Qingben beauty

Chapter 594 Has entered the final stage
I looked at Lu Li, watching him say those words word by word.

My heart hurts like a knife.

I looked at him and wanted to question him loudly, why did you say that?Why do you want me to go at this time?Didn't we agree?It's not that they will be together forever!You said, you said you would work hard until the last moment!
You said it!

Why are you saying that now!
I originally wanted to yell out so recklessly, and then tell him, if I don't leave, I will definitely not leave at this time, no matter what happens to him, I will accompany him, and I will accompany him to the last moment!Even if it ends with death...

But after I made a sound, my mind suddenly flashed. Before dawn, he kept saying sorry in a low voice.

He kept saying sorry, his voice was very low, like a whisper, but every word was full of heartbreaking pain, which made me feel like my heart was full of numbness just listening to it. Needle.

At that moment, I understood the meaning of Lu Li's words.

Every word he said was actually his sincerity.

He said that he just wanted me to remember him as he is now, as he is sober...

He didn't want me to see his last ugly and helpless look, he didn't want to make me sad...

Because, seeing me sad, he will only be sadder.

He didn't say anything during this time, making me think that I covered it up very well, at least better than him.

However, at the moment before dawn, when he was confused...

None of us can deceive anyone, let alone ourselves!
I looked at him and saw him smiling at me, but there was anxiety and pleading in his eyes...

I looked at him and saw what I thought was an eternity of time, but in fact it might only be a few seconds. I wiped my eyes and said, "I see, but I'm not leaving now. What you said is that you are not conscious. It doesn't matter if I'm here or not, then, I'll wait for you..."

"Xiaoqing!" Lu Li called out.

I smiled at him, wiped my eyes again, and said in a very firm voice this time: "I mean what I say, if it's really you who don't recognize me, if it's really you... we'll go and inform Dr. Su, Dr. Su is here to pick you up, and I'm leaving!"

"Xiaoqing..." Lu Li called again in a low voice.

"Young master, what Miss Gu said is also correct." Mr. Jin said hoarsely: "You are just a little confused now, and you have not completely lost your will. Didn't Dr. Su say that the person in front of you Those patients have all passed away, and now you are the second one, maybe..."

Mr. Jin did not continue, but swallowed hard.

Lu Li smiled at him, and then said to me: "Okay, let's agree, when I don't even recognize you, or fall into a coma, you can go."

I nodded heavily.

Lu Li smiled and said, "Then, can Xiaoqing help me buy tiramisu?"

I glared at him.

What kind of tiramisu do you eat at this time!
If you want to dismiss me, just say so!
Lu Li smiled and shook his head and said, "Well, it's about this time, I want to enjoy some food, can I?"

I froze for a moment, took a light breath, turned around and walked outside.

Walking out of the door, I closed the door and put my ear on the door.

After a while, I heard Mr. Jin say: "I see, I will buy the air tickets for the next few days, and I can send Miss Gu away at any time."

It should be what Lu Li said, but I couldn't hear it at all, and after Mr. Jin asked a surprised question, he lowered his voice...

I……

I am very annoyed that the sound insulation effect of this broken hotel is so good!

After listening for a while, I was sure I couldn't hear it anymore. I snorted softly, turned around and went downstairs honestly, and walked to a nearby cafe. It should be a tiramisu cake, and I asked the waiter who couldn't understand what I said to take it out, and threw another [-] euros to him.

Without waiting for his change, he took the cake and went out.

The waiter chased it out, handed me the change, and gave me a pink cake, and then he kept repeating a sentence.

I didn't understand at all, but he repeated a lot, and I still remembered that sentence. Later, Lu Lingguang told me that the meaning of that sentence was: don't cry, eat a cake, and everything will be fine.

Although I didn't understand what he said at the time, I could still understand his concern. I took the cake and thanked him.

I took the two cakes and walked back quickly. When I reached the hotel entrance, I turned to the river again and sat down on a tree stump.

I said to myself, let Lu Li finish all the whispers.

I said to myself, all right, don't cry.

I said to myself, Xiaoqing, be strong, if you do this again, Lu Li will only be more sad.

I told myself……

I can't go on talking to myself.

Even if, even on Beauty Island, when Dr. Su told me about it for the first time, I had already started to make mental preparations, and I couldn't continue.

I put the cake aside and covered my face.

I didn't cry, I didn't cry, I just drank too much water in the morning, and my body couldn't hold it, so some overflowed from my eye sockets...

i didn't cry...

But my back bent down involuntarily, from covering my face to burying my face between my knees, wrapping my arms around my head, shrinking myself like a snail.

until someone tapped me on the shoulder.

I was startled, and quickly wiped my eyes with the back of my hand, then slowly raised my head.

My eyes were full of fog, and it was hazy, and there was a tingling sensation, so when I looked up, I looked at it for a long time before I saw clearly that it was Mr. Jin.

After Mr. Jin patted me, he waited for a while, sighed after seeing my reaction, and sat down beside me. He looked at the Seine River in front of him: "Young man, if he is in the hospital, Now this situation will be directly notified of critical illness.”

I groaned, turned my head away, and rubbed my face again with my hands.

"You asked me before, so you should also understand that once his consciousness becomes blurred, it means that he has entered the final stage. He can fall into a coma at any time, and can die suddenly from cardiac arrest at any time."

Mr. Jin's voice paused, and said: "However, this is not the real reason why the young master let you go. The real reason is that if he really died suddenly like this, then not only Dr. Su and I will be responsible, I'm afraid you will become the target of those people."

I was taken aback, turned to look at him, and at the same time remembered what Dr. Xu said.

"Miss Gu, do you know why Eldest Young Master hasn't officially married you?" Mr. Jin didn't look at me, but continued to look at the river, and asked softly.

I felt a pain in my heart, and slowly shook my head.

"Because, Young Master doesn't want you to be dragged into the Lu family. When he is not sure that he can survive and protect you, he will never let you have any relationship with the Lu family, otherwise..." Mr. Jin lightly He took a breath and said in a low voice: "For example, now, he promised Dr. Su to go to a nursing home, and he told Dr. Su that no matter how painful it was, he would use instruments to maintain his vital signs for a few days after he completely lost consciousness... Just like that donor body, because, if he didn't do this, his mother, his father, and those Lu family members who have always denied him, when the time came, they would blame others for the sake of the Lu family's face, saying Maybe he will do something, he is to stop those people's mouths, let you get rid of the relationship cleanly, and will not suffer any harm..."

(End of this chapter)