sweet wife high above

Chapter 175

Gu Junqi felt that whoever hurts knows.After all, some wounds are in the heart and cannot be seen. Therefore, others will not be able to feel the pain when it occurs.

She drank all the liquid in the glass, put down the glass and said: "Okay, I think you are almost awake from the wine, it's getting late, go back and rest."

Song Jingyan raised his wrist subconsciously to check the time, it was really getting late.But I don't want to move, I won't go back to Song's house tonight, just find a hotel to stay at.Therefore, no one cares what time it is.

"Didn't you say that you will leave 'Humeng' after the fashion show is over, what are your plans now?"

Gu Junqi let out a mournful cry, annoying things happened one after another.She wanted to leave 'Sumeng' and set up her own family, but Han Jingxiu refused to let him go, so she really had no choice.

"As Party B of the contract, he is a weak party. And you should know how smart and powerful his lawyer team is. Even if they are strong words, they can find legitimacy in the contract that I can't justify now. "

It was really helpless, so Gu Junqi planned to take a slant and think of other ways.

Song Jingyan sneered: "Han Jingxiu really took great pains to keep you." He raised his eyes and glanced at her, then said, "He is much luckier than me."

"Where is luckier than you?"

Song Jingyan didn't answer her, just said: "Let's go."

It was not far from the living area of ​​Gu Junqi's family, so she decided to walk back.Tell Song Jingyan: "You have a long way to go, take a taxi."

Song Jingyan stopped the taxi and left, looking at Gu Junqi in the night through a glass, with his hands in the pockets of his coat, a slender and thin woman, and often feels that her body contains huge power, when it explodes, it just feels like Like a fountain.Such a woman has a soul-stirring magic power, and there is no way people don't like it.

He reported the name of the hotel, and the taxi went straight to the destination.

While checking in at the front desk, Jian Bai called.Song Jingyan glanced at it and immediately pressed it.

Jian Bai called again, and the other party had already shut down the phone.Knowing that he will not come back at this time, Jian Bai is just worried that he will make the past public on the spur of the moment.It is true that his reputation will be ruined.Compared to this, Jian Bai was more worried that he would have no place to stand.When the Song family refused to accommodate him, she really couldn't imagine what Song Jingyan would do.

She was sitting on the sofa holding the phone, her heart was in a mess.Jian Bai never thought that Song Jingyan had always hated her in his heart all these years.Even he ran away from home because he didn't want to see her mother. When Song Jingyan said these words, it was like a slap in the face of her.When she was lying on the bed today, she couldn't help thinking, could this be retribution?
Footsteps sounded outside the hall.

Jian Bai shuddered, turned around and called, "Jing Yan, you're back..."

It was Song Weiran who walked in.

Seeing her so late, she was still sitting on the sofa and frowned slightly: "Song Jingyan hasn't come back yet?"

Jian Bai tried his best to swallow the bitterness in his heart, and hurriedly smoothed things over for Song Jingyan, saying: "He hasn't messed around for a long time, and he didn't come back so late, there must be a social occasion, and those friends couldn't get away from him."

Song Weiran glanced at her and said, "Since you know, why are you still sitting here waiting? It's getting late, go and rest."

Jian Bai said: "I took a nap in the afternoon, and I don't feel sleepy now. I just sit here for a while, and I'm not waiting for him." Then he asked: "Why did you come back so late? Have you been drinking?"

"Well, I had a drink with Suri."

Jian Bai originally wanted to ask him how the divorce was going, but when the words came to his lips, he suddenly couldn't ask half a word.Besides, I really didn't have the mood to talk about other things, so I said, "Go up and rest early."

Song Weiran went upstairs, and said as she walked, "Don't be too late."

Jian Bai let out a "huh" and tears fell down.Afraid that Song Weiran would turn around suddenly, she immediately turned around.As Song Jingyan said, the reason why she kept the secret these years was not only that she was afraid that Song Jingyan would not have a foothold, but she was also afraid that Song Weiran and Song Jiajia would look down on her.Her skin was never so thick that she did something wrong, but she didn't feel any guilt when facing her children.Since it was for Song Weiran, he has suffered a lot in order to support the entire Song family these years.On the contrary, they, because of his hard support, have been able to get by.However, she has always been worried that her youngest son will be wronged, and guards for him the part he "should" get all the time.If Song Weiran knew that he had such a brazen mother, he would only despise her more than Song Jingyan, right? !
Jian Bai's heart ached, and she shed tears desperately.

The past is like a long river, the river is rushing down in a hurry.Even if something is wrong, sometimes there is no chance to fix it.

In fact, the beginning of all sins was doomed many years ago, if she can be consistent and not covet glory.Maybe she is living a completely different life today, and with another person, she will not be the mother of Song Jiajia and Song Weiran.

However, everything changed because of her admiration for vanity, her original intention, and even her life trajectory changed together.

She was a well-known beauty since she was a child, and after she chose to dance ballet, more people admired her.

At that time, Jian Bai had a dream, and it was in her heart, and at the same time, there lived her sweetheart, her childhood sweetheart, Fan Shixin, who grew up together.And every time she performs, he will sit down and watch her intently, that kind of attachment and love is like their friendship since childhood.Naturally, she only had him in her eyes.

Until the age of 20, someone sent a lot of roses with dewdrops to her.Those blooming flowers that burn like fire appear in her life on time every day, which is a gorgeous plot that can only be created with a lot of money in novels or TV dramas.The sisters around were envious, saying that she was born with a good life.Jian Bai also resisted. When she was young, the adults often joked that she would be Fan Shixin's daughter-in-law when she grew up.Therefore, at the age of 20, she was sure that she would only be with Fan Shixin in this life.Marry and have children, live an ordinary and happy life.

Until the handsome Song Fucheng appeared, the man in the suit and leather shoes and the sports car appeared in her life like a prince charming, and she naturally became the beloved heroine.It would be a lie to say that I am not greedy for that feeling, 20 years old, after all, is still the age to dream.Everyone likes fairy tales, and she is no exception.

After resistance, there is shaking, so the trajectory of life begins to change little by little.

When performing again, Jian Bai's eyes looking at the audience are no longer pretending to be Fan Yuxin, she will naturally look at another person.Then, there are always gorgeous flowers or luxurious gifts waiting for her in that person's hands.That kind of waste hit her soft heart like a ray of light.

The end of the story can be imagined, she married Song Fucheng in a hurry, and the marriage was grand and gorgeous, Jian Bai seemed to have experienced the transformation from Cinderella to princess.

It's just that the relationship from childhood to adulthood can be forgotten as soon as you say it.She was in love with Fan Yuxin in those years, and Song Fucheng exchanged money for her empathy.

At that time, Fan Yuxin left his hometown in a fit of anger because she married Song Fucheng.

Jian Bai didn't see him until a few years later. At that time, she was already the mother of two children, and Fan Yuxin was still alone. He hadn't come out of that relationship all these years.

Jian Bai was moved by his love, and the two drank again that night, and they got together in a daze.

Once that line of defense is broken, people will become unscrupulous.

However, at that time, Jian Bai's heart was also full of guilt.Afraid of being discovered by Song Fucheng, the two broke up.

It didn't take long for her to find out that she was pregnant, and she had thought about getting rid of the child before.But Song Fucheng, kept in the dark, refused and insisted on her being born.

Because of this child, the thread of love between Jian Bai and Fan Yuxin seems to be difficult to break.

She didn't expect him to find him again when Song Jingyan was in his teens. At that time, Jian Bai had already decided to live his life with peace of mind, and she didn't want the Dongchuang incident to have an adverse effect on Song Jingyan, making him unable to hold his head up and be a man. Fan Yu has sent a new message.

I thought it was over forever, but I didn't expect to be seen by the people who shouldn't see it.

However, Jian Bai now thinks again, if what he saw was someone else, Song Jingyan must have been hurt far more than this.

She didn't know whether she should be sad or happy.She only knew that in the past few years, she hated herself so much.She hated her love for vanity, hated her climbing dragon and phoenix, otherwise, she would not have betrayed a man who was sincere to her, nor would she have hurt her child because of it.

Jian Bai was tormented by such remorse and guilt that she couldn't sleep at night. She often got up like crazy at night, ran to the bathroom and looked carefully at the mirror.I wanted to see clearly what I was like, and why I did such a thing that made me hate it.

She hated herself, and she hated women like her.

Therefore, when Song Weiran mentioned that she wanted to marry Gu Junqi, after she knew Gu Junqi's family status, she did not hesitate to believe that she was a woman who loved vanity just like herself.

So, she resisted Gu Junqi, just like resisting the self in her heart.She imposed all her punishments on another woman, as if that would distract her from her attention, and she would feel better if she didn't have to fasten the shackles of sin so tightly.

She is like a person with a deformed heart. Because of her distorted mentality, she criticizes and questions other people's lives.Thinking about it now, it was actually a torture for myself.If she forgave herself for a moment and stopped hating herself, she wouldn't be so harsh on Gu Junqi.

Jian Bai thought, in the past few years of fighting Gu Junqi with all her strength, how could she really feel better.

During the day, she is a vicious mother-in-law who is mean and even vexatious.At night, she is a tortured victim.While abusing others, he refuses to be kind to himself.

In fact, she has been seeing a psychiatrist for a long time, but nothing has worked.Now Jian Bai finally understands what her heart knot is, as long as the matter remains unsolved, hidden dangers will always exist, and her son is very likely to be unlucky.Because she was always in fear and couldn't take a short break in her thoughts, how could she calmly accept the doctor's persuasion and make her condition develop for the better.

It was really late, and the dazzling white light in the hall silently filled the entire hall.

In order to rush to this magnificent palace, she buried her whole life for it.

So much so that now, she can't lift her head up, let alone face her children.

And Gu Junqi, whom she regarded as the epitome of herself, who had been scolded by her for a long time.

Jian Bai finally sees how ugly he really is when the rushing river of the past flows through his heart again.

Sitting on the sofa, she let the light hit her body one by one, like a whip whipping her heart, and she felt that she had sinned deeply.

(End of this chapter)