sweet wedding

219 Chapter 250 I Really Miss Her
October [-]th is the anniversary of the death of Zhang Xiangsi's mother, Ling Long.

Every year on this day, Zhang Ruicheng and Zhang Xiangsi would put aside everything around them and go to worship Linglong together. This year is no exception, except that there is an extra Yu Pingsheng.

The three of them came to the cemetery, presenting Linglong's favorite roses, and also brought her favorite pastry, and some special dishes made by Zhang Ruicheng himself.

They put pastries and dishes in front of the tomb, and then the three sat on the ground.

"Lingling, we're here to see you."

Zhang Ruicheng spoke first.

He still called Ling Long the same as when they were dating.

"Mom, Yu Pingsheng and I are also here."

Zhang Xiangsi continued.

"Mom, we meet again!"

This is not the first time Yu Pingsheng has come here. After he and Zhang Xiangsi got their marriage certificate, Zhang Xiangsi specially brought him here to meet Ling Long.

"Your favorite pastries and your favorite dishes are all made by me." Zhang Ruicheng sat at the nearest position to the tombstone, looked at Ling Long's posthumous photo on the tombstone with gentle expression, and said, "You used to always Said, the one I made is better than the ones bought in those stores outside, and it is your favorite taste. I don’t know if it still suits your taste now? "

"Then I'll try it for mom." While speaking, Zhang Xiangsi pinched a small piece of red bean cake and put it into his mouth. He ate it with enjoyment, and said while eating: "Mom, it's delicious. ! Delicious to burst."

Then, she pinched a piece and fed it to Yu Pingsheng.

"You try it too."

After Yu Pingsheng finished eating, he nodded and said, "Yes, it's delicious."

"Look, our daughter is a little greedy cat just like you."

Zhang Ruicheng looked at Zhang Xiangsi and said dotingly.

"No way!" Zhang Xiangsi glared at Zhang Ruicheng intentionally, then pouted and said, "Mom is obviously a greedy cat. The big greedy cat gave birth to a little greedy cat, there is nothing wrong with it."

"Naughty!"

Zhang Ruicheng laughed.

"Mom, Dad misses you very much. He misses you very much every day."

Zhang Xiangsi suddenly reached out and hugged Zhang Ruicheng's arm, leaned on his shoulder, and said.

Then, Zhang Ruicheng's eyes turned red immediately.

"Well. We all miss you."

"Mom, look at Dad, how old he is and still crying."

Zhang Xiangsi didn't want to make the atmosphere too heavy, so she deliberately teased Zhang Ruicheng in a relaxed tone.

"For the rest of my life, take care of her."

Zhang Ruicheng had nothing to do with Zhang Xiangsi, so he had to ask Yu Pingsheng for help.

"it is good."

Then, Yu Pingsheng took Zhang Xiangsi into his arms, stretched out his hand and squeezed a piece of thousand-layer cake and stuffed it into Zhang Xiangsi's mouth.

"Lingling, Acacia and Heping are very happy now, can you see it in the sky? Our Acacia is great. We have won several world championships, and we are also very good in life. One of them wins glory for the country, the other defends the country, They are all heroes and our pride."

Zhang Ruicheng continued to chat with Ling Long.

But Zhang Xiangsi had already picked up the chopsticks and started to eat the vegetables, sometimes feeding them into Yu Pingsheng's mouth.

……

For so many years, they have spent every anniversary of Ling Long's death like this.Bring your own meals and pastries, sit on the ground, and the family sits together to have a happy meal.Although most of the time, Zhang Xiangsi was eating, while Zhang Ruicheng was chatting with Ling Long.

There is no over-exaggerated sadness, just as if Ling Long had never left, sitting together to chat about the current situation and happy things.

After eating, Zhang Xiangsi and Yu Pingsheng put away the plates and chopsticks and went down the mountain first.And Zhang Ruicheng will stay until the sun goes down before leaving.

This is a custom. The next time is the time for Zhang Ruicheng and Ling Long to be alone. He doesn't want to be disturbed by anyone, including Zhang Xiangsi.

"Father, then I will go back first, Heping Sheng."

"Okay! Be careful on the road."

"Goodbye Dad, goodbye Mom."

"Goodbye."

……

Zhang Xiangsi and Yu Pingsheng started down the mountain with storage boxes, while Zhang Ruicheng had already started cleaning the cemetery.In fact, there are special people here to clean it, and Zhang Ruicheng will come here at least once a month, and will clean it up once he comes.So this place is actually very clean, but Zhang Ruicheng is just used to it, used to doing things by himself.

"My father loves my mother very much."

Zhang Xiangsi turned her head, just in time to see Zhang Ruicheng picking up fallen leaves on the ground, and said to Yu Pingsheng.

"Well, I can see it."

Yu Pingsheng nodded.

"My dad is the most affectionate man I have ever seen. My mother has been gone for so many years, but my dad still misses and loves my mother for many years. Therefore, I think my mother is really very happy."

Yu Pingsheng reached out and patted Zhang Xiangsi's head lightly, and said, "I will try my best to surpass my father, okay?"

Zhang Xiangsi froze for a moment, then laughed and nodded.

"it is good!"

The corner of Yu Pingsheng's mouth ticked.

"Tell me, if my mother is still here, how wonderful it would be!"

Zhang Xiangsi couldn't help sighing.

"Well. Then father and mother must be the most enviable old couple."

"Dad has been suffering in his heart all these years. Although he doesn't say anything, I know it all."

Zhang Xiangsi curled her lips, feeling like crying.

Yu Pingsheng stopped, reached out to hug Zhang Xiangsi into his arms, and said softly, "But you are my father's sweetheart! With you always by my father's side, my father is actually very happy."

"Well. My dad really is the best dad in the world."

"Mom's gone, so Daddy's giving you all his love."

"Dad loves me very much, and I love him very much."

"Well. Let's honor him together in the future."

"it is good!"

……

After arriving at the foot of the mountain, Yu Pingsheng went to pick up the car, while Zhang Xiangsi waited for him by the side of the road.

Then, suddenly a disheveled woman ran over from the other side of the road, reached out and held Zhang Xiangsi's hand, looked at Zhang Xiangsi tenderly and called, "Ninny."

Zhang Xiangsi froze for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to push away, after all, it was a stranger's touch, so she resisted a little.But when she heard the sound of "Nanny", she retracted her outstretched hand.

She remembered that when she was a child, her mother called her "Ninny" so tenderly.Unfortunately, now, she can no longer hear it.

"Ninny, I am mother!"

The woman seemed very excited, and the hand holding Zhang Xiangsi was trembling slightly.

Only then did Zhang Xiangsi carefully look at the woman standing in front of him. Her long hair was loose, but it was messy, and there were leaves on her head.Although her hair covered most of her face, she could vaguely see her pretty face and familiar eyebrows.She couldn't explain why, but the woman in front of her gave her an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

"My daughter has grown up so much!"

The woman patted Acacia's hand with a relieved tone.

Zhang Xiangsi could feel that the woman in front of her seemed a little abnormal.She felt that she might have recognized the wrong person and regarded her as her daughter.But she wasn't afraid, and she didn't hate her.

"Mom, I miss you so much!"

While speaking, the woman began to cry, and then hugged Zhang Xiangsi.

Zhang Xiangsi froze for a moment, not knowing what to do, but still did not push the woman away.

It's strange, that woman's clothes are a bit dirty, but she doesn't reject her hug inexplicably.

"You may have misunderstood the person. I'm not your daughter."

After a while, Zhang Xiangsi pushed the woman away and said.

However, the woman hugged her again as if she didn't hear her words.

"Don't blame mommy, mommy didn't mean to leave you. Mommy was taken away by bad guys."

Hearing the woman's childlike tone, Zhang Xiangsi sighed, and suddenly couldn't bear to explain anything.never mind!Just let her misunderstand it!

Maybe her daughter is gone, maybe she is sick from missing her?Then let her treat her like a daughter!Let her have a hope.

"Well, I don't blame you."

She nodded and followed the woman's words.

"My daughter is so nice!"

The woman laughed and seemed particularly happy.

Zhang Xiangsi also smiled at her.

Then, the woman pulled Zhang Xiangsi to sit down on the stone bench by the roadside.Then, she took off the jade bracelet on her wrist, stuffed it into Zhang Xiangsi's hand, and said, "This is the dowry my mother gave you."

Zhang Xiangsi could tell that the bracelet was of good quality and must not be cheap, so naturally he refused to accept it.

"No! I can't have this."

"Take it, this is what mom gave you, you're welcome."

However, the woman insisted on giving it to her, and pressed her hand to prevent her from going back.

Just as she was about to push the woman's hand away, a voice came in.

"Ma'am, how did you come here?"

A middle-aged woman with kind eyes ran over and grabbed the woman with her hand, as if she was afraid that she would run away.He also photographed the ashes on her clothes and the fallen leaves on her hair.

"Shuhua, I found my daughter, I finally found her."

The woman clapped the middle-aged woman's hand and said.

Liu Shuhua looked at Zhang Xiangsi full of apologies, and said embarrassingly: "I'm sorry! My wife..." She pointed to her head, and said: "There is a problem. I always like to recognize my daughter everywhere. It must scare you, right? But she doesn't mean anything malicious, and she won't hurt anyone."

"It's ok."

Zhang Xiangsi said with a smile.

"Madam, it's time for you to take your medicine, let's go home!"

"No! I want to be with my daughter."

Liu Shuhua looked at Zhang Xiangsi begging for help, Zhang Xiangsi had no choice but to walk over, coaxing: "You go home first, I will go back to find you after I do some shopping outside, okay?"

"it is good!"

The woman seemed to listen to what Zhang Xiangsi had to say.

"Then you must come to me." She said again: "Let's pull the hook."

"it is good!"

Zhang Xiangsi stretched out her finger to hook up with that woman, feeling a little guilty.

"Thank you, then my wife and I will go back first."

Chen Shuhua said gratefully.

"OK, bye!"

"Goodbye! Nannie wants to come back early."

The woman smiled and waved to Zhang Xiangsi.

"it is good!"

Zhang Xiangsi nodded.

……

Zhang Xiangsi has been standing there, watching her back, not moving for a long time.

It wasn't until Yu Pingsheng drove out of the car and called her that she came back to her senses.

Yu Pingsheng stopped the car, and then Zhang Xiangsi opened the co-pilot's door and got in.

"There are a lot of people waiting in a long queue to get the car out, so hurry up!"

"Fortunately."

Zhang Xiangsi shook her head.

"What were you looking at just now?"

Yu Pingsheng asked.

"Just now a woman regarded me as her daughter. I chatted with her for a while, and then her family came to look for her. They just left."

Zhang Xiangsi replied.

"Oh!"

"Ah! I forgot to return this bracelet to her."

It was only then that Zhang Xiangsi realized that he was still holding the bracelet that the woman forced in his hand.

"This bracelet is of good quality, why did she give it to you?"

Yu Pingsheng was a little surprised.

"She seems a little abnormal. I am not related to her. She refused to accept it. She insisted on giving it to me, saying it was a dowry for me."

Zhang Xiangsi said with a sigh.

"Then if we go after them now, can we still find them?"

Yu Pingsheng asked.

"It's probably far away!"

Zhang Xiangsi shook her head.

"Then keep it for now! If there is a chance to meet again in the future, I will return it to others."

"Well, that's the only way to go." Zhang Xiangsi nodded and said, "She's also a poor woman. I guess her daughter might not be here!"

As for Yu Pingsheng, he had already turned sideways to fasten Zhang Xiangsi's seat belt, and a familiar aura came over his face. Zhang Xiangsi suddenly reached out and hugged Yu Pingsheng, saying, "Honey, I miss my mother."

Yu Pingsheng paused for a moment, then reached out and hugged Zhang Xiangsi.

"Mom is looking at you in the sky. Mom will definitely see how you miss you."

"I really miss her."

Yu Pingsheng didn't speak, but just reached out and touched Zhang Xiangsi's head.

Then, Zhang Xiangsi pushed Yu Pingsheng away and sat up, a little excitedly said: "I know why I feel that woman is very familiar just now, she is a bit like my mother." Immediately, she grabbed Yu Pingsheng's chest with both hands. Arm, said: "Yu Pingsheng, let's drive over to look for it, okay? I want to confirm."

Although he thought Zhang Xiangsi's idea was unbelievable, Yu Pingsheng still nodded.

"Okay! Don't worry, we'll drive to find it right away."

"Ah."

Then, Yu Pingsheng drove the car and led her around in the direction Zhang Xiangsi pointed out, but he didn't see the woman just now again.

"Forget it, let's go back!" After a while, Zhang Xiangsi gradually calmed down. "Maybe I miss my mother too much, and there are people who look alike in this world. After so many years, if my mother is still alive, how could she not come to me and my father?"

"It's okay, otherwise we can look for it through other methods."

Yu Pingsheng comforted him.

"No need, I must have read it wrong."

It was just an unfounded guess, Zhang Xiangsi didn't want to give Zhang Ruicheng and herself hope, and fell into despair again.

"Okay! Let's go home then!"

"it is good."

Then, they drove directly back to Zhang's house.

Because today is Ling Long's death day, usually on this day, Zhang Ruicheng is in an extremely bad mood.So Zhang Xiangsi and Yu Pingsheng went back to Zhang's house specially, intending to spend a good time with Zhang Ruicheng on this day.

Dinner was cooked by Yu Pingsheng. When Zhang Ruicheng came back from the cemetery, he called Zhang Xiangsi in advance, so when he arrived home, Yu Pingsheng had already cooked several dishes.

With Yu Pingsheng busy in the kitchen, Zhang Ruicheng didn't have to worry. He lit a cigarette and stood on the balcony to smoke it.

In fact, he has quit smoking for a long time, but every year on the anniversary of Ling Long's death, he can't help smoking a few.

"Dad, you're smoking again."

When he was lighting his second cigarette, Zhang Xiangsi appeared on the balcony.

"I miss your mother a little bit."

Zhang Ruicheng stubbed out the cigarette, smiled bitterly and said.

"I miss my mother too."

Zhang Xiangsi leaned on Zhang Ruicheng's shoulder and replied.

"I'm wondering if your mother is blaming me, otherwise I miss her so much and always think that it would be good to see her in my dream. But for so many years, she has never come to my dream, not once .”

At this moment, Zhang Ruicheng, who has always been extremely strong, is also fragile.

"I never dreamed about my mother either."

"Tell me, why doesn't your mother come into our dream?"

Zhang Xiangsi shook her head and replied, "Maybe mom is afraid that we will be sad!"

Zhang Ruicheng also shook his head and said, "I think she must be blaming me."

"Mom loves Dad very much, how can you blame Dad?"

Although Zhang Xiangsi was still very young at that time, she remembered that her father and mother had a very good relationship.

"It's because I didn't protect her well. If I had been more cautious, your mother would not have had such an accident. Maybe she is still alive now."

While speaking, Zhang Ruicheng's eyes turned red again.

"What accident?" Zhang Xiangsi asked with a look of surprise, "Didn't Mom die of a terminal illness?"

(End of this chapter)