The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 492 It's Impossible to Love Only One Person
Fanyin was taken aback for a moment, with a strange look on his face: "Oh, that's how it is."

There was an inexplicable thump in my heart, and I couldn't help letting go of my hand slightly. At the same time, I felt his body become stiff.

I suddenly guessed what he was thinking, just as he saw what I was thinking now.

I asked, "When did you change?"

He was silent for a long time before he said, "Just now when he asked you if you were still angry." I asked, "Did he ask or you?"

He said, "It's him."

I did not speak.

Although he turned into Britney at this time, I know he has no attack power.So I'm not afraid of him in my heart, but I'm a little sad, because I can't tell who is who at all.I didn't know what to talk about with Xiao Tiantian, so I kept silent.

After a while, he opened his mouth again and said, "The relationship between me and her is really not what you think."

"Oh?" I asked, "Then why did you run? And why did you blackmail me with yourself?"

He said: "I just don't want you to catch her. She is a very good person and treats me very well..." His voice lowered, a little lack of confidence, but he still said: "Better than you all .”

I did not speak again.

After all, he wanted something from me, so he couldn't help but ask again: "Where is she? What do you want to do to her? Or have you killed her?"

I said, "I didn't kill her, and I can let her go. But I have conditions."

"Conditions?" He immediately asked, "What conditions?"

I smiled and asked: "Listen to this posture, do you want to negotiate with me?"

"Of course, as long as I can do it, there's no problem," he said.

I know I shouldn't say this kind of thing, but I still felt a little uneasy in my heart, so I sneered: "You never did this for me. At that time, he bullied me like that and almost killed me, and you never did it for me." Consider it that way."

He fell silent, as if he was trapped by me.

I didn't bother to talk about it with him anymore, so I just said: "If you want to negotiate with me, at least show some sincerity. If you don't have sincerity, just like you are now, you won't even tell me the truth." , we don’t need to talk any more.”

Only then did he ask, "What kind of truth do you want to hear? What kind of truth is it?" Obviously, he was a little anxious, and the wound on his body was still bleeding, which made him breathless.

I said: "The truth is, what is the relationship between you and her? Where have you developed to? I don't want to hear you say that he is a good person. First, I don't think she is a good person. Second, I don't think she is a good person. Think you'd be so attached to a person just because she's a good person."

I have always felt that Britney is a person who confuses black and white. Of course, I also know that this is because he is just a personality, and this personality is not as perfect as the No.1 personality.I really can't think of what kind of existence a "good man" is in his concept.I would rather believe that he loves Pu Tao in his heart and has changed his mind long ago, but he doesn't want to admit it.I'm also really curious, when exactly did he hook up with Pu Tao, and when did he develop feelings for her?Frankly speaking, I have always believed that a woman like Pu Tao is more suitable for Fanyin's No. 1 character.And I no longer feel that this truth is cruel, but very easy for me: I have already had enough of the days of being resented by him.From now on, he has no position to say that I have changed my mind.

After I finished speaking, Fanyin didn't make a sound for a long time, and I couldn't hear any other sounds around me, which meant that Assistant Zhou didn't come back.

Neither the little girl nor the injured bodyguard spoke. I don't care if they hear it or not.Because the bodyguard knew the inside story, but the little girl couldn't understand it at all.Besides, even if you understand it, who can believe that the person in front of you is a patient with split personality?You must know that the only cases of schizophrenia in the world are regarded as legends, not real cases.That is to say: almost no one in this world believes that someone can really suffer from schizophrenia.

About ten minutes passed.He finally spoke, his tone was a bit vicissitudes, making it difficult to combine him with Xiao Tiantian for a while: "Lingyu, do you still remember when we got married? What did you say to me?"

I said coldly: "I said a lot, I can't remember clearly."

In fact, I can vividly remember everything about our marriage, because that day was the happiest day in my life, but I don't want to think about it at all, especially in front of him, I always feel that Xiao Tiantian betrayed me, He lied to me.

I don't know if he felt a little sad because of my attitude, but his tone was indeed a little lonely, and he said: "I asked you that day, if I became weird, would you not want me? But you said You won't, remember?"

Oh, and that was when we were done with the wedding, and the two of us went straight home because we didn't have any guests to entertain.We snuggled together, and he asked me what I wanted to eat. I ordered a lot of dishes, and he smiled and said that he couldn't cook many things...

We joked back and forth like this, entangled in kisses and hugs from time to time.Suddenly, he asked me: "Lingyu, if I become weird, will you not want me?"

At that time, I didn't think much about it, but threw him on the sofa, put my hand into his clothes, touched here, pinched there, and pinched him so that his face was red.I just asked him: "Do you feel weird now?"

But he still showed a cute expression, holding my wrist with his hand, staring at mine with bright eyes: "Quickly answer!" He seemed to be coquettish, but he was extraordinarily firm.

So that question, I once answered very seriously: "No."

But now when I mention it, I suddenly feel a little disgusted, because I really never abandoned him. Although it was just a sentence I accidentally said, I have been fulfilling it.For such a long time, I always thought he was sick, and as long as he was cured, our relationship would continue, our marriage would continue, and our lives could start over.We can still live the life we ​​imagined before we got married.

So I said, "I don't remember."

He stopped talking.

After a long time, I asked, "Is that all you want to say? It's impossible to convince me to let me put grapes on this alone."

He shook his head and said, "No, but you keep saying you don't remember, so I don't know how to go on."

I said: "Then you have the right to take my answer as yes, remember, and tell me what you said. In view of the fact that we might die together here today, and because he took three shots for you, I will give it to you." Your chance."

He fell silent again, and said after a while: "Lingyu, I still love you. I haven't changed, but you changed soon, and you fell in love with him. Dr. Li said to me, in your heart, he and I are still the same. One person, so for you, there is no difference between loving me or loving him, but it is not like this in my heart. I thought about it, I know you are not wrong, maybe I am not. But Lingyu, I and him Only one can live between us, only one of us can exist, and the other will definitely be fused. I don’t want that to happen, and neither does he. He’s trying to get rid of me, and I can’t sit still. He created it, and now, only I can let him go back."

Although the tone of what he said surprised me, because it was too much like an adult.However, I am not surprised by the content. I know that he thinks so in his heart. In fact, No. 1 also thinks so in his heart.

I asked, "Does this have anything to do with you hooking up with Pu Tao?"

He didn't answer, just said: "You should understand that as long as he still loves you, I will still love you. I need someone to help me, and you have already chosen to help him. Lingyu, it's like just now Between her, I chose her. You have already chosen him between me and him, not me. Although I still love you, I have already decided not to love you anymore." Although his words are simply It was like a tongue twister, but I still understood it.

He means that he doesn't want to love me anymore, but he still loves me in his heart.

This kind of bullshit logic makes people feel ridiculous. I didn't give him face at all, and poked it out: "Since you emphasized that you are you, he is him, and you two are independent, why do you use him to love me, so you You must love me, and you didn't betray me to explain it?"

He said: "Because this is an objective fact, he has no emotions at all, and he still has no emotions. All his emotions come from me." I continued to sneer, and he emphasized: "I created him, and I am very Understand, I gave him everything, but I don't want him to suffer, so I don't let him have feelings! And... the only thing I have is feelings."

I can understand what he means, but I don't want to take a stand.

When I knew he was in love with Pu Tao, I was thinking about this issue.This is also the reason why I can't face the No.1 personality. If the second personality changes his mind, then he may also slowly fall in love with Pu Tao.

However, in this situation, I really don't have the heart to think about those.And I don't understand, what does his words have to do with his wanting me to let go of the grapes?I don't think he's talking useless things for nothing, after all, he's no longer the long-winded Britney.

He paused, his tone even weaker.Such a long conversation is very exhausting for him.He said about Lingyu: "One person, it is impossible to love only one person, I need to love many, many people. My mother, my aunt... many, many people. I have never had any relationship with her, but, In my heart, she is also a very important person. She gave me what you can't give me. I don't want her to be hurt, especially don't want her to be hurt by you. I can guarantee that although she has happened to this body relationship, but that person is really not me, I have never had anything with her. If this is what you care about, I can guarantee it. "

(End of this chapter)