Qingben beauty

Chapter 607 I Don't Want To Die
After sitting there for a few minutes, I stood up with my hands on the wall.

Although I was really tired, I was so tired that my feet were so weak that I couldn't stand up straight, and I trembled for a while when I took a step.

But I know better that I can't sit like this.

It's almost three o'clock in the night now, the temperature is very low, I have been carrying a cement bag, my body is not only cold, but also sweating profusely, the sweat drenched my clothes, now I can't move, I was caught As soon as the wind blows, the coolness will penetrate into the body, if I continue to sit like this...

Then, it will be like those people I saw before, even if they don't die, they will be seriously ill.

But now, if I am really sick, I am afraid that I am not far from death.

Although, when I found out that the donor body was cremated, I was so desperate that I wanted to be with Lu Li...

But now, my body and my heart are telling me that I don't want to die.

It hurts, but I don't want to die.

Lu Li, it was so painful, he had faced death since he was sensible, and he could persist in surviving, treating every day as his last, surviving without wasting any time.

I have no reason not to live!
Not only do I have to live, I have to live well!

Thinking about it, I was also facing the threat of death when I was born. I may not have the initiative and deep wisdom of Lu Li, but I have lived until now, and I am unwilling to waste every moment. I work harder and harder. food, then a roof, and then a shelter...

Step by step to the present.

Desperate...

I leaned on the wall and walked forward step by step, and said to myself in my heart: Gu Qing, don't be so hopeless, there are no absolutes, dead ends, and despairs in this world, there are only endings after giving up, do you want to give up?You have lived so hard until now, do you want to give up?

I closed my eyes, and the last scene of Lu Li talking to me flashed before my eyes.

I found with some heartache that on this day, I didn't think about him seriously...

In other words, it wasn't like two days ago, he was the one who opened and closed his eyes.

I took a deep breath and remembered what Lu Li said to me at the end.

At that time, I only felt heartbroken, heartbroken and empty, but now, I completely understand the meaning of his words.

I even get it, he said it twice, you can be sad, but not for too long...

the meaning of.

I took another deep breath, let go of the wall, and strode forward hard, first with small steps, then with quick steps, and finally with a trot, and ran back to the parking lot where I parked.

There is a public restroom next to the parking lot, which is also open at night, and there is no one there.

I went to the bathroom, took off the camera on my waist, and took off my shirt. When I threw it in the pool, I thought about it, and even took off my pants and shorts.

Just like that, I washed my clothes with the hand sanitizer next to me, and then checked that there was no one outside, so I took the wet clothes to cover the key parts, and ran back to my car.

I turned on the heater in the car, put my clothes on the vents, and curled up on the back seat.

After such strenuous physical labor, being blown by such heating, the drowsiness caused by the exhaustion of the body is unbearable and unbearable.

But I dare not sleep.

I can only pinch myself when I can't help it.

When my arms and thighs were covered with patches of purple, my shirt was finally almost dry. Although my pants were still a little wet, they were acceptable.

I picked up my clothes and put them on, went to the bathroom again, got back to the car and drove out of the parking lot.

I looked at the map, and the parking lot should not be far from the beach.

I drove the car to the beach, found an open parking lot, and parked the car.

Then I turned off the heat, opened some windows, put the driver's seat down, threw my head back and fell asleep.

It was almost five o'clock at this time, and a ray of morning glow had already appeared on the horizon. After a while, the sun would come out and the temperature would rise.

At that time, my car and my people will be shrouded in the sun.

shrouded in the sun...

I...was woken up by the heat.

To be precise, I had a dream. I dreamed that I was walking on top of the lava, and there was billowing lava underneath. From time to time, a fire burst out. The fire was not very hot, but rather warm and comfortable. I feel it, but it burns and makes my skin a little painful. Moreover, not only the fire, but also the drizzle falling down, making my body a little wet.

Then, I saw Lu Li.

He stood at the lava fracture in front of me, smiled at me and shook his head, and said softly: "Xiaoqing, don't sleep anymore, the sun is drying your ass!"

I stretched out my hand and called Lu Li coquettishly, but Lu Li chuckled again, reached out and waved at me, and then pushed me hard.

I retreated, and he also retreated because of that push, and he was about to retreat into the lava.

I was startled and woke up.

After waking up, I felt that there was a golden light in front of my eyes, my body was hot and dry, and my clothes were wet with sweat again.

I covered my eyes with my hands and looked outside.

Well, the sun is really shining, and the temperature gauge in the car is forty degrees.

It may be lunch break, but the beach is still clean, only two bare-bottomed children are playing.

I rolled down the car windows, opened them all wide, and when the wind blew in, I hurriedly closed them halfway.

I pulled out a few tissues from the tissue box that came with the car, wiped the sweat off my body, and got out of the car.

According to my experience of watching movies and TV shows, there should be small shops next to this kind of beach.

I circled around, and sure enough, I saw a small supermarket.

I went in, picked the cheapest baguette that only cost [-] Euro, took two big bottles of water that cost [-] Euro, and then chose a bag of oranges that cost [-] Euro. Finally, I saw in the innermost place A black cotton t-shirt with a price tag of five euros.

I took a t-shirt.

I took these things and walked to the door to pay the bill. When I put the things on the counter, a car parked outside the door, and someone yelled outside.

The only person in the store was the old woman in front of the counter who looked at least 60 years old. Hearing someone calling outside, the old woman answered and looked at me.

I set my things down on the counter and took a few steps back.

At this time, the people in that car had already got out of the car, unloaded several boxes of beverages to the door with a kind of unloading elevator, then called out to the old lady in the shop a few times, and drove on. The car is gone.

The old woman yelled a few times towards the door, then looked again, frowning and shaking her head.

I thought about it, went out, and picked up a box of drinks.

The drink was in a glass bottle, and I didn't know if it was a drink or wine, it was dead heavy!
As I moved towards the door, I asked the old lady where to put it?
Although I spoke Chinese, the old woman understood it in seconds. She walked out of the counter and directed me to put it in the open space next to the freezer.

I brought in all the boxes of drinks, stacked them, and then walked back to the counter, took out ten euros and handed them to the old lady.

The old lady took a bag and put all the things I picked in it, took the money, and gave me another seven euros.

I looked at her with some surprise.

I didn't want to get paid for moving those boxes, I just saw her as an old man...

The old woman smiled kindly at me and said something I didn't understand.

Although I don't understand the language, I understand the kindness in her smile.

I went back, took another loaf of bread, gave her three euros, thanked her, and left the shop.

After eating a third of the baguette and drinking some water, I drove out of the small town and headed for Malaga.

(End of this chapter)