i loved you so much

Chapter 33 Love breaks everyone's heart (1)
When Li Xiaoan received the call from He Bixi, he was reading the documents accumulated for many days on the desk in the office.After hearing what He Bixi said, he couldn't help frowning: "You said she went to the hospital today to look for Du Xinlan?"

"If she hadn't met me, she might have been waiting at the hospital or looking for Nuoyan, Li Xiaoan, haven't you let her know about Menghui's situation?"

Li Xiaoan was silent.

"I wasn't sure if the Xinlan she was talking about was Aunt Lan, but she said she saw it in the hospital, so it should be her." He Bixi seemed to be pondering something, and paused for a few seconds before continuing, "Aunt Lan knows her father? Xiaoduo seems to be in a hurry to find her."

"You tell her that there is no patient with that name in the hospital."

He Bixi wondered: "Why? Although Aunt Lan is not a patient, you know that she is looking for Aunt Lan..."

"Don't ask so many questions, just do as I tell you."

He Bixi was interrupted by him, and said with a sneer: "An Xiaoduo is also my friend, and I very much disagree with you hiding Menghui from her. Now you want me to lie to her for you, but you still refuse to give a reason, Li Xiaoan, put Put away your young master's style, I don't want to do it."

Li Xiaoan thumped the table anxiously: "What do you know? If Xiaoduo finds Du Xinlan, the consequences will be very serious."

"What consequences? Tell me clearly."

Li Xiaoan took a deep breath: "The person who kidnapped Yuan Yuan back then was Du Xinlan."

"What?" He Bixi was stunned, "Didn't Xiaoduo's father do it?"

The irritability in Li Xiaoan's chest had reached its peak, but at this moment a new call came in, and when he saw it was Wu Lixuan, he thought that there was something wrong with Li Menghui again, and after switching over, he heard Wu Lixuan's anxious voice saying: "Come quickly In the hospital, Xiaoduo is here, when she sees Aunt Lan, she rushes over excitedly, and she doesn't say anything when I ask her."

"No matter what, keep them safe first, I'll go over immediately." While saying this, Li Xiaoan strode out of the office.

When he rushed to the hospital in a hurry, An Xiaoduo and Du Xinlan were nowhere to be seen. Wu Lixuan came up to meet him: "They just got into a taxi and left."

Li Xiaoan roared: "Didn't I tell you to keep an eye on them?"

Wu Lixuan explained: "Aunt Lan wanted to go with her, and I couldn't stop her. Besides, I didn't know what happened at all! Aunt Lan and I walked to the hospital door one after another and ran into her. She saw She didn't even look at me, just grabbed Aunt Lan's hand tightly, what's going on?"

"Which direction are they going, go find them!" Li Xiaoan was so angry that he wanted to slap someone, he came out in a hurry, his coat was left in the office, he was only wearing a shirt, and the wind was cold, but he didn't notice it at all. to cold.

He turned back into the car, backed it up, and slammed on the gas to drive away.

Just when they were looking for someone all over the world, An Xiaoduo and Du Xinlan were sitting face to face in the old time cafe.Just now when they got into the taxi, Du Xinlan reported here.

An Xiaoduo asked her: "Why do you have to say it here?"

"I know that text message was sent by you. Your father once said that he would never come to Wucheng again in his life. I didn't understand what he meant at the time, but now I know..." Du Xinlan said sadly, "I told you He was reunited here."

An Xiaoduo's heart was stirred up, she looked at the woman in front of her steadily, two or three years ago she had a relationship with Du Xinlan, compared to that time, Du Xinlan was much older and relaxed His skin was a bluish gray.

Knowing that An Xiaoduo was watching her, Du Xinlan didn't care at all, and continued on: "It was a coincidence that time, your father came here to buy coffee for you, and he said that you would go to his place later and buy your coffee. Love the latte and tiramisu. I happened to be sitting in this position that day, I recognized him at a glance, although we have not seen each other for almost 20 years, I am old with him, but we still hit it off recognized each other."

"What is your relationship with my father?"

"We are classmates in high school. If something happened later, we would probably get married." Speaking of this, Du Xinlan laughed, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes became more and more obvious, and some tears glistened in her cloudy eyes.

What Du Xinlan said, An Xiaoduo was not surprised, because she had already guessed that this woman had an unusual relationship with her father, and she didn't want to hear about their old love. She just wanted to know why Du Xinlan wanted to kidnap her. Yuan Yuan!

"Is it for money?" An Xiaoduo asked.

"For money?" Du Xinlan was taken aback for a moment, and then she couldn't restrain herself from laughing, as if hearing a ridiculous joke, and there was a hint of desolation in the laughter.

"Do you know who I am Yuan Yuan? I am his grandmother, and my daughter is Yuan Yuan's biological mother. I will kidnap my grandson for money?" Du Xinlan smiled and burst into tears Faced with An Xiaoduo's astonished eyes, she gradually stopped laughing and said, "I took Yuanyuan away just to let the child return to Menghui's side. I can see that Menghui misses the child very much, but Xiaoan didn't allow her to see the child. They had a very tense fight when they divorced. Menghui was just stubborn on the outside. She refused to bow her head first, but I knew she was suffering in her heart, so I wanted to sneak a look at the child, even if it was just to take a photo. It’s good to go back and show her, but the more I look at the photos, the more I want to take him away. I also know that it’s not so easy to take the child back to Taiwan. I can’t do it by myself. At that time, I was like being fascinated It’s as if I’m stuck in my heart... That day you were the only one who took him to Ocean Park, and I followed you secretly. When I saw him standing alone at the door of the bathroom, I couldn’t control my emotions. I rushed up to hug him, but he I didn’t know me, didn’t let me hug me, kept hiding, and wanted to run in to find you. At that time, I had a thought in my mind. I thought that if I missed this opportunity, I don’t know when I would have to wait until the next time I want to meet my child alone. So I forcibly took him away, but I didn't expect him to be frightened by me, and he had a high fever. I was so anxious that I didn't know what to do, so I had to go to your father and beg him to help me. Your father feeds Yuanyuan Antipyretics, but they didn’t help at all, the fever never went away, your father told me not to come forward, and he sent Yuan Yuan to the hospital... You know what happened after that, I have been blaming myself and guilty all the time for the past two years... It's not that I can't let go of Menghui, I don't want to live long ago."

"You just let my father take the blame for you, and you run back to Taiwan by yourself?"

"I know I'm selfish, but I can't help it. If I let Menghui know that Yuan Yuan was killed indirectly by me, she will never forgive me for the rest of her life, let alone..." Du Xinlan hesitated for a moment, and then said after weighing it , "Yuan Yuan's high fever persists, and your father found out that the antipyretic medicine he fed Yuan Yuan before was expired... He said that he should bear certain responsibility for Yuan Yuan's death."

An Xiaoduo stared at Du Xinlan in disbelief, her mind was extremely chaotic, her memory seemed to be cut into a bunch of pieces, she was at a loss all of a sudden, she just felt cold, very cold.

Li Xiao'an received a call from Du Xinlan and rushed to the Old Times Cafe. As soon as he opened the glass door, he saw An Xiaoduo sitting on the seat alone in a daze.

His heart hanging in the air slowly returned to its place, and as he walked over, he hugged her shoulders: "Xiaoduo, are you alright?"

An Xiaoduo turned his head, the empty eyes made him feel a pang in his heart.

"She said Yuan Yuan is her grandson, is she lying to me?"

Li Xiaoan responded with difficulty: "It's true, Xiaoduo, just listen to my explanation."

On the way here, he thought about how An Xiaoduo would cry and fuss when all this was revealed, and how he would comfort her and explain her well before she would listen.But An Xiaoduo in front of him was very quiet, so quiet that he was afraid, and he couldn't speak out what he was ready to say.

An Xiaoduo looked at him and told herself not to cry, but her vision became more and more blurred uncontrollably.She waited for a long time without hearing Li Xiaoan's so-called explanation, and curled the corners of her lips: "Since you don't know how to speak, then I will ask and you will answer."

Li Xiaoan looked at her worriedly.

"Did you know my father was innocent?"

"Before I went to Lizhou for the first time, someone sent me a text message, saying that the person who kidnapped Yuanyuan was not your father, and then Lixuan told me that you were in Lizhou, so I rushed over. I went to see your father without telling you, I asked him if he was helping others to take the blame. Your father looked flustered, but he still firmly denied it. I went back to Wucheng and found a private detective to investigate your father's past. I didn't expect to find out the relationship between him and Du Xinlan. Later, I confronted Du Xinlan and found out the truth."

An Xiaoduo nodded: "Then do you know whether the truth is before or after my father's death?"

A trace of hesitation appeared on Li Xiaoan's face: "The confrontation with her will be later."

"Actually, before confronting her, you already believed that my father was helping her to take the blame, didn't you?"

Li Xiaoan frowned slightly: "Xiaoduo, no matter what I think in my heart, before Du Xinlan admits it, everything can only be regarded as my unilateral guess."

An Xiaoduo smiled lightly, with a hint of sarcasm in the corner of her mouth: "I finally understand why my father committed suicide. He helped others to take the blame. What I'm most afraid of is that you know the truth, and you asked him just to arouse him. The biggest uneasiness is that he is afraid that you will cling to him, and that you will investigate the case again. What can he do to stop you? What can he do with his sickly body? He can only Die, death is the best way to end everything, he may have thought a lot before making this decision, you were also in Lizhou on the day he committed suicide, in fact, you knew everything at that time. "

She sighed a long time: "He's so stupid."

"Xiaoduo..."

An Xiaoduo stood up slowly, turned and walked out.

Li Xiaoan looked at her back, and suddenly felt fear: "Xiaoduo——"

Amid the panicked shouts behind her, An Xiaoduo's body shook, and she fell limply on the ground and lost consciousness.

She began to dream incessantly, all about her father.An Zheng in the dream looked handsome when he was young. They were flying a kite in the wild. At that time, she was too young to run fast, so he let her sit on his shoulders. Looking down at the kite flying under the blue sky and white clouds.She cheered and laughed loudly, but suddenly a strong sense of weightlessness hit her, and she yelled and fell headfirst. The surrounding scene changed, and the blue sky, white clouds, green grass and breeze all disappeared, and her father fell silently on the ground. In the pool of blood, his face was blurred.She wanted to go to his side, but the blood kept spreading all over the ground, she couldn't walk over, she could only watch helplessly, calling her dad and dad, the blood gradually spread over her shoe upper, she sat down in horror On the ground, burst into tears.

"Xiaoduo, Xiaoduo, wake up—"

She opened her eyes suddenly, and grabbed the big hand caressing her forehead: "Blood, a lot of blood..."

"Don't be afraid, it's just a dream." It was Li Xiaoan's voice, and he was sitting by the bed.

An Xiaoduo slowed down and slowly withdrew her hand.

Li Xiaoan took the hot towel from Auntie Cen, just as it touched her face, she turned her head to avoid his touch.

Li Xiaoan's hand froze, and immediately stopped in mid-air.

Aunt Cen saw it, brought the towel over, and gently wiped her face and neck. She was sweating from a nightmare just now.

"I'll call the doctor." Li Xiaoan said and walked out.

Auntie Cen said with a smile: "Xiaoduo, you are awake, Xiaoan and I are almost in a hurry."

"How long have I been asleep?" Her voice was dry.

"It's been two days, look, it's getting dark outside again."

An Xiaoduo turned her head and cast her gaze out of the window.

Li Xiaoan and the doctor came in, and while the doctor was examining An Xiaoduo, he went to the porridge shop downstairs to buy preserved egg and lean meat porridge. Speak, pay attention to her emotions, don't stimulate her anymore, the doctor said that her fetus is not very stable, and she has to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days."

Li Xiaoan nodded, walked in, and poured the hot porridge into a bowl: "The porridge is too hot, you can eat it when it cools down."

An Xiaoduo sat on the pillow, her long eyelashes drooping, and she didn't respond.

Aunt Cen glanced at them at the door and left quietly, leaving room for the two young men.

Li Xiaoan stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, An Xiaoduo said: "You go about your business, I will eat the porridge later, don't worry, I won't abuse myself."

Li Xiaoan put down the spoon and looked at An Xiaoduo with helplessness in his eyes: "Xiaoduo, can we talk calmly?"

An Xiaoduo smiled silently: "Am I not calm enough? It's just that I don't think we need to talk anymore."

Li Xiaoan silently scooped up a spoonful of porridge, put it to his mouth and blew it, then handed it to her.

An Xiaoduo looked at him coldly, without opening her mouth for a long time.

He didn't take it back, just held it like this.

After a long time, An Xiaoduo smiled: "I suddenly remembered that when you were sick, I went to the villa by the lake to see you, and I fed you like this."

Li Xiaoan pursed his lips slightly, and after a long time he said: "I know you are angry and blamed me for angering you back then, but it was your father who admitted it with his own mouth, in that case if you were me, what would you do? "

"What about now? What are you going to do with Du Xinlan?" An Xiaoduo stared straight at him, "When will you send her to prison? Hmm?"

Li Xiaoan frowned and looked at her.

An Xiaoduo smiled sarcastically: "Not willing? Of course not. She used to be your mother-in-law, your wife's mother, and Yuan Yuan's grandmother. Even if you hated her, you wouldn't do anything to her, would you? ?”

Li Xiaoan looked at her for a long time: "Do you really want me to send Du Xinlan to prison? If I really do that, do you think your father will rest in peace?"

"Don't mention my father!" An Xiaoduo shouted excitedly, knocking over the bowl in his hand.

The hot porridge spilled on the back of his hand, Li Xiaoan glanced at it, but didn't respond, he put the empty bowl on the bedside table, and he wiped off the porridge with a few paper towels.

An Xiaoduo turned her head and forced herself not to look at the red back of his hand.

"Your father wholeheartedly protects Du Xinlan, don't you think it's strange? If it's just because they had a relationship, isn't your happiness more important than that of your lover more than 20 years ago?" Li Xiaoan said while wiping, "Some things I I don't think you know, based on what I know about Du Xinlan, she probably wouldn't say anything, I found some, do you want to hear it?"

His voice was unusually calm, and An Xiaoduo felt a little uneasy in his heart, and said, "My father is a very emotional person."

"It's because of guilt."

An Xiaoduo stared at him: "What do you mean?"

"Du Xinlan and your father are high school classmates. They are childhood sweethearts and have known each other since they were very young. They agreed to be admitted to the same university. Your father was successfully admitted to the art department of the normal school, but Du Xinlan was not as lucky as your father. She has no chance to take the college entrance examination. She has a younger brother who does not live up to expectations. He is ignorant and causes trouble everywhere. Once in a classmate fight, he was beaten into a fool by mistake. But that person's family has a little background in the local area. Du Xinlan's parents Borrowing money everywhere to compensate other people, but it was not a small amount, and they couldn't get it together. At that time, Du Xinlan had a suitor, a Taiwanese, whose family ran a factory and was very rich. He found Du Xinlan's family and agreed Pay them that sum of money to solve their urgent needs, the only condition is that Du Xinlan will marry him."

After An Xiaoduo listened, she said, "Du Xinlan is also willing?"

"Of course she didn't want to. She went to your father and begged him to take her away, but your father was obsessed with the college entrance examination and rejected Du Xinlan. In the end, Du Xinlan was desperate and married that Taiwanese as promised."

"Even if this is the case, my father didn't make any big mistakes. Is it true that he must take her away desperately to be worthy of her?"

"The story is not over yet," Li Xiao'an paused, and threw the crumpled tissue in his hand into the trash can next to the bedside table. The back of his hand was red and swollen, but he didn't seem to feel the pain at all, "Du Xin Lan was not happy after her marriage. Her husband was addicted to alcohol, gambled, and had a violent temper. If things went wrong, he would beat her up. Du Xinlan couldn't bear that kind of life, so she took seven-year-old Menghui to join your father , At that time, your father had already married and had you. He promised Du Xinlan would protect them, and he did at first, but soon after Du Xinlan's husband heard the news, he led people to chase after him. Your father was in the other party's house Under the pressure, he finally let go, and told where Du Xinlan was staying, and finally watched her being beaten up and taken back. I think that incident hit your father hard, maybe he felt that he had failed Du Xinlan's trust was lost, it was his betrayal that caused the tragedy of Du Xinlan's life."

"tragedy?"

"After Du Xinlan was arrested, her husband sent Menghui to her hometown in Taiwan. She became obsessed with remembering her daughter, suffered all kinds of abuse, and suffered both physically and mentally. She lived in depression and fear all year round. , Suffering from depression. Did you see the scar on her face? It was cut by herself with scissors."

There was shock in An Xiaoduo's eyes. After a long time, she closed her eyes and said softly: "Even if my father is sorry for her, since you already know that he didn't kidnap Yuanyuan, why didn't you tell me earlier? If you Just tell me when you call me, maybe my dad won't die."

Li Xiaoan's tone was helpless: "I didn't expect your father to fall from the building. Although I knew the relationship between Du Xinlan and your father before I went to Lizhou, I thought something happened to you at that time, so I was in a hurry to see you , it’s too late to figure it out.”

"It's too late... If you don't have time, my father will take his life."

"If he was willing to tell the truth, the matter would not have come to this point at all. He carried everything for Du Xinlan, and ended up hurting himself and you."

An Xiaoduo lowered her head, tears streaming down her face: "It's so easy for you to say, he is a complete idiot in your eyes, isn't he? That's right, he is stupid, he is beyond his control, why should he Helping others to take the blame? Why didn't he think about it, even if he confessed Du Xinlan? Would you really want Du Xinlan to be buried with Yuan Yuan? After all, you and her are a family, and her daughter is a family! What is he? He is just an outsider, and he can't bear such a big crime."

Li Xiaoan endured and endured, and then said: "Xiaoduo, I know you won't be able to accept it for a while, so I'll take your words as anger. Menghui and I are in the past. If I can't let her go, I won't start with you at all, and now I only have morals for her. Her father passed away a few years ago, Yuan Yuan is gone, and she only has Du Xinlan as a family member... I don't intend to hold Du Xinlan accountable It doesn't mean I forgive this person, if it was two years ago, even if she was Yuan Yuan's grandmother, I would not let her go."

An Xiaoduo looked up at him: "I don't understand."

Li Xiaoan showed a painful look on his face: "Menghui was found to have a brain tumor more than two months ago, which is malignant."

(End of this chapter)