I can't afford to mess with the concubine doctor

Chapter 320 Admitting Mistakes
"Yes! I blame the master! If it wasn't for the death of the master, Qu Dingbang would not have set fire to it. If he hadn't set the fire, Qingyang would not have died!"

The sudden loss of her beloved made Yun Yi's temperament much more sensitive than before. Not only did she feel guilty and blamed herself day and night, she also had a faint complaint about Qu Lingxu, but she knew very well that Qu Lingxu was also a victim Logically speaking, she has no reason to resent Qu Lingxu. She has been telling herself not to think like this, but when Qu Fengyan is mentioned today, these thoughts are like little sparks being ignited, making her unable to control herself anymore. Confided out the thoughts in my heart!
"Sister, why do you think like this..." Yun Xin never thought that Yun Yi would say these words, her eyes widened in astonishment, as if she didn't recognize the familiar face in front of her, and it took her a while to recover , shook his head again and again, "Sister, I know Master Qingyang's death makes you sad, but no matter how sad you are, you shouldn't be indiscriminate between right and wrong. If it weren't for the blessing of the master, you and my sister, our whole family is now dead or alive. have no idea!"

Yun Xin spoke too hastily, and was choked by the saliva and coughed twice, but she did not shut up, but continued angrily: "Yes, Qu Dingbang did go for the master, but that is The accident was not arranged by the master. Also, don't forget, if the master hadn't spared no effort to rush to the south day and night, Lord Ching Yang would have died long ago, and he couldn't even survive these few days, not even the last one. See you!"

Yun Xin's emotions were too agitated, and at the end, her eyes couldn't help but get a little wet. It was sadness, but also disappointment and dissatisfaction with Yun Yi.

She could understand that people's thoughts would be a bit extreme after receiving a big blow, but she couldn't accept that Yun Yi blamed Qing Yang's death on Qu Lingxu.

"Yes, you are right. If there is no master to treat Qing Yang, he will definitely die on the road, but have you ever thought about how he was injured? If the emperor did not entrust him with a dangerous task, he How could it be hurt, and how could it be so injured that it cannot be healed!" Yun Yi really didn't want to think about it, she frowned deeply, as if her strength had been drained, she fell limply on the ground, crying bitterly, "I shouldn't just watch him go to the front line. If I could do it all over again, I'd rather he wasn't the emperor's trusted subordinate, not a high-ranking general. I just want him to live well..."

"Snapped!"

This time, before Yun Yi finished speaking, she received a heavy slap on the face. This slap was not someone else, it was Yun Xin who slapped her so hard that her whole arm couldn't help trembling after the slap fell.

Yun Xin has always respected Yun Yi as her sister, and she has always been innocent and lively. She has never contradicted Yun Yi since she was a child, let alone such an angry fight. Yun Yi was so shocked that she even forgot the pain on her face , just stared at Yun Xin in a daze, "You hit me..."

"Yes, I hit you, a foolish person who doesn't know right from wrong!" Yun Xin didn't back down, but stretched out her hand to grab Yun Yi's collar. He pulled Yunyi up from the ground, then took the cold tea on the table and poured it straight over the other's head, "You are crazy, sober up, think about what you just said, don't say If I beat you, if my parents know that you are so ungrateful and disrespectful to the benefactor who saved you, they will never recognize you as a daughter again!"

Perhaps it was because she had never been in it before, but Yun Xin couldn't figure out why Yun Yi would blame Qu Lingxu for Qing Yang's death. Let alone taking the opportunity to provoke the relationship between master and servant, it is more likely to use her mentality for her own use, and use it to kill Qu Lingxu.

At that time, if the master is not injured, the relationship between master and servant has come to an end, and there is no room for maneuver. Once the master makes any mistakes, Yun Yi's life will definitely be lost, and he will even die a miserable death.

It is too late to rein in the precipice in time, and it will be too late to say anything after that step.

Seeing that Yun Yi just stayed silent, Yun Xin sighed heavily, turned around and walked away without looking back.

There are many things that she needs to figure out by herself, otherwise it will be useless for others to say more.

Listening to the heavy closing sound, Yun Yi mechanically blinked her tea-soaked eyelashes. She didn't wipe the tea from her hair and cheeks, but let the cold water drops drop by drop onto her clothes, smudged a dark color wet marks.

Her cheeks were burning hot, and she didn't need to look in the mirror to know that there must be five clear finger prints, but she didn't care, or she needed such a slap to wake herself up, so as to put those venomous thoughts in her mind that she shouldn't have Clear them all.

master.

She has not forgotten all kinds of love and affection from her master to herself, and she understands that she cannot blame her master for all these things, but for some reason, these days, such venomous thoughts keep coming out of her mind, no matter how she tries to drive them away, she can't get rid of them. Lose.

Yun Xin is right, the master treats her so well, but she is so resentful, so how is she different from an ungrateful bitch like Qu Fengyan...

The night passed slowly, and Qu Lingxu would not know what happened in Yunyi's room, and Yunxin would not convey such chilling words to Qu Lingxu, but just served her to dress up as usual, On the contrary, Qu Lingxu was still a little worried, and asked: "In a moment, choose two other decent palace servants to serve the palace for breakfast, you go and have a look at Yunyi, and by the way, serve her the golden blood swallow stewed in the kitchen." past."

The golden blood swallow is a high-quality tribute, extremely rare, according to the rules, only empress dowagers, emperors and empresses are eligible to eat it. Concubine Xu was favored like that before, and the deposed emperor only occasionally rewarded some, Qu Ling Xu was willing to give such a precious supplement to Yunyi, which showed how much he valued her.

Seeing that Qu Lingxu was thinking about Yun Yi everywhere, and recalling Yun Yi's words last night, Yun Xin felt even more ashamed and uneasy. She is not a scheming person, and she can't show her emotions and anger at all. It’s really not necessary to be so nice to my sister, it’s a person who doesn’t know what’s good or bad to be around her.”

Yun Xin originally had a cute baby face, but now her puffy look is more round and cute, Qu Lingxu couldn't help laughing, "What's the matter, I talked to my sister early in the morning. Angry, she is unhappy now, and sometimes she can't control herself and says a few harsh words, so just don't take it to heart."

"It's not a servant who is stingy, it's my sister who is going too far." Yun Xin struggled a bit, thinking about how to hide the matter without telling the truth, but before she could speak again, Someone from the palace had already entered the inner hall and hurriedly said: "Reporting to Master, Elder Sister Yun Yi knelt outside the hall early in the morning for some reason, and she refused to say anything to the servants."

Outside the palace?

It is the twelfth lunar month of winter, and the two charcoal basins in the main hall dare not open the windows for fear of the cool wind. If you kneel outside in this weather, it will take less than 2 minutes for your whole body to be soaked in cold air.

Qu Lingxu was a little puzzled at first, but from the corner of her eye, she saw Yun Xin's uncomfortable expression, and thinking of what she said just now, she guessed slightly in her heart, so she didn't stand up in a hurry, she just looked calmly Asked, "How long has she been kneeling?"

"It's half a stick of incense time, but... the master just got up, and the slaves didn't dare to rush into the inner hall to disturb them, but they didn't know the reason, so they had to boldly come to tell the master, if there is anything wrong, please forgive me . " Saying this, the court lady knelt down while collecting her clothes.

Yun Yi is a kind person, she takes good care of all the people in Zhaoyang Palace, and never puts on the airs of being in charge of a palace lady. Because of this, the little palace lady couldn't bear to watch her kneeling.

"You didn't do anything wrong, get up." Qu Lingxu raised his hand and continued, "Call Yunyi in."

"Yes." The maid agreed and hurried out.

After she left, Qu Lingxu picked out a white jade hairpin and put it on her sideburns, and said calmly, "Yun Xin, you go out first."

"Master..." Yun Xin didn't know what to say, but seeing Qu Lingxu's lips curled up slightly, she obviously didn't want to say more, so she retreated quietly.

Yun Xin retreated for only a moment, and the door of the sleeping hall was pushed open again. After entering the door, Yun Yi didn't speak, but knelt down again.

The sleeping hall was unusually quiet, as if the sound of air flow could be heard clearly, after a while, Qu Lingxu raised his eyes and glanced at Yun Yi, "Why are you kneeling?"

"Your servant is guilty, and you should kneel down to plead guilty to your master." Yun Yi's eyes did not dodge in any way, but met Qu Lingxu's directly, and paused every word: "The servant is so confused that he is angry because of Qing Yang's death." Master, it is really disrespectful to harbor resentment towards the master, being scolded by Yun Xin yesterday was like enlightenment, the servant girl dare not ask the master for forgiveness, but only asks the master not to be angry with the slave."

After finishing speaking, Yun Yi touched his forehead to the ground and kowtowed deeply.

Although Qu Lingxu vaguely guessed the truth before Yunyi came in, but now that he heard the other party say it with his own ears, he still felt as if someone had poured cold water on his heart, and his heart suddenly turned cold.

She was ashamed of Qing Yang's death, and she had been secretly blaming herself these days, but she never thought that Yun Yi would actually vent her anger on herself, feeling resentful in her heart.

Maybe it's not Yun Yi's fault, but human nature, just like Qu Dingbang and Qu Fengyan resented themselves because of their status as daughters-in-law.

However, the difference is that some people do not think they are wrong when they make a mistake, but will go all the way to the dark side, but some people will reflect in time for some reasons, so as to realize their mistakes, and will not go further down the wrong path further away.

Yun Yi is obviously the latter.

"Now that you know you're wrong, get up." Qu Lingxu said lightly.

(End of this chapter)