sweet wife high above

Chapter 199
The footsteps got farther and farther away, and Gu Junqi quickly went downstairs dragging the box.

The whole space slowly quieted down, becoming more and more empty.As if even breathing echoed, Song Weiran listened to her own heartbeat, it was dull and sentimental.

The laughter and laughter of the past invaded my ears again like a curse, and the buzzing sounded non-stop.

Song Weiran's heart was tightened little by little as if it was not under a heavy load. He raised his hand to hold down his chest, slid his body along the door frame, and sat on the floor.Let the numerous memories come whistling, stepping over the soft heart like a horseshoe.

It seems that the light before the end of life is reflected, and the things that are about to be exhausted are revived in an incredible gesture, and they are prosperous and prosperous for a while.

It's just that this kind of "resurrection from the dead" never brings any joy to people, because they know that after this short-term recovery, they will wither forever, and there will be no redemption until now.

Song Weiran closed his eyes and collected carefully, even if his life is really over, he will never forget all the past in this life.

The door panel slammed shut behind him.

Gu Junqi's steps suddenly stopped, his fingers holding the suitcase suddenly loosened, and he lost all strength in his body.

Jaw head, inhale, still unable to restrain the hotness of the eye sockets.The suffocation became more and more intense, forcing her to open her mouth wide to try to breathe, but it was futile no matter what.Sometimes we don't know how to relieve the pain in our hearts other than moaning.

Even simple kneading can't be done, it can only make the sadness in my heart flare up again and again.

The elevator door opened, Wang Anfeng came out of the elevator, and saw Gu Junqi standing there in a daze.After all, he is Song Weiran's right-hand man, calm in dealing with things, walked over and said, "Madam, let me help you."

As he spoke, he lifted the suitcase in her hand.

Gu Junqi reminded him: "Song Weiran and I are already divorced."

Wang Anfeng didn't speak, and reached out to press the elevator.

Gu Junqi followed in.

The walls of the elevator were brightly lit. She looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes were red and her hair was messy.The original intention was to walk away from Song Weiran proudly, not wanting to remain in a state of embarrassment, like a complete loser.

The nails dug into the palm, the pain spread along the nerve endings, forcing himself to calm down slowly.

The elevator door opened with a "ding", and Gu Junqi lifted the box first and said, "I'll do it myself."

He got out of the elevator and went straight to his car.

It was already dark, and the city was lit up with gorgeous lights, clusters of which spread directly to the sky.

Gu Junqi drove on this road like a sea of ​​stars, but felt endless loneliness.Without Song Weiran's company, there will be no bright future on the road.

Sun Qing went downstairs to greet the people from the moving company to move the things to the basement first.

Seeing a cart full of large and small bags being moved down, I couldn't help but feel a headache: "When will these be sorted out?"

Gu Junqi said: "Put it in the basement first, and then I will tidy it up myself, and just throw away the useless things."

The time was short today, as long as it was hers, all of them were moved back at once, without any selection or exclusion at all.

Sun Qing nodded and asked her, "Have you had dinner yet?"

Gu Junqi pressed his stomach, feeling hungry.

"I didn't eat it."

"Go up and eat something, I put it in the refrigerator for you, just take it out and heat it up."

Gu Junqi saw that Wang Anfeng was helping, and Sun Qing was just playing a commanding role.She went upstairs in peace of mind, dropped her bag and went to the kitchen to find something to eat.

The egg fried rice was sealed with plastic wrap, and after being disassembled, it was placed in a pot, and a simple seaweed egg drop soup was made.

My stomach was so empty that I quickly finished eating a big bowl of fried rice, and even drank the soup without a drop.

I don't feel much satisfaction when I'm full, my internal organs are heavy, and I sit there too lazy to move.

The chandelier above the head hung down, emitting soft light, reflecting the whitish bottom of the bowl, as if a layer of cold frost had fallen.

Gu Junqi stared blankly, his eyes became dizzy after a long time.

She didn't even know when Sun Qing walked in, but she was startled when she came out.

She couldn't help being shocked, and suddenly raised her eyes: "Mom..."

Seeing that she was out of her mind, Sun Qing only asked, "Are you full?"

"Ah."

"If you feel tired, go to rest early."

Gu Junqi glanced at the time and said, "I'm going to the hospital first."

I went to change into light clothes first, then took my bag and went out.

The ward in Ningxia was visited tonight.

Sitting on the chair, she has an elegant posture, but, to be honest, Ningxia was secretly startled when she saw Chengying for the first time. She didn't expect that she would become skinny and skinny after seeing Chengying for a while. How to talk about the kind of enchanting effort to maintain the figure.

Ningxia knew that Chengying had a strong self-discipline in maintaining her figure and would never exceed a certain upper limit, so she didn't see when she got fat.

But slim and skinny are two different concepts, now Chengying looks like a person who has lost weight too much and has fallen into a sick condition.

Of course, Chengying did not fall into a sick state, but was really sick.

"are you OK?"

Chengying smiled, "Not bad."

It's a matter of saving face and suffering, Ning Xia immediately said in his heart.

Chengying caught the strangeness in her eyes, and then said: "It seems unsatisfactory, but it's not much worse than you."

It is said that death is hard to change, and it seems to be true.

Ningxia knew what she was referring to. Compared with Chengying's health crisis, the situation between her and Gu Junqi didn't seem to be much better.Even now, I still like it slightly better.

Can't help but smile wryly: "Are you balanced this time?"

Chengying said directly: "Is it true that in your hearts, I am as vicious as an old witch?"

Ning Xia asked back: "Among the four of us, isn't the old witch me?"

Chengying laughed.

"To be honest, I have always looked at you more hatefully."

Ning Xia said, "That's it."

Chengying looked sad: "Ningxia, do you believe in retribution?"

"Do you think everything today is retribution?" Ning Xia shook his head: "I never believe in retribution, fate has always been partial. So many heinous people live well, but there are so many weak people People have clearly done nothing, but they have been suffering from unequal treatment.”

Just like her, struggling in the quagmire of fate has spent all her energy.How can they have the strength to do all kinds of evil?

The truly heinous people are often those who are favored by heaven.Because it takes patience to do bad things.

Chengying nodded: "What you said is very reasonable, so I should still insist that I am a good person and have not done anything wrong."

Everyone has his own choice, just as he will choose what kind of path he will take in this life.If you think about it carefully, it doesn't have much to do with others.So, there is nothing right or wrong.

"Yeah, compared to those bad guys, we are indeed too kind. Even if there is retribution in this world, it won't come to us."

Cheng Ying said: "So, it's just bad luck for a while, and it will get better once the bad luck goes away."

For some reason, Ningxia felt very sad when she heard Chengying say this.Today, they are so humble and pitiful in the face of fate. Fortunately, they have come down a bumpy road and learned to comfort and encourage each other.

She forced a smile and said: "It will definitely get better. How can we see the rainbow without the wind and rain? When the bad luck is gone, everything will be back to normal, even better than before. Only by firmly believing in this kind of belief can there be happiness." possible."

Chengying's thin fingers tightened little by little, and she also had the urge to cry.She didn't know if she could survive the storm by herself, but it would be good if they could see the rainbow.

"I heard that Wu Junfeng's case is about to go to court?"

"Well, next Tuesday."

"Is it the death penalty?"

It is heard that Wu Junfeng has confessed everything, including the things he committed before, and he has also explained everything clearly.I don't know if he looked away like this, or he felt hopeless, so he gave up on himself.

Chengying felt that no matter what, as long as Wu Junfeng disappeared from this world, Ningxia would be free from the clutches of the devil.

Ningxia's mentality is very calm now, as if the curse in her life has been lifted.From now on, she will no longer be controlled by Wu Junfeng's magic, and she can finally walk in the sun like a normal person.The previous filthy life is over, and a new life begins.She can also have a solid and full dream, full of sunshine in her heart, and stride forward towards a better tomorrow.Only in this way, one day she will wash away all the lead and walk on a road to heaven, and she will be one step closer to the one she loves.

It wasn't until Gu Junqi opened the door and came in that the tranquility was suddenly broken.

Seeing that it was Gu Junqi, Chengying was taken aback, stood up and said, "Ningxia, I'm leaving first."

To this day, the person she least wants to see is Gu Junqi, and Chengying herself can't explain why.

The feelings for Gu Junqi have always been complicated, and it is not the deepest entanglement with her.In fact, what she did to Ning Xia was also a matter of anger and hatred. If it wasn't for her suffering from this disease, Ning Xia would not have forgiven her so easily.Besides, it cannot be said that Ning Xia will forgive her now.

However, regarding Gu Junqi, he had the best relationship with her before.But why did he do something to betray her later?Thinking about it now, in the final analysis, it was because of jealousy, because Gu Junqi's various wishes made her envious and jealous, so she couldn't get over her feelings.

It's okay when you can't see it. I am sure that all my actions, even if they are said to be malicious, can still be taken for granted.However, looking away, it was as if someone had slapped his mouth hard, and he was full of shame.There is no face to stand down.

Chengying hurried out the door.

Gu Junqi moved the corner of his mouth helplessly: "I shouldn't have come."

Ning Xia had a headache: "Are you sincerely embarrassing me like this?"

"What else? Should I greet her with a smile?" Gu Junqi was in a bad mood at the moment, even bored, so he said directly: "I'm afraid she dreamed that I would have today. Now that her dream has come true, she still wants me Does this poor guy lose his smile? I'm not a clown."

Ningxia laughed at her: "Okay, Gu Junqi, stop being sharp-tongued."

Gu Junqi bought food for her on the way, walked over and put it on the cabinet and said, "Originally, I have no dignity or temper, so I won't take my own misery as fun to make others happy..."

"Chengying has ovarian cancer."

Ningxia said softly.

Gu Junqi raised his eyes suddenly.

Ning Xia looked at her firmly and said, "It's true, look at how thin she looks, and her mental state is not good, she is clearly suffering from a serious illness."

Gu Junqi's fingers holding the lunch box trembled, and he felt frightened from the heart, perhaps because he realized the cruelty of fate, how life can be so impermanent.In the past, I always felt that death was a very distant thing, just like the physical education test in middle school. I always missed the end of the 800-meter test, sweating profusely, but the finish line was nowhere in sight.I feel that death is the same, and I always feel far away from myself.How could she have imagined that she would come so quietly, taking away everyone around her one by one without knowing it.

She shook her head subconsciously: "This is impossible."

While denying it, he urged Ning Xia to eat quickly, telling her to stop talking nonsense.

Ning Xia stared at her fingers holding rice, and found that they were trembling slightly.

He took her hand, sighed and said, "If it wasn't for this, I might not bother to talk to her until now." Many things will become irrelevant in the face of death.Ningxia went on to say: "When I first heard what Chengying said, I couldn't believe it, but after thinking about it, I felt that nothing was impossible. She had dysmenorrhea early in the morning, and when it was severe, she couldn't even get out of bed. This is actually Ovarian cancer. To be honest, I hated her so much before, and when I was betrayed by her, I also thought that she would die badly. But when I learned that she had this disease, I found that all the previous The resentment is gone. It’s just that people who feel hateful also have pity.”

Ningxia knew that Gu Junqi would not be more vicious than her. As early as when she hated Chengying, Gu Junqi actually felt that she was pitiful.How can a woman who doesn't know how to respect herself get pity from a man?What's more, in the end, she betrayed all those who cared about her because of jealousy. In Gu Junqi's view, Chengying like this is really stupid.Compared with her hateful experience, it is even more stupid and ridiculous.

Now, however, that woman has her comeuppance.However, it makes people feel that such punishment seems a bit excessive.No matter how hateful Chengying is, she is not guilty of death.

Gu Junqi feels that many bad things have happened recently, but his heart still hasn't become stronger.Hearing such news again, I still feel terrified.

Compared to this, she hoped that Chengying would continue to jump up and down, causing harm to the world.

She admits that her heart is not hard enough.As long as you think about your past love, it's hard to be indifferent.After all, there are still a few years of love, and the beautiful student days were brought together by everyone, and no one can easily erase it just because of hatred.

Gu Junqi covered his face with his hands sadly, this day was too bad for her.

She couldn't help muttering: "How could it be like this?"

Ning Xia said: "I really didn't expect...Actually, I know Chengying dislikes me the most among several people. She thinks that I am self-confident and indifferent, and sometimes I really look down on her from the bottom of my heart. I think she is like a flower peacock that can only open its tail. Such a woman is destined to be a vase. So, after what she did to me, I really have no intention of forgiving her. But, you know, you got into a car accident That time, Beibei sent me a text message, and I secretly ran to the hospital, and I clearly saw Chengying outside the emergency building, and saw her getting out of the car in a panic. At that time, I was thinking, she I may be full of guilt for you. Otherwise, I would not want to forgive her, she may just look annoying, but it may not mean that she really does not regard us as friends. "

Gu Junqi's heart was flustered.

"Ningxia, stop talking, I want to calm down."

She turned and went out.

The air in the ward may be due to the lack of circulation, which always made her feel stuffy.She quickened her pace and walked out.

Before he walked out of the inpatient department, his pace suddenly stopped.

Chengying supported the wall and walked a few steps, finally couldn't bear the pain, leaned there sweating profusely, panting.

However, feeling restless, he turned around in a panic, and when he saw Gu Junqi not far away, his eyes froze obviously.The dim pupils were lifeless.

His face was pale under the light, like a wandering evil ghost.

If it wasn't someone they knew and knew that she was still alive, seeing such a weak Chengying here, most people might be afraid.

She wanted to escape, but it was difficult.

In the end, he picked the wall with his nails and chose to give up. He closed his eyes in despair, waiting for Gu Junqi's next sarcasm.

Gu Junqi really finds it ironic that they are each other's childhood sweethearts, the kind of people who can be young together.But look what's going on now?
With hatred in my heart, I wait to see the other party's joke at any time.It seems that the other party's life is not good, which is the best feedback from fate to oneself.They have always had this mentality before, expecting disasters to erupt on others.

One by one finally waited, but suddenly felt like a knife.I only blame the other party why they don't fight a little bit?Why can't she be happy to show her that life is worse than her own?
Gu Junqi walked over, picked her up with his hand, and sat on the chair in front of her.

"I'll call a doctor for you."

Chengying took her hand: "No, it will be fine soon."

She gritted her teeth, and beads of sweat rolled down her face.

Gu Junqi looked at her questioningly.

Chengying cheered up, pretending to be calm and said: "I heard that you are divorced."

The topic was successfully transferred.

Gu Junqi narrowed his eyes: "Didn't you always expect that Song Weiran and I would not end well? In your heart, I clearly don't deserve his love."

"Yeah, you're not as beautiful as me, and you're not much better at studying than me. After graduation for so many years, you haven't made much progress before. Why do you want to get so much love, but I have nothing."

"The reason why you have nothing is because you have done too much."

Chengying actually laughed: "You're right, if you don't work, you won't die. I just have to make a big hair, and I will be where I am today."

Gu Junqi said sadly for a while: "Whatever you do, you will not die. The scourge lasts for thousands of years, and it is often the people who do a lot of evil that live longer."

Chengying looked at her quietly for a while.

"You hate me, don't you?"

(End of this chapter)