sweet wife high above

Chapter 180
Gu Junqi thought of the almost crazy mother in the hospital corridor, even though the child was gone, she still hugged her tightly and refused to let go.As if hugging her a little tighter, and a little tighter, her baby could come back from the dead.

At that time, she was shocked by the woman's grief, and could imagine her pain, as if she couldn't do anything except cry hysterically.

Some pains in this world can be healed by time, but some cannot.

Gu Junqi hugged the quilt and thought in a daze, once this child is held in his hands, and if he loses it again, he will also be overwhelmed with pain, right?

There was a gap in the curtains, and the lonely lights of the city floated in the sky, and only a faint light seeped in.It won't be long before dawn, and the darkest time before dawn has passed.

She lay there thinking a lot, but she didn't seem to think about anything.I didn't know what to do next, and I didn't think about whether to keep this child.Her head was groggy, and she fell asleep unconsciously.However, he did not sleep soundly, and dreamed in a daze.

In the dream, Gu Junqi was kneeling on the ground with his hands covered in blood. He didn't know what happened for a while, but felt a pain like a tear in his heart.That kind of pain is like losing something precious, and I can't find it again in this life, so my heart is empty.

She sobbed and dropped her eyes, looking up helplessly.I saw clusters of flowers in front of me blooming in full bloom, which was vaguely the sky in May and June in the north.The sun shone down, dazzling golden lights.Then she saw a little white baby doll playing in the sun.Gradually, the unstoppable pain in her heart was about to be healed.Gu Junqi involuntarily curled the corners of his lips, and approached the child step by step.

However, when she was about to reach out and touch the child's cheek, something terrible happened.Such a lovely child suddenly fell in front of her with bleeding from all seven orifices, and the blood flowed into a river in an instant, not only staining her hands, but also the corners of her trousers red.Gu Junqi screamed, and finally woke himself up from crying.

Even Xia Beibei in the living room heard the voice and ran in in a panic: "Jun Qi, what's the matter with you? Ah, what's the matter?"

Gu Junqi lay on his side, the pillow was wet.And she was still hugging the quilt and twitching, the thrill in the dream was still there, she stretched out her hand to press her heart, the pain there was also very obvious.Her whole body was soaked, but she felt cold because of the panic.

Twitching and crying for a while, I gradually calmed down.

"I'm having a nightmare."

Seeing that she was still in shock, Xia Beibei was sweating on her face, and her forehead hair was wet and stuck to her face, and she wiped it away with her hand.

Tell her: "Don't be afraid, dreams are reversed. Dreaming about bad things means that good things are about to happen."

Gu Junqi lay there silently, like a person who was about to recover from a serious illness. Although the wound was gone, his vitality was seriously injured.It's hard to calm down for a while.

After lying down for a while, she regained her composure and said, "Where's my mother?"

"Auntie is making breakfast."

Gu Junqi glanced in the direction of the window, it turned out that it was already dawn.

She sat up slowly and said, "I'm going to wash my face."

Without putting the hot water in the heat exchanger, Gu Junqi threw cold water directly on his face.After washing several times in a row, my confused brain gradually cleared up a little bit, and at this moment, I came to a conclusion.

After she dried off, she went straight to the restaurant.

The meal was ready, and Xia Beibei was helping Sun Qing serve the porridge.Seeing Gu Junqi approaching, he said, "Sit down and eat, Auntie made ginger soup for you, drink it first and then talk."

The porridge made with white radish and shredded ginger, the rice grains are almost boiled, and the taste is very strong.Fortunately, Gu Junqi doesn't dislike the smell of ginger.Hold it in a bowl and stir it with the bowl.

Sun Qing brought over the best side dish and called Xia Beibei to sit down and eat immediately.

Then he said to Gu Junqi: "You drink two more bowls, and then go to bed to sweat."

Gu Junqi raised his head and said, "Mom, I've made up my mind. I want to give birth to the child."

Sun Qing rarely looked at her so harshly, and only asked: "Is this the result of you thinking about it half the night?"

In fact, before dawn, Gu Junqi didn't think about anything. At that time, her mind was in a mess and she couldn't think normally.

On the contrary, in the morning, at the moment when the cold water hit the top, after a shock, she thought everything through.Even if she broke up with Song Weiran, it doesn't mean that she lost the right to be a mother at the same time.More importantly, this child who has defected to her has the right to a chance of survival.

She stirred the porridge in the bowl without speaking.

Sun Qing lost her appetite at all, put down her chopsticks and said, "You must be calm at this time. Don't you think about how your life will be after giving birth? Even if you can take care of the child, do you think the Song family will let you Do you live in peace and stability?" Sun Qing was so sad that she wanted to cry, she couldn't bear to see her child go to such a passive day, if one day the Song family repented and wanted to take the child back, the pain of separation would be It's hard for a mother to bear.

So, instead of giving birth to a child, face that risk.It's better to just take it away while she doesn't have much affection for the child now.

The atmosphere was a little tense, Xia Beibei sat there without saying a word.In fact, she didn't know what to say at this moment. Reason told her that for a woman who was about to divorce, it was unwise to give birth to a child, and it would definitely cause a lot of inconvenience in her future life.However, as Gu Junqi's friend, she really loves her.After all, it was a piece of flesh growing on her body.

Gu Junqi raised his eyes and said to Sun Qing's eyes, "Mom, I've already made up my mind."

She stopped drinking the porridge, and she put down the spoon and got up and went back to the bedroom.

Sun Qing leaned back in her chair helplessly, this time she was more worried than when anything happened before.

Xia Beibei persuaded her: "Auntie, you can eat first, don't worry. I will persuade her later, anyway, Jun Qi is currently suffering from a cold, even if she takes away the child, she is not in a hurry, maybe in two days she will Thinking about it."

Sun Qing only said: "I hope she won't be stupid."

Ningxia picked up her luggage early in the morning.In fact, it was just a simple small suitcase, without two pieces of clothes in it, mainly medicines and first aid kits for treatment.

When she was packing up her things yesterday, she felt as if she was in a daze. She only thought that taking these things might save Li Chen's life.She still had luck in her heart, thinking that Li Chen might not be dead, and when the rescuers dug him up, they found that he was still alive...

As soon as he walked out of the building, his arm was grabbed by someone.

After Ningxia saw Wu Junfeng, her eyes widened in horror: "What are you going to do?"

Wu Junfeng saw that she was carrying a box in her hand.Fury was already seen in his expression: "I guess you can't sit still, sure enough, Li Chen is dead, you have to go to be buried with him, right?" He said viciously: "Ningxia, stop dreaming, don't even think about it." think."

Ningxia struggled: "Wu Junfeng, let me go."

She has always known that this man hates others, so it's best not to confront him head-on at this time.However, she was in a hurry to get to the airport, and her heart was extremely anxious.The more Wu Junfeng clings to her like a dog's skin plaster, the more she wants to get rid of it eagerly.

Wu Junfeng was stimulated by her intense emotions, and he dragged her to the car.

"Ningxia, you can't go anywhere today. Let me tell you, Li Chen is dead, and you should give up your heart as soon as possible."

Ning Xia struggled violently, trying to get out of his grasp.

He screamed anxiously: "Wu Junfeng, you fucking bastard, let me go."

Wu Junfeng carried the emaciated Ningxia like a chicken, raised his hand and threw her into the car.

When Ning Xia sat up, the car had already left.

She was so anxious that her throat hurt, and her eyes were hot. She slapped the car window and found that it couldn't be opened, so she came to tear Wu Junfeng.

Wu Junfeng's hand on the steering wheel lost control for a moment, and the wheel turned violently to one side, almost hitting the guardrail on the side of the road.Wu Junfeng cursed, raised his hand and slapped her.

Ning Xia's head hit the car window, and her ears were buzzing, but she couldn't make any response for a long time.

Wu Junfeng warned her: "If you move around again, I won't kill you. You want to be buried with Li Chen, so don't drag me along."

In the end, Wu Junfeng took Ningxia to his home and locked him up, and called the TV station to ask for leave in the name of his boyfriend.

Ning Xia wanted to rush out like crazy, but to no avail.Until finally she raised her head and saw the time on the wall, the whole figure was like a doll whose soul was taken out, and she fell to the floor bit by bit.It was too late, and the flight she had booked had already taken off.Even if she tried her best, she still couldn't reach him.Ningxia was finally completely overwhelmed by this despair, tears fell drop by drop, big ones.She sat there, howling and crying.She has never been so vulnerable since she was a child. She has lived in a pretentious manner for so long, and this time she finally couldn't pretend anymore.She was so sad that she felt like a wounded china doll that would shatter when touched.

What defeated her was that she would never see Li Chen again in this lifetime.And, forever and ever, she had seen him.

Ning Xia knew that what she missed was not a flight, but the happiness of this life.

Without Li Chen, she would have to spend the past few years in pain.

Wu Junfeng frowned and looked at her, he would not fail to see Ningxia's sadness.He is the person who knows her best in the world, and he knows that this time she has completely fallen.However, they are demons whose souls are entangled together, how could he let her be happy alone.

He knelt down to admire her distorted cheeks from crying, and smiled almost pervertedly: "Why, is it painful?" He stretched out his hand to touch the warm tears on her face, and then said word by word: "Pain is pain." By the way, I am not happy in this life, how can I make you happy. You know, you found it yourself, not me to pester you. "

He leaned in to kiss her tears.

Ning Xia opened her big foggy eyes, tears washed out her hatred.What he said is right, no one in this life should dream of dying.

(End of this chapter)