The phoenix of the daughter's rebirth is all over the world

Chapter 423

There are many things that I didn't understand when I read them at first, but I suddenly realized them when I looked back after a long, long time.

At that time, when the third uncle lost his mind by chance on rainy days, he would look through Yishan's poetry anthology with vague sense of melancholy. Fu Yunshu didn't understand that expression until many years later. It was an expression of missing someone.

To the third uncle, He Caiwei was indebted, and she couldn't ask for it for so many years, so when He Caiwei was in danger, the only time the third uncle did not think about the Pei family, did not think about the overall situation, and entered into the house without telling everyone. Jing went to rescue He Caiwei.

The third uncle has been living for the Pei family all these years, and for the last time he did what he always wanted to do, but the final price was his life.

There are countless coincidences in many things that make up accidents. Shuangying from the capital said that everyone was rescued safely that day. If He Caiwei was the only one who stayed and was trapped in the city, the third master would not Go back and save her.

If it hadn't been for the guarding guards at the gate of the city, they would not have been arrested by Emperor Zhao; if Xiao Que hadn't used this opportunity to give Emperor Zhao a disarm, he wouldn't have ended up with them in the case of martial law all over the city. There was no way out; if the actions of Xiao Que and Pei's family hadn't completely angered Emperor Zhao and made Emperor Zhao angrily order the execution directly, they wouldn't even have a chance to rescue them.

"The body of the third master was rescued by Mr. Gu Rui, and it is now on the way to the Ning family." Shuangying said in a deep voice, "The third master died after being fed 'burning bones'..."

"Scorching bone" is a very vicious poison, which comes from the royal family and is mostly used in the harem for favor.The person who took this medicine was scorching all over his body, and the pain before death was like being roasted alive on the fire, and he died of pain after being tortured for two hours.The women in the harem competed for favor, and they invented such a poison with insidious minds. Emperor Zhao actually used it on the third uncle.

Fu Yunshu couldn't imagine what kind of pain the third uncle, who was like a banished fairy, was going through before he died.Thinking of the grief in my heart turning into endless hatred and burning in my heart, I wish I could go straight to the capital to avenge my third uncle.

"Your Highness, let's eat something." The maid couldn't help calling Fu Yunshu while holding the lunch.

"I'm not hungry, take it down." Fu Yunshu waved his hand lightly and said, the maid glanced at the cold and untouched breakfast on the table in embarrassment, and couldn't help but said: "Your Highness, you haven't eaten for a few days. I didn't close my eyes and didn't eat anything..."

"No need!" Fu Yunshu said coldly. Seeing the maid like this, he didn't dare to persuade him anymore. He sighed and could only remove the things on the table.

"Put it there." Liu Qingyan came in from the outside and said to the maid who was carrying the food.

"Yun Shu, no matter how sad you are, don't make trouble with your body. Eat something, okay?" Liu Qingyan saw Fu Yunshu sitting there like a puppet for a whole day and night without moving. Jun Zelan and the others dared not go up Before persuasion, this task can only be entrusted to him.

Seeing that it was Liu Qingyan, Fu Yunshu glanced at him, but did not speak.

Fu Yunshu still didn't move, Liu Qingyan said helplessly: "The third master's death is something we don't want to see, I know you blame Xiao Que, but now it's like this, it won't help if you do this, why bother with your own body? Can't make it through."

When Pei Yiyun and Xiao Que's names were mentioned, Fu Yunshu reacted slightly, looked at Liu Qingyan and said: "He has tried his best, I won't blame him, what right do I have to blame him?"

Fu Yunshu's voice was surprisingly calm, sitting there expressionless, even Liu Qingyan couldn't see what was hidden under Fu Yunshu's calm expression.

"You don't want to stop eating or drinking these days, everyone is worried about you." Liu Qingyan said helplessly.

"I don't blame anyone, I only hate myself!" Fu Yunshu said in a deep voice, his numb expression finally changed because of the pain.That's something called guilt.

After the accident of the third uncle, it was Xiao Que who ran up and down.What is she doing?Immersed in the joy of Fengcheng's victory, I didn't know such a big change happened to Pei's family until the end.But even when she knew that such a big change had happened to Pei's family, she still didn't do anything.

Xiao Que has done enough, he used the Pei family as a pawn, but in the end he saved the safety of the Pei family, took action to save the Pei family, and preserved the reputation of the Pei family in the court and the public, no matter what he did for the sake of I am still for the Pei family.

In addition to hatred, she is more self-blaming and guilty. If she had known about Uncle Three's accident earlier, if she had sent someone to rescue Uncle Three earlier, wouldn't it have ended like this in the end.

After all, it was her fault. Her relatives had shouldered many things for her, but she couldn't do anything for them.

"Yun Shu, don't be like this. None of us want to see this situation now." Seeing that Fu Yun's writing was ashamed, Liu Qingyan was afraid that she would be overwhelmed, so she hurriedly said.

"Brother, you are not me, you can't understand my mood at all."

People will make many mistakes in this life, some mistakes can be made up for, but some mistakes cannot be made up for in a lifetime, and they will be tormented by remorse and guilt day after day year after year in the years to come.

"I keep saying that I want to protect my relatives, and everything I do is for my relatives, but in the end it's just to satisfy my own selfishness. If it wasn't for me, Emperor Zhao would not have murdered the Pei family. And it won't cause the death of the third uncle."

"I will never forgive myself in my life!" The expression on Fu Yunshu's face was like a dead leaf in the cold wind, without any anger.

"Fu Yunshu!" Liu Qingyan called Fu Yunshu's name with rare seriousness, and said: "The third master is dead but the rest of the Pei family are still alive. Now the Pei family has rebelled. The imperial court sent people to encircle and suppress Ningzhou. With Nandi's strong enemy, the entire Pei family is under attack from inside and outside, are you just watching the Pei family fall into such a predicament?"

The Pei family... Fu Yunshu's eyes finally had the focus, and Liu Qingyan continued: "If you feel guilty, then make up for the Pei family. The third master is dead, but the rest of the Pei family still need you, you are so depressed , will only make everyone who cares about you worry, and can't do anything at all!"

"Brother..." After hearing Liu Qingyan's words, Fu Yunshu looked at Liu Qingyan with a helpless expression like an abandoned and forgotten little beast, "Can I still have a chance to make up for it? Uncle, will they forgive me?"

Liu Qingyan, who had been sternly preaching to Fu Yunshu just now, couldn't help feeling soft at this moment, touched Fu Yunshu's head, and said: "Silly girl, the Pei family has never blamed you, so why did they not forgive you? If you ruin yourself like this , they will blame you."

Seeing that Fu Yunshu was finally not motionless like a puppet, Liu Qingyan ordered people to remove the cold dishes from the table, and then ordered people to bring up the sweet soup again.

Fu Yunshu did not refuse this time, he obediently drank a bowl of sweet soup, and asked, "How is the situation in the capital now?"

"Everything else is carried out according to Xiao Que's original plan, without any mistakes. Now Pei Mo has taken care of the Pei family in Yiyang, and they have all arrived in Ningzhou safely. Now the troops in the court are concentrated in the north to deal with the Yue Kingdom Although Emperor Zhao ordered the Pei family to be dealt with, there was no troops to dispatch at all. Now, the officials headed by Xiao Que are advising Emperor Zhao to retry the case of the Pei family. Emperor Zhao is too busy to dispatch troops to deal with the Pei family. Now the Pei family is safe for the time being." Liu Qingyan told Fu Yunshu the recent information from the capital.

The Pei family revolted in Ningzhou, and under the impetus of Xiao Que, all the rumors turned to the Pei family's side. The reason why the Pei family rebelled was forced by Emperor Zhao, and even if it is recorded in the historical records later, the reputation of the Pei family will not be damaged.

When hearing this, Fu Yunshu silently scooped up the sweet soup in the bowl without saying a word.There was a faint premonition in her heart that the reason why Xiao Que did so painstakingly this time was for her to let the Pei family break away from the imperial court—one day, once the imperial court and Fengcheng went to war, the troops of the Pei family in Ningzhou would be mobilized Dajun must be the first to bear the brunt, and he didn't want her to be embarrassed.

Liu Qingyan looked at Fu Yunshu, thought of the secret letter sent from the capital, sighed and said: "Yunshu, Xiao Que has done a lot for you, far more than you imagined. Xiao Que did it on purpose, so can't you forgive him just once?"

This kind of conversation unfolded at such an unexpected time, as if at the most favorable time, the wound lost its protective coat and was exposed in front of others.For a year, everyone knew that Xiao Que was a wound she didn't want to talk about, and no one would discuss this topic with her in depth, but Liu Qingyan never thought that Liu Qingyan would talk about Xiao Que at such a time.

After a long time, Fu Yunshu sighed faintly, as if from the bottom of his heart: "Senior brother, since he sent troops to help Luo Yuan, I owe nothing to him, and there is no such thing as blame or forgiveness."

"Then between you and Xiao Que..." Before Liu Qingyan finished speaking, Fu Yunshu knew what he wanted to say, and interrupted Liu Qingyan, Fu Yunshu said directly: "I don't blame him, but there is no way to clear up the past." The possibility. I chose a different path from him, and the things we carry on our bodies are destined to go farther and farther, and run counter to each other.”

At that moment, Fu Yunshu's tone became a little more serious. She will ascend the throne in a few days. At that time, she will become the first female emperor of Huang Kingdom. While enjoying the infinite glory brought by her status, she also has to bear the burden. with corresponding responsibilities.

As for Xiao Que, his identity and his plan are destined to become the emperor of Xi Kingdom in the future, no matter how long he has to wait in his plan, that day will come sooner or later.

At that time, their identities will not only be Xiao Que and Fu Yunshu, but also bear the fate of a country. At this point, how can they be together, because——she wants Emperor Zhao's life, so Xi Guo With the Huang Kingdom, sooner or later there will be a fateful battle!
(End of this chapter)