i loved you so much

Chapter 28 The price of love (2)
"Look for it again, and I'll be there right away." She hung up the line, turned around twice in a hurry, and stabilized her mind a little. She loosened the quilt and threw it back on the bed, grabbed the clothes on the folding chair and put them one by one. Cover your head.

Out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of the thoughtful expression of the man on the bed, and she explained while getting dressed, "The nurse couldn't find my father, so I have to go to the hospital."

Li Xiaoan didn't say anything.

An Xiaoduo got dressed and ran out, bent over to put boots on her feet, when suddenly a soft object wrapped around her neck, she turned her head and saw Li Xiaoan wrapping her cashmere scarf around her.

"I'll take you there."

An Xiaoduo couldn't figure him out for a moment, but she still remembered her father, so she nodded hastily and opened the door to go out.

The two rushed to the door of the ward and almost bumped into Xiao Zhang. He was running out in a hurry when he saw An Xiaoduo and said anxiously: "I have searched all over the floor and checked every room, but I still can't find it." people."

An Xiaoduo's face turned pale, her stomach throbbed faintly, she sat on the bench outside while pressing her stomach.

Li Xiaoan glanced at her and asked Xiao Zhang, "How long has he been gone?"

"I went to buy oranges, and it took me half an hour at most, and I won't see anyone when I come back."

"Just because you're not on this floor doesn't mean you're not in the hospital."

"No, my dad doesn't like to deal with strangers. He has been in the hospital for so long and rarely walks out of the ward on his own initiative. Besides, he doesn't know anyone else in the hospital. Where will he go?"

After An Xiaoduo finished speaking, she thought of a terrible possibility, she looked at Li Xiaoan tremblingly: "Could it be... Kidnapped?"

Li Xiaoan gave her a hard look: "Who will kidnap him? For what purpose? For money or for revenge?"

An Xiaoduo frowned and remained silent.

Li Xiaoan understood what she meant, and sneered shortly: "You don't think I did it, do you?"

An Xiaoduo lowered her head, this might indeed be ridiculous.But where did father go?He never walks away without saying a word, and he knows that she will be worried if she can't find him.

"Does he not have a mobile phone?" Li Xiaoan asked.

An Xiaoduo shook her head, her father's cell phone was still in her bag.Her thoughts were confused and her hands and feet became cold.

Li Xiaoan thought for a while, then looked at Xiao Zhang: "Have you looked for the upper floor?"

Xiao Zhang couldn't make up his mind: "The upper floor? What can Dad An do on it?"

"There are only two possibilities, either going down or going up." Li Xiaoan patiently explained, "If it really doesn't work, go to the hospital to adjust the monitoring."

This reminded An Xiaoduo, and she tried to stand up: "Yes, Xiao Zhang, look for the upper floor, and I will go to the security room to adjust the monitoring of the elevator."

"I go with you."

The three searched separately, An Xiaoduo and Li Xiaoan took the elevator to the first floor, An Xiaoduo's face was blue and white, and her body was wobbly, as if she couldn't stand steadily.Li Xiaoan couldn't help reaching out to hug her: "What's going on? Are you hungry?"

An Xiaoduo reluctantly hooked the corner of her mouth: "Maybe, I'm a little dizzy."

Li Xiaoan took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket, peeled off the golden tinfoil outside, and stuffed it into her mouth.

"You still have this with you?" An Xiaoduo said vaguely.

"When I saw the client in the morning, she brought her son over. He was only five years old. She pestered me and insisted on giving it to me, so I just put it in my pocket."

"It seems that you are quite suitable for children."

As soon as these words came out, both of them thought of Yuan Yuan at the same time.

Li Xiaoan raised his head and stared at the display screen on the floor, and suddenly smiled: "Maybe he has been a father before, so he understands children's thoughts better."

An Xiaoduo's hand covering her belly tightened imperceptibly, but she didn't say anything.

With a ding, the elevator door opened, and An Xiaoduo walked out first.The security room was at the entrance of the main gate of the hospital. When they were about to arrive, several security guards rushed out from the back room and passed them in a hurry.

Just wondering, a security guard yelled from behind: "110 said to come over immediately, let's stabilize the situation first."

An Xiaoduo turned her head and stared at him: "What happened?"

The security guard said, "Someone in the inpatient department is about to commit suicide, and he's standing on the roof."

An Xiaoduo's brain thumped, and her legs immediately went limp.

Li Xiaoan hugged her quickly, and said in a deep voice, "Don't scare yourself, it may not be your father."

"Hurry up, let's go there quickly." An Xiaoduo's face was pale and her voice was shaking violently.

Li Xiaoan glanced at her and held her hand tightly.

An Xiaoduo was dragged all the way by Li Xiaoan, and just as she stepped on the steps, she heard a muffled bang behind her, like the sound of a blunt object hitting the ground.There was a moment of silence, and then there was the noise of hurried footsteps and cries of terror.

An Xiaoduo was about to turn her head, when Li Xiaoan suddenly hugged her and pressed her head in his arms: "Don't look."

"Is it my dad? Isn't it?" Her voice was shaking out of tune, and her body was also shaking violently.She couldn't get Li Xiaoan's answer for a long time, and she didn't know where the strength came from, so she pushed him away suddenly, and turned her head away——

There was a man lying on the cement floor by the flowerbed. He was wearing a hospital gown, with gray hair, face down, and a puddle of blood had already accumulated under his body.

"Father..." An Xiaoduo called out tremblingly, and suddenly passed out.

An Zhengran committed suicide by jumping off the building after leaving a suicide note. The suicide note was short, only a few sentences, but clear in order. First, he stated the reasons for his suicide. It was the best relief, and then he told his daughter not to feel sorry for him, but to live a good life.

An Xiaoduo read this suicide note countless times. She still couldn't figure out why her father committed suicide. He survived such a difficult time in prison. Now that his life situation improved, he went to seek death and used such a tragic way , she couldn't accept it no matter what.The police checked the surveillance video of the elevator, which showed that An Zhengran took the elevator to the top floor alone, and no one coerced him, and the suicide note was indeed written by An Zhengran himself.An Xiaoduo thought, judging from his father's temperament that he was afraid of hurting others, if it wasn't because of his poor health that he couldn't go far, he would probably find a place where there were no people inhabited and then seek death, but unfortunately he had more energy than he wanted.

It has been a week since her father fell from the building, and she has nightmares every night. In the dream, the sky is covered with blood red, and her father fell into the river of blood with eyes wide open.When she woke up, she didn't dare to sleep again, and she didn't dare to turn over, for fear of disturbing the people around her, she could only stare at the ceiling of the hotel until dawn.

Suffering from insomnia for several consecutive days, her mental state became very poor, she was in a trance, dizzy, palpitations, and couldn't go out at all.Li Xiaoan helped take care of his father's funeral, keeping everything simple.

Since she woke up from fainting that day, Li Xiaoan did not allow her to return to the rented house, she had to either stay in the hospital or stay in a hotel.

An Xiaoduo was sitting at the dining table eating, and there were voices coming from the balcony. While listening, she spread the chocolate sauce thickly on the bread slices with a flat knife, and then ate them bite by bite.

After finishing the call, Li Xiaoan returned to the living room and sat opposite her.

The breakfast on the table was very rich, which he specially told the hotel to prepare. In addition to several staple foods, there were also milk, soy milk, freshly squeezed orange juice, eggs, walnuts, black sesame paste, five or six kinds of seasonal fruits, etc. There is a full table for her to choose.

"You have to eat two eggs a day." He wiped his hands with a damp cloth and took an egg from the polished stainless steel plate.

"I do not like to eat."

Li Xiao'an didn't seem to hear, and focused on peeling the eggshell.

An Xiaoduo curled her lips and continued to eat her bread.

Li Xiaoan said: "I want to go back to Wucheng."

Her hand paused slightly, and she let out a cry.

After Li Xiaoan peeled the egg shell, he brought the egg to her mouth.

An Xiaoduo frowned and took a bite, shaking her head.

Li Xiaoan held it in his hand and waited for her, then said, "You can go back with me."

An Xiaoduo stopped all movements, looked at him, and wanted to speak, but her mouth was full of food, so she had no choice but to chew and swallow.

"Do you know why I left Wucheng?"

"What does my mother mean, right?" He was raised by Mrs. Tang, and he called her mother since he was a child.

An Xiaoduo laughed: "I left because of my father. He was dying of illness at that time. Although you sent him to the hospital, there was no one close to him. When I thought of him alone Lying on the hospital bed waiting to die, I feel as uncomfortable as a thousand arrows piercing my heart, and no one can help me except Mrs. Tang."

Li Xiaoan looked at her silently.

"Leaving you and Wucheng is her condition. I have something to ask of her, and there is no reason not to agree."

Li Xiaoan was silent for a moment, and said: "You don't need to worry about it, just go back with me, and I'll take care of her side."

"Then am I not a person who doesn't count my words?"

Li Xiaoan frowned: "If you didn't faint this time, I read your medical report, how long are you going to hide it from me?"

"We are not husband and wife, not even boyfriend and girlfriend, our relationship is still so bad, I don't think I have to tell you."

"But the child is also mine." He paused, "Xiaoduo, let's get married."

An Xiaoduo stared at him blankly, and smiled slowly for a long time: "I should be happy logically, you see, my father is dead, I have your child, all the obstacles between us disappeared overnight, Oh no, there is another one—Madam Tang, but I believe you can settle her."

Li Xiao quietly stared at her, although she was smiling at the moment, but her whole body seemed to be immersed in a river of sadness.

She smiled and smiled, and gradually couldn't keep it going, the corners of her mouth twitched twice, she covered her face, her voice choked up: "But why am I so sad in my heart? I just can't be happy. What have I lived for these two years? My father As soon as I left, my reasons for trying to survive and be strong were gone, he was always afraid of dragging me down, but did he know that I was not afraid of being dragged down by him, I just wanted him to live well."

(End of this chapter)