Qingben beauty

Chapter 394
I suppressed an emotion that suddenly surged up in my heart, and took out the pile of letters.

The letter was heavy in my hand, I took a light breath, suppressed the desire to look through it immediately, and looked in the mailbox.

After confirming that there were no missing letters in it, I closed the door of the mailbox, and then took the pile of letters in one hand and pushed the suitcase up the elevator with the other.

There was still a little time for the elevator to reach my floor. I rubbed the pile of letters lightly with my fingers, and fixed my eyes on the display screen in the elevator, watching the numbers on it jump one by one.

I can't describe how I felt during that time.

After the elevator arrived, I hurried out of the elevator with my luggage, rushed to the door of the room, and opened the door with the key.

There was no light in the house, but dim starlight came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, casting some shimmer.

In that thin light, there was silence in the house, and even the air had a kind of silence.

I stood at the door for a while, let out a sigh of relief, reached out and pressed the switch of the door.

When the headlights came on, I was blinded by the light and closed my eyes slightly. When I opened them again, what caught my eyes was a layer of dust.

There is dust on the ground, on the furniture, including in the air...

I let out a sigh of relief again, closed the door, took out a pair of clean slippers from the shoe cabinet and changed them on, then pushed the suitcase and walked in.

I put the suitcase next to the sofa, and put the pile of letters on the table. Then, I looked at the pile of letters and pondered for three seconds, then put my backpack on the sofa, turned and went to the bathroom .

I opened the door of the living room and roughly cleaned it with a rag and a mop for half an hour before making the living room available for people to sit.

Then, I put the rag on the table, sat down on the sofa, and picked up the pile of letters.

Late at night in October in Shencheng, the wind blew with a refreshing coolness, blowing my sweaty forehead from cleaning, which made people wake up a lot.

I settled down, and then carefully looked at the letters one by one.

Electricity bills, water bills, landline telephone bills, bank notices, a bill for the opening of a certain beauty salon, a bill for a discount in a certain department store, a bill for the opening of a restaurant, a bill for takeaway...

One by one, I carefully and carefully opened the envelopes, looking at those letters without daring to miss a word.

Wait until the last letter is opened, and look at the gym that says so-and-so gives you a perfect life.

I threw the pile of letters on the table and covered my face with my hands.

I didn't cry, I didn't shed tears.

I just had red eye sockets and sore eyes.

I just felt a kind of hatred that made my body tremble slightly from the bottom of my heart.

It has been four months since the day the monkey left.

During this time, I forced myself, I said to myself, I let myself think, I let myself tell myself whenever I think of him, as long as he is happy.

As long as he is happy, so I should completely let go.

But, right now, all I can think about is that day...

Only that day, the strange posture between him and Lu Yao, and then he left resolutely.

It wasn't until this time that I fully understood that he really left resolutely!

Wipe away all traces of yourself, leaving no contact at all.

No phone calls, no letters...

It was as if he had never appeared in my life, and I had nothing to do with him.

It was as if, that time, that time when we were inseparable, dependent on each other, as close as one person, never existed.

Or, like foam, like those used tissues.

Anything casually shattered, anything casually discarded...

No matter how hard I try to suppress it, I try harder to tell myself.

Tell yourself to forgive him...

I couldn't help the hatred that surged up at that moment.

I covered my face and buried my head in my knees, and I don't know how long I kept that position.

I didn't raise my head until the coolness made my body shiver.

I stared blankly at the starry sky outside, then stood up to close the door leading to the balcony from the living room.

When the door was half closed, I stood by the door, and suddenly saw a dazzling light burst out from the street lamp near the gate of the community below. Under that light, the figure of a pedestrian returning late in a hurry came into my eyes clearly.

I stared at the figure in a daze, then closed the door completely.

I subconsciously bypassed the place where the two had leaned against each other in a strange posture, and pushed the box into the bedroom.

I changed the sheets, cleaned it again, and went to shower.

After I got out of the shower, I don't know if it was because the water I put in was a bit cold, so my nerves were stimulated, or it was because of something else, I just didn't feel sleepy at all.

I simply went to the study, wiped the table, and turned on the computer that I hadn't turned on for a long time.

After turning it on, I opened QQ in a strange way, and then clicked on the mailbox.

As soon as the QQ was opened, there were many avatars flashing. I took a look, and there were Ms. Zhu, Wu Gang, and Manager Chen.

I looked at those flashing heads for a while, then went to the mailbox first.

In addition to the advertising letters, there are several letters in the mailbox. In addition to the two young men, Ms. Zhu and Mr. Guo, the most recent one is from Cruise.

I clicked on Cruise's letter, and at the same time opened another window, which also opened the letter from Mr. Guo and the two young men.

Cruise’s letter was not written by him himself. After signing this year’s list, the communication letter with us was handed over to one of his assistants. He probably knew that my English was not good, so the letter was still as Cruise himself is average, it is written in Chinese, but there is no cordial chat between Cruise and me, and it is all about work.

This letter is also the final confirmation of the order.

After I checked the letter with Mr. Guo's two young men, I replied to the other party, and at the same time added a sentence at the end, specific matters, and I can communicate directly with Mr. Guo's two young men in the future.

In fact, seeing the content of these letters, I also know that they have already communicated directly, and even sent me a letter, just to inform them out of professional ethics.

If it was before, I might be very upset.

but now……

When I typed that sentence, I just felt relieved.

Then I closed my mailbox, clicked on QQ, and I opened Ms. Zhu's first. In addition to asking me what happened, Ms. Zhu mentioned Cruise's order, saying that Mr. Guo and the two young people had already Found her, ready to place an order directly.

I asked Ms. Zhu to cooperate with them, and told Ms. Zhu that I have another development opportunity now, so I let them do this business by themselves.

I also said the same thing to Wu Gang, and then replied to other people, telling them that I have something to do recently and will not be on Q for a short time.

The last one, I clicked on Tang Kun's profile picture.

Tang Kun sent me several messages, each with a bigger exclamation point than the other.

There is only one meaning.

The stock has soared!
How much did he earn from the stocks he bought!
I looked at those few messages, and I seemed to see his ecstatic look.

I unconsciously raised the corners of my lips slightly.

I typed the three words too good.

It was already three o'clock in the middle of the night when I sent the message.

But Tang Kun immediately replied with a message: I want to thank you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't return to the stock market again, and I wouldn't make so much money. I remember this favor!
When I saw the message, my heart skipped a beat, and my eye sockets felt sore.

I typed with one hand: don't be so polite, go to bed first, good night.

Covering his eyes with the other hand.

love...

Favor?
Cleared up...

(End of this chapter)