The phoenix of the daughter's rebirth is all over the world

Chapter 380 The heart is higher than the sky
In the cold palace, time seemed to freeze here. During such a long time, Lin Yan thought of many, many things that she didn't want to think about...

Was it when he was six or seven years old, on the day of the Lantern Festival, when his mother went to the Tiefo Temple to offer incense, the lottery she asked for——

"Fate is like a kite, the heart is higher than the sky, and life is thinner than paper."

Those twelve short words determined her destiny in this life.

She was born in the honorable Marquis's Mansion, and she was born in a prominent yet humble birth—a daughter of a concubine, her status is only not much higher than that of a servant among the nobles with a clear lineage.

The mother guarded a small courtyard every day, and her heart died after she entered the Hou's mansion. The one who survived was just a walking corpse.

No matter how many years have passed, Lin Yan still clearly remembers that small courtyard, the gray sky is like a cold palace here, without a trace of life - and separated from the courtyard by a wall is the back garden of the Hou Mansion, colorful , the flowers there are really beautiful, and the skirts of the sisters who are swinging under the wisteria trellis are blown up by the wind, and the flowers embroidered on the skirts are more beautiful than the real flowers in the yard.

Without Da Furen's permission, they couldn't even go half a step out of this courtyard to the garden separated by a wall.

She sat on the branch of the half-dead banyan tree, greedily looking at the splendor and glory separated by the wall. She was the same as his elder brother, even though she was in such a place, her body was like that of the man named Lord Hou. blood—their ambitions are passed down in one continuous line.

When I was 16 years old, when I saw that man, I missed it for the rest of my life—His Royal Highness, the most outstanding of the emperor's princes, and the man my brother secretly followed.

She fell in love with him at the first sight, apart from his prominent background, apart from his outstanding appearance, she saw something hidden in his eyes at the first sight, it was an ambition not to be reconciled to others!They are all the same people.

His ambition, she is willing to stand side by side with him to fulfill him.

On the wedding night, he was polite and distant, and she knew that he only married her because he valued the help from her mother's family.She doesn't mind - she is not as reserved as ordinary women in a boudoir, she boldly lifted her hijab, and said with a smile like a flower: "Xiao Lang, you and I are the same person. You honor me as a queen , I will help you win the world..."

The alienation in his eyes was replaced by a bottomless depth.

In Furong's tent, the spring night was short, and she got her wish. The candle of the dragon and the phoenix was not extinguished overnight, and the dragon robe and the phoenix robe were intertwined on the ground. At that time, she suddenly thought of the lottery she asked for that year—— She threw away the signed paper, dismissing it, she never believed in fate.

Now that she has done it, what fate is thinner than paper, now that she has the most honorable status in the whole world, and she has obtained the most satisfying husband, who can compare with her in this life...

The night before the marriage of the two families, the elder brother told her the truth - he had always had another woman in his heart, that woman who was once the most famous in Beijing and famous in Donglu, but was as honorable as him, even though she owned the whole world, she could not get her.

At that time, I was shocked and horrified. Even though I knew he was arrogant, I didn't know that he was so disregarding ethics...

The elder brother asked her: "A Yan, if this is the case, are you still willing to marry him?"

The elder brother who depends on each other always thinks about her in every way.

But for a moment, she suppressed all the horror and shock in her heart, and said firmly: "Yes!"

How can a woman who can't ask for anything compare to her being with him day and night, supporting him in his overall career, one day, he will forget her.

In the following few years, she was gentle and considerate, there were few concubines in the harem, and the emperor was loving, but at that time she knew that there was a secret passage in his study, and he stayed there when he was not staying in her palace .

She is a smart person, and she obeys her brother's words, even though her jealousy is about to burn her reason, but she never touches his taboos.

She endured and waited, and finally waited until his heart was cold, until he stopped giving away the medicine for avoiding children, and until she had her first child...

But, he doted on her and began to dote on other women.

Although there are not many of them, there is no similarity on the surface of those women's eyebrows and temperament, but when you look closely, you can always find the shadow of a person.

Years of jealousy had finally destroyed her sanity. She couldn't touch the person he put on top of her heart, and she couldn't touch those women!
She was very secretive, she would not say anything if Emperor Zhao trusted other concubines, but if there was any woman who was favored alone, she would quietly let her disappear into this world.

If you do too much, at least some traces will be left. Gradually, I don't know when the two people who used to treat each other as guests have gradually become estranged.

Is it the growth of Lin's family, or her growing greed for power, or is it when more and more concubines and princes in the harem die for no apparent reason?
Seven years ago, the arrival of that woman made her situation more and more difficult.There was no shadow of Zhao Yun on that woman, except that she was also a stunning beauty.

How many years have passed, and that emotion called jealousy once again filled her heart.When she was jealous of someone for the first time, she was in her youth and prime; this time, she was old, and the weather in the deep palace left her only solemn and solemn, and even the gentle appearance of the past was gone.

Emperor Zhao could easily fall in love with a woman, it could be the noble Chaoyun who couldn't ask for it, or the humble Yue girl with a beautiful appearance.

Is she wrong all these years? She thinks that person's love is too great. What he likes is not a woman with an alluring body, it doesn't matter whether it is Chaoyun or Xinyu.

Only Lin Yan's appearance can only be regarded as handsome, even though she accompanied him through the most difficult time when she first ascended the throne, she still doesn't like it or doesn't she like it...

What can she do if she is not reconciled, half her life has passed, she no longer has any strength to fight for the favor of a man, what she fights for is the glory and wealth of the second half of her life, the glory of her family.

However, when the identity of that person was revealed, it seemed as if the scars accumulated over the years were uncovered again, and the nightmare reappeared over the years.

That child is still alive, and has been living under her nose all these years!He thought that the fire had made him disheartened, but he didn't expect that he still couldn't forget Chaoyun all these years!
It was her fault back then. She thought that as long as she was good enough, she could get his heart back, but she never thought that in the end, it was the only sincerity in her life that was misused on the wrong person.

She will not repeat the same mistakes of the past, instigating Xuan Ling to rebel, which is regarded as the last chance of survival for herself-but she never expected that the survival will still be cut off in the end...

"Squeak..." With a sound, the dilapidated palace door was pushed open, the sky outside had already dimmed, and the palace lanterns floating in the distance were shining like will-o'-the-wisps in the wind, and the beauty in the red palace dress walked slowly. Come in.

Even in such a humble place, her appearance added brilliance to the place, dressed in red, she was unparalleled in style.

"I didn't expect you to miss me just now after confinement." Lin Yan glanced at her and said with a sneer, looking at her and the palace maid holding the white jade jug behind her.

The empress, who used to be graceful and luxurious in the past, is now reduced to a commoner wearing shabby clothes, with a haggard face and white hair overnight, making people feel that the world is impermanent...

Xin Yu smiled lowly, and said: "The empress has taken good care of my concubine over the years, and the concubine naturally wants to come and see her..."

A sweet smile is enough to touch people's hearts and souls. Such a beauty can be compared to Princess Chaoyun, who was known as the number one beauty in the Eastern Land more than 20 years ago...

Lin Yan felt even more glaring, "Bitch, what are you proud of! I'm down, do you think you and that bastard will be safe? Even if I can't get rid of you that night, but..."

When she said this, Lin Yan seemed to think of something, looked at Lin Yan with a slight smile, and guessed a possibility that she least wanted to admit: "The imperial doctor who stopped my palace medicine that night was Xiao Que'an. Those in the palace, you belong to Xiao Que..."

At this time there were only two of them, Xinyu did not deny it, looked at the queen with a smile and said: "Although the empress has framed the concubine many times over the years, the concubine is still in this palace, and there is no deep hatred with the empress, but Empress should never have hit my child's attention!"

A ruthless look flashed across the originally beautiful face, she looked at the queen and said, "I can bear anything, except no one can touch my child, that's..."

Mrs. Xin Yu lowered her head and whispered a few words in the Queen's ear. Even at this moment, the Queen couldn't help but a flash of astonishment flashed in her eyes when she heard the words. With a sound, the maid came in holding the jug.

Mrs. Xinyu held the wine glass with her plain hands painted with cardamom. The liquid in the white jade jug was poured into the wine glass, and it turned out to be a coquettish and strange red color. She looked a little flustered at the queen, and the smile on Mrs. Xinyu's face It was three points thicker, and it was even more coquettish than the wine in the cup. He said: "The concubine always repays kindness and revenge, but this wine is brewed by the concubine on behalf of the empress herself. The empress should drink it."

Lin Yan said sharply: "Don't think about it, no one can move this palace without the emperor's order..."

At this time, it was just a stern look and a soft heart. Except for the confidants brought by Mrs. Xinyu, there was no palace guard here, and it was obvious that Mrs. Xinyu had dismissed her.

Looking at Mrs. Xinyu's smiling face, and the indifference and contempt in her eyes, it seems like the smile on the corner of her mouth when she was in charge of Fengyin and bestowed death on those convicted concubines—that is Possess the power to control everything, like a hunter looking at the dying struggle of the prey falling in his hands, enjoying the pleasure of the terrified eyes of the prey at the moment before killing the prey.

This is the first time that Linyan has had such intimate contact with death. Even before she knew that Xuanling was defeated and she was placed under house arrest, she didn't feel the threat of death!

(End of this chapter)