Chapter 237
"It's Chinese New Year, I'm homesick..." Fang Shiyou forced Ningxia to tell the truth.It's really embarrassing to be homesick, and I'm not a child.
"But aren't you going home soon? Why do you still have such a face?" Obviously, Fang Shiyou didn't believe it.
On weekdays, she is always crazy, and she can't avoid making jokes when she calls home, talking about running the train, if she says she is homesick, he won't believe it!What's more, it was already decided that she would go home.That day, he suddenly saw the news about Spring Festival travel, and he happened to ask her where she was going during the Spring Festival when she was next to her.
When it comes to the Spring Festival, Fang Shiyou still wants Ningxia to stay with him for the New Year, but he also understands her feeling of being alone as a girl.Especially working alone, I dare not ask for leave if I have nothing to do, even if I have a small illness, I don’t have a rest.
Although Fang Shiyou was reluctant, he still reminded Ningxia to buy tickets earlier so as not to miss the time.On the other hand, as soon as Ningxia was about to go home, Fang Shiyou couldn't help but feel empty in his heart.Another Spring Festival, he will be alone as a companion, but fortunately, he has a her who can talk to him on the phone.
She had already bought the ticket, and he said he would take her to the station, but she was about to leave and said she was homesick.What he was afraid of was that she would use this to prevaricate something, and he would feel even more uncomfortable. If he asked, it would be better not to ask...
"I just thought about it, I just thought about it, I just thought about it!" I don't know if it was because of drinking a little wine, the little emotion that Ning Xia had just suppressed just now came out in a flash.She beat Fang Shiyou's shoulder, struggling and twisting, with tears hanging from the corners of her eyes. "You are here in D City, how do you know what a foreign girl like me thinks about your parents..."
"Yes, I don't know..." Holding Ningxia in his arms, Fang Shiyou forced a smile, there was no displeasure in his expression, but there was a hint of loneliness.In that instant, it all disappeared.
Ning Xia knew about the relationship between Fang Shiyou and his parents. Even though they were both in City D, don't think about it. It's useless.Ning Xia didn't want to say this at first, but Fang Shiyou's mouth was unstoppable.
In fact, he also longs for home.
Ning Xia looked at Fang Shiyou.Whether he admits it or not, whether he hates or resents his parents, she can see the longing in his eyes...
If there is no hope, no longing, then there will be no loneliness. Although he tried his best to cover up and deny it, Ningxia saw it and understood it.Ning Xia's heart twitched suddenly, unable to say a word of comfort.
It turned out that she was so weak and powerless to his world.Ning Xia's heart was astringent, and his eyes were blurred.
Drunk, but not drunk.
After much difficulty, Ningxia raised her arms around Fang Shiyou's neck.He snorted softly, raised his head, his voice was not loud but he seemed to have exhausted all his strength and courage, "Fang Shiyou, can you go home and have a look during the Chinese New Year?"
It took all the courage for Ningxia to say this.Ningxia knew that "family" was Fang Shiyou's backlash and his wound, and Ningxia didn't know how Fang Shiyou would react if he dared to say that.
In the past, it was common for him to be moody, let alone encounter such things...
Ningxia's heart was pounding too. After all, it was still her fault today, making troubles about irrelevant things.
"Huh?" Fang Shiyou snorted softly, apparently he didn't seem to understand what Ning Xia meant.
Seeing Fang Shiyou's reaction, Ning Xia thought he was a sign of displeasure.Ningxia had no choice but to suppress the business extremely softly, and fell in Fang Shiyou's ear.
"Even if you just go and have a look, see your parents, go to the house, maybe everything is not that difficult..." There was some fear and anticipation in the voice, Ning Xia didn't know if Fang Shiyou would agree, and he didn't know if he would. Because of this, she was angry, but she really hoped that Fang Shiyou could go home and have a look, maybe he could restore the family relationship that had been lost so hard.
This time, Fang Shiyou heard and understood Ningxia's meaning completely, and at the same time, his face was not as peaceful as before.
"It's not that difficult?" Fang Shiyou asked back but laughed out loud.
Is it difficult, only he knows that if his father hadn't done such a terrible thing back then, their relationship would not have fallen to where it is today.It's not that he has no desire for family affection, after all, he has received too little warmth and care since he was a child.How much he longed to have a normal family, a father who could play ball and climb mountains with him, and a mother who could accompany him to study at his desk. He longed for the care and attention he deserved in that family, and the love he deserved. and tolerance.But... But this is not his desire, but his obsession, his wishful thinking, and his desire died too late.He died on a rainy night that year when he was shut out by his father...
You know, that time my mother cried tears in the house, but my father refused to make any concessions.
In a family, his father and him have almost put on a stance of never getting in touch with each other. If they talk about walking around, at most, it is only the mother who comes to see him.When he fell into the ditch that time, someone must have informed him that his mother had already made a schedule for that day, but she suddenly arrived at the hospital.He was happy, thinking that one day he would finally be able to overcome those international diplomatic relations that caused him headaches, but it didn't take long for his mother to say goodbye after answering the phone. Fang Shiyou's mood at that time was that his mother would never come here Hospital……
"I also hope that it's not that difficult." Laughing at himself, Fang Shiyou's heart ached. "Ningning, there is no room for redemption between us. I didn't think about all this. It wasn't me who cut off our relationship, but him..."
Fang Shiyou seemed to be a little out of control, and Ning Xia couldn't help but feel distressed by the ups and downs of his voice.She seemed to have seen his loneliness, even his despair.
"Maybe everyone is waiting for the other party to take the first step, maybe..." Ning Xia said, retracting into Fang Shiyou's arms, wrapping his body tightly around him. "Why can't you give it a try? There is no such great hatred between children and parents..."
Ning Xia didn't know what to say anymore, maybe she hadn't been able to understand the hatred in Fang Shiyou's heart so deeply.She knew he was having a hard time, but she still hoped that he could reconcile with his parents, at least not ignore each other.
"Life is only a few decades, Fang Shiyou, you can only be with your parents after all, can you really leave the person who gave you your life? They may not communicate with you in the wrong way, but after all, they are also I really want to be good for you, although you think their way can’t be applied to you, but their intentions are good..."
Ning Xia never thought that there would be such a day when she would say such things to Fang Shiyou.Ning Xia understands that she is just a silly girl in the eyes of Young Master Fang, and she will only be laughed at by him if she says such a thing now.However, regarding the matter of the family, Ningxia has too many feelings in her heart, if she doesn't say it, she will really feel too uncomfortable.Moreover, she also couldn't see Fang Shiyou like this, she didn't want him to be unable to get out of the shadow of this matter for the rest of his life.Family is the warmest safe haven for everyone.But at this moment, Ningxia felt Fang Shiyou's resistance to this matter.
"Go, even go and have a look, and let them know that you have them in your heart. Back then, they thought that you would have the best life if you walked the path they arranged for you, and it would be smooth sailing, but now, you have a successful career and wind. From raw water. You have proved that you can achieve something without them. Fang Shiyou, let them know that since they can live a good life, why not follow your own way? If everything in the past It's still unknown, so now, everything about you is in front of you, so what contradictions can't be reconciled?"
Maybe, not knowing the heights of the heavens and the depths of the earth refers to oneself.From Fang Shiyou's eyes, Ningxia saw disapproval.Gradually, Ning Xia became silent, and she stopped talking.Ningxia understands that maybe Fang Shiyou's obsession is really not so easy to let go.
Others hurt you ten times, not as good as family members hurt you once.
But to Ningxia's surprise, she thought her persuasion was nothing more than ineffective remarks, a waste of words.But the moment Fang Shiyou's car ignited, he uttered a word in a low voice, "Okay..."
Ning Xia didn't know if Fang Shiyou was just perfunctory with the word "good", but she only remembered that the deepness between his brows was still clear in her bewitched eyes that day.
(End of this chapter)
"It's Chinese New Year, I'm homesick..." Fang Shiyou forced Ningxia to tell the truth.It's really embarrassing to be homesick, and I'm not a child.
"But aren't you going home soon? Why do you still have such a face?" Obviously, Fang Shiyou didn't believe it.
On weekdays, she is always crazy, and she can't avoid making jokes when she calls home, talking about running the train, if she says she is homesick, he won't believe it!What's more, it was already decided that she would go home.That day, he suddenly saw the news about Spring Festival travel, and he happened to ask her where she was going during the Spring Festival when she was next to her.
When it comes to the Spring Festival, Fang Shiyou still wants Ningxia to stay with him for the New Year, but he also understands her feeling of being alone as a girl.Especially working alone, I dare not ask for leave if I have nothing to do, even if I have a small illness, I don’t have a rest.
Although Fang Shiyou was reluctant, he still reminded Ningxia to buy tickets earlier so as not to miss the time.On the other hand, as soon as Ningxia was about to go home, Fang Shiyou couldn't help but feel empty in his heart.Another Spring Festival, he will be alone as a companion, but fortunately, he has a her who can talk to him on the phone.
She had already bought the ticket, and he said he would take her to the station, but she was about to leave and said she was homesick.What he was afraid of was that she would use this to prevaricate something, and he would feel even more uncomfortable. If he asked, it would be better not to ask...
"I just thought about it, I just thought about it, I just thought about it!" I don't know if it was because of drinking a little wine, the little emotion that Ning Xia had just suppressed just now came out in a flash.She beat Fang Shiyou's shoulder, struggling and twisting, with tears hanging from the corners of her eyes. "You are here in D City, how do you know what a foreign girl like me thinks about your parents..."
"Yes, I don't know..." Holding Ningxia in his arms, Fang Shiyou forced a smile, there was no displeasure in his expression, but there was a hint of loneliness.In that instant, it all disappeared.
Ning Xia knew about the relationship between Fang Shiyou and his parents. Even though they were both in City D, don't think about it. It's useless.Ning Xia didn't want to say this at first, but Fang Shiyou's mouth was unstoppable.
In fact, he also longs for home.
Ning Xia looked at Fang Shiyou.Whether he admits it or not, whether he hates or resents his parents, she can see the longing in his eyes...
If there is no hope, no longing, then there will be no loneliness. Although he tried his best to cover up and deny it, Ningxia saw it and understood it.Ning Xia's heart twitched suddenly, unable to say a word of comfort.
It turned out that she was so weak and powerless to his world.Ning Xia's heart was astringent, and his eyes were blurred.
Drunk, but not drunk.
After much difficulty, Ningxia raised her arms around Fang Shiyou's neck.He snorted softly, raised his head, his voice was not loud but he seemed to have exhausted all his strength and courage, "Fang Shiyou, can you go home and have a look during the Chinese New Year?"
It took all the courage for Ningxia to say this.Ningxia knew that "family" was Fang Shiyou's backlash and his wound, and Ningxia didn't know how Fang Shiyou would react if he dared to say that.
In the past, it was common for him to be moody, let alone encounter such things...
Ningxia's heart was pounding too. After all, it was still her fault today, making troubles about irrelevant things.
"Huh?" Fang Shiyou snorted softly, apparently he didn't seem to understand what Ning Xia meant.
Seeing Fang Shiyou's reaction, Ning Xia thought he was a sign of displeasure.Ningxia had no choice but to suppress the business extremely softly, and fell in Fang Shiyou's ear.
"Even if you just go and have a look, see your parents, go to the house, maybe everything is not that difficult..." There was some fear and anticipation in the voice, Ning Xia didn't know if Fang Shiyou would agree, and he didn't know if he would. Because of this, she was angry, but she really hoped that Fang Shiyou could go home and have a look, maybe he could restore the family relationship that had been lost so hard.
This time, Fang Shiyou heard and understood Ningxia's meaning completely, and at the same time, his face was not as peaceful as before.
"It's not that difficult?" Fang Shiyou asked back but laughed out loud.
Is it difficult, only he knows that if his father hadn't done such a terrible thing back then, their relationship would not have fallen to where it is today.It's not that he has no desire for family affection, after all, he has received too little warmth and care since he was a child.How much he longed to have a normal family, a father who could play ball and climb mountains with him, and a mother who could accompany him to study at his desk. He longed for the care and attention he deserved in that family, and the love he deserved. and tolerance.But... But this is not his desire, but his obsession, his wishful thinking, and his desire died too late.He died on a rainy night that year when he was shut out by his father...
You know, that time my mother cried tears in the house, but my father refused to make any concessions.
In a family, his father and him have almost put on a stance of never getting in touch with each other. If they talk about walking around, at most, it is only the mother who comes to see him.When he fell into the ditch that time, someone must have informed him that his mother had already made a schedule for that day, but she suddenly arrived at the hospital.He was happy, thinking that one day he would finally be able to overcome those international diplomatic relations that caused him headaches, but it didn't take long for his mother to say goodbye after answering the phone. Fang Shiyou's mood at that time was that his mother would never come here Hospital……
"I also hope that it's not that difficult." Laughing at himself, Fang Shiyou's heart ached. "Ningning, there is no room for redemption between us. I didn't think about all this. It wasn't me who cut off our relationship, but him..."
Fang Shiyou seemed to be a little out of control, and Ning Xia couldn't help but feel distressed by the ups and downs of his voice.She seemed to have seen his loneliness, even his despair.
"Maybe everyone is waiting for the other party to take the first step, maybe..." Ning Xia said, retracting into Fang Shiyou's arms, wrapping his body tightly around him. "Why can't you give it a try? There is no such great hatred between children and parents..."
Ning Xia didn't know what to say anymore, maybe she hadn't been able to understand the hatred in Fang Shiyou's heart so deeply.She knew he was having a hard time, but she still hoped that he could reconcile with his parents, at least not ignore each other.
"Life is only a few decades, Fang Shiyou, you can only be with your parents after all, can you really leave the person who gave you your life? They may not communicate with you in the wrong way, but after all, they are also I really want to be good for you, although you think their way can’t be applied to you, but their intentions are good..."
Ning Xia never thought that there would be such a day when she would say such things to Fang Shiyou.Ning Xia understands that she is just a silly girl in the eyes of Young Master Fang, and she will only be laughed at by him if she says such a thing now.However, regarding the matter of the family, Ningxia has too many feelings in her heart, if she doesn't say it, she will really feel too uncomfortable.Moreover, she also couldn't see Fang Shiyou like this, she didn't want him to be unable to get out of the shadow of this matter for the rest of his life.Family is the warmest safe haven for everyone.But at this moment, Ningxia felt Fang Shiyou's resistance to this matter.
"Go, even go and have a look, and let them know that you have them in your heart. Back then, they thought that you would have the best life if you walked the path they arranged for you, and it would be smooth sailing, but now, you have a successful career and wind. From raw water. You have proved that you can achieve something without them. Fang Shiyou, let them know that since they can live a good life, why not follow your own way? If everything in the past It's still unknown, so now, everything about you is in front of you, so what contradictions can't be reconciled?"
Maybe, not knowing the heights of the heavens and the depths of the earth refers to oneself.From Fang Shiyou's eyes, Ningxia saw disapproval.Gradually, Ning Xia became silent, and she stopped talking.Ningxia understands that maybe Fang Shiyou's obsession is really not so easy to let go.
Others hurt you ten times, not as good as family members hurt you once.
But to Ningxia's surprise, she thought her persuasion was nothing more than ineffective remarks, a waste of words.But the moment Fang Shiyou's car ignited, he uttered a word in a low voice, "Okay..."
Ning Xia didn't know if Fang Shiyou was just perfunctory with the word "good", but she only remembered that the deepness between his brows was still clear in her bewitched eyes that day.
(End of this chapter)
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