The Addicted Farmer's Daughter-in-law

Chapter 319
"They were worried about you, so they came to see you." Xiao Yushu turned around and went to prepare tea.

"Heh, it's because of my joke." Xiao Yuqiong curled her lips and smiled self-deprecatingly. In her current situation, there is nothing to be laughed at. Should this be her own fault?But what did I do wrong?

Su Xiaofan almost couldn't connect her with the arrogant and princess-like person in his memory. Sometimes, suffering a few blows can really change a person a lot, but she has changed too much. Wrapped in that gorgeous dress, her thin body looked extraordinarily petite.

"Yuqiong, don't say that, Xiaofan and we are both worried about you, so we came here to take a look." Shui Ling'er's nose soured, even if she didn't have a good relationship with her, she couldn't help feeling distressed at this time, It's been a long time since a person who used to be a good person has been tortured like this.

Shui Mei frowned and leaned on the side, as if she had no intention of walking in at all.

"I don't need you guys to come and see me, you can go." Xiao Yuqiong turned her head and continued to look out of the empty window. There used to be a big tree there. Recently, Mother said that she didn't like seeing herself staring out of the window in a daze. I thought I was looking at the tree every day, so I asked someone to remove the tree.

Shui Ling'er moved her lips, but said nothing.

Su Xiaofan walked over and sat down beside Xiao Yuqiong, under her resistance, he pulled her hand up and placed it on his still extremely flat belly: "At this moment, a new life is being conceived just like you. It's still fragile, and if you're going to throw it away, it's an easy thing to do, but one day you'll regret it."

"I won't regret it." Xiao Yuqiong withdrew her hand vigorously, and said angrily: "You are carrying Brother Mo's child in your womb, so you naturally want to take good care of him. I... that makes me hate How can the bane left by a nightmare that cannot die be compared."

"That's your child, what does it have to do with others?" Su Xiaofan lowered his eyes, and suddenly realized that perhaps he was not suitable to be a lobbyist at all from his standpoint.

"I know..." Xiao Yuqiong bit her lips, tears glistening in her eyes, although she kept clamoring that she didn't want him, but that was just her initial thought. He vomited non-stop, and he had truly felt its existence, but at the same time, the lingering nightmare became more and more clear. After that, nothing like that happened again, but as soon as the night came, the nameless fear would sweep over.

"Sorry, I overstepped. In fact, this is just the first child. It's up to you if you want it or not. Anyway, in the future, you will meet someone who belongs to you, and a child you want to take care of will be born." Su Xiaofan heaved a sigh of relief, it was because he was too persistent, because he was also pregnant at the moment, so he hoped that she would be able to give birth to a child safely and safely.

but……

If this child is the root cause of her inability to forget those things, then maybe it is the best choice not to let him come into this world, otherwise, if she cannot love that child with her heart in the future, that child will be too pitiful.

"There won't be such a person." Xiao Yuqiong hugged her body tightly and shrank into a corner, her frail shoulders trembling uncontrollably.

"Your brother is very worried about you. While you are torturing yourself, the people around you who care about you are also being tormented. Why don't you let yourself live a little easier?" Su Xiaofan felt distressed and supported her shoulders.

Xiao Yushu stood aside with tea, the hatred in his heart was constantly spreading, if he found out that rebellious person in this mansion, he wished he could tear him alive with his own hands, and it was the same for Nan Yunzhi, but right now , still can't move him.

"Woooo..." Xiao Yuqiong broke down in tears, and couldn't answer her question at all. She didn't know what to do, and she didn't know how to make herself more relaxed.

"And whether you want a child in your womb or not, you have to forget about those things. Don't embarrass yourself for the unworthy person for the rest of your life. We will keep it secret for you. Except for some people we know so far, we will not let more people I know, time will slowly wash away all your painful memories, if it is uncomfortable to stay alone in the mansion, how about going out for a walk occasionally? Yan'er is very worried about you, and is still making small clothes for your child." Su Xiaofan thought hard To divert her attention, often encountering these things, it is because she has been refusing to let herself go, and then repeatedly reproduces those scenes in her heart, and then pushes herself to the point where there is no way out.

Xiao Yuqiong raised her tear-filled eyes, remembering the situation when Sister Yan'er came to see her a few days ago. At that time, she wanted to talk to her, but she couldn't do it. She has lost her qualifications to be a mother, so how can she have the face to say in front of her that she doesn't want this child?

"Otherwise, how about we go out for a walk now? Just now the three of us went for a walk on the opposite mountain. It's very beautiful there, and some wild flowers have bloomed sporadically." Su Xiaofan followed the direction she was looking at earlier. , the sky is so blue, so clear without any impurities, why didn't she see it?
Or in other words, at this moment, her heart is full of gloom, and no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it loses its original color in her eyes.

"No need, I don't want to go out. I don't know when it started, the scenery outside has become gray. Occasionally, I look forward to seeing the scenery I saw before." Xiao Yuqiong stopped crying. The tear stains have gradually dried up, and the eyes are full of confusion.

Su Xiaofan sighed softly, stretched out his hand to break her small face, and said word by word: "Look carefully, the sky outside is still so blue, it's just your mood that changes, close your eyes, take a deep breath, Look at the scenery outside again, don't trap yourself in the cage you built, even if you hide in it and blame yourself for a lifetime, the sky will not lose its color because of you."

The tears that Xiao Yuqiong had just retreated poured out again. Although she didn't quite understand what she said, she felt that what she said was true. How could the sky turn gray because of anyone's misfortune?It's just me who has changed, slowly closing my eyes, the words she said echoed in my mind, don't trap yourself in the cage you built, after a while, you opened your eyes and looked out.

really……

The sky is still the sky of the past, dazzling blue.

"If you want to go out for a walk some other day, just send someone to look for me. It just so happens that I want to take a walk in the valley every day." Seeing that the expression on her face seemed to be more relaxed than before, Su Xiaofan felt relieved a lot, Even if you don't forget those things so quickly, at least you won't feel so uncomfortable every day.

(End of this chapter)