Glory of the Qing Dynasty

Chapter 102

"Is this concubine talking nonsense? You know it in your heart. I understand the pain in your heart and you care about it. But if you don't tell me, how would Huang Ama know? What I have always wanted is not the throne or the crown prince. I have to start from the beginning." In the end, all I want is Huang Ama’s fatherly love, the kind of wholehearted and impurity-free fatherly love. When I was young, I was ignorant and dared to tell Huang Ama. Huang Ama did that. Gradually, I grew up. Everyone around me told Grandpa Ama that he was not an ordinary father. I became scruples when I was afraid of losing, so I was afraid of losing. The more timid I was, the more I lost. It was also because of this that Huang Ama misunderstood my father. Grandpa resents Huang Ama for giving you too many things you don’t want, but you are stingy with giving you what you want. Why doesn’t Grandpa think about why you resent? Is it just because you can’t get it? The relationship between elder brother and grandpa is like fire and water, because you can’t get it Are brothers and sisters of elder brother respectful and angry and resentful? It's all because you care about Huang Ama, you like this father!" The princess said earnestly.

Yinfeng didn't expect his daughter-in-law to know him so well, Yinfeng smiled miserably, "I didn't expect that after all these years, the one who knows me best is not Huang Ama, not me, but you who has been ignored by me all the time, what did you say?" Wrong, I do love and resent Huang Ama. Huang Erniang died because of my father's dystocia. I have never seen her. I don't know what my mother is like. She has been raised by Huang Ama. Huang Ama loves her very much. Lord, the food and food are definitely the best, and the luxurious ones are better than his own. I used to think that this was the best, until I grew up. The first time I saw Concubine Hui get along with her elder brother. Only then did I realize that there is such a kind of pure love in the world. I don’t mean that Huang Ama’s love is not pure, but that he is not only a father but also an emperor. In front of the country, father’s love is not so important anymore. Grandpa has always envied eldest brother and the others, eldest brother does not have a noble background, does not have too much power, but he has a mother who only loves him wholeheartedly!"

"Emperor Erniang will do the same when she is still alive!" The princess concubine persuaded.

"I know, but I have never received that kind of love. I don't know when, that love has slowly transferred to Huang Ama, and the requirements for Huang Ama are getting higher and higher. It is said that Huang Ama not only bears the father's love, but also carries the mother's love. He knows that he can't do what Concubine Hui does, but the master still has extravagant hopes. Is this what I want? In fact, he doesn’t know. I have done so much, but I just hope that he can hug and touch Grandpa like Concubine Hui, and listen to Grandpa tell some interesting things in class and the relationship between brothers. The joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys, slowly getting bigger and bigger, I know Huang Ama's difficulties, Huang Ama protects me, but people's hearts are like this, if there is a comparison, it will be insufficient, and it has become what it is today!" Yinreng told with a wry smile.

Kangxi was very astonished. His son never told him these words. He never knew that his son had such great affection for him.

"If the Lord and Huang Ama were both more frank, it wouldn't be like this!" the Crown Princess said helplessly.

"No! The environment has created this. In fact, I have always felt sorry for the fourth child. Every time I saw the fourth child, I felt that I was not the poorest in this palace. At least I still have a queen mother who really loves me. None, that's why I took extra care of him, because we are too similar. In the past, only the power and status were poor, no! The rights and status were also given by Huang Ama, and they can be taken back at any time. I have nothing, but now I still have nothing, but the fourth child is different. Ever since Wanfu married him, my grandfather has seen his changes. The fourth child who is cold outside and hot inside, has never been a bit extreme, has changed in his eyes. With tenderness, he would smile. Looking at the way Fuyou Fumei got along with the fourth child, at that moment, he understood that that was what he hoped for but didn't get. They were just a pair of very ordinary parents, Fumei Fuyou I will not dare to tell him about myself because I am afraid that the fourth child will be angry, and will share my joys and sorrows with him. The fourth child will not be angry because of the fun of Fumei and their children. Joy, anger, sorrow, joy, fear that Huang Ama would think that the master is not good enough, afraid of losing his blessing, and fear of becoming a real lonely person. In fact, from wanting to be loved to being timid until now, Huang Ama has never changed, she is still the wise king, she has changed It’s just me, I lost myself in worrying about gains and losses, just like what you said, the more timid you lose, the more you lose!” Yinfeng felt much more comfortable when he said it!

"Master, have you ever thought about not being a prince? In fact, it doesn't matter to me whether you are a prince or not. I just want my family to be safe." If he can give up, then the fourth child will get the throne in the future. Isn't it possible to let them go?
"I'm afraid I can't help it. No one has ever asked me if I want to, or not. From the moment I was born, my road was planned by Huang Ama. I used to be very envious of my fourth child, but now I find out that God treats me. It’s not that bad, I ignored it before, but actually there is a woman like Wan Fu who appears beside me, and I don’t even know about it!” The prince showed the only smile these days.

The princess has mixed feelings in her heart. Her life has long been doomed. Even if Yinfeng is no longer alive, she will be fine. There are some profound educations in the soul that she can neither forget nor change. In this life, she only has one Husband, that is Yinfeng, originally thought that in this life, he would live his own life freely, but now, can he have some expectations?

(End of this chapter)