The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 52 Let Me Live

The door was slammed shut, and I stood there blankly, at a loss.

Suddenly, someone opened the door and came in. It was Achang. He said, "Miss Su, let's go."

I asked in astonishment, "Where are you going?"

"The hospital." He said softly, "I will try my best to alleviate the pain."

I quickly pushed him away and ran downstairs, catching up with Fanyin in the middle of the stairs.I stopped in front of him and asked, "You asked Achang to take me to have an abortion?"

He ignored me, turned around, and walked around me like a pillar.

I chased after him again, this time not only stopped in front of him, but also grabbed his arm: "Can you tell me what I can do to keep the child?"

He tilted his head and asked, "Do you have hearing problems?"

"Then tell me, how did Xingxing's mother keep her here!" I couldn't restrain my excitement: "Whatever she can do, I can do everything!"

"She?" He suddenly pinched my jaw, mercilessly, and almost dislocated my jaw: "What are you? You deserve to be compared with her?"

I mustered all the strength in my body and finally broke away his hand.

The whole face was almost paralyzed.

What am I?yeah, what am I?I don't even count people.

The "Declaration of Independence" says that all men are created equal. Not long ago, I was wondering whether this statement was true or not. Now I suddenly understand.

If you are not considered a human being, how can you qualify as a human being?
I am an orphan girl, with no power, no power, no home, no job, even ants have companions, but I have nothing.From my birth to the present, not to mention good luck, I don't even have the luck of ordinary people.So that my child is in my belly, and I have no right to let him be born?
No, I have to keep him, to defend everything I have.

I fell to my knees.

Fanyin didn't move, I lowered my head, not knowing what his expression was.

"Yinyin." I really don't want to call him that, but I can't do it hard, so I can only be soft: "You must not understand why I never want to leave you. Maybe you think I am cowardly, stupid, or greedy. Wealthy."

He remained motionless and silent.

"But a cowardly person will not protect you repeatedly. No matter how stupid a person is, he still has the instinct to stay away from danger. My life is cheap, and I will not be blessed if I am rich or honored. I will not leave you, just because the other you are the most important thing in my life. The best person." I don't know if confession and sensationalism will work for him, this can only be a tentative try: "You said that this child is not yours, which is true, so I want to give birth to him even more. I have already I don't expect to spend the rest of my life with him, but one must have spiritual sustenance in life, and if you have a family, I want to have one too."

He still doesn't speak.

I looked up at him, his face was more indifferent than I thought, without any emotion, which made my heart cold: "I can see that you will divorce me or kill me sooner or later. But I hope You can take care of your love and let me live."

"Oh?" He crossed his arms and smiled slightly: "How can I let you go?"

"Divorce me, and I will give up all my property and return to China, let alone alimony. You can rest assured that no matter what happens in this life, whether you are poor or rich, your children will never know anything related to you." I can't come up with a better exchange condition: "I will never harass you until I die, let alone go to find Pu Lan."

"Okay." Fanyin said with a smile, "I'll make arrangements immediately after the operation."

"I don't want an abortion!" He actually pretended to be stupid!

"Oh." He nodded, then bent over, held my arm, and said softly, "Get up."

I was flustered by his expression: "You agreed?"

"Since you're talking about this..." When I got excited, he immediately stopped talking, and gently tugged at my arm: "Get up first."

It seems that I am going to agree!
I was overjoyed for a while, and followed his strength.

However, he let go and suppressed his smile: "Do you know what I hate the most in my life?"

His tone became deeper and deeper, which made my legs weak, and I couldn't help taking a step back.

"Selling miserably, complaining, emotional kidnapping." He suddenly widened his eyes, threw the pregnancy test sheet on my face, his eyes were like ice skates, and rolled up his shirt cuffs layer by layer: "No flow? I'll help you."

After finishing speaking, he raised his foot and kicked me in the stomach.

I rolled down the stairs and fell into a pool of blood.Severe pain seemed to be coming apart from all over the body, but it was not as good as the heart-piercing pain in the lower abdomen.

I could clearly feel that a big hole was opened in my body, and the blood gushed out of the hole like an uncontrollable flood, taking away my temperature, bringing extreme cold, taking away my consciousness, and bringing dizziness.

Take away my hope, bring despair.

Before losing consciousness, I still glanced at him.

He stood where he was, with a blurred face, as if the emperor ruled over everything.

cold……

In the winter in my hometown, there is often continuous drizzle, which is so cold that people's bones are filled with cold air.This kind of winter is cold, gloomy, penetrating, and pervasive.

The cold is different, cold is bitter and oppressive, it seals everything in the severe winter forcefully, making people unable to move, like a bug frozen in turpentine.

And death is cold.

I don't know how long I have been "dead", and I don't know when it started. Some unclear voices began to appear in my mind, and I don't know how they became clear.

In short, when I can hear and understand clearly, I can already see things.

The only place I can survive is the hospital.

The nurse came, the doctor came, A Chang came in, he bent down and asked, "Miss Su?"

I can't make a sound.

He actually laughed, turned and left.

My baby must be gone and I feel so empty in my stomach.

I regained consciousness, and saw that the clock in the ward was saying four-fifteen.The lights were on, it must have been early morning.

The hour hand on the clock made many revolutions.

I was always like a cripple until I suddenly felt pain.

The pain was not strong, and it came from the lower abdomen, but my mind suddenly became chaotic, and I couldn't help screaming.A lot of footsteps echoed in my ears, so noisy it made me want to vomit.Suddenly, a familiar voice came: "Honey! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

It took me a while to calm down.

Looking at the familiar face, I can't feel any emotion.

The hour hand turned a few more times.

I can finally sit up.

Fanyin brought me soup like every day, stirring it with a spoon to cool it down, while watching me cautiously.

I called him: "Yinyin."

He was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled excitedly: "My wife..."

"Do you know what happened?" I asked.

His smile froze on his face, and it took a long time to slowly fade away: "I know." His voice was very small, choked with sobs before tears.

"Are you sad?"

"Sad." His eyes were flushed: "When you woke up, you had just been rescued, but the doctor said that you were not out of danger... and the child was gone."

"Don't you want to do something?" Why just cry?Isn't he that perverted second personality?Why is there no strength at all?I held his arm and asked cruelly under his surprised eyes: "Don't you want to take revenge? That's your son."

He looked at me and said nothing.

"Squeeze him away and let him die." I asked, "Is there any way?"

"Wife, please calm down first, you can't be in a hurry." He held my hand and said childishly, "I, I will find a way!"

"You can't be so incompetent." I couldn't help but want to attack him: "Did he get angry when he kicked me? You can feel it? Why don't you drive him away quickly! Watch him kill your son!"

"I'm sorry..." He cried tremblingly.

"Get out." His virtue only infuriated me further.

"I promise to drive him away, really, I promise." He swore palely: "But you have to be good, if you are not happy, hit me, don't hold back."

I couldn't bear it any longer, covered my face, and wept bitterly.

The doctor said I was "lucky" to keep my uterus despite the heavy bleeding.But my body was seriously injured by this toss, the only thing I'm glad is that Fanyin didn't change his face.

Fanyin actually came up with a plan to get rid of the pervert. He told me this way: "I think if you want to let him go, you have to make him collapse."

I asked: "How to make him break down?" Will he break down?
"I don't know yet, but I think, if I figure out the reason for my appearance, maybe there will be a way." He got stuck when he said this, and looked at me for help: "But I know how to figure this out... "

"Ask your father." No one may know, except his father.

"My dad has been guarding against me. I don't know if he is guarding against perverts."

"You'll know if you try it?" I asked, "Can you impersonate him?"

Fanyin was stunned: "I, I can't..."

"Forget it if you can't." You can't even pretend to be yourself, so why talk about revenge!
"Then I can!" Fanyin immediately said, "Honey, I can!"

"Pretend to be him, test your father first, and see if the pervert has talked to the doctor about this." I said, "If the pervert has, you can continue to pretend to be the pervert to go to his doctor."

Fanyin blinked and looked at me stupidly.

"Can't do it?"

"Yes!" He immediately puffed up his chest, "I promise!"

"Hmm." I felt a little overwhelmed, but I couldn't think of any other way.

"Wife," he became distressed again: "Then what if the pervert doesn't know?"

"Then find out what your father has to say, and see what he says. Come back and tell me, and we can think about the next step." I said, "By the way, there is also your mother."

"I don't have a mother." He said wonderingly.

"The mother of this body." I said, "Maybe she also knows?"

"But I don't even know her." Fanyin frowned and pouted, "May I ask Xing Xing?"

"Yes!" How could I forget Fan Xing?She is young and easy to talk, and she is most likely to know something: "Just pretend to be her father and tell her that you want to become normal, and if you become normal, take her by your side. Ask her to help."

"Wow!" Fanyin exclaimed, "Honey, you are so smart!"

(End of this chapter)