sweet wife high above

Chapter 132

Gu Junqi's silence made Han Jingxiu not expect it, it was like hearing something irrelevant, but he said "oh" softly, closed his eyes again and said, "Okay, I'm going to sleep."

It was the first time that Han Jingxiu stood in front of a person at a loss, thinking that she would refuse, resist, or even cry, because his love had brought her so many troubles after all.If she has no feelings for him, she will definitely resist.And she just responded lightly, indicating that she already knew.

After standing for a while, seeing that Gu Junqi was breathing steadily, as if he was really asleep, he slowly went out to calm his breath.

When he expressed his heart to the world, he didn't say that he was nervous at all, but he was frank and straightforward. He finally didn't have to hide his sincerity anymore, and he could openly express his love to the woman he liked.

However, only when standing in front of Gu Junqi did he really feel like confessing his love.In an instant, he became a stupefied boy, so nervous that he didn't have a brain, so that he didn't have any skills when speaking.Although Gu Junqi was calm, Han Jingxiu thought that he must have scared her.

I was so annoyed that it was too late to fix it.You can't turn your head around and reorganize the language to express your sincerity, and Gu Junqi will only become more messy by then.

As soon as Sun Qing came over, he saw Han Jingxiu standing there frowning, thinking about something.She called out: "Xiao Han..."

Han Jingxiu raised his head: "Auntie, Jun Qi is asleep."

Sun Qing sighed: "She has been sleeping a lot lately, and she gets sleepy from time to time, and she has no energy at all." Then she asked Han Jingxiu to sit on a chair beside her, and she said, "Auntie wants to say a few words to you."

Han Jingxiu helped her to sit down.

"Auntie, just say what you have to say."

Sun Qing looked at him sideways. It's not that she doesn't like this child, he's handsome and mature, so there's nothing he can't dislike.But I was really scared, it was the same when I first saw Song Weiran.Star eyebrows and bright eyes, outstanding character, and a successful career at a young age.No matter how you look at it, it is perfect, and once thought that my daughter was blessed.I never thought that there would be today. It can be seen that the family is not right, and it is really inappropriate for marriage.

She didn't hesitate to say: "Auntie knows you are a good boy. She dares to express her feelings openly. It is also called being responsible. She must be sincere to Junqi. However, although I don't know your family background very well, look at you. You can think of an extraordinary family by your conversation and manner. And an ordinary family like ours will definitely not be able to climb high. Your family may not accept Jun Qi, as did the people of the Song family before. Anyway, she is not pleasing to the eye, and it has not been less in these years Make things difficult for her. Now that I have been reduced to such a situation, I, as a mother, feel very uncomfortable seeing it. From now on, I just want her to be smooth and live a peaceful life. We don’t want to be rich, so , Auntie, thank you for your consideration for her. It's just that you may not be really suitable. "

Sun Qing's concerns are not groundless, only young people pay the most attention to feelings.Older people can't do it, and they have to be close to people's expectations in all aspects.Because of the people in the upper class, where the innate conditions are placed, the vision will only be more harsh.Gu Junqi was not valued by the Song family before, let alone now.

Han Caiying's attitude already explained everything, Han Jingxiu really didn't dare to tell her that his family was friendly and kind.If he wants to be with Gu Junqi, there must be a lot of opposition.

He said: "Auntie, I understand what you mean. To be honest, my parents really don't understand me now. They think I must be crazy. However, everything I have done since I was a child has been carefully considered. , including liking someone. Since I dare to claim to the entire media that I like her, I am ready to be an enemy of the world. I will do my best to protect her and not let her suffer the slightest bit of harm. Even if I My family members can't either."

Sun Qing shook his head: "You don't understand, no one can live independently without a family. Because of its marriage, it seems to be a matter of two people, but it is actually a matter of two families, and you have no way to ignore them Feeling, only being with one person. If they really object, they won't just watch you and Junqi together and do nothing."

At that time, when the minions stick out, the one who will be hurt will definitely be Gu Junqi.Humiliation or expulsion, the target will definitely be her.They will not really complain about their son, the moment he is willing to "turn the prodigal son back", they will still be a harmonious family.Just like Song Weiran, in order to protect Gu Junqi, his relationship with Jian Bai has been very serious.But when Song Weiran also began to dislike her, the family quickly stood on a united front, fighting against each other.That kind of harmony and harmony, where can I see the slightest shadow of disharmony.

Just when Gu Junqi needed to see a psychiatrist because of his violent mood swings.Song Weiran's life is the same as before, with the icing on the cake.

Some people saw him eating with Shen Qingqing, or even shopping.Song Weiran not only bought a beautiful silk scarf for Shen Qingqing, but also kindly helped her wrap it around.The price is even more astonishing, it costs more than 1 yuan.

There is nothing to avoid, obviously acquiescing to the relationship between the two.Anyway, the matter has reached this point, so it is simply made public.

Shen Qingqing's goal has been achieved, she is in a good mood every day, even after a busy day and her bones are falling apart, she still smiles like a flower.

Then someone said in private: "Women in love are the happiest, and you can tell from the complexion."

In any case, it is a skill to be able to be a mistress.When Gu Junqi was severely suppressed, Shen Qingqing was invisibly praised.Song Weiran has been in love for several years, because of a childhood sweetheart, his temperament changed drastically.It can be seen that a heart is fully directed towards whom.Or maybe a few years have passed, and he already has her in his heart.Now that Shen Qingqing is back, Laoyan and Laoyan are back together.It is conceivable that Gu Junqi's ending is not much better.

"My ideal person is a world-class hero. One day he will step on the seven-color cloud to marry me. I guessed the beginning, but I can't guess the ending."

When the background music of "The Love of My Life" sounded, the woman in red and black hair sank slowly.

Sink into the bottomless abyss and be swallowed up by the giant sun.

The kind of helpless miss makes life worse than death.I want to keep it, but there is no way.The shackles of fate are tightly fastened, doomed to a catastrophe.Some people in this world are used to grow old together, and some people are not.It is destined to be used to cross the catastrophe and fly to become a fairy.

Every time Xia Beibei saw this, he would feel heartbroken. The plot was originally very nonsensical, but this abuse point was really good. He cried when he watched it, and he always felt very heartwarming.

If Gu Junqi didn't want to watch it, she wouldn't have thought of picking up such an old movie.

After a lot of digging at home, I found the disc left over from a few years ago, and took the laptop directly to the hospital.

The texture of the picture is much worse than the current special effects. When the Bull Demon King fanned a city up to the sun, he only saw a piece of red, and even the faces of people were blurred.However, Fairy Zixia is still pretty.The red wedding dress and long black hair were breathtakingly beautiful.

She looked at the person she liked, and she was really willing to die.But he had no choice but to let go of her hand, the love with a resting talisman added by fate, even the gods couldn't help it.

Xia Beibei turned his head and saw that Gu Junqi was watching seriously, his eyes were wide open, focused, with tears glistening in them.

Xia Beibei couldn't help thinking in his heart that Song Weiran was also Gu Junqi's favorite, but now he let go of her hand and let her slip into the bottomless abyss.

She said: "Okay, the show is over." Then she said: "Why do you watch such an old movie, the previous plot is messed up, it's boring to death."

So, manually turn off the video.Even the tearjerking background music was turned off.

The love of my life... who can guarantee that I will only love one person in my life?

When the time is up, the psychiatrist will come right away.

Gu Junqi has to go to the bathroom first.

Seeing her calm expression, Xia Beibei felt relieved to ask her to go alone.

She packed up the things on the bedside table, then touched Gu Junqi's cell phone, and accidentally touched the start button.Gu Junqi opened the data, so when the page was opened, overwhelming news came into view.

The handsome men and beautiful women go out in public, and they look like a good match from the back.

Xia Beibei stared at the screen for a while, and felt that the woman in the picture had a disgusting expression.Smiling sweetly at things that don't belong to her, pretending to be pure, won't Song Weiran spit it out when she looks at it?I really don't know what kind of mentality men in this world have.

She looked in the direction of the bathroom, the water was rushing, and Gu Junqi was washing his face.

She scooped the water into her palm and there was not much left when she splashed it on her face.There are gaps between the slender fingers, too thin, like a skeleton.This look disgusts me even when I see it, let alone others.

Gu Junqi looked indifferently at the person in the mirror whose cheeks were only the size of a palm. The warm liquid dripped down silently. She immediately sucked her nose tightly and lowered her head. Tears fell drop by drop and mixed in the extremely fast flowing water. , seems so insignificant.

She knew that the outside world was in chaos, she was like being swept up in a muddy sewage, if she couldn't make it, she would die.

So he had to hide in such a small world, and thought that everything was safe and sound.You can pretend that time is still, the world is also standing still, everything is still in its original state, and what awaits her is nothing but a trial.However, this is not the case.In addition to the legal verdict, morality has turned black and white, and made the most unfair trial, even if she would die in vain, but the culprit and other people who are optimistic about the show don't take it seriously at all.

Now Song Weiran is enjoying himself, he has solved all the troubles with his thunderous means.Now that they have embraced the beauty to their heart's content, the next thing they want to do most is to force her to divorce, and then the two of them can be together logically.

Gu Junqi stared at the mirror tightly, lost his mind for a while.

Until Xia Beibei panicked and knocked on the bathroom door.

"Jun Qi, are you alright? Why is it taking so long..."

Gu Junqi finally came back to his senses, but as if he had been suddenly frightened, he immediately panicked and screamed.

Xia Beibei pushed the door open and came in.

Shocked, he yelled out: "Jun Qi, what are you doing? Stop it."

Gu Junqi had already raised his hand and smashed the mirror, as if he was afraid of himself in the mirror, and when he stared at it, he felt as scary as a ghost.When she heard the sound, she felt that it was coming from inside. She screamed uncontrollably, and then smashed the mirror with all her strength.As a result, the finger was scratched by the debris, and the blood flowed down drop by drop.It was shocking to be mixed into the water flow of the washbasin.

Xia Beibei's heart was already in her throat, and she pulled her out of the bathroom while calling the medical staff.However, no one heard, she hurried to ring the bell on the bedside.Looking back, Gu Junqi had already shrunk into the corner by the bed, hugged himself tightly with bloody fingers, and couldn't stop shivering.

Shouting: "Ghost, ghost..."

Xia Beibei burst into tears, and hurried over to hug her tightly.

Paramedics rushed in quickly.After seeing Gu Junqi's condition, he immediately came over to stabilize her mood, and helped her bandage the wound by the way.

However, Gu Junqi cried and made noises, and did not listen to persuasion at all.

In the end, the doctor had to give her another sedative.She was like a dying person, as if she would lose all vitality if the needle was given, and she was so unwilling.However, no matter how hard he tried, he still struggled.He opened his eyes wide and looked at her good friend, looking at her with eyes full of prayers, hoping that she could save her.

Xia Beibei couldn't bear to be so pitiful, sobbing, he turned his face away.

She didn't turn around until the doctor finished the sedative and she felt the strength in her hand gradually loosen.

Gu Junqi lay weakly on the bed, his face was pale, blending in with the white sheets.At that moment, Xia Beibei felt that Gu Junqi was like snow, as if he could melt it with one breath.

Anorexia, depression, fatigue, and now self-harm.It shows that she is no longer a simple psychological problem. The doctor judged that she is suffering from depression, and it is very serious.

If this is the case, special treatment is required. Otherwise, if the patient's mood is extremely low and cannot be reversed, he is very likely to commit self-harm or suicide.

Xia Beibei quickly called Sun Qing and told her that Gu Junqi had a problem again.

Sun Qing quickly rushed over from home, Gu Junqi's medicine hadn't passed yet, and he was lying on the bed and fell asleep.Even so, Xia Beibei still didn't dare to leave.

Seeing Sun Qing coming in, he stood up as if he had a backbone: "Auntie, you are finally here, you scared me to death just now."

Sun Qing asked her: "What happened?"

Xia Beibei told her what happened before.

Sun Qing gently stroked Gu Junqi's gauze-wrapped hand, crying continuously.

Knowing that she was sad, Xia Beibei comforted her and said, "Auntie, don't be too sad. Depression is not incurable. Next, let's ask the doctor what to do. If we actively treat it, Jun Qi will definitely recover soon. Get better."

Only then did Sun Qing realize that he was going to ask the doctor about Gu Junqi's condition.She asked Xia Beibei to watch here first, and go to the doctor by herself.

A treatment plan was established that night, but mental illness is a big problem that can only be suppressed and alleviated.It is impossible to cure it. Once you get this disease, it is like being haunted by a demon.It is uncertain when it will happen again, and the trouble will follow you forever.

After hearing this, Sun Qing felt very heavy. When she thought that her good daughter would be linked to mental illness in the future, she couldn't help but feel sad.It's a bad fate, but she really didn't expect that a good person would be ruined like this.

Xia Beibei came out of the hospital very late and called Su Rui on the way.After a while, he was picked up by him, and through the receiver, he could faintly hear noisy voices inside.

Suri asked her, "What's the matter?"

Xia Beibei still had a strong nasal voice: "Doctor Su, Jun Qi has suffered from severe depression and has already shown self-harm behavior. If I wasn't here today, I really don't know what would happen to her. I'm really scared, I'm afraid something will happen to her."

Su Rui's heart was pounding, his eyes were raised, and he looked at the people drinking beside him.

After a long while, Shen Shen said: "I'll go see her tomorrow, you usually take good care of her, don't leave her alone."

After hanging up the phone, Su Rui picked up the cup and drank the liquid in it.Then he said: "Gu Junqi suffered from depression and almost committed suicide today."

Song Weiran's hand holding the cup paused, and a drop of the liquid inside spilled out.After a while, he turned to look at him.The complex lights of the bar hit the face, always feeling unpredictable.

Su Rui looked at him and added, "It's really possible that she will die."

Song Weiran drank the wine in the glass, picked up the coat beside him and left.

Su Rui watched him go out, Song Weiran probably drank too much, his body seemed to shake slightly.

Han Jingxiu was there when Gu Junqi woke up.

Sitting on the chair by the window, when he heard the noise, he immediately walked over and said, "Are you awake?"

Gu Junqi narrowed his eyes and looked at him for a while: "Why are you here?"

Han Jingxiu pretended to be relaxed and said: "I heard that you hurt your hand, so I came to see you."

After he said it, Gu Junqi slowly raised his hand and saw the gauze wrapped around his palm.She couldn't figure it out: "How did I hurt my hand?"

Han Jingxiu wanted to reach out and shake her hand, but raised it slightly and put it down again.She only moved the corner of her mouth and said, "You were not good, so you scratched your hand. Since you can't remember it, don't think about it. Be careful in the future. If anything happens to you, Auntie will be worried."

Sun Qing stood aside with red eyes, but dared not cry.The atmosphere in the room was extremely dignified, making it difficult to breathe.Only Gu Junqi, like an ignorant baby, curled up softly in the mother's womb, unable to withstand the slightest harm.

Gu Junqi asked Sun Qing: "Mom, am I worrying you again?"

Sun Qing forced a smile: "No, it's just that you don't like to eat the food made by your mother recently, which makes me feel very disappointed."

Gu Junqi coaxed her and said: "Who said I don't like to eat? I just don't have a good appetite recently, so I ate a little less." Seeing that her eyes were still gloomy, he said: "Did you bring me dinner? Huh? I'm a little hungry."

As soon as Sun Qing heard this, he immediately brought over the thermos.

"Of course I did, someday I won't cook something delicious for you."

Han Jingxiu helped to stretch out the small dining table on the bed, and took a spoon for her.

Even though it was simple white rice porridge, Sun Qing cooked it for a long time.The rice grains are almost melted, and they are fragrant and glutinous.

Gu Junqi reluctantly took two bites, and felt nauseated.In the end, she was forced to suppress it.When I ate half a bowl, I suddenly couldn't restrain myself.He leaned over to the side of the bed and vomited loudly.It doesn't matter if I vomit, I even vomited out the gastric juice.

Han Jingxiu quickly stroked her back, waited until she finished vomiting, and poured a glass of water for her to rinse her mouth.

Gu Junqi straightened his body, tears were streaming down his face, his chest heaved violently, and he was struggling to breathe.

Sun Qing quickly went to the bathroom to get things to clean up the mess, and went in for a while before coming out.When he came out, his eyes were very red.

Gently scolded her and said: "If you don't want to eat, don't force yourself to eat it. It's so uncomfortable to vomit."

Gu Junqi rinsed his mouth with clear water, comforted her and said, "Don't worry, it's not too uncomfortable. After vomiting, the whole body feels a lot better."

Sun Qing was so sad that he couldn't speak at all, so he packed up quickly and went out.

Han Jingxiu walked heavily, knowing that it was getting late, he took the chair next to him and sat down.

Seeing her fairy tale book on the bedside, I picked it up and said, "I'll read you two stories before leaving."

Gu Junqi said: "This book is to deceive children."

Han Jingxiu smiled slightly: "You are forever in my opinion."

Gu Junqi sighed, "It really is the age that believes in fairy tales.

They were all fairy tales that she had read when she was a child, even when she was illiterate, her parents would read them to her as bedtime stories.

A few days ago, when I woke up from sleep, I saw her laying next to the bed.Gu Junqi didn't know who sent it, because his will has been depressed these days, and he didn't bother to ask.

After a story was told, Gu Junqi asked him, "Is the court going to start soon?"

Han Jingxiu closed the book: "Next Tuesday, there are still four days left."

Gu Junqi said "um", indicating that she knew.

Han Jingxiu said gently: "Don't worry, the result will not be bad."

Gu Junqi felt that everything was already very bad, and the worst thing was going to jail.

Han Jingxiu told her to dispel such thoughts, his lawyer team was the most authoritative.In the past few days, I have also greeted my friends from the public security, procuratorate and law, and they will definitely help the case a lot.

He raised his wrist and looked at the time, it was really late.Tell her: "Rest early, I will come to see you tomorrow."

Gu Junqi lay on the bed. Although he slept for a long time every day, he still felt sleepy.

Han Jingxiu came out of the ward and saw Sun Qing sitting on a bench in the corridor in a daze.

It was getting late, and the entire corridor was silent.The light falls on my shoulders like falling snow, and I always feel lonely.

Han Jingxiu walked over and said, "Auntie, it's getting late, you should go to bed earlier."

Sun Qing raised her head: "Xiao Han, thank you."

Han Jingxiu's eyes dimmed: "I can't alleviate her pain."

Sun Qing knew that Han Jingxiu had been taking care of the lawsuit. During this time, Gu Junqi's illness had distracted all her energy, and she couldn't care about anything else.Therefore, Han Jingxiu almost took care of the case.

"Auntie really doesn't know how to thank you. I know you have done a lot for her. Thanks to you when the Gu family was in crisis, Junqi and I were able to survive until today."

However, she knew that the more Han Jingxiu paid, the more difficult things would be.Now Gu Junqi's situation is getting worse, and the possibility of the two of them getting together is getting slimmer.Her own daughter, she was not afraid to speak harshly.Han Jingxiu's family will not accept a mental illness, after all he is so good.

So, this kind of gratitude weighed on her heart like a stone.Sun Qing added: "When the lawsuit comes to an end, if Jun Qi is still a free person, I want to take her out of here and find a quiet place to live a quiet life."

Han Jingxiu knew that Sun Qing's purpose in taking Gu Junqi away was to protect her, and she couldn't bear any more harm.However, to her, Jiangcheng was a truly sad place.Judging from Gu Junqi's current situation, if he stays here every day and breathes the air here, he will probably become even more insane.

There is an invisible gap between him and Gu Junqi, and Han Jingxiu knows it well.Just like in the past few days, he has been repeatedly urged by his family to cut off contact with Gu Junqi, otherwise they are very likely to deny him his son.Han Caiying would call him from time to time, and now he is still persuading him. If he persists in resisting stubbornly, there must be more than that.No one can guarantee whether the disaster will befall Gu Junqi at that time.

But one thing he knew very well, Gu Junqi couldn't stand any more trouble.

There are mixed feelings in my heart, and I have to go where I feel right and wrong.

"Auntie, as long as it is a good decision for Junqi, I support it. I also think it is very good that you want to take her to a quiet place. But please don't let me leave her. If you are afraid that she will be hurt, you can always Don’t come into my world. But I can enter her world, wherever she goes, I am willing to go there.”

Sun Qing sighed and said, "Jun Qi is suffering from severe depression now..."

Han Jingxiu said very firmly, "I don't care."

Staring at his deep eyes, Sun Qing was really moved by his sincerity for a moment, and felt that she was also persuaded by him.However, thinking of Song Weiran back then, his heart hardened in an instant.

"Don't say you don't care, the road of life is very long. Normal people will get more and more tired when they walk, let alone people who shoulder heavy burdens. After a long time, they will feel very hard, because slowly, feelings It will become dull, and when the novelty of people and people is over, even patience will be lost. Then you will only feel tired when you face a patient every day." Seeing that Han Jingxiu wanted to deny it again, she quickly said: "Don't reply so quickly I, wait until you go back and think about it clearly."

Han Jingxiu nodded: "Okay, auntie. Let's talk about it after the case is over."

On the day of the trial, Gu Junqi attended as the defendant.

Song Weiran did not show up in court, and his lawyer represented him in everything.

The context of the case seems to be very clear. As long as the trial proceeds in accordance with normal procedures, the link of producing evidence is very simple.It's just that the debate between the two sides was relatively intense during the defense stage.

Han Jingxiu's lawyer tried his best to fight for a lighter punishment for Gu Junqi. First, he considered the infringement as a whole, and then after Gu Junqi suffered repeated setbacks, his spirit had been greatly damaged. He reminded the judge to take into account that she was a mental patient.In the end, he tried his best to defend Gu Junqi for reducing his punishment.

After several 10 minutes of the trial, Gu Junqi made the final statement. She sat in the dock and seemed unusually silent.

What else is there to say now, she wants to say that she is innocent.However, all the evidence has found her guilty.If she denies it, in the eyes of the judge, it is resistance, which directly shows that there is a problem with her attitude.If I am honest and kind, I feel really sorry for myself.Song Weiran is clearly the one who commits the most crimes, but he is more unscrupulous than her.

So, simply pretend to be crazy and foolish without saying a word.

After the final collegial panel deliberated, the presiding judge announced the outcome of the trial.

(End of this chapter)