The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 287

Mr. Fei was recommended by Mrs. Han, and my father and Fanyin had no objection.This means that if it were someone else, I would not be able to spend a peaceful night tonight.

Mrs. Fei helped me change rooms, and said, "Rest at ease, there will definitely be no more killers tonight."

I asked, "What happened? Why did it alarm you?" The first gunshot would have alarmed the servants at home, and Mr. Fei must have known about it long ago.If he was going to react, there wouldn't be a killer coming in the second time around.So he is acquiescing.

That is to say, the reason why he came out the second time was not because the killer failed again. They had plenty of opportunities to try and make mistakes throughout the night.It was because something special happened that Mr. Fei had no choice but to stop it.

Sure enough, Mrs. Fei looked very hard to say: "It's nothing..." Her expression was also very bad, "Go ask Yinyin."

Then she said a few words to me and left. Of course I wanted to call Fanyin, but luckily he picked up, and she was still sober after hearing the voice: "Is Uncle Fei here?"

"Come here." I told him the situation again and asked, "What did you do?"

"Please ask your father to call Uncle Fei." Fan Yin said, "I don't know how they communicated, but the reason why Uncle Fei indulged my father was because he thought you were an adopted daughter, even if you were really dead. , your father can't care too much, it is impossible to really kill Huaixin and Mrs. Li, and Mrs. Li is still from the Li family. But it may be your father who expressed his determination to him. "

"Oh."

"Don't be afraid." He said, "You can rest in peace."

"Ah."

He was silent at first, then suddenly asked: "Are you a little sad?"

"Yeah." I said, "For so many years, the only thing I've felt sorry for your family is probably your son's matter. I also feel that if I could do it all over again, I would definitely not go so far that it would happen."

"This matter is over." His tone was calm: "Forget about it."

"I didn't mean to bring this up on purpose." I said, "I just wanted to say that I used to sympathize with him because he always cried and said that your illness made him very sad. But I always forgot, can you He has a great responsibility for raising his son with such a serious problem. You have mental problems, but as your guardian, he did not tell me, who was planning to marry him, that his son had such problems. And we After getting married, he has been hiding it from me."

He didn't speak.

I am really disappointed today.So many times in the past, I have never been so disappointed as today.Because he never intended to kill me.I've always thought that his thinking will definitely change when he is being teased by Michelle.He's so patriarchal, and I don't have a son, and my dad killed the grandson he wanted, and he doesn't seem to have much of a problem getting mad at me.But it's all assuming he's not trying to kill me.

That's why I'm so sad now: "Look, I've forgiven so many things in your family and treat you as family members. But now... Fanyin..."

"Ah."

"Why are everyone in your family so selfish? So cruel? So terrible?"

He still didn't speak.

And I just want to cry.

I once regarded him as my family member, although he deceived me about many things.But I can always remember that he used to ask me to chat with him, walk with him, teach me homework, prepare snacks for me, and look at me affectionately, just like looking at his own daughter.Those are things that I always wanted to get from my dad when I was a child but never got it, but now I understand that it is all fake.No matter how bad my adoptive father is, at best he just doesn't like me and won't kill me.No matter how good he is, he is just a beautiful painted skin after all.

So, this time today, Father Fan not only let me down on him, but also made me understand: what I have been looking for is actually what I should have had when I was a child, but I didn't get it.But I never knew that the person who was most likely to give me these things in this world chose to abandon me more than 20 years ago.From that day on, there will be no one in this world who loves me regardless of conditions, and I don't have to expect to find peace from anyone.

I don't know how long I've been crying, but I didn't hear Fan Yin's voice until I couldn't cry anymore, "Lingling?"

My throat was blocked and I couldn't speak.

"Have you ever studied in school?" He said, "It's too cold at the heights?"

"Ah."

"In the past, you had no friends because your father didn't want you to have too many useless relationships." He said: "He wanted your life to be clean and not be affected by any impurities."

I didn't speak, I don't know why he said that.Maybe he talked to my adoptive father about this?

"Then you have friends because you are as mediocre as they are." He said, "That's why you have friends."

I didn't speak.

"Then you have no friends anymore, because you look miserable, so no one dares to approach you."

Maybe he's right.Those classmates told the police that I was always injured, but in fact no one came to ask me, or called the police for me.Of course, that's useless, I can't explain it, it's just that the classmates who had a good relationship with each other have become alienated, but this is normal in the first place.

"Now you have no friends and are even betrayed," he said, "because you have become a threat."

I still didn't speak.

"My dad didn't plan to bully you from the beginning. On the contrary, he liked you before you caused trouble and threats." He said, "But this doesn't mean you can touch his cake casually. You The most failed thing about your father’s upbringing is that he has been trying his best to protect you. In order to prevent you from being exposed to the dark and ugly human nature, he did not hesitate to put you in a vacuum to live, but instead made you uncompetitive and unable to withstand A little wind and rain."

I asked, "Are you trying to tell me this is normal?"

"Yes." He said: "There will be more in the future. The higher you go, the less trustworthy people you will be. So you have to learn not to get emotionally attached to people easily. My dad gave you a very good One lesson, it's hard for you to meet someone who looks gentler and more ruthless than him."

I was comforted by his comfort, but I still couldn't help but say, "Take your medicine and get better, I don't want to do this anymore."

"It's the same with your dad." He was still laughing, and his voice was getting tired.

"I told my dad last time that I don't want to take over his affairs." I said, "When I divorce you, I will take the children to live alone and find a simpler job."

He didn't speak.

I admit, I said the phrase "wait until I divorce you" a little deliberately, I didn't want him to think I was leaving.

After a while, he spoke again and said, "Your father didn't agree?"

"I think he's agreed."

"You'd better confirm with him again." He paused and said, "Taking medicine will affect attention, judgment and IQ. In this case, I may have to take a lot. If I take medicine, you have to stay here .My father's brain is broken, the stars can't hold up, you can run away from the monk, but you can't run away from the temple."

"Can you control it without meds?" I said, "Suddenly it's like schizophrenia."

"I'm trying to figure it out." He said softly, "I'll try my best."

I can hear that his mood is much lower than before.Although the situation was critical just now, he seemed very motivated and actively helped me make suggestions.Maybe it's because I told him I would divorce him.Because I really do, I'm not even that mad about Mi Li anymore, I just don't think I can live with him for the rest of my life.It's like a long-lasting continuous rain, which keeps my heart damp and cold all the time. It has used its ability to moisten things silently to implant the coldness deeply into my bone marrow.

This is the point I recently recalled when Fanyin talked to me that day: I cannot tolerate him unconditionally, nor can I trust him forever.There are only two endings between us, either his illness is completely cured, or we divorce.

But the former is almost impossible.

The next morning, after breakfast, Achang was let in by Mr. Fei to help me negotiate with Papa Fan.

The negotiation took place in a small lounge in Fei's garden. Mr. Fei was in the audience, and Father Fan came by himself.

Achang told me the rules, saying that nothing will happen to me at the negotiating table, otherwise Mr. Fei will be responsible for everything.Mr. Fei also sent an important figure in his family to both of us according to the agreement. If there is any trouble on either side, we can kill it immediately.

But from yesterday's situation, it can be seen that the one he sent us is probably the same.After all, I don't have much power in my hand, but we have his son and his favorite ex-wife, so the chips are still very big.

Achang began to make our request, to the effect that we have the core information of the entire family in our hands, which was given to us by Fanyin.According to the rules, whoever has this will be in charge. This has always been the rule of their family.Now this thing is in my hands, I am the successor arranged by Fanyin, Fan's father is not in compliance with the rules.

Fan's father also agreed, saying: "Then take it out and check the authenticity."

The idiot took it out for him to inspect. We also thought of this before we came, and Achang said: "Mr. Fan called me last night and said that there is no need to inspect the authenticity of the things. The old man may not agree, and we can also sell the things." Lose."

We all felt that after this point, Fan’s father would have nothing to say, after all, it was a negotiation on the surface, but in fact it was a bigger bargaining chip than whoever had it.The chips in Fan's father's hands are not enough.

But Fan's father sighed, with a meaningful expression: "Lingling, do you think that there is really no one in the Fan family, and you need to be a woman to do this?"

I didn't speak.

"I still have two nephews alive, both of whom have grown into talents." He said: "I have decided to let them do it next. Since I can't count on Yinyin, I can count on my own nephew, at least not let the blood of our Fan family broken."

(End of this chapter)