Chongxi Concubine of Time Travel

Chapter 276 The role of children, bad news (1)
"I know this, but isn't this what I should do as a man and a husband? I want to raise you and disable you, so you can't do without me." Xuanyuan Xuanxiao heard her words. The action paused and said.He knew that she was different, she could do many things without him, and when he was in danger, he asked her to come forward to rescue him.But she is her own wife, her own Yan'er, she should do these things by herself, and she is willing to do so.He also wanted to do something for her, even if it was a little thing.

"Okay, from now on you do these things, and I'll try to be a little woman." His inadvertent pause was caught by Shangguan Xueyan, and she wondered whether she should also follow his wishes and be a husband and parent The woman in the backyard, but is that still me?
"You don't have to change anything on purpose, that's good, but you can leave some things to me." Xuanyuan Xuanxiao lowered her head and dealt with the things in her hands. It's not bad for her, at least she won't worry about her being Those official wives and royal relatives in Shangjing bullied her.Just like in the few years when I was not around, it was because of her independence and strength that Prince Xuan's Mansion fell into the hands of Ling Dan and that temptress. She also helped Yao'er's family at a critical moment, and she did what she should have done by herself. Things, and now such an excellent son, I should not ask her to be like those ordinary women, that would make her uncomfortable, and she would be uncomfortable anyway.

"Okay." Shangguan Xueyan said with a smile, in fact, she didn't know what to say now, she didn't want to force herself to change for one person, even if that person was the one she loved.She knows that only she can give herself a sense of security, perhaps because she was deeply hurt by feelings in the first life, so that in the next two lives, she has a strong defensive mentality towards her feelings.Even if you know that you love the other person, the other person also loves you.

"Mother, what are you thinking?" Xuanyuan Yunmo's voice interrupted Shangguan Xueyan's thoughts.

"It's nothing, mother will cook for you later, have you been eating Bigu pills?" Shangguan Xueyan asked him, she could smell the pills.

"Yes, their food is terrible, and there are drugs in it."

"Mo'er, do you feel bitter or uncomfortable? Do you regret your decision at that time?" Shangguan Xueyan asked while pulling her son to the side.She wondered if her son's mood had changed in the past few days.

"Mother, do you want to tell the truth?" Xuanyuan Yunmo looked up at his mother and asked.

"Mother wants to hear what Mo'er is thinking?" Shangguan Xueyan said encouragingly in her eyes.

"The past few days have been very bitter and tiring. I have never suffered from such hardship since I was an adult. I have never seen those meals before. To put it bluntly, even the dogs in the mansion can't eat them." , but that was indeed the food they gave us. I wish I could dismantle the carriage, and it was scary for those people to grab the food. But mother, I don’t regret my decision. I want to do something that I think is right. I always remember my mother's teachings. I don't want to see those children who are my age leave home and leave their parents who love them. I know their families will be very worried, just like my mother is worried about me. But I am very young now, and I can't do many things, but I want to do my best. My father can help the emperor govern Xiyue and rectify the court, and my mother can cure diseases and save people. I also want to find what I can do. Actually, I make decisions When I was young, I had someone to rely on. I know that my mother and father will help me in secret, so I am not afraid. But I also know that I can’t rely on you for everything in the future. This time, it is my life experience. Allowing me to temporarily abandon the original luxurious life and experience those different lives. My father said that when we return to Shangjing, he will send me and my elder brother to the military camp to exercise. It will be more bitter than this. If I even I can't stand this bit of suffering, how can I go to the military camp to exercise, I don't think I will embarrass my mother and father after I go to the military camp." Xuanyuan Yunmo sat beside Shangguan Xueyan, eating the apple that Shangguan Xueyan gave him, and said slowly .He never thought that so many mothers kept saying that she was very young, and he thought so too.But brother Ming, who was a little older than him, had already started preparing to be the prince, and brother Bai had also started to get in touch with the family's property.Only I can play carefree, because my mother said that I hope I have a happy childhood, and she can handle all those things.I have also come here these years. Now that my father is back, I don’t have to worry about anything. My mother and my father are my strongest walls. I just need to do whatever I want in the city surrounded by them. I can do whatever I want. No matter what.But as their son, I also want them to be proud of themselves.

"Okay, what Mo'er said is very good, I am very gratified for my father, you can think so clearly and have such courage at such a young age, I am proud of you for my father." Xuanyuan Xuanxiao didn't know when he stood behind their mother and son, Said to his son in praise.This is his only son, but having this son is better than other sons, he is still not satisfied.

"Daddy..." Xuanyuan Yunmo stood up, scratching his head embarrassedly, he didn't expect his father to hear what he said, he was a little embarrassed.

"You guys talk first, I'll go get some food." Shangguan Xueyan got up and left, leaving room for their father and son.

"Mo'er, as the royal family, we are doomed to bear more than others, especially our Shengwang Palace. We are doomed to pay for Xiyue, this is our destined destiny. These fathers have always wanted to find an opportunity to tell You, teach you just like your grandfather taught me when my father was a child, but my father found out that you understand all this, so I didn’t say anything more. In fact, my father has been ashamed of you all these years. Because of some personal Do you blame the father for leaving you alone in the palace?" Xuanyuan Xuanxiao asked a little nervously, he has been back for a few months, and Mo'er also likes being with him very much these few months, He also tried his best to treat him well.But maybe it's because he's been away for too long, or he hasn't gotten along with him, sometimes he doesn't know what to do to be a qualified father.He has also been worried that Mo'er has resentment towards him, although Mo'er has never shown it, even if he has himself, he can't blame him.

"Father, to be honest, I never blamed you. My mother always told me that you love me and will look at me from a distance. Every time I study well, I get the first place in the college assessment, mother." My mother always said that your father will be proud of you. Actually, I didn't understand anything at that time, and I believed my mother's words. I knew that my father would be happy for me, and that my father also loved me. The reason is that you can’t be by my side. Father, you don’t know, but you’ve been here all these years, and you’ve never left. But I’ve never met a real person, and I only know it from my mother’s words.” Xuanyuan Yunmo looked He told his father that what he said was true, and he never blamed his father.In the past, I was ignorant when I was a child, so I did what my mother said.Later, when I grew up, I knew that my father was gone, and I complained about it, but at that time, I had already remembered what my mother said, and my father loved me very much.The first pen I used to practice calligraphy was once used by my father, and the study room where I studied independently for the first time was my father's original study, and I still have many things from my father's past in my study.I don't know if my mother did it on purpose, but looking at those things, I feel that my father and king are always by my side to accompany me.I used to complain, but I never blamed my father.

(End of this chapter)