Detective Conan's Scarlet Miracle

Chapter 160 No Desires No Desires 12a
Many mercenaries who have seen Fei Linai said that this girl is very pitiful.

It's not about life experience, it's not about situation.

No sorrow, no joy, no desires, no desires, and even no idea of ​​the purpose of my life.

Others can live desperately for money, for beauty, for power, for power, for all kinds of things.

But no one knows what King Fizz is for.Even Ferina herself doesn't know her purpose of living in this world...and she can't find a reason to die.

"Jin Feishi, it's very pitiful." Sekalan repeated, "He actually killed the person he relied on the most with his own hands. As expected of a gin man, his cold-bloodedness is admirable."

"Snapped--"

A muffled sound came from the bar.

Sekaran was still smiling, looking at the girl in front of him, licking his lips playfully, reaching out to support his left cheek, feeling the burning pain.

Fei Linai still lowered her head, her shoulders kept shaking, and she seemed to be breathing heavily.The hand that gave Sekaran a slap trembled slightly.

"Are you angry from embarrassment? This is really rare for you." Sekalan was still teasing Fei Linai's nerves that were about to collapse, which seemed to be her rare reverse scale. "You are pitiful, there is no happiness when you should laugh, no tears when you should cry, no promises when you should believe. You use no desires and desires as a mask to cover up the deadness in your heart. This is why you are pitiful. You Live the way other people want to live."

He couldn't see her expression clearly, but he knew that he had angered this moody and unbelieving girl.

"What do you know..." Fei Linai pursed her red lips, her lowered eyes flickered, "Do you think I didn't think about the consequences when I made this decision?"

"I thought about what I would be like without the person who could help and take care of me in my future life. I thought about what kind of condemnation I would suffer."

"It sounds nice..."

"What do you mean I can let him go..."

"Are you kidding..." Ferina swept all the cups on the bar to the ground, "The organization already knows that the FBI's target is Scotland, Akai Shuichi has been forced to carry out the mission, and the rooftop has been watched without any dead ends. Either be exposed together, or die together, what do you think I can do?"

"Do you think I would?"

Sekaran asked back: "Then look at what you have done!"

Feline paused.

"Killing someone you can rely on, falling in love with a demon who can't be together, you actually gave this life, this life that your parents and Zhu Fu Jingguang used their lives to cover, to that person! You are crazy, you don't even know you What are you doing!" Sekalan was also a little excited, he held Ferina's hand and said word by word:

"Living in this world is like being in the midst of thorns. If your heart does not move, you will not move rashly. If you don't move, you will not be hurt. If your heart moves, you will move rashly, hurting your body and hurting your bones, so you will experience all kinds of pain in the world! Do you understand?"

"I know."

The girl's voice dropped completely, muttering to herself.

"My life is in chaos. I thought I could live according to my wishes, but now, I can only work hard to survive. What can I do in this chaotic world?"

Sekaran looked at the girl and sighed helplessly.

"Actually, you could have avoided all of this and lived a good life in the wonderful life your father created for you. But you chose to participate in your scarlet miracle plan. You should have thought about it as early as that time. "

"..."

Sekaran stretched out his hand and patted Fei Linai's trembling shoulder lightly.

"Actually, I know that at that time, the person who made the decision was the one who suffered the most."

Ferina slapped his hand away.

"What do you mean?" Her anger made her tone extremely bad, but her eyes were fixed on the corner.

Sekaran felt ridiculous for his superfluous actions. Girls who are at least 12 years younger than him really lacked some deep-seated things.

"What I mean is..." He said half worriedly: "Zhu Futa chose to die, and he had his own thoughts. You chose to kill him, and you had your own helplessness. You said it, and you don't regret it. Decide. Then really don’t regret it, instead of silently blaming yourself secretly. It will hurt you.”

The girl was silent for a while, avoiding Sekaran's eyes.

"If even you persuade me to give up, if even I forget about him, what will he do? The dead is dead, it sounds nice. I just want him to live in my memory, this is the only thing I can do .”

She squatted down on the spot, picked up all the broken glass, put it on the bar, stared into Sekaran's eyes again, and repeated: "I don't want to forget him."

The two fell into silence again. After a long while, Ferina turned her head and left the bar, leaving Sekaran with a wry smile on her face.

Miss, you will suffer greatly because of this incident.

(End of this chapter)