i loved you so much

Chapter 24
She is destined to have no fate with him in this life, but at least she can have a child—his child.She hoped it was a boy.

After nine o'clock in the morning, An Xiaoduo was infusion, and saw Li Hui coming in with a bag of fruit, put the things on the bedside cabinet, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her: "You look better today."

"Why waste money?" An Xiaoduo pointed to the bag of fruit. She helped Aunt Sun visit the store a few times and knew that it was full of expensive imported fruits.

"I don't know what you like to eat, so I just picked up some random ones from the fruit shop at the door. You should eat more fruits now."

An Xiaoduo looked at her: "Why don't you ask where my child's father is? Aren't you curious?"

"Curiosity, but that's your privacy. If you want to say it, you will naturally tell me."

An Xiaoduo thought for a while: "I separated from him, his family disagrees."

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know, but this child is what I want." An Xiaoduo paused and said, "I feel like I won a grand prize now."

Li Hui laughed: "I understand, you love him very much."

There was a shy smile on the corner of An Xiaoduo's mouth: "Is it stupid?"

"Emotional matters, you know how warm and cold you are." Li Hui seemed to have remembered something, and a look of disappointment floated on her face, "I once had someone I loved deeply."

An Xiaoduo looked at her, and she sat down on the chair beside the hospital bed: "He is my ex-husband, we divorced seven years ago."

"Do you still love him?"

Li Hui thought about it seriously, as if this question was difficult, and said after a long time: "It's been seven years, what's the use of loving him any more."

An Xiaoduo knew that it touched her heart, so she changed the topic to talk about something else.In the next two days, Li Hui will come, chat with An Xiaoduo, and peel fruit for her to eat.

After staying in the hospital until the morning of the third day, the doctor finally agreed to discharge An Xiaoduo, and repeatedly told her to stay in bed for half a month after discharge. An Xiaoduo agreed, changed her clothes, went through the discharge procedures, and then returned Waiting for Li Hui in the ward, these days she came over after nine o'clock and didn't leave until almost noon.

But today, An Xiaoduo didn't see Li Hui from nine o'clock until 10:30. She couldn't help but regret that she didn't ask for her mobile phone number yesterday. In desperation, she had no choice but to write down her mobile phone number and school address on a small note Hand it over to the nurse, and ask the nurse to help hand it over when she sees Li Hui.

When An Xiaoduo arrived at the school just in time for her lunch break, there was no one in the office, so she took her bag and went home.Although she stayed in the hospital for the past three days, she called An Zhengran every night to inquire about his health.An Zhengran's body is like an old car that has been in disrepair for many years. There are many problems, big and small. A series of complications caused by kidney disease are getting more and more serious, as well as high blood pressure and coronary heart disease.Originally, the doctor advised him to stay in the hospital for a long time, but firstly, An Zhengran didn't want to, and secondly, An Xiaoduo really didn't have that much money, so he had to be more careful.She only had daytime classes at school, and hurried home after class, because she was afraid that An Zhengran would be alone at home, and if she fell down, no one would know.

"Dad, I'm back—"

She took the key and opened the door, entered the room and called out to An Zhengran, but to her surprise, the room was empty and An Zhengran was not there.According to this period of time, it is impossible for An Zhengran to go out.She looked around the room and found nothing wrong. She called him, but he rang for a long time but he didn't answer. She was a little anxious and ran to Aunt Sun's shop next door.

"Aunt Sun, did you see my dad today?" she asked as soon as she walked in.

Aunt Sun was watching a TV show with Wang Qian, and said without looking back, "Yes, I saw him walking out with a cane just now."

"When?"

Aunt Sun took the time to glance at the clock on the wall: "It was more than half an hour ago."

An Xiaoduo was feeling confused when the ending song of the TV series sounded. Aunt Sun reluctantly bid farewell to the TV series and looked back at her: "He went out with a woman."

An Xiaoduo's heart skipped a beat, and she stared at Aunt Sun: "What is that woman like?"

"I'm in my 50s, with fair skin, and wearing a black woolen coat, I'm quite elegant."

An Xiaoduo grabbed Aunt Sun's hand and asked, "Which direction are they going?"

Her voice was a little trembling, Aunt Sun looked at her wonderingly, frowned and thought for a while: "I didn't pay attention, I was watching TV."

An Xiaoduo wanted to ask something else, but the phone in her pocket rang, and it was An Zhengran calling.

"Dad, where are you?"

"I'm at home. I fell asleep just now. I didn't hear your call..."

"Dad, don't lie to me, I'm at home now."

An Zheng was speechless, and said after a while: "I'm afraid you might worry, I'm going to see a friend off, and I'll be back in a while."

"Which friend? What's your name?" An Xiaoduo held onto her tightly, her heart beating wildly, "Dad, I don't remember you saying that Li Zhou has friends."

"You don't know him, you are a friend from the past. Alright, Xiaoduo, let's go home if we have anything to say."

An Xiaoduo wanted to say something else, but he hastily hung up.

An Xiaoduo clutched her phone with a serious expression on her face.She fidgeted in the room, suffering every minute, and finally waited for An Zhengran to come back, but he didn't say a word about what happened half an hour ago.She pressed her repeatedly, and he kept repeating the same sentence: "You don't know your former friends, and you don't know each other even if you say so."

An Xiaoduo felt disheartened, she knew that she couldn't get anything out of her father's mouth, his father looked gentle on the outside and seemed to have no temper, but he was extremely stubborn in his bones.

Li Menghui returned to the hotel where she was staying and saw Wu Lixuan on the lounge chair in the lobby.She looked around, but she didn't see that person, and a trace of disappointment flashed across her face.

Wu Lixuan walked over: "I've been waiting for you for a long time, let's have a cup of coffee together?"

Li Menghui said: "Come to my room, I brought a moka pot and coffee powder."

Wu Lixuan couldn't help laughing, Li Menghui has a staggering stubbornness in life, since the year he met her, her habit of bringing a moka pot when going out has not changed.

Although the room is not big, it is tidy and tidy, as if it just moved in.After Wu Lixuan looked around the room, his eyes fell on the man who made the coffee: "I have sent someone to find your mother, I believe there will be news soon."

Li Menghui put the Moka pot on the induction cooker and stood silently leaning against the table. After a while, she asked softly, "Does he know I'm in Lizhou?"

Wu Lixuan couldn't bear to answer her, but he had to say: "Yes, he asked me to come here."

Li Menghui smiled faintly: "Then does he know that An Xiaoduo is in Lizhou?"

Wu Lixuan frowned: "I haven't told him yet."

"Tell me, if he knows, will he come right away?"

Wu Lixuan sighed: "Menghui, what exactly do you want to do? What is the purpose of your approaching her these few days?"

"Purpose? Lixuan, is that how you look at me?" Li Menghui couldn't help laughing, with a trace of sadness on her pale face, "I just want to see what kind of woman he falls in love with .”

"Why are you suffering?"

Li Menghui looked down at the moka pot on the table and said, "How much does he love her?"

Wu Lixuan was silent for a few seconds: "I can only tell you, no matter what you want to do, you must not challenge him on this matter, let alone try to test him."

Li Menghui sneered: "Your words really hurt people."

"I'm doing it for your own good." Wu Lixuan stared at her, unconsciously pleading, "I'm going back to Wucheng tomorrow, so come back with me, your illness can't be delayed any longer."

Li Menghui ignored it, she poured the brewed coffee into two cups, and handed a cup to Wu Lixuan. The coffee was rich and mellow, and she knew it was the best coffee beans when she smelled it.Wu Lixuan took a sip and couldn't help sighing: "It's black coffee again, Menghui, I've always wanted to ask you, do you really like drinking this kind of bitter coffee?"

Li Menghui was taken aback for a moment, and looked at him inexplicably.

"I remember that before you met Xiaoan, you liked Cappuccino. You drank black coffee because he drank it, didn't you?"

Li Menghui's fingers caressed the body of the cup, with a look of bewilderment on her face.

"Since you were with him, you have changed yourself little by little, and in the end, you are beyond recognition, and you are not the original you."

"I love him and change for him, what's wrong with that?"

"No, the relationship should be a matter between two people. It needs to be honest. You deliberately changed yourself for him. Yes, you had a time when you loved each other, but do you still remember that time when you were very accommodating to each other? Hard work? Because you are not suitable at all. In many aspects, such as personality, ideas, hobbies, many times you hide your true self and force yourself to cater to him. You may not feel it at first, but after a long time you will Feeling painful and aggrieved. You complained that he only cared about his work and neglected you, but in fact he has always been that kind of person. He doesn’t recognize his relatives when he works. It’s not like you don’t know why you tolerated it at the beginning, but then you can’t do it anymore?”

"It's not like that," Li Menghui was thrown into confusion by Wu Lixuan's words, she desperately recalled the past, "I...I don't mind him putting all his attention on work, I blame him for not caring about me. When I deliberately told him that I was with Zheng Sanmu voluntarily, he let me go so easily, and even said that he would fulfill us!"

Hearing her accusation, Wu Lixuan almost laughed out loud: "Menghui, Menghui, you keep saying that you love him, but you haven't really understood him. How could he be so proud of you? loyal?"

Li Menghui's face gradually turned pale when he told the truth.It's not that she doesn't understand the truth, but she was really heartbroken by Li Xiaoan's resoluteness back then.The reason why she said that back then was to make him nervous, to make him regret neglecting himself, but he didn't expect it to be self-defeating in the end.

"Yes, you are right. I made a mistake with him from the beginning, but who taught me to fall in love with him? Lixuan, it would be great if I didn't know him back then. If I didn't have him, I think I would accept you , marry you."

Wu Lixuan felt very uncomfortable when he heard such a frank sentence: "Menghui, there are no ifs in this world, all we can do is to look forward, your most urgent task is to cure your illness."

Li Menghui smiled wryly: "Is it cured well? Lixuan, I feel tired."

"You have to have confidence in yourself. Now that medicine is so advanced, as long as you actively cooperate with the treatment, there is still great hope for a cure."

"An Xiaoduo is pregnant." Li Menghui said suddenly.

Wu Lixuan was startled, with an expression of surprise on his face.

"I can go back with you, but you have to promise me not to tell him about An Xiaoduo's pregnancy."

"Why?" Wu Lixuan was puzzled.

Li Menghui pulled the corner of her mouth: "Anyway, just promise me."

Wu Lixuan wanted to say something else when his phone rang at this moment. He pressed the answer button, and after listening quietly, he turned his head and looked at Li Menghui: "I have contacted your mother. She is checking in at the airport. We will immediately In the past, maybe we can catch up."

(End of this chapter)