The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 364 I Love Mom Too

At this time, he asked, and cautiously: "Is this okay?"

"Okay." I said, "Thank you."

"Well," he said, "it's fine. I'll let Lao Qi pick it up, and you can rest assured that you can leave it to her."

I said, "Thank you."

He fell silent for a long time, and then he seemed to give a "hmm" absent-mindedly.

After that, neither of us spoke anymore. I felt like I had nothing to say. I waited for him to hang up the phone, but he didn't hang up. Instead, after a long silence, he said, "Dad hasn't been feeling well lately."

I hurriedly asked, "Has your condition changed?"

"It's not this." He laughed and said, "Maybe it's because I've been ill for too long, and there's something wrong with my mind. When you get older, you tend to become old and weird."

Listening to his words, it seems that he is looking for a step for himself. I feel a little sad when I hear it, but that's all.I didn't want to follow this topic, so I said: "Nian Nian has a bad temper, but she is a child who can listen to the truth. Just don't let her be alone with you, she is spoiled by us, she is very willful .”

He didn't speak.

I said: "Next, you will have to work hard to take care of them. As soon as my condition improves, I will take them back immediately."

He was silent again.

I can't find a topic anymore.

After a long time, he said: "Do you plan to stop calling me Dad?"

I didn't speak.

I didn't intend to make a gesture, nor did I want to pinch him, I just felt uncomfortable, and I didn't want to talk about it, or even think about it.

"It's my fault to lose my temper with you. You just think it's me being weird. Don't take it to heart." He said, "You can't stop sending your child just because you're angry with me. I'm safest with my dad."

I said, "I don't, I just don't want to, I want to spend a few more days with them."

"Then you can't take them to live in his house, and you can't do it yourself. Otherwise, what do you think of Fan's family? Even if nothing happened to you, what proof do you have? It's not that the family has not taught you the principles of Guatian Lixia, and you have fallen like this." Population really makes me very passive." He said, "I'll pick up the child and you should go back quickly and stop messing around."

I said, "I see, thank you for reminding me."

He seemed to be choked by me, and he said after a long time, "Father didn't mean to harm you."

"I received a white knife from the Fan family, and I may be killed at any time. It is also because of this that I asked him to bring me here to ensure the safety of me and the children. So, after arriving here, if there are no other forces to protect us, I have to rely on him." I said, "I know I'm stupid, and I know your intentions are good, thank you for thinking of me."

He asked in astonishment, "Why didn't you tell me about this?"

"You haven't said that yet," I said, "you're yelling at me."

He didn't speak.

I said, "I still need to say goodbye to the children, so I won't talk to you for now."

He didn't speak.

I hung up the phone with a heavy heart.

Logically speaking, now that I want to send my child there, I need to have a better attitude.But maybe it's because I'm still not "mature", I can't continue to smile at him when I'm angry, I can do this to others, even kneel down to Lin Zhunyi, but I don't even want to say a word to soften my adoptive father.I don't even want to ask about my own life experience, because any answer will embarrass and disappoint me.

Time is running out, there is no point in dwelling on it all the time, I will go to Nian Nian and Lian Yin.Both of them are taking a nap, Lianyin is easier after all, she is also very close to the nanny, so I just send the nanny along.Nian Nian was more embarrassing, but after thinking about it, I decided to wake her up.

The guy was startled when he was suddenly woken up, and he crawled to the side of the crib to see his sister as soon as he woke up.I comforted her for a while before she calmed down. The worried look made her feel distressed. One can imagine how worried she was these two days.

I ate with her for a while, and then said: "Mom has a few words to say to you."

She chewed the blueberries and said "huh" again and again.

"You also know that your father is sick. To treat his illness, he needs to take a lot of medicine and tie him up. Before, your father thought you were still a baby, so he was afraid of scaring you, so he kept procrastinating, but not now. It’s gone.” I said, “My little grandpa is lost, and no one can find it. Your father gets sick every now and then, and his condition is also very bad. The uncle doctor who came to the house last time also said that if you don’t treat the disease, your father will never be alive in this life.” Here's the chance."

She was taken aback, glanced at me, obviously didn't understand, but said: "Then I won't be naughty, I can help."

"You can't help." Nian Nian simply describing what a lower IQ is won't be very intuitive, so I made up some: "Your dad will go crazy, beat people, we have to tie him up, he will foam at the mouth , will still cry, will be very pitiful, but we must cure him. Frankly speaking, the first reason for my mother is that I am afraid that you will scare me, and the second is that I am afraid that you will let him escape secretly, and I will never find him again. "

She pouted, but said nothing.

I said: "Grandpa's house has a lot of fun, and there are many interesting small animals. And grandpa likes you very much, you know it, right?"

She still didn't speak, and her expression became more and more sad.

I said: "Mom knows that you are afraid, but she will take you and your sister back soon. Your sister is so young, she cried when she heard a sound, and the house was noisy during the treatment. She must go to grandpa's house. I I'm also afraid that no one will take care of me, so I want you two sisters to go together."

"Did you do it on purpose?" She gradually had tears in her eyes and her voice choked up: "Just because I lost my temper, you don't want me."

I didn't understand: "What?"

"Then I just don't lose my temper from now on..." She began to sob, and tears fell down in big drops: "Or if I lose my temper, you just hit me, you can't do this...you are my mother...you can't You kicked me out because I quarreled with you."

Only then did I understand that she was talking about the morning.I was heartbroken, hugged her small body, and said: "Mom didn't mean to drive you away. It's just that your father is getting older, and he must treat diseases while he is young. When he is old, go away." If you don't move, it will be even more difficult to treat the disease. Mom knows that you don't want to leave dad, but when dad gets better, he will still be your dad."

"I don't want to leave you either..." She probably felt that she was too close to her father, and she always quarreled with me, so that she was "revenged" by me and thrown away by me, so her mouth was sweeter than ever: "I don't only belong to my father, I also love my mother... It's my fault to quarrel, I'm sorry, mother..."

I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't help but tears streaming down my face.If I had only married an ordinary person and lived the life of an ordinary person, even if I was a little poor, I would never have endured such a thing.But I also know that if I can't be ruthless now, it will only make Niannian sadder in the future.

So I thought about it, let go of my hand, wiped her tears, and said, "Mom didn't blame you for this, it's just...you and your sister really can't be at home when Dad is treating the illness."

"The two of us can still help." She said with a flat mouth: "If you think my sister is a burden, I can help take care of her. I am an older child."

"No." I rolled up my sleeves and said, "Mom and Dad have always been afraid that you would be afraid, so they didn't dare to tell you. Look at the wound on Mom's arm."

She always knew I was hurt, but maybe she was used to it and didn't ask specifically.At this time, she looked over, obviously remembering the same thing, blinking her eyes, and looked at me in surprise.

"Your father's illness is very serious. When he was ill, he beat others and himself." I said, "You must remember that there are many marks on your father's wrist, which were all cut when he was ill."

Sure enough, she showed a trace of panic, but after all, she had never seen it before, and there was some doubt in her expression.

I took her hand and said to her really like a big child: "Dad doesn't want to do this either, but he is sick, his illness is incurable, and it's so terrible. But you and your sister are the darlings of mom and dad , We can't let you have trouble. Your father was young before, and his condition was slightly better, but now he is old, his health is not so good, and he has not been treated properly, so his condition has become serious. "

She became worried, blinked her eyes and asked: "Then you said last time that my father's illness can't be cured, is it true?"

"Although it can't be cured, the uncle doctor can help stabilize it." I said, "The main thing is not to hurt you, otherwise when Dad wakes up, he will feel very painful when he knows that he has hurt the babies."

She bit her lip, thought for a while, and asked, "Isn't it really because I quarreled with you?"

"How can I lie to you about such a big matter?" I said, "You can ask grandpa, or you can ask dad if you have the opportunity."

"So, that Aunt Shanshan is not a bad person?"

"It's a bad person." I said: "So you have to be careful of her. Although your father will beat people when he is sick, but this is our family's privacy, and only our family can discuss it. She is not from our family. She came to say these things. The purpose is to make you sad, and she still doesn't explain the situation, so she is a bad person. After you live in, you should have less contact with her, and take good care of your sister, be obedient, and don't let grandpa get tired. "

She nodded and said, "Then I have another question. You have to promise that you won't be angry after hearing it."

"Okay." I said, "Say it."

"Then you didn't lie to me because you liked that bad uncle, did you?" She pouted and said, "Even if what you said is true, I have to ask my father to be sure, after all, I have never seen him before. My dad beats people, and no one has ever said that to me before. My dad is a good dad."

"Of course." I said, "You can confirm with everyone, including grandpa and grandma."

She nodded and fell silent.

I asked, "Have you agreed?"

(End of this chapter)