sweet wife high above

Chapter 134
Song Weiran's slender fingers clenched the steering wheel slightly, and turned left at the intersection, as if the unsightly spot had finally disappeared.

Shen Qingqing looked at him sideways: "The trial just ended today, I didn't expect her to be in the mood to eat. It's not that I heard that she suffered from severe anorexia, it seems that the rumors are really unbelievable."

Song Weiran snorted: "Is she not skinny enough?"

This is true, Shen Qingqing almost didn't recognize Gu Junqi when she saw her.She was not fat before, and her figure was slim.In addition, the length is not short, so it is very outstanding when stepping on high heels.But, not now, after being too thin, only a skeleton remains.The charm that a woman should have is gone.

Shen Qingqing deliberately teased him: "You don't feel bad, do you?"

Song Weiran casually reminded her: "I don't mind if you want to go down in the rain."

She complained: "See, it's really ruthless."

This disdain for others to say, Song Weiran himself did not deny it.When Gu Junqi ended up like this today, although he completely shirked the responsibility.However, how many people are afraid of him in their own hearts and conclude that he is a heartless and ungrateful person, he knows it well.After all, he is the first wife who has lived together for several years, but he is not at all merciful.

The rain sprinkled on the body is like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

Standing on the side of the road, Gu Junqi couldn't get a taxi and had nowhere to hide. He let the rain water wantonly, and the coldness slowly penetrated from his bones.She couldn't see the whole world clearly, and her whole body was shaking.The neon lights of the city were soaked in rainwater, and they all became blurred background paintings.The roar in her ears was also the sound of rain.All soft whispers were washed away by the heavy rain, and all the memories that bloomed like flowers became more and more shallow under the cruel blow.

She remembered the movie she had seen called "The Eraser in My Mind". Gu Junqi felt that there was also an eraser in her mind at this time, to wipe out little by little the people and things that were originally intended to be remembered for a lifetime.Over the years, I will never remember, nor will I think of it again.

Who said that you will never let go of the hand you hold?Those poetic years have passed, and you should always know that a large part of the promise is moving because it is mixed with lies.There is also a certain degree of whim, because no one can predict what will happen to themselves in the future.

When we are young, we may still be a person with ideals and ambitions, but when we grow up a little bit and then get old, we become what we hate.

So, never live with those memories again.It was like a nightmare, waking up after being frightened, and it was useless to run around in it all the time.

Gu Junqi didn't know whether he was crying or not, but his heart convulsed so badly that he found it difficult to breathe.She had to open her mouth wide, and the rainwater flooded in, making her choke even more uncomfortable.The liquid blurred her vision, and she looked at the whole world in the rain, becoming more and more dazed.

In the end, only the cold perception was left, as cars ahead continued to slide through the rain curtain.The car lights came on one after another, dim and blurry.She was looking for an unoccupied taxi.Nai He's eyes were dizzy for a while, and he couldn't see clearly at all.

The harder you try, the more futile you are.After being watered by the heavy rain for a long time, the body finally felt a little overwhelmed, swayed, and suddenly fell down.At that moment, Gu Junqi squinted and watched the whole world turned upside down, and she was lying in the rain, suddenly so desperate.

When I woke up, I was in the hospital. Because of the high fever, I was in a daze.Opening a slit in his eyes, he saw that he was getting an infusion.The potion was dripping at a fast rhythm, and because of the silence, it seemed that the sound of falling could be heard.

Gu Junqi looked at it for a while, feeling dry mouth.He blurted out a sentence: "Water..."

Someone immediately stood up from the chair and poured a glass of water over.With a sigh of relief: "You finally woke up."

Gu Junqi was carefully lifted up and saw that it was Han Jingxiu.He always looked radiant, but not today.As if he hadn't slept well, there were visible red bloodshots in his eyes.Although the eyes are not as swollen as the woman's, they are still not as thin and narrow as before.

"what happened to you?"

Han Jingxiu sighed: "I should ask you this. When will I be able to listen to you?"

One person ran out and the phone was turned off, and he went crazy, but he still couldn't find anyone.By the time she got the news, she was already unconscious and sent to the hospital.Han Jingxiu felt that Gu Junqi had the most ability to make him mess up.He drove fast in the rain and ran a red light, but the instigator didn't know it.

Gu Junqi said: "Children have to listen to adults all the time, and I am not a child."

"But what's the difference between your childish behavior and that of a child?"

At the end of the trial that day, when he left the court, Han Jingxiu still had something to say to the people in the court.So he asked Gu Junqi and Sun Qing to go first, and then he went to the hospital to find her.How did she know that she not only got out of the car halfway, but also turned off her mobile phone.When the rolling thunder sounded, it was like a rumbling war drum hammering his chest.Han Jingxiu went crazy looking for someone all over the world, thinking she was like a rebellious girl who ran away from home.What is not childish?
Gu Junqi remembered that he passed out on the side of the road, and he tried his best to hold on.However, the will is getting more and more lax, and it is impossible to cheer up.Coupled with the severe cold, the body was shaking non-stop.In the end, it was dark and fell down.

"How did I come to the hospital?"

Han Jingxiu raised his eyelids and said, "Auntie said that Dr. Su sent you here."

"Su Rui?" Gu Junqi wondered, "How does he know I'm there?"

"Doctor Su said that she met you by chance."

Gu Junqi sighed: "The world is really not big, it is not small."

Han Jingxiu really wanted to knock her on the head, is the focus now on this?

Seeing that she had only drank half a glass of water, she frowned and asked, "Don't drink any more?"

Gu Junqi shook his head, still feeling uncomfortable, and lay back on the bed.Ask him: "Where is my mother?"

Han Jingxiu put down his glass and said, "Auntie has been guarding you all night, and I told her to go to rest. It's too much for me to take care of you all the time. Now I'll take care of you. Just tell me if you have anything to do."

Gu Junqi hummed: "I can't afford a senior nurse like you."

Han Jingxiu saw that her eyes were squinting, her voice was getting weaker and weaker, obviously she was about to fall asleep again.He sighed: "If you can't use it, get better soon."

But, easier said than done?
A completely defeated person has been devastated mentally and has become a mentally ill patient. He is labeled as a "vulnerable group" all over his body, and even the law has compassion.When he was awake, Gu Junqi couldn't help but feel sorry for himself.

She fell asleep, falling into a deep sleep in a matter of moments.

That's why Han Jingxiu dared to hold her hand.Although she has expressed her heart, but with her current state of mind, let alone whether she is able to take care of it.Han Jingxiu wondered if she had forgotten that he said he liked her.Therefore, I still feel that my situation is a secret love, and I can only be cautious in expressing all my emotions.

Her fingers were so thin that there were already big gaps between them.When Han Jingxiu was holding it, he was thinking, when will this hand have the strength to hold the pen, so that he can devote himself to the creation?

Gu Junqi's most important thing now is to focus on medical treatment. In addition to drug treatment every day, there will be doctors talking to her regularly.However, she still can't help but go crazy.In addition to crying and screaming when you are depressed, you will also self-mutilate.

The hospital suggested that she be treated in isolation, because her condition is serious, and centralized treatment in a confined space will help her to relieve her condition.

If Sun Qing didn't guard, he would naturally not feel relieved.Moreover, when Gu Junqi was sober, he also told his family members not to give up on her.Every mentally ill patient is resistant during treatment, their body and mind just cannot be controlled by themselves.Just like a patient with severe depression said that he would have the urge to commit suicide several times a year, his will was depressed, and he just felt that he could no longer live.Spinning back and forth on the balcony, calling friends non-stop, venting everything loudly, telling everyone that she was going to commit suicide.She just wanted someone to keep her, and she also wanted to be persuaded. No one in this world really wanted to die.

Gu Junqi didn't want to die, let alone be said to be a patient.

That resistance hurts.

She even said: "If I really want to commit suicide to the point of being like a mad dog, none of you should stop me. At least when I am dying, I feel that my dream has come true."

Of course, I dare not say this in Sun Qing's face, she will definitely be sad to death when she hears it.

When Han Jingxiu heard this, he would stare at her fiercely.Tell her: "Don't even think about it, live to suffer, and don't even think about dying to enjoy it."

He is determined to pull her up from the abyss, and for this reason, he and his family have already fallen into a half-broken state.The reason for the stalemate is that Han Caiying still has a glimmer of hope, thinking about convincing him emotionally.After all, marrying a woman who has been hurt emotionally and who is also a lunatic is not a wise move no matter how you look at it.It's not that his son is not good, and it's not that he can't get a wife.It doesn't make sense to discount the conditions of the other half. On the contrary, she is not a perfect woman, and they don't want to think about it at all.

However, Han Jingxiu's stubbornness is also very troublesome.Now, not only does he not answer calls from his family members, even if Han Caiying finds a company, he refuses to see her.

In the eyes of his family, his behavior is really rebellious, but it is the most troublesome when he reaches the age where he can't be beaten or scolded.

It's sunny and not too hot.Gu Junqi glanced out the window, wanting to go outside to bask in the sun.

Sun Qing was also worried that it would be too boring for her to stay in the ward every day, which would not be good for her condition.Just go downstairs with her.

The two of them sat on the bench and chatted earlier, but Gu Junqi's mental state seemed to be pretty good this day.Sun Qing talked about her various mischievous behaviors when she was a child, and now it is a kind of joke to talk about.Sun Qing's eyes were full of memories, and when he spoke, he was nostalgic and satisfied.Even when he said: "You were very naughty when you were young, sometimes it really made my liver ache.", but I didn't see the slightest bit of disgust.On the contrary, there is nostalgia in his expression, which makes people feel that it would be great if time could be turned back.

Gu Junqi remembered those things, but also forgot a large part.When I heard Sun Qing talk about it one by one, I felt that being a parent is really not easy.It turned out that she has been troublesome since she was a child, and it is still the same now.

It is said that children are debts owed by parents in previous lives, which is true.

Gu Junqi turned his head and said, "Mom, I'm sorry."

Sun Qing looked at her with a smile: "Stupid child, what are you sorry for? Parents are not like this. When you are completely relieved and don't disturb me, I may not have a sense of existence. On the contrary, I feel abandoned. Maybe at that time I will still be lost, and I will think that you have been clinging to my child when you were young."

Gu Junqi's nose was so sore that he reached out his arms and said, "Why would I abandon you? If a person's life span can be allocated, I really hope to give you a portion of my life, so that every day I live in this world, you will exist."

Sun Qing couldn't help but rolled his eyes, and could only say: "Don't be stupid, Mom doesn't want that. Are you going to let me be quiet? Am I afraid of death at such an old age? He just died, just like your father, who left without a sound. But, think about it, he is good enough to hide in peace. How can he be like me, worrying about you every day. So, if he is really going to die, he will live in peace."

"Mom, you can't leave me early. You must live a long life. Without you, I don't know how to live well."

Sun Qing sucked her nose tightly: "Don't worry, it's not easy to die. I will always be with you, so you should treat your illness well now."

Tears rolled down the corners of Gu Junqi's eyes silently: "Mom, don't worry, I'm fine."

The sun shone down on the body, warm.The taste of childhood arrived here through a long time tunnel, and Gu Junqi seemed to see himself bouncing around when he was a child.How happy I was at that time, even if I got into trouble and was scolded by my parents, I was still heartlessly happy.I think the big worry is that I didn’t get the doll I wanted, and I accidentally hung a hole in the new skirt. If it is bigger, the Chinese teacher assigns too much homework, and there will be a midterm exam tomorrow... But, This kind of trouble will not last for too long, and it will pass after a night of sleep.When the sun rises tomorrow, I will still be happy.

Where is it like now, it seems that he is enduring the sadness of not being aware of moaning, even if it is not fatal, it is still destructive.Most of the time it makes people desperate, not to mention that it can be relieved by sleeping, but sometimes they don’t want to get up after falling asleep, and they just want to escape.

The nurse came down and called Sun Qing, saying that the doctor came to her to tell her about Gu Junqi's condition.

Gu Junqi said: "Mom, you go. I will sit here for a while and then go up."

Sun Qing was worried before, but Gu Junqi said that she would only sit for a while.Seeing that she was doing well today, Sun Qing felt relieved and turned to go upstairs.

Gu Junqi sat on the bench, squinting his eyes to look at the sun in the sky.After watching it for a long time, I feel a little tingling.Looking at things that are too bright for a long time, dark spots will appear instead. She lowered her head and rubbed her eyes.

Feeling a person walking by in front of her, she raised her eyes subconsciously, and saw Shen Qingqing with bright makeup.

Compared with her current self, Shen Qingqing is as gorgeous as a flower.Her cheeks are delicate and full, she is wearing vintage red lipstick, and her foundation is delicate and even, making her look very good-looking.

Gu Junqi would never be so stupid that she appeared here by accident.So, ask her directly: "Did you come to see me for something?"

(End of this chapter)