sweet wife high above

Chapter 207

Song Weiran took off his coat and tie off.His head was groggy, and he managed to pull himself together and sat on the sofa to rest.There are only a few wall lamps turned on in the living room, and the lustrous yellow light falls on the white plush carpet, like tiny spots of light on the tree-lined road.

Something hit Song Weiran's sensitive nerves, and recently he couldn't help but think of the old things.Memories started when I was young, flashing through my mind one by one like a movie.Abnormally clear, as if it happened yesterday.

Therefore, every word and deed, every frown and smile, is vivid.

It made him think of the four characters "returning to the light".

Song Weiran lit a cigarette indifferently, and no longer took Su Rui's instructions seriously.

He squinted his eyes, took two breaths in succession, and exhaled a large cloud of gray mist.

Someone once said that he looks very sexy when he smokes, his peach blossom eyes are slightly squinted, his thin lips are slightly parted, and he exhales a puff of smoke.

At that time, he asked her with a half-smile: "What kind of male goblin?"

As she stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, she said, "Just like you."

Song Weiran felt that this woman's mouth must be as sweet as honey, so she hugged her and kissed it, thinking that it was so.

Now that sweet taste permeated his lips and teeth again, and was finally covered up by him with the bitter side of shredded tobacco, just to suppress the nostalgia in his heart.Song Weiran knows that there are many good things in this world, no matter how much we like them, we can't keep them forever.

He took a few more puffs and pressed the cigarette into the ashtray.Then get up and go to the balcony to breathe.

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and the snowflakes were falling all over the sky.The neon lights in the distance and the lights nearby all become indistinct in the dense snowflakes, everything is so blurred and unreal.

Song Weiran stared at the light reflected in the opposite window, which was warm orange.After staring at it for a long time, it becomes a small dot in the pupil, like a candle.He imagined the laughter behind every side of the glass, which was full of fireworks, but it was so lively.

He was not someone who would envy others, because he could always get what he dreamed of.However, recently, I have been very helpless with loneliness.Everywhere I went was empty, there was no sound, not even noise.In Nuoda's room, he could hear his own breathing and even his heartbeat. When the faucet was turned on, the sound of water flow was always very clear.Even the tableware falling to the ground is shocking... Song Weiran knows that this state lasts for a long time, and one day he will be able to hear the sound of his own blood flowing. Die in solitude.

However, he knew that he would not wait for that day to come.Because by now he was bored to the core.Eating alone, sleeping alone, and walking alone doesn't feel very good.If you haven't felt the feeling of being accompanied from the beginning to the end, maybe everything is fine.But, it's different now, Song Weiran knows that there are some things that he can't get used to in his whole life.

He opened the window smoothly, and the cold wind hit his face.The cold air made my forehead itchy and painful, but I always felt that it was not strong enough.

Song Weiran felt that it would be great if the wind could split his chaotic and painful head.The past and the past are all gone with the wind, and it will not be as painful as it is now.

In such a snowy day, there are still many people traveling.

Sitting in the shop that is as warm as spring, looking at the street through the whitish glass windows, pedestrians are still in a hurry.Its young people, in groups, completely regard this weather as a kind of joke.

Thinking about it, even though Jiangcheng is regarded as the north, there is not much time for pure snow in winter.Most of it is rain and snow, pattering, and the road is wet after it falls, but it will be particularly dirty.In Gu Junqi's memory, there was a particularly heavy snowfall when she was in her junior year.Just in time for Singles' Day, the sisters in the dormitory had hot pot together for the festival. When we came out, the snow was still falling, and a thick layer had already accumulated on the road.The group of students in front drank too much, a boy fell to the ground and couldn't afford to cry, and the others hurried up to pull him.It sounds like we broke up, so it's extremely painful.

At that time, I just thought it was funny, even if we broke up, it wouldn't be so painful.

You don't know that sometimes loving someone is enough to make life worse than death until you fall in love with someone yourself.

When Han Jingxiu came in, Gu Junqi was staring at the window in a daze.

He unbuttoned his coat, sat down and said, "What are you thinking about, so engrossed."

Only then did Gu Junqi come back to his senses, and said softly, "Look at the snow, it hasn't snowed so much in Jiangcheng for a long time."

Han Jingxiu laughed and said, "This is playing with me."

"If you want to play literature and art with you, I won't be here. Go to the street and walk around hand in hand."

Han Jingxiu raised his eyebrows: "What are you doing? Sprinkling dog food?"

Gu Junqi laughed at him for being old-fashioned, and then said: "Haven't you heard that when it's snowing when two people go for a walk, they can turn their hair white."

Hearing what she said, Han Jingxiu took her hand and left.

Gu Junqi struggled and asked him, "What are you going to do?"

Han Jingxiu said solemnly: "Go out and grow old forever."

Gu Junqi cried helplessly: "I'm joking, you believe it too."

Han Jingxiu turned around and saw that her eyebrows were still serious: "Why don't you believe it? What if it comes true."

Gu Junqi was slightly startled, and smiled vaguely: "Han Jingxiu, when did you become so naive, how could it be true."

Of course, Han Jingxiu knew that it was impossible to come true. It cannot be said that Gu Junqi was using him, but he wanted a chance, and felt that some rumors had been circulating for a long time, and maybe they could become true.And Gu Junqi wanted to rationalize some things, and also wanted to give others peace of mind.The two sides took what they needed, and created an illusion of being together.

As long as Gu Junqi doesn't want to turn this illusion into reality, as soon as the time is up, the phantom will be shattered immediately.

Han Jingxiu did not give up and wanted to fight for every opportunity he could.

He looked at her thoughtfully and said, "Since I like you, I have become naive. Now I am helping you achieve your wish, can't you give me this little wish back?"

Gu Junqi was speechless for a while, she knew that what she owed Han Jingxiu in this life was doomed to be unable to repay.There is no other way than to help him fulfill his small wish and try his best to repay it.

The fingers held in his palm softened, and she said, "Well, I haven't walked in the snow for a long time anyway."

The two walked out holding hands, like countless lovers.

People do a lot of romantic things when they are in love, so in the end, even if they die without a problem, they will have a lot of good memories.Even without being together forever, it is absolutely impossible to completely forget someone.I don't know when I come across a similar scene, and the memories of this person will come rushing to me.At that time, most of the things I remembered were this person's goodness, and my heartbeat accelerated when we were together.

It is said that the snow is not cold and the snow is cold, but today is different, the temperature suddenly dropped to minus ten degrees.

Gu Junqi felt pain in his lungs while breathing, probably because the air was too cold.

Fortunately, Han Jingxiu's hand was very warm, wrapping one of her hands in his palm, and the warmth was transmitted to her continuously.

When he was walking, he was silent all the time, and his pace was unhurried, ensuring that Gu Junqi could keep up even in high heels.

Gu Junqi didn't speak, but felt that the cold air was like a white knife, which could cut her heart with just one bite.

After a long time, she raised her head and took a look at Han Jingxiu. In fact, she wanted to tell him that no matter how far away it was, it would be futile. She tried this method, but it didn't work, and she still separated in the end.

How can it be so easy to grow old from old age?

Han Jingxiu felt her gaze and couldn't help asking: "Is it cold?"

Gu Junqi said: "It's okay." Then he said: "I'm leaving tomorrow."

Han Jingxiu held her fingers tightly, then let go, turned around and looked at her and said, "What time is the plane? I'll see you off."

Gu Junqi refused and said: "No need, Xia Beibei and Ningxia will both send me off. I don't want to make the farewell team too big, as if I'm gone forever."

"Oh, that means it's back." Han Jingxiu nodded, put his hand into his coat pocket, and said casually, "Well, I won't send you off, I'll wait for you."

Gu Junqi looked complicated for a while, and persuaded him: "Don't wait for me."

Han Jingxiu said domineeringly: "You can't control my personal hobbies."

"Han Jingxiu..."

Han Jingxiu interrupted her: "If you feel that you are not frozen, you can walk five miles with me."

Gu Junqi smiled wryly: "Forget it, let's go back. It's really too cold."

Han Jingxiu was going to see her off, but Gu Junqi insisted on refusing, and finally waved for a taxi.

Before getting into the car, Han Jingxiu opened the car door for her, propped the door with one hand and said, "No matter what time it is, I will be waiting for you."

Gu Junqi knew that it was useless to say what he said now, so he just said, "Take care."

"Take care of yourself."

The warm air in the car melted her numb heart little by little until it turned into a puddle of water.After filling the whole atrium, it slowly poured out, and Gu Junqi looked out the window, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

He will leave Jiangcheng tomorrow, and his return journey is far away.Before going out, she received a call from Su Rui, saying that Song Weiran was going to have an operation in the next few days. Before he could say anything more, she quickly said, "I'm leaving tomorrow."

Su Rui paused, and finally said, "That's fine."

At that moment, Gu Junqi's nasal bone was so sore, she held the phone tightly, and said in a very soft voice, "Su Rui, you have great powers, you can definitely save him, right?" She smiled vaguely and said: "After the operation, he must be saved."

Finally hung up the phone in a hurry, grabbed the coat at the door and walked out, Ren Sun Qing asked her where she was going but refused to make a sound.It wasn't until I got into the taxi that I couldn't help crying, looking as embarrassed as I am now.

However, he still couldn't restrain the pain in his heart.Her heart seemed to be sick, which caused such pain.

Gu Junqi will never forget this snowy night, the air was so cold that her heart was frozen and cracked, as if she had never been so sad.Why?

All the thoughts flashed by, but I just couldn't catch them.

(End of this chapter)