Qingben beauty

Chapter 10 He's gone and won't be coming back

The deer lived in my little shed.

When I first let him go to sleep, he looked at my small shed made of cardboard, which was really ugly because of the light rain for two days.

I didn't care about him, and went into the shed to sleep by myself.

Although his clothes were shabby, he still wore several pieces. The temperature during the day was not too low, and besides, he was full, so he should not be cold.

I can't do it, I'm hungry and cold, but at this time the big head and the monkey must be looking for us all over the city, I dare not go out to find something to eat, I can only sleep.

When you fall asleep, you won't feel so hungry or so cold.

After two days, the big head is no longer angry, and the monkeys should no longer be looking for us, so I will go out to find food again.

When twilight came and the cold wind picked up, I was sleeping in a daze when I felt my body being pushed.

I opened my eyes and saw that it was a deer crawling in.

"It's cold outside, and there's still a little rain." Seeing me open my eyes, Lulu pursed his mouth and said softly.

After he washed his face, his little face was really white, tender and slightly pink, cuter than the red apples on the fruit stand, but now it was a little blue.

I looked at the mud on the hem of his clothes, and guessed that he went outside for a walk and then came back.

However, I won't ask about this kind of thing. Since I nodded, I won't drive him out.

I moved out of the way to let him in.

The cardboard I can pick up is not much. In order to keep out the rain, it is covered with several layers, so the space inside is not large, and it is just enough for the two of us to sleep, but I have packed it on weekdays. It looked tattered, but it was clean inside.

With a little light outside, Lulu saw the inside and crawled over me very satisfied, curled up his body, moved left and right, within 2 minutes, he snored a little.

I looked at him, fell asleep on my side, and blocked the entrance and exit of the small shed with my back.

After nightfall, the wind and rain outside became a little bit stronger, even if I blocked it, the wind blew in, Lu Lu frowned in his sleep, and didn't dislike me for being smelly, so his body naturally leaned close to me , pressed the back of his little head against my chest, and I subconsciously hugged his waist.

His body is very soft and warm. Although his clothes are ragged, there is a scent of fragrance. I didn't feel like I leaned in, blocked the gap with my back, hugged him tightly, and fell asleep slowly. past.

Although the wind is blowing on my back, the two of us are so close together, it is warmer than sleeping alone before.

That night, I slept soundly.

The next day, I woke up habitually before dawn. I wanted to calm down the big head, so I didn’t go shopping in the city. Instead, I went to the nearest bun shop on the street to buy two steamed buns. Find something edible in the surrounding fields.

Although this wild land is not as rich as our village in this season, we can still find some edible roots and other things.

Once, I even dug up wild radishes!

With these things, we can hide here in the small shed for a few days without going out.

It's just that Lu Lu's habits are really long-winded!

He must have a good toothbrush to brush his teeth, and toothpaste!

He has to wash his face, wash his hands, and eat clean food!

He can't even smell the trash can!
But seeing him with those wet eyes, and softly calling out to Sister Niu, I couldn't bear to refuse.

I have no choice but to leave him in the small shed and ask him to stay in the small shed well. I will go out to find money by myself. I will not go through the trash can, but find a place where there is a lot of wind and wind , Knelt down to beg.

The weather was already cold, I was wearing thin clothes, shivering in the cold wind, and even my face was blue from the cold.

This appearance aroused a lot of sympathy.

After kneeling for more than an hour, he begged for several dollars.

I took the money to buy the cheapest toothbrush and toothpaste, and I also bought a small towel, which I brought back to Lulu.

The money asked for the next day was to buy freshly baked meat buns for Lu Lu.

But on the third day, when I went there again, I saw another blind child kneeling there, and a few meters away from the child were two middle-aged men with fierce faces.

Seeing me passing by, the two men made a gesture to lean towards me.

I turned and ran.

For several days, I never dared to go to that place again.

I went to another place where there were few passers-by and the ground was rough mud. Those people didn't even bother to beg.

That day, I knelt for four hours, my body was almost frozen and my knees were swollen, and I only got [-] cents.

That day, Lulu didn't eat the two steamed buns I brought back by himself like before, but gave me one and a half. Then, while eating the half steamed bun slowly, he rubbed my knee with his little hands .

At that time, I suddenly felt less cold, and my knees did not hurt so much.

At night, listening to the cold wind blowing outside, holding Lulu's soft and warm body, I thought, with Lulu accompanying me like this, no matter how hard it is, no matter how painful it is, I can bear it.

But this thought did not last long.

Lulu and I have been together for 13 days, No. [-] days, I returned to the small shed with the [-] cents I got after kneeling for five hours, and I was going to call Lulu to go to the steamed bun shop to buy steamed buns, now the weather is cold , I bought the steamed buns and brought them back, they will be cold.

However, the shed was empty.

The deer is gone.

There was only a small note left in the shed.

There were three lines written on the note, but unfortunately, I couldn't read any of them.

At that time, I was holding the note, subconsciously gesticulating with my fingers on the ground according to the four words in the first row.

I made gestures all night, keeping the shape of those four characters firmly in my mind.

When I was literate, I knew the meaning of those four words.

Girl, I'm leaving.

As for what was written next, I don't know.

Because, before dawn the next day, heavy rain fell from the sky.

It was like a huge hole was pierced in the sky, and the water of the rivers and lakes poured down from above.

I looked at the heavy rain and thought to myself, maybe God couldn't see it, so he was crying for me.

God cried too hard, too many tears, flooded the wilderness, and also flooded my hut.

The cardboard I used to build the hut turned into a pile of paper in that heavy rain.

Lulu's note has also become paper paste.

Although I don't know what was written on the note, I understand that Lulu is gone and he won't come back.

In the end, I'm still alone.

In the heavy rain, I picked up the broken basin filled with water, the toothbrush and toothpaste I bought for a few days, and a few ragged clothes, and walked aimlessly towards the city.

I thought, I have to find a place to hide from the rain, I have to find another place to shelter.

I had to think about where to find food.

I thought, it’s good if the deer is gone, so that I can go to the trash can again, I can always find something to eat, and I can always find a way to survive.

It doesn't matter if I can't find it, anyway, no one cares if I'm dead.

I was like this, walking in the torrential rain.

I was drenched all over, and my body was so cold that I couldn't feel it. Every step I took was just subconsciously lifting my feet.

Just walking like this, walking, then fell to the ground with a plop.

I passed out.

(End of this chapter)