The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 449 Calculation
It really surprised me that she said that.For a while, I was speechless.

After she finished speaking, she was silent for a while, and when I didn't speak, she spoke again: "In conscience, I should help you, but frankly speaking, I'm not sure if you hate Yinyin in your heart, I can't be sure After I help you, will you take revenge on Yinyin? And even if you won't, I can't believe your father won't. In terms of relationship and interests, I should help him, he is my son, but I don't want to do things like that .So sorry, I can't help you with this one."

I said, "Before that, you said you would help me divorce him. Is that true?"

"It's true, but just getting a divorce and asking for alimony is different from supporting your career. Divorce is to save you, and it won't kill Yinyin." She sighed and said, "Lingyu , you are a scary person."

I didn't get it, "Am I scary?"

"You can bear anything. I don't believe anyone can bear anything." She said, "I wanted you to leave Yinyin a long time ago, but you didn't. You must be angry with Yinyin. It is not an exaggeration to say that you have hatred. , but for so many years, you have never sent it out. I know that you will have a day of complete liquidation. "

I said, "No, you're thinking wrong. I'm not hiding it, it's just that he not only treated me badly, but also paid for me."

She didn't speak.

I got a little angry and asked, "Do I have to hate him to be right? Can't I love him?"

"I don't mean what you mean, it's just..." She sighed and changed the topic: "I'm sorry, I said too much."

This attitude hurt me even more: as if I couldn't refute, and a rebuttal would end the conversation.

This kind of displeasure made me a little rude, and I said: "Mrs. Han, I think there is a trap in your words. I don't understand why you are so sure that I will retaliate against him. Why do you label me like this? Because you love him and stay by his side, why do you describe me as if I have some hateful purpose?"

"I know you really love him, but love has a bottom line." Her tone was very calm, "Lingyu, love is not endless giving and patience without a bottom line. Knowing that you love him, you almost put your flesh and blood Feed him, you love him more than us, but you are not a god, you can't be free from human selfishness, you can't have no regrets, you have anger, otherwise why did you frame him last time?"

I am speechless.

"I know my words will give you a feeling of not recognizing your dedication, and it is really inappropriate to say this as my position. After all, my son's situation is inseparable from me and his father. We are his guardians legally. " She said: "But I've become more and more afraid recently. I'm afraid that one day I will suddenly find out that you killed Yinyin. I have taken over many cases like this, and many women who seem to have no regrets will eventually move knife. I know you love him, but I'm scared."

I said, "I won't kill him, don't worry."

"I'm sorry," she said, "You can refute. I'm not trying to convince you. I'm just telling you that I can't help you with this matter, but I will definitely not favor Yinyin."

Obviously, she has a way other than old man Fan.But I am not without it, so I said: "I understand what you mean, Mrs. Han, I think you are more suitable for a politician than your husband."

She laughed, obviously not going to answer my words.

But I really want to say that I really can't swallow this breath: "For so many years, you have shirked all the responsibilities that belong to you. As a mother, you are to blame for the reason why Yinyin has come to this point. Let such a small How smart of you to take your child to court and let him choose his own life, because you take no responsibility at all."

She seemed to be slightly taken aback, and I continued: "Do you know why Xiao Tiantian hates you? Because you use this method to evade your responsibilities, and you let the child suffer consequences that he can't bear at all."

"I just don't want to force him to make a decision." She explained softly, "The Fansheng family has been forcing him all the time, and I don't want Yinyin to do the same."

"But he wasn't capable of making his own decisions," I said. "That's the scariest thing about you."

She stopped talking.

I went on to say: "It was the same later on. You always said that you gave him freedom and me freedom, but you actually understand very well that it is also a choice not to help each other. At the beginning, Fan's father tried his best to match me and Yinyin, although the villain , but small in the clear, as Yinyin's father, in his mind, he is already protecting him, even if I am an outsider, he doesn't care. You always ask me to divorce, but you always 'respect' my choice, While maintaining political correctness, expressing that you are a sensible and reasonable mother-in-law, you pretend to respect my choice, which is a small secret. I believe that you are afraid that I hate Fanyin is the most recent thing, because I used to have nothing, even if I was There is no risk to you if Fanyin is killed. You are afraid now because I have begun to have the ability."

She didn't speak.

I know my words are very sharp, but I really endured enough, "I believe that all these years, when you dreamed back at midnight, you also thought, why does Xiao Tiantian hate you so much? I think he treats you Hate is the truest reflection in his heart. His father and stepmother were the main people who hurt him, but you didn't let him stay by your side desperately. You knew that he was only happy when he was with you, but you still gave him This is his choice. After he grows up, you know that it is much better to let him work by your side than in the gangsters, at least it will be less harmful to his condition, but you still respect his decision. Why can’t you make a decision for him What? Be like a real mother, don’t be a hypocritical politician. If there is someone who is helping me, helping our marriage, instead of running away and standing on the moral high ground to pick our right and wrong, coldly Watching him torment us to death, why should I hate him?"

She finally opened her mouth with a trembling voice: "Did Yinyin tell you this?"

"You don't need him to tell me." I said, "I understand him."

She didn't speak, but I could clearly hear her breathing was a little heavy, and it was obvious that her emotions had great ups and downs.

I also fell silent.

After a while, she opened her mouth, "I don't want to force him, I just don't want to force him. I think everyone should be responsible for their own life, and it's the same for you. I'm not your mother. I admit that if you were my daughter, I would I also tied you away, but he is my son, I envy prosperity, he can shamelessly trick you into staying with Yinyin, but I dare not do that. When he was young, I..." She It seems that I can't go on.

I did not speak.

She was very emotional, and there was a sobbing sound from the microphone. After a while, she said: "I will contact the person right away, and I will be there in the evening. You wait for my news, and don't startle the enemy during this period."

I felt a burst of relief and said, "Thank you."

"You are right." She sighed faintly, "If I had been firmer and let you divorce, maybe you and Yinyin would not have come to such an ugly situation. You don't have a mother, and no one told you right or wrong , but neither do I."

I said, "Don't worry too much, I won't kill him. Even if it's not for me, just think about my daughter, he is very good to her, much better than my father to me. Why should I let He died? I always knew that if he was healthy, he would be a good father."

After hanging up the phone, my heart was relieved.

It's best to let Mrs. Han's people take care of this kind of thing, so that if Fanyin talks about it, I can say it's fucking meaning, which is better than my own way.What's more, I only have the relationship between Pu Lan and Meng Jiancong. If I ask them to help catch Fan Yin's woman, Fan Yin will definitely take the opportunity to pour dirty water on me.

And what I just said is not entirely true, naturally there are too sharp places.I know that Mrs. Han is also very difficult, but I can't tell her the truth, of course it will hurt her heart as a mother.

It can be seen that the effect is still good, and this matter is finally implemented.While relaxing, I also had a very wonderful feeling in my heart: Is this the beginning of scheming?If it was in the past, when Mrs. Han rejected me at the beginning, I would have been cowardly, and I would have even thought from the bottom of my heart that what she said was reasonable, instead of retorting sharply.I don't know whether such a change is good or bad, I only know that I have changed, and this change makes me feel a little better.

The guests will continue to be entertained in the future, but the banquet is actually almost over.

I found Meng Jiancong downstairs. He was drinking with a few guests, talking and laughing happily, not as reserved as when he chatted with me before.I still feel awkward thinking about that scene, I barely knew him.

I went to entertain the guests by myself for a while, and Assistant Zhou also brought news that Qinglan could not be found.I speculated that this little girl would not steal the keys for no reason. If she had the skill, she might as well steal some decorations in the room, and any of them could be exchanged for some money.So she will definitely contact us to negotiate terms.The key is of course not important, after all we still have a spare, but if I find her, I will keep her as a favor for Meng Jiancong.

After a while, Fei Huaixin came to me and said, "I have something to do at home, I have to go back."

I hurriedly said: "Okay, thank you very much today."

"You're being polite." He said, "Mr. Fan will go back with me, my dad misses him."

I said, "But he...I haven't found out about the dressing change yet, he's going crazy and will deny his relatives, he will be rude."

"It doesn't matter, I will be optimistic about him." Fei Huaixin said: "In fact, he contacted us a few days ago, saying that he wants to visit my parents with you, and my mother has always wanted to introduce some friends who are psychiatrists to him. .”

(End of this chapter)