sweet wedding

Chapter 154 Chapter 182
"I won't marry her. Sooner or later, we will break off our engagement. Even if she doesn't mention it, I will in the future."

Yu Pingsheng replied.

"Liar!"

Zhang Xiangsi pouted, not quite believing Yu Pingsheng's words, after all, he and Zhang Yuting had been engaged for several years, but there was no news of him breaking up the engagement, and he would bring some gifts for them during the holidays Coming to the Zhang family, it is obvious that he is willing to be the son-in-law of the Zhang family!
"Xiangsi, except for the matter of Mu Nanshan, I have never lied to you at other times."

Yu Pingsheng said solemnly.

"Then what are you doing for so long?"

The so-called the more you like, the more you care.

"Because the Zhang family has you, so I have a reason to stand closer to you."

Yu Pingsheng sighed and said.

That was the self who used to feel inferior, the self he didn't want to show others.But at this moment, he was willing to explain it to Zhang Xiangsi.

"Why not use a more direct method? Tell me directly that you like me, isn't that all right?"

Zhang Xiangsi couldn't understand Yu Pingsheng's approach.

Yu Pingsheng gave a bitter smile, shook his head, and said, "Xiangsi, when I still had a marriage contract, and when I couldn't walk in front of you freely, how dare I, how could I confess my love to you? where are you

And at that time, I had nothing, and you were the daughter of the richest man in S City, a noble daughter.You stand high in the clouds, and I am in the mud.You can't understand how inferior I was at that time.In the beginning, it wasn't that I didn't want to tell you my thoughts, but that I didn't dare.

Later, I finally got a little more confident.But at that time, I was already a special soldier.Engaging in such a dangerous job, I don't know what will happen tomorrow, and I may die at some point and never come back.Moreover, he is also entangled in a marriage contract, so he doesn't even have the qualifications to like you.At that time, my wish was very simple.Just looking at you from a distance, as long as I can look at you.Where is the courage to take another step forward?

Until this undercover mission, at that time, he took up the mission with the determination to die.In fact, at that time, I had already started planning to break off the engagement with Zhang Yuting.One is that I don't like her, and the other is that I don't want to delay her.Even if she doesn't come to me, I will go to her.It's just that I've been waiting for her, wanting to wait for her to speak first.After all, during that period of time because of the needs of the mission, I needed to sell miserably..."

"Wait a minute!" Zhang Xiangsi suddenly interrupted Yu Pingsheng and asked, "So it was fake that your eyes were injured at that time, it was fake that you were abandoned by the army, it was fake that you retired, and it was fake that you were bullied in the army. ...it's all fake."

Yu Pingsheng nodded, and said with some shame: "It's not all fake, the eye was indeed injured, but it was only a minor injury, not as serious as the media reported. As for the ones in the army, they were all done to Someone else saw it."

Zhang Xiangsi felt very uncomfortable, no wonder at that time, when she went to see him in the hospital, he could tell it was her even with gauze on his eyes.She thought it was strange at the time, but now that she thinks about it, she is really scared when she thinks about it carefully!

If it's all fake, what about everything he did to her during that time?He took action to teach that scumbag for her, he took the blame for her, every little thing he got along with her, he got drunk because of her, he treated her as if he was away, he wanted to catch her... so many, so many, all were fake of it?So what is real?
"Then what do you do to me? Is it also fake?"

"What are you talking about?" Yu Pingsheng sighed, took Zhang Xiangsi's hand and embraced her.He said softly: "During that time, many things were indeed false. They happened for a reason, and they were unavoidable. But everything I did to you was true. That's what I wanted to do from the bottom of my heart. That's what I can't help.

Lovesickness, I am also a human being, even if I am calm and self-possessed, I still have feelings.The girl I had been thinking about for so many years suddenly said to me, she wants to marry me?How could I not doubt it?How dare I agree rashly?And at that time, in my state, my life might be in danger at any time, so how dare I promise you?

But reason is one thing, my feelings are another.On the one hand, I reject you soberly, on the other hand, I sink for you; on the one hand, I want to push you away, but on the other hand, I can't help but want to get closer to you.At that time, I was very contradictory, so I gave you the feeling of being indifferent and playing hard to get.But these struggles are precisely the result of my love.

That time I cruelly pushed you away and told you that I don't like you, you don't know how difficult it is for me.In fact, the moment you turned around and left, I regretted it, and then I chased you out, but you had already left.

I really want to find you back, but I clearly understand how arduous and dangerous my next task is. In those days when there is no tomorrow and I don’t know the way forward, I can’t pull you in, I can’t be so selfish.In the end, my reason overcame my emotions, so I didn't go to you again.Because for me, your safety and your well-being are the most important.

Later you were injured and pretended to be drunk on purpose, came to me and provoked me on purpose. Take you to hell with me.Pushing you away once is already my limit, and I can never let you go again. "

Only then did Zhang Xiangsi reach out and hug Yu Pingsheng tightly, sticking tightly to his chest, feeling sorry for him, but still somewhat unable to understand what he did.

Perhaps this is the difference in personality and situation, so the way of doing things is also different!Her view of feelings is relatively straightforward. If she likes someone, she should tell him and let him know.If he doesn't like her, she will try her best to chase her until the day he likes her, or until the day she can't chase her.She doesn't have so many worries and doesn't think so much.In her opinion, as long as people who love each other are together, nothing else matters.

But Yu Pingsheng is different, he thinks a lot, worries a lot, has a lot of tortuous thoughts, thinks before and after, and looks forward and backward.If she hadn't taken the first step at the beginning, or even took the initiative to take many steps later, they might have missed each other.Or to take a step back, it is absolutely impossible for them to achieve a positive result so quickly.

In fact, she didn't understand, or didn't agree with him.She didn't understand, in her relationship with him, did he lack courage, or did he not love deeply enough?So how can you be so sensible?

"Yu Pingsheng, why can't you be more courageous? If you were braver, how could we miss so many years, maybe we even have children now?"

Zhang Xiangsi pouted.

Yu Pingsheng laughed, reached out and patted Zhang Xiangsi's head, and asked, "What? Do you want to be a mother now? Then what about your Grand Slam?"

"Don't cross! I'm not kidding you."

Zhang Xiangsi pushed away Yu Pingsheng's hand, and said a little unhappy.

Yu Pingsheng still had a doting smile on his face, and said: "Xiangsi, I have never been a cowardly person, and I am not lacking in courage. You should not doubt my sincerity towards you, and don't think that you are the one who took the initiative between us. Yes, I feel that I don’t love deeply enough. On the contrary, there is a saying: Be cautious at the beginning and end well.

For me, either I don’t hold hands, then I would rather you don’t know anything, and we can have no ties between us; or I must give you happiness, hold your hand and never let go, and grow old with you .

You can think I'm too calm, too rational, or cold-blooded, but don't question my sincerity for you.I have only liked one girl in my life, and her name is Zhang Xiangsi.Even if she doesn't like me, even if we never start, I plan to like her only in this life. "

At this moment, Zhang Xiangsi was really moved.Maybe this is the difference between her and him!She is lonely and courageous, giving all her enthusiasm, and going forward forever.Don't think about the past, don't think about the future, just fight for the present.But he, after thinking about everything for them, has already taken over and is in charge of her future.

Along the way, she stumbled and ran forward, but he kept holding her hand tightly.She thought, she and him like this happened to be complementary, so they were a perfect match, and their fate was destined by heaven.

"That girl named Zhang Xiangsi, she said, she likes you too, and she only intends to like you in this life."

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　(Woohoo, the cuties don’t comment recently, don’t they love me? Have they abandoned me?)

　　
　
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