sweet wife high above

Chapter 154
Xia Beibei nodded confusedly, thinking that what Su Rui said made sense, but reason told her that everything was not that simple.It's like shouting that people are equal when venting their emotions. Sometimes even when I go to the mall, I am despised by a clerk who sees people as inferior, and I can't help but complain about her narrow-mindedness. Don't understand anything.However, at the gorgeous birthday party, when Ye Jinran said that he was a person from two worlds, he felt speechless.

That kind of gloomy mood is like wearing ordinary cheap clothes and going to a high-end consumer place with a guilty conscience. It is difficult to be confident, calm and upright.Therefore, in many cases, the humble mentality is not given to you by others, but by yourself.

Xia Beibei nodded indiscriminately, her mind was a little confused, she wanted to quickly escape from the scene, and find someone to help her sort out her messy thoughts.

Su Rui thought she understood, so she said, "Then go in quickly, and I'll call you later."

Xia Beibei said, "Goodbye, Doctor Su." She stepped on her high heels and left the scene as if fleeing.

The painting style has completely changed, she has turned from a stalker with a dead skin to a deserter.

As soon as he came in, the clerk said, "Manager Xia, Mr. Gu was looking for you just now."

Xia Beibei felt as if he had found a treasure: "She's here?" Turning around, he saw the door of the office was open, and rushed in excitedly: "Gu Junqi, you've come here. Didn't the phone say you came early? What time is it now? gone?"

So much so that she had to fight alone, racking her brains to face Su Rui, but she didn't know what to do.

Gu Junqi told her to sit on the sofa.

"I saw you talking to Su Rui just now, how is it?"

Xia Beibei hugged his head and said with great melancholy: "Don't mention it, Jun Qi, I feel so contradictory. You said that I like Dr. Su so much, and I thought about being with him all the time before. Now my dream has finally come true. Why do you feel that it is different from what you imagined?"

Gu Junqi asked her: "Why is it different? Did you find that you don't like Su Rui as much as before?"

Xia Beibei sat down and said: "That's not true, I still like him as before. But when I like him, it's a kind of emotion. I am bewitched by that emotion every day, and I am excited and full of excitement. Every day in my life is full of excitement." It is full of passion. But when he also likes me, when he thinks that his previous state will change, he is not so excited. On the contrary, his heart is empty, and he always feels that he is not at the bottom."

After thinking for a while, he said, "Even wanting to back down, I can't help but wonder if the two of you are suitable. After all, there are so many different conditions in every aspect...Jun Qi, I'm really going to die of depression."

Xia Beibei tore her hair indiscriminately, like a crazy woman.

Gu Junqi knows where her contradictions are. When she likes someone, the feeling is very simple, just like the saying, "If you like someone, you like it. No one can do anything about it." 'When you like someone, you never ask whether the other person is good or bad, whether the character is suitable or not, it is a feeling from the heart.However, being together is different.The maintenance of relationship requires skills and methods, enthusiasm and passion are not enough.Moreover, when you like someone, those attractive shining points on the other person may lose their brilliance instantly after getting close to them. Because people do not have the support of enthusiasm, they may resent or hate each other.It was like two pebbles with sharp edges and corners, bloody after violent collision and friction.It no longer feels so individual when looking at it from a distance, and the most real feeling may only be pain.

"How did you answer him?"

Xia Beibei said: "Let's just say that I fell asleep last night and didn't have time to think about it, so I haven't answered him yet. I just want to hear what you have to say and give me reassurance, otherwise I'll always feel My heart is in a mess."

Gu Junqi found that she was not that big, and when she couldn't figure it out, she would pretend to be stupid and escape, and when she really thought it through, she would face life directly, and save herself regretting it.

She laughed and said, "I can't see it, you are so cunning. You just have no confidence in the future, so you are just afraid."

Xia Beibei wrinkled his face: "To be honest, Jun Qi, I really want to be with Dr. Su for the rest of my life, not to fall in love."

"Who said that it must be a matter of falling in love? As long as we are together, we have the possibility of living for a lifetime."

Xia Beibei shook his head: "It's too difficult."

The hurdles in her life with Su Rui seem to be bigger than the sky.First of all, she was not in the right household. She had met Su Rui's mother, and her rejection was written all over her face.She wasn't good at the fight between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and she wasn't good at bearing pressure, so how could she fight to the end.

Gu Junqi said: "I can understand your fear." After a pause, he said: "If my marriage didn't end in such a tragic end, wouldn't you be more courageous?"

Xia Beibei glanced at her and said nothing, yes, a wealthy family is daunting.The people inside are so glamorous, but inside the door is like a whirlpool of evil.I'm afraid that once I fall into it, I won't be able to help myself. There is only pain behind the glamor.Xia Beibei admits that sometimes she is a little imaginative, but her courage is limited.I'm really afraid that I can't cope with this kind of life, but I put myself in danger.

Gu Junqi stared into her eyes and asked again: "So, this fear is better than your feelings for Su Rui? If you think so, do you think your love for Su Rui and Su Rui's love for you If you can't give you a sense of security, I advise you to give up. If you miss this person, there will be another person, so it may not be inappropriate. However, if you clearly feel that there are so many dangers waiting for you ahead, and You are still not willing to let go, and the idea of ​​throwing everything at one's eggs disturbs your mind. Then try it, try it bravely, who knows where happiness lies? Don't look at me, not every Cinderella who married into a rich family As devastated as I am, even best friends don't share the same fate."

Besides, Song Weiran didn't betray her, he just didn't love her.Just like what he said, how could they fall in love despite the mortal hatred of killing their father?Their union was nothing more than a conspiracy.

However, Su Rui is different from Xia Beibei, there is no such complicated past and old hatred between them, they are just two people who love each other.Thinking about it this way, the odds of happiness are much greater than theirs.

Gu Junqi was faintly lost in thought. In fact, sometimes she was thinking, if there was no such hatred between him and Song Weiran, and the first meeting was just her flirting with him, would he still notice her?Or there is no love or hatred between them, just get married like that, and then live together, after a few years, will he like her a little bit?
However, life has no ifs.Some are just bloody reality.

Xia Beibei tilted his head and leaned on her shoulder: "To be honest, Jun Qi, I'm really scared. I'm so stupid, how can I manage it easily when I'm married into such an environment. And I know Dr. Su's My mother doesn't like me, and his family will definitely not accept me easily. Therefore, I am in great pain. Because of these layers of barriers that I don't even know how to overcome. But if I let go, I really miss Dr. Su , I really want to be with him in my dreams. I feel that I can be with such a person for many years. I can see him every morning when I open my eyes, and I can laugh out loud when I think about it. This kind of life is called live?

As you said, when I think about these things, I feel that as long as I can be with him, everything else is nothing, and there is nothing to be afraid of.Jun Qi, do you know that Dr. Su is like the sun in my life, as long as he exists, any storm is nothing. "She chattered, her voice was very calm, like talking in a dream. It was her most thoughtful thought.

Gu Junqi stretched out his arms to embrace her: "Since you think so, there is no need to hesitate. In fact, you have already decided that you want to be with Su Rui. Even if there are thorns ahead, you are not afraid at all. You The reason why you tell me is to let me cheer you up and tell you that your choice is right. Beibei, I can give you such courage. But, you also have to know that everything has risks, feelings That's right. So, as long as you choose now and follow your heart, no matter what happens in the future, don't regret it."

Because, regret is like poison that penetrates the intestines. Once you have this feeling, the pain will break your heart.

Only those who have no regrets or regrets, even if things go against their wishes in the future, and there are discrepancies between ideals and reality, they will not be too painful to live.In order to unload the burden, pick up the bag and go to the next journey.

"So, you support me, right?"

Gu Junqi smiled and said: "Of course I support you. You like Su Rui so much. Now Su Rui has been conquered by your charm. As a friend, of course I am happy for you."

Xia Beibei suddenly embraced her excitedly: "Jun Qi, you know what, I most want to hear your encouragement, let you tell me 'Bei Bei, love boldly, there is nothing to be afraid of', no? Because you came out of a wrong marriage, it made me fear. Instead, you are my best friend. I think that even if one day I am really let down, because of you, I feel more courageous, There is nothing that cannot be faced. If I am alone here thinking about all kinds of difficulties that may be encountered in the future, it is really difficult to take this step."

Gu Junqi felt that Xia Beibei was fortunately not like her, who liked to dig into horns.Therefore, most of the time, Xia Beibei looked wiser and braver.Hearing what she said, she suddenly wasn't particularly worried about her.

Until the end of get off work, there were only two waves of customers in the store, but none of the dresses were sold.

Gu Junqi was calm, since the business was in a downturn, there was no need to stay here all the time, so he asked a few shop assistants to leave work early.

Xia Beibei didn't leave, and agreed to go to Gu's house for dinner tonight.Sun Qing said on the phone that he would make braised chicken nuggets and pork ribs for them. Thinking about it, Xia Beibei's mouth watered.

Looking sideways at Gu Junqi, she was looking at her phone with a serious and serious expression.

Can't help feeling curious: "What are you looking at?"

Stretch your head to look at the past, the mood interface of WeChat. "Have a nice trip." The photo attached below is the waiting hall of Jiangcheng.

Xia Beibei asked casually, "Who is it?"

Gu Junqi said: "Shen Qingqing and Song Weiran."

Xia Beibei opened his mouth wide in surprise: "That pair of dogs, what do you pay attention to them?"

Gu Junqi thought, yes, since he has seen through Shen Qingqing's ulterior motives, what is he doing to make himself unhappy like this.He raised his hand to delete this person, but suddenly hesitated when he did it.

Xia Beibei saw her hesitation, and asked puzzledly, "What's wrong?"

"Why do you want to delete it? If you know yourself and your enemy, you will never end in a hundred battles." She moved her lower lip indifferently, put away her phone after logging out of the WeChat page, called Shang Xia Beibei and said, "Let's go home and have dinner."

Li Chen suddenly couldn't get in touch with Ningxia, and the phone that called her was always turned off.In a hurry, he ran to her apartment to look for her, and saw Wu Junfeng downstairs.

The two looked at each other for a moment like enemies.

It was Wu Junfeng who spoke first and said, "Ning Xia is not at home."

"Where did she go?"

Wu Junfeng suddenly sneered: "Stop being hypocritical, don't you know where she went? Could it be that the two of you wanted to hide in secret."

(End of this chapter)