sweet wife high above

Chapter 205 Her Guilt
Therefore, no matter what she did, he would not notice her.Even if it ruins her life, he doesn't care.

The strength in Shen Qingqing's whole body seemed to be emptied all of a sudden, and for a while, only her heart was left, and she didn't even feel sad.

All he could think of was his love and empty expectations, but in the end what he got in return was Song Weiran's ruthless treatment.

He was such a cold-hearted person, and she had known it for a long time.

There was clear snow in the sky, accompanied by the cold winter wind, this kind of weather made people feel the most chilly.

As soon as Song Weiran walked out, the cold wind hit his face, he took out his leather gloves and put them on.

The driver was already waiting in front, he was not in a hurry to get into the car, he turned his head after answering a phone call.

The man got out of the car and walked towards him quickly.

"Have you seen Dr. Song?"

Song Weiran nodded: "I've seen it."

The man went on to say: "Doctor Song, don't worry, I have already entrusted my friends to take care of the Zhongchuang matter. They said that Dr. Song will not be responsible."

Song Weiran said, "I've made you worry."

"It should be. If Dr. Song hadn't performed the operation himself, my mother's illness would not have recovered. Our whole family is very grateful to Dr. Song..."

After the two exchanged simple greetings, Song Weiran left in a car.

The streets of Jiangcheng were as usual, with countless vehicles passing by, and it was as if they were caught in a flood, full of noise.Even the clear snow on the road will be crushed as soon as it falls.

In order to avoid trouble, Song Weiran's phone has been turned off for the past two days.However, as soon as the Zhongchuang incident happened, I knew that the family members were in a panic.

He asked the driver to drive the car back to the old house.

Even though Song Jiajia said it was fine, Song Weiran would not be involved in the medical accident this time, Jian Bai was still restless.

As soon as she heard the butler say that Song Weiran's car had come in, she immediately greeted her at the entrance of the hall.

Song Weiran walked in quickly.

The temperature difference between the outside and the room is huge. As soon as you enter the door, a stream of heat hits your face, and your whole body becomes hot.

Jian Bai helped him shake off the snow from his shoulders, and asked him quickly: "How is the matter of Zhongchuang? I heard from your sister that Shen Qingqing was responsible for this matter alone, and it has nothing to do with you. Is what she said true? ?”

Song Weiran lowered his eyes and saw Jian Bai's fingers trembling slightly.

After experiencing a catastrophe, the current Song family is like a frightened bird, only afraid that a disaster will strike, and they will fall from heaven to hell again in a blink of an eye.Back then, Song Weiran was not afraid of tigers when he was a newborn calf, and he endured even the greatest hardships.However, if the reincarnation turns again, he may not be able to bear it.

Song Weiran saw her worry, took off his coat and handed it to her, and said: "The problem of Zhongchuang this time is not very big, it is enough for the relevant responsible person to bear the responsibility, and it will not affect me and the whole Song family. "

Hearing what Song Weiran said in person, Jian Bai finally felt relieved.And couldn't help sighing: "I usually see Shen Qingqing as a very clever person, but I really didn't expect her to do such a thing. It's rare that you usually trust her so much and leave all the hospital affairs to her. Disappointing."

Song Weiran sat on the sofa and said, "It's okay, as long as the person who did something wrong should bear the responsibility."

Jian Bai has already asked the aunt at home to make tea.

At this moment, he took a careful look at Song Weiran and saw that his expression was normal, so he dared to ask him: "Aren't you going to help her?"

Song Weiran raised his eyelids and said lightly: "She did something wrong, and she deserves to be punished by the law. Why should I help her?"

Jian Bai became more and more sure that Song Weiran had no feelings for Shen Qingqing from the beginning to the end, but in fact, she has been reluctant all these years, thinking that the two are a natural match.In addition, Shen Qingqing knows how to please her, and she still likes her very much, so she just believes that what she thinks is good, and Song Weiran is the most suitable.Therefore, even though Song Weiran and Gu Junqi are married, she still hinders it.

After these things, Jian Bai wanted to open up a little bit, knowing that some things cannot be forced.

It seems like a natural couple, even if they are really together, they may not be happy.Now that Shen Qingqing has done something to harm Zhongchuang again, it can be seen that she is not Song Weiran's beloved.

It's just that after the divorce, Gu Junqi and Han Jingxiu became boyfriend and girlfriend. When people talk about Gu Junqi again, they only think that she is proud of her.Although she was kicked out by the Song family, her life was not broken at all, and a new spring soon ushered in.

On the contrary, it was Song Weiran, Jian Bai looked at the frown in his brows, and knew that since he separated from Gu Junqi, his life was not happy at all.In his heart, he still pretended to be Gu Junqi.

Auntie brought up the tea and a plate of refreshments by the way.

Jian Bai casually found something to ease the atmosphere, pointed to the plate of tea and said, "You pay for this, I just discovered it when I went shopping with my friends today, it tastes good."

Song Weiran had no appetite, took a look and didn't move.

It wasn't until the aunt disappeared into the living room that Jian Bai said: "Wei Ran, Mom knows that you still think about Gu Junqi in your heart, and you can't let her go. She will leave the Song family and I have a direct relationship. If you still want to be with her , Mom will beg her tomorrow and admit her mistake, maybe..."

"I'm done with her." Song Weiran interrupted her, took a sip of tea and frowned and said, "I have nothing to do with her now, and I will never be with her again, so don't worry about it."

Jian Bai was slightly taken aback, she was very determined to speak his words, so she didn't say any more.

Everything seemed to be irretrievable, and she knew that even if she really went to beg Gu Junqi, she might not come back.That woman has always had her pride, and Song Weiran also has this pride.

Jian Bai clearly saw that he was unhappy, even when he went back to the mansion before, he used to keep a straight face, but his brows were relaxed, which would not make people feel preoccupied.

However, the current Song Weiran is so depressed that it is breathless, as if she will never be happy.

If this is really the case, Jian Bai thought, as a mother, she really committed a serious crime and ruined her child's life invisibly.

The bitterness of the tea spread between her lips and teeth, Jian Bai had never admitted her mistake in such a low profile.However, today she really regrets it.She was not a qualified mother in the first place, and she was a mess in life, so why should she dictate to her children.So much so that it only played a negative role in their lives and never made any contribution to their happiness.

She put down the glass and said, "Weiran, my mother has been sorry to you all these years. I am also sorry to Junqi...it has not played a positive role in your relationship. I have never been a qualified mother." Her voice was agitated. Slight choking.Controlling his emotions a little bit, he said: "During the most difficult time for the Song family, Mom knew that you had suffered a lot to support the family. Although I loved you at that time, I didn't help you much. You paid for this family. So much, I should let you live according to your own wishes. But what have I done to you and Junqi these years... I am such a miserable woman myself, why should I look down on others... These Nian is not so much that I hate Gu Junqi, but rather I hate myself. The one who embarrasses the Song family is not her, but me..."

"Mom..." Song Weiran stretched out his hand to hold her hand, and said in a magnetic voice, "It's the past, don't talk about it anymore. No matter what, thank you for growing up with me."

When he was young, the only woman in his life was his mother. In Song Weiran's memory, Jian Bai could be regarded as a qualified mother. She accompanied him carefully throughout his childhood.Playing games, reading books, telling bedtime stories... or taking him to see the outside world, she did everything a qualified mother should do at that time.It's just that he has a cold personality, and he doesn't like to make noise when he grows up a little, so he spends more time alone.

However, maternal love will not disappear just because the child grows up.When he gritted his teeth to support the entire Song family, Song Weiran knew that Jian Bai loved him very much, he had seen her secretly hiding and wiping tears.

It's just that he has grown up, however, no matter how time passes, in Jane Bai's eyes, he is still a child.She didn't know that when the child grows up, the way of caring will also change.I can no longer be pampered or protected like I was when I was young.We must know that they are no longer children and have independent thoughts, which require more respect and understanding.

It was the inconsistency in the way that the relationship between mother and child was once very rigid.

She blamed him for not understanding the good intentions of a mother, and he blamed her for meddling in too many things and even being stubborn.

However, even so, it cannot deny a mother's love for her child.

Since Song Weiran could forgive himself for "killing his father and enemy", how could he really be brooding over his mother's mistakes.

After all, he hasn't given her much care in these years, and Jian Bai's heart is also empty.Therefore, most of the time, she is just looking for trouble, just to get his attention, just wanting him to care more about her.

Maybe Song Weiran hadn't spoken to her in such a tone for a long time, Jian Bai suddenly had the urge to cry.Years of suffering suddenly surfaced, and the confession that had been hidden for many years wanted to tell him at this time.

After all, she still wants to get the understanding of her children.It's not the same thing to feel like keeping a secret in your heart after all.She will not live happily and at ease just because no one knows about the scandal back then.Instead, she was being fed back by her own mistakes, getting more painful every day.

"Weiran, my mother did many wrong things in the past, and even made unforgivable mistakes. I am not afraid that you will look down on me because of this. I know that the retribution will come sooner or later. Mom just hopes that you can treat Jing Yan kindly. He is Innocent. He hasn't lived happily these years, and has been punished for my mistakes..."

Having said that, Jian Bai couldn't help crying softly.She didn't know how Song Jingyan would be treated when the truth came to light, maybe she would have to leave the Song family because of her innocent and unaccompanied, and he would be alone or a laughing stock...

Song Weiran's bottomless eyes flickered slightly, and he said in a low voice: "I said, don't talk about the past." He glanced at her, and only said: "I'm going to have an operation soon, and the things in the hospital don't matter anymore." I can’t take care of it anymore. Zhongchuang will be handed over to him in the future. After this period of experience, he also has a preliminary understanding of the work of the hospital, and I have already arranged staff to help him with the follow-up matters.”

Jian Bai looked at him blankly: "Wei Ran..."

Song Weiran raised his wrist to look at the time and said, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

(End of this chapter)