The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 452

I frowned and asked, "Do you feel superior?"

"This is an objective fact." He rolled his eyes and glanced at me again: "Aren't you angry?"

"..."

"Let me kiss you if you're not angry," he said.

"Don't push your nose on your face." I frowned and said, "Go and pick up my clothes."

"Let me kiss first, then pick it up." He is such a person who will seize the opportunity to negotiate terms.

It’s fine if you don’t pick it up, I said, “Get out of the way.”

He doesn't move.

I looked at him, "Do you still want to fight?"

That is, while I was talking, he bent down and supported the back of the wheelchair with his palm.As soon as I finished speaking, he kissed me.

I didn't resist, because he was quite restrained and didn't stick out his tongue.I also don't think of conflict, if not too much.

After about ten seconds, he let go, looked at me with half-closed eyes, and said, "You don't really want a divorce that much, do you?"

"..." I don't want to emphasize my firmness on this matter, he won't believe it, and will continue to start a fight.

He smiled, "I'll pick up your clothes for you."

"Thank you."

This farce ended here, Fanyin picked up my clothes and went to bed with me.After all this tossing, I naturally didn't feel sleepy, I closed my eyes and thought about things in my heart.Probably because Fanyin raised the divorce conditions with me today, I began to think seriously about this: Of course the child should belong to me, Fanxing grew up in their family, I can't ruin my daughter.As for the money, if Fanyin gave it to me, I would take it, if not, forget it.Between me and him, it was never about money.

When I think of money, I think of that recording again, and it was at such a quiet moment in the night that I suddenly started to feel sad.No matter which personality it is, I don't think I owe much, especially Xiao Tiantian.To conspire with others to plot against me like this.

Suddenly, I felt someone kissing my temples, and I couldn't help feeling weird.Fanyin hadn't spoken since he lay down, let alone moved much, and his breathing was steady. I thought he was asleep.

This feeling made me nervous, until I heard his voice: "I don't remember what I talked to her, and I felt so dazed at the time."

He has taken medicine, so 1% is No.[-].

"But I'm just going to have a drink, to stimulate you." He asked, "Did he say something to her?"

I said, "Go to sleep."

"Tell me."

"Go to sleep." After all, there is still a [-]% possibility that it is the second personality.

"Lingling..." He hugged my waist tightly and said softly, "I don't want you to cry here. If it's really his fault, then you can hit me."

"I'm not crying." He was so noisy, I opened my eyes, looked at the faint light on the ceiling, and said, "My eyes are sore."

He snorted and said, "The preface doesn't make sense."

I said, "Really go to sleep."

He was also really quiet for about 5 minutes, and maybe because he was so verbose just now, I found myself losing all sleepiness.

Then I heard his voice: "You are not asleep yet."

I didn't speak.

He let go, rolled over and lay down on his back, which made his voice far away.He said, "If you can't sleep anyway, let's chat."

I didn't want to agree, but he said: "If you are really firm, why are you afraid to say a few more words to me?"

I asked, "What do you want to talk about?"

He was silent at first, as if he was brewing, and then asked: "How does it feel to kiss him?"

I said, "It feels good."

Out of the corner of my eye I could see him turning his head and looking at me.

I can't see his eyes clearly.

"Who gave you the confidence to make you think of me as a fool?" There was a smile in his tone: "Can't you tell the truth?"

I said, "Then you can give an answer that doesn't take you for a fool."

Instead he stopped talking.

I continued: "It feels really good, although I am not familiar with him, and he was not prepared for the sudden incident. But he is gentler than you, so I don't have to worry about being attacked at all, and he is not as skilled as you, no It would make me sick. So it's fine in general."

He smiled bitterly: "Then what do you like about me?"

"I didn't like you at all," I said, "I like the second personality. I always like gentle men, and I don't know why women like you."

He laughed: "Then why did you kill the rice grains before?"

I didn't speak.

"Why do you always complain about me crying? He didn't do any of the things you complained about." He said aggressively, "Since you never thought about me, why should you care about those things?"

I said, "You win."

"I don't want to win," he said. "I just want you to be honest."

I felt very uncomfortable, turned around, turned my back to him, and breathed a little more comfortably.

For a long time after that, he kept silent, and neither did I, until I couldn't restrain myself completely: "It's not that I'm insincere, do you know why I don't want to talk to you seriously?"

"You said."

"Because you have never tried to understand my thoughts, so what if you are all right? I don't feel comfortable." I said: "Besides, your correctness has always been based on your own interests, and my interests are at the same time. To be sacrificed. Then there is no need to talk."

His attitude is quite good now, and he asked, "Then what should I do?"

I didn't speak.

"I understand your thoughts, you want to divorce me." He said: "I don't want to divorce, I hope you can give me a chance. I thought I would get better after taking medicine, but I didn't expect that the situation is still very bad When he said this, he was silent for a while, and said: "But I still don't want to divorce. How to do it?"

He stopped me.

"Without me, there is nothing left." He continued: "I know that I caused all of this, and I don't need you to remind me. I tried this too, and it was enough for you not to speak at that time... I don't blame you, don't get me wrong. "

I said: "I will still recognize you as my father and love you after leaving the child."

"It's different," he said.

"What's the difference?" Although we've been arguing about the divorce, this time was the one that made me saddest, probably because he was so nice, and I had the illusion that this matter was finally on the agenda.

After so many years, I hate him so much, but I still feel a little bit reluctant.

I understand what he means, so why not me?For so many years, all my life and all my emotions have been trapped in entanglement with him. I don't even have a friend to empathize with.

This time he was silent for a long time, and then said: "Without you, it's just different."

"I also hope you don't misunderstand my words." I said: "Your favorite is the child, and the favorite among children is only Nian Nian. I guess it is because she is the most like you."

He shook his head: "It's not that I don't love Yinyin, it's that I have no chance."

I said, "You hit Yinyin every time."

"I can't control him." He sighed, and said, "Huaixin said that my medicine was changed again. He must have changed it. Now I feel... I really have no face to face you."

"Yan comes next." I wanted the topic to become like this, and I was very satisfied: "The point is that this will have an impact on Yinyin's health and heart. You understand how scary this is better than me."

He fell silent for a while and asked, "Do you regret having her?"

"Regret." I said, "Do you know why I gave birth to her?"

He didn't speak.

"At that time, I thought my father killed your son, and I was afraid. I felt that it was hard for you to treat me well, and I was afraid that you would not want me after knowing." I said, "I thought that if I could give you a son, you Being with your father can treat me better, and when you really know, you can also give me a chance. Thinking about it now, I was really selfish and ridiculous at that time. "

As I spoke, I felt his hand take mine.

"Actually, I realized at that time that I don't have much place in your heart. I think that every time you satirize me, you express your true thoughts, and every time women come to you, what they say is also true Yes. I think you treat everyone better than me." I said, "Of course, maybe these are my self-deprecating, because I am a person who is afraid of being abandoned, especially these years I have gone downhill. , It's getting worse and worse, and I'm getting more and more panicked."

He didn't speak, I admit, this attitude is what I want, I want him to listen to me carefully, even if what I say is wrong, don't interrupt me.

I continued, "I know you really want to do something to improve the relationship between you and me. You just asked me what you should do. I don't know what you should do. I don't want to improve you at all. The relationship between me, I'm even afraid that you'll be nice to me again, I think everything you do is just a waste of time."

He finally said, "Then why don't you deliberately not cooperate?"

"I didn't deliberately not cooperate at all." I said: "On the contrary, I feel that my current reactions are quite comfortable, and they are the most authentic reflections of my heart."

He was silent again, and after another half hour, he spoke again: "I know what you mean."

I don't even know what I mean, but I'm too lazy to ask him.

He stopped talking after that, and I felt a little sleepy too.In the dimness, I felt that he moved again, hugged me from behind, and kissed the top of my head.I suddenly felt a little sad and couldn't help crying. He said he had nothing, even when he said this, he didn't think about me.

Early the next morning, because I didn't sleep well last night and drank a little alcohol, I was not in a good state.So much so that Assistant Zhou reminded me that I just remembered what I had an appointment with Meng Jiancong yesterday.

(End of this chapter)