by the vermilion palace gate with a white lantern above her head.

Her pitch-black phoenix eyes looked at me, gentle and soft, making her look very thin as a girl.

Looking at her, I felt that there was something missing and something more in her eyes.

At that moment, my heart felt a little lost as if it had been hollowed out.

I got off the shoulders, and walked over to let the girl stand up, but deliberately walked half a step in front of her.

With such a distance, if the girl really wants to do something, she can pull my wrist by raising her hand.

Stepping into the inner palace, the maids of honor are all behind.

I paused deliberately, laughing at myself as crazy.

He obviously wanted to escape, but he didn't know what he was expecting.

And for such a small action, the girl just followed me, but she was indifferent.

I turned around and looked at her in embarrassment, only to see that her phoenix eyes were clear and quiet, she was still following me, but she seemed to be ignorant of my little thoughts.

Wu Mei... such an intelligent person, really doesn't know how I abandoned her?

I don't want to think about it anymore, the answer will make me sad.

"Empress Dowager, send me to the Taimiao, that's my destination." The girl entered the inner hall with me.

But her voice suddenly sounded like this.

Taimiao?That's the place to watch the spirit!
It stands to reason that when the male emperor died, her concubine should go to the Taimiao.

But I never thought about sending Wu Mei to that lifeless place.

She is still young, she shouldn't spend the rest of her long life in such a place.

"Stay here, it's in this palace." I looked at her and gently grabbed her black robe.

"Stay, stay with me, stay here."

I unconsciously carried pleading in my tone.

This harem makes me feel very alone.

I have been liberated and happy, but like a kite that has lost its string, I no longer know where I am going.

If the girl stays, I can at least have someone to talk to.

In my heart, she is also my greatest selfishness.

The girl's eyes fluctuated, and she was silent for a long time.

Just when I broke down and wanted to use the Queen Mother's power to force her not to leave.

"Okay. I'll stay with you." Smiling, the girl looked at me with her calm phoenix eyes.

But in such tenderness, it seems that there is no such light as before.

"Guanyin maidservant, as long as you need me, I will always stay." The girl promised.

Like a drowning man grabbing the last piece of driftwood, I lost control and held the girl in my arms, tears soaked her shoulders.

This was probably my most cowardly gaffe after Li Shimin's death.

Then, I had a daughter.

I originally wanted to find myself a collateral royal blood and replace this child.

But the girl stopped me.

She held the baby, smiled and pointed to the baby in the swaddle, and told me.

"Look, this child, how much her eyes look like yours. I like your eyes the most."

After so long, I finally heard liking from her again.

I was lying on the bed, my whole body was extremely weak, I curled my lips happily, but couldn't help but say.

"She is the princess, they won't..."

The queen will not inherit the throne.

"There is nothing wrong, but the first emperor here is a man, so men feel that the throne can only be done by men. Even if it is an emperor, why not sit on the throne?" The girl smiled slightly of.

"However, many people will oppose, there will be wars, and many people will support these people..." I bit my pale lips.

If it is not a last resort, why would I be willing to send my child out?Change it to something that has nothing to do with it?
"Then kill them all! Whoever opposes will be killed! One day, when all the voices of dissent are killed, no one will dare to speak." The girl raised a cold arc, but hugged my child again. , "Guanyin maidservant, don't be afraid, you still have me, the two of us will bring up Taiping well."

"This world is still the Li family's world, and it is our Taiping world!"

The content of the girl's words made me shudder.

Since the first emperor, apart from a vicious empress Lu who controlled the political power, where is there any example of a woman enthroned as emperor?

But he saw the little balance being held in the arms of the girl.

A small, crumpled mass, but my flesh and blood.

Seeing the girl holding Xiao Taiping, I even had the illusion that this child was born to me and Wu Mei.

"Taiping...Taiping..." I recited the nickname the girl gave the child, and my heart gradually became firm.

My children, the people I love, I can let them have everything they want.

Taiping was dressed as a prince by me since he was a child, and the government of Tang Dynasty was gradually controlled by me and the girl.

I listen to the government behind the curtain, and the girl approves the memorial.

The young girl seems to have the talent of latitude and longitude, calm and unhurried, like a born emperor.

Taiping was brought up very well by her...

When Taiping was 14 years old, the identity of her daughter was exposed. In that year, we killed many people...

The blood of the ministers of the DPRK and China flowed like rivers.

In the end, I stood at the grandest enthronement ceremony and watched Xiao Taiping walking from a distance wearing the queen's crown.

We made it!
The girl stood in the ranks of the ceremony.

At this moment, there was a smile on my face.

I took Taiping and looked at my girl.

But my young girl fell heavily to the ground, and in front of the bright and sunny Daming Palace, she was as cold as if she had been dragged out of an ice cellar.

She has been ill for a long time, I have known it for a long time.

But the separation came so quickly again.

This year, I was 36 years old and she was 28 years old.

I... lost her.

I blocked the gate of Fusui Palace.

Watching the sunrise and sunset of the Lizheng Palace, day by day, until finally liberated.

This time, I finally don't owe anyone, I can tell my girl that I like her.

Just my girl, lost by me.

Going up to Qiongbi and down to Huangquan, the two places are gone,
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