The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 733 [How much do you know about flowers falling in dreams] 34
Until the last few days when we met, he pressed her down. At a particularly pleasant moment, she suddenly opened her eyes and let out a cry of surprise.She pinched his shoulder to ask him to look up. Although the good deed was interrupted, at that moment, he was like a child who had done a good deed and was finally seen. Although he tried his best to maintain calm and reserved, he was extremely proud of himself.

Now that she's gone too, the starlight in the sky has once again turned into cheap pieces of paper.

Just like his boring, empty life without any pursuit or meaning.

He took out the suicide note.

This time he bravely opened it, his heart still pounding.

The piece of paper was quite big, which gave Lin Zhunyi the illusion that the suicide note might be very long.

Unexpectedly, there are only a few words on it:
Zhunyi, I'm leaving, don't be sad.I love you and wish you happiness.

Star.

The handwriting is indeed hers.

The coldness, unfamiliarity, and coping-like scribble between the lines made him doubt the authenticity of this thing.

He stared at it for a long time, as if wanting to stare at a few more words.

Looking at it, he began to feel sleepy, and at about the same time, his stomach began to hurt. At first, he could bear it, but gradually the pain became severe, and he soon felt exhausted.The letter fell to the ground, and he wanted to pick it up, but his body was weak, so he fell.

His head hit the bedside table, and it was also in severe pain, accompanied by a slight dizziness. He didn't know whether it was because the severe pain affected his senses, or there was something wrong with his head being hit. In short, his vision was blurred.Something fell from the bedside table and hit him, but he didn't know it because it hurt too much.

Although a decent-looking death is prepared, when death really comes, it is always difficult to avoid ugliness.

Lin Zhunyi never thought that he could still wake up.

The desire to survive made him open his eyes. Because he didn't come here often, it took him a while to realize that he was in the hospital.

There was no one in the ward, and he was a little restless at first, but when he heard the sound from the door, he became quiet again.

After a while, the door was gently pushed open, he quickly closed his eyes, but then opened them again, wide open, watching the figure approaching him all the way.

He could see it clearly, but he couldn't believe it.

The visitor stood still by the hospital bed, and was startled when he saw him wake up. He looked a little embarrassed and asked, "How do you feel?"

He still hasn't recovered.

She said, "I'm going to call the doctor."

As she turned around, he took her hand again.His fingers didn't have the strength yet to hook hers, but thankfully she stopped.

"Xingxing..." Lin Zhunyi asked tentatively, "Is that you?"

She was silent for a while, and then said: "Well, it's me." She turned around again, held his hand, patted it lightly, and said softly: "I'll call the doctor first."

"No." He shook his head and let go, "You are not."

She wondered.

"Who sent you here?" He said in a bad tone.

"Why am I not?" she asked.

"You didn't emphasize that you are the eldest lady." He let go of his hand, closed his eyes again, and said, "Go out, I don't want to see you again."

"Did you take sleeping pills to eat your brain?" She complained, and then went out.But soon the doctor came, did an examination, and said it was fine.

Lin Zhunyi was more sober now, looking at her busy figure accompanying the doctor, he felt mixed feelings.

After the doctor went out, Fan Xing came back and sat down next to him, didn't speak, just looked at him.

Lin Zhunyi also looked at her carefully for a while, the doctor knew him very well, obviously this is Fan's hospital, he called her Missy.It turned out that she was really alive.

It took Lin Zhunyi a long time to tentatively open his mouth: "Are you still alive?"

She nodded, "Yes."

He also nodded, "That's good."

After a while, Fanxing spoke again: "I have discussed with my father, he will send me to live elsewhere."

He was silent for a while before asking, "What about me?"

"I thought you'd only be depressed for a while," she said.

He felt empty in his heart, and felt that he had become a joke.

After a long time, she called out, "Zhunyi."

He still didn't speak.

"I don't want you to betray the organization. You are the last person in your family. Your brother hasn't been found yet. You have to live." She said, "I'm sorry, these words may be heavy, but I don't want to lie to you, whether you want to Take me away, or you die for love like this, I don't like it..."

"It's good that you live." He interrupted her.

Fan Xing stopped talking, and after a while, he said disheartenedly: "I won't pester you anymore."

She said: "I'm not saying that you pester me. I just don't like your extreme approach. Even if I'm sick or dying, your life is still yours. You shouldn't make it so heavy for me... ..."

"It's you who don't understand feelings." He said: "Help my lover as much as I can when she needs it, and accompany her when she goes to a strange place alone. I don't know where it is extreme. Because I love The woman in my life died, so I can no longer start a family in my life. I have to do everything by myself, eat alone, sleep alone, and travel alone...I have worked all my life, but I have no way to spend the money, so I have to Throw it in the bank as waste paper, and when you get old, take out part of it to hire a nurse and buy a cemetery. After you die, you will be buried alone in the tomb. A dead life, is it still my life?"

His words are too shocking, not only the content, but he rarely speaks like this.This made Fan Xing stunned for a long time, before opening his mouth somewhat awkwardly: "But only by living can I meet a better woman..."

He became more and more unhappy: "You probably don't understand the meaning of the word 'most'."

"I understand, but... I mean you will meet better people in the future who don't need you to pay so much, and will make you feel that you loved me before because you didn't know much." Her voice became lower and lower : "I... I don't like you like this, really... no one has ever treated me like this, I can't stand it."

Lin Zhunyi said: "The one with little knowledge is obviously you."

Fan Xing fell silent, sitting on the spot and watching him.

Although he seemed to be justified and imposing when he argued just now, his heart was actually very weak. This weakness stemmed from her attitude. He was actually hurt by her current attitude. He thought she would be a little moved After all, she can now believe that she is really more important than life in his heart.But her indifference made him understand that he was the one who was stupid, so he couldn't blame her, he could only digest it by himself.

After a long time like this, he suddenly heard the sound of her standing up, and she was finally leaving.He thought, this time she left, he wouldn't chase after her and pester her, he must be feeling uncomfortable, but he was willing to stop here, so that she would not have to use feigned death to escape him again.

Just as he was thinking, there was a burst of warmth from his neck, and the familiar fragrance made all his muscles stiff.Before he could make any moves, there was a soft touch on his forehead.

He could imagine the movement through touch: she leaned over and put her arms around his neck, she took his head in her arms, kissed his forehead, rubbed her cheek against his face like a small animal.

He didn't dare, and didn't want it to be true.But he didn't refuse, and didn't dare to open his eyes.

She hugged him like this for a long time, and he could clearly hear her vibrating heartbeat.

This regular rhythm made him calm down slowly, like a baby.

At this moment, she said, "You scared me to death."

It was rare for her to be so gentle, and her tone was trembling.

He couldn't help but grip the bed sheet tightly.

Whenever she treats him better, it is accompanied by calculations. He didn't mind before, but he thought he could never mind.

"Zhunyi..." She hugged him tightly, her voice choking: "You scared me to death..."

He still can't relax.

She began to cry, and warm tears rolled down his neck, making him shiver.

He desperately restrained his urge to wipe away tears for her, he didn't want to continue, he wanted to admit defeat.

She cried like this for a long time, Lin Zhunyi never opened his eyes, let alone spoke.

After an unknown amount of time, she finally stopped crying and let him go.

The feeling of warmth was finally withdrawn, and he felt chilly all over his body, which was also the feeling when he was dying.

Fan Xing's voice came: "Actually...you will be angry if I say it, but it seems that you don't intend to love me anymore, so let me tell you. In fact, depression is fake. I bribed the doctor. I didn't want to marry you at first, but your attitude is too fierce, I dare not tell you."

Lin Zhunyi still kept his eyes closed.

"I dare not let you take me away, because as long as another doctor checks you, you will immediately find that I lied to you, and you will definitely be angry at that time." She said: "That's why I came up with this Method."

Lin Zhunyi opened his eyes, looked at her and asked, "What proof do you have?"

"I knew you would ask this." Her eyes were still red, but she forced a smile, took the bag, took out a document from it, and said, "Look, this is a case reopened by the doctor."

Lin Zhunyi took it and flipped through it, his eyes resting on the signature and seal below.

Fan Xing urged: "Have you finished watching?"

He handed it back to her and said, "I see."

Fan Xing looked nervous: "Are you willing to forgive me?"

He didn't speak.

She started to cry again, lowered her head and wiped her eyes with her fingers, and said: "I didn't expect you to be like this, I thought you would recover after a few days of sadness after I died... If I had known that you would follow Suicide, I will never scare you like this..."

Lin Zhunyi turned his face away and looked at the window at the other end.

(End of this chapter)