sweet wife high above

Chapter 73
That night, Han Jingxiu made simple boiled noodles in clear water. It was something he would eat when he needed to fill his stomach but could not taste the taste at all.

When it was served, he said, "You probably won't be able to swallow a single bite."

Zhang Lin took the bowl and said, "Why, I'm so hungry that I could swallow a cow."

It can be seen that she is in a good mood and eats everything with gusto.Han Jingxiu felt that it was too bland to swallow, so he had to go to the kitchen to find pickles to eat with it, but Zhang Lin had already finished it soon.Pour the wine into a glass and drink it like water.

Han Jingxiu reminded her: "This drink has a strong aftertaste."

Zhang Lin shook the cup in his hand and said relaxedly, "It doesn't matter."

In the end she was really a little drunk, her cheeks were reddish on both sides, and she couldn't stop laughing as she spoke.

Han Jingxiu had already washed the dishes, and seeing that she was quite drunk, he wanted to send her back.

Zhang Lin sat there without moving, his face full of drunkenness.

"Are you driving me away?"

Han Jingxiu rubbed the corners of his eyes: "I see that you are drunk, you might as well go back and rest earlier."

Zhang Lin drank the liquid in the cup. She was indeed drunk, but people are most courageous when they are drunk.Zhang Lin put down his cup and walked towards him with a slight wobble.This kind of demeanor is just right, it won't damage the image, but it can pretend to be crazy with wine.

The woman's frown and smile soaked in alcohol can be called charming.

Zhang Lin put his hand on his shoulder: "Can I stay tonight?"

Han Jingxiu pulled her arm down: "You are drunk."

Zhang Lin held his hand instead, and suddenly tiptoed to kiss him.On the lips and teeth is the intoxicating taste of [-] red wine, sweet and fragrant, full of intoxicating magic.At this time of psychedelic lights, any pair of men and women who are so bewitched can come to fruition.

Zhang Lin was also sure of this, so he kissed him with forgetfulness.

The moment he was pushed away by Han Jingxiu, it was as if a basin of cold water was poured over his head, and his whole body became more awake.

Just unbelievable: "What's wrong?"

Han Jingxiu couldn't reasonably explain his current reaction. In the face of beauty, he took the initiative to throw himself into his arms and deliver newspapers, even a man couldn't control it.However, apart from being not in the mood, Han Jingxiu knew very well which relationships could not be surpassed, otherwise he would be bound for more than three months.A self-improvement woman is very troublesome. Some aspects seem to be free and easy, but in fact they are very hard to let go.This is not the same as a one-night stand, so Han Jingxiu thinks such troublesome things are not suitable for him.

"I'm too busy," he said.

Too busy to spend energy to please women, even his own girlfriend.

Zhang Lin smiled wryly, what kind of explanation is this?
"What do you want from me so that you will like me?"

She's not a fool, so it's not like she can't feel his intentions.More than a month has passed, and half of the time they will return to their original positions.However, getting along during this period of time did not change the relationship between the two of them a little.Han Jingxiu still couldn't learn to call her on his own initiative, asking her what she was doing, if she had eaten, when she was free... It seemed that he was not at all curious about her.To put it bluntly, it is indifference.

Well, he is busy. The president who manages everything every day is also a high-energy designer. She can't demand him like other women demand their boyfriends.

Zhang Lin spent a lot of effort to convince himself that he could finally stop haggling with him on these trivial matters.However, now even her trump card has failed, proving that she has no charm at all in front of Han Jingxiu.Otherwise, it would be a great humiliation for a woman to take the initiative to such an extent and still be calmly rejected by him.Zhang Lin wanted to know what was wrong with her, why she, who was sought after by countless people, ended up in this field in front of Han Jingxiu.

However, she didn't know that liking someone wasn't a matter of good or bad.Even if he is not good, if he likes it, he likes it, there is no way.

Han Jingxiu said to her calmly: "You are already fine, you don't need to do anything. It's just that the two of us are not suitable." He shook his head and smiled wryly: "Besides, I really have work tonight, and everything is fine. Don't want to do it."

Zhang Lin opened his mouth and wanted to say more, but she swallowed the words abruptly.Her keen nerves told herself that she must not go on talking anymore, and the result of going on talking would be to walk out of this door, and all the bonds with Han Jingxiu would no longer exist.She must know the current affairs and not be too aggressive on an issue, after all, she is the one who is afraid of losing.

And she thought, everyone has bad moods.It could be seen that Han Jingxiu was not in a very high spirits tonight, he rarely even took the initiative to speak except to greet her.

Just now, when he looked into his eyes carefully, his handsome eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the man's understatement of irritability was written between his eyebrows and eyes.She took a deep breath, feeling very dangerous.

Touching his forehead, he smiled helplessly: "Look at me, I really drank too much, and my mind is muddled. Well, it's getting late, and I should go back. Don't work too late, go to bed earlier."

She finally saved a bit of elegance for herself, picked up her bag and went out quickly after speaking.

I know what the consequences of walking a little later and saying one more sentence are.Sometimes, what is slow progress compared to no chance?Not deadly enough.

So, patience is really important.

Zhang Lin didn't care about whether he could put on fancy makeup any more, he buried his face in his palm and gasped, blaming himself by the way, when did he not know how to read people's faces?

All of Han Jingxiu's impatience was clearly written on her face. She only wanted to throw herself into her arms and change the relationship between the two of them in the fastest way, but she ignored such an important point.

But why is he in a bad mood?

Han Jingxiu's lips and teeth still smelled of wine and powder, and he suddenly felt disgusted, so he rinsed his mouth before coming out.I want to devote myself to creation as soon as possible, but after sitting for a while, I still have no inspiration at all.

In fact, not only tonight, but from a certain point during the day, he has become so depressed.

Han Jingxiu never reviews his own actions, because every decision he makes is justified, no matter whether others understand it or not, as long as he knows it by heart.

Obviously, no major decision was made today, but he criticized a newcomer's reckless behavior in a few words, thinking that he was thinking of her, and beware of doing it again in the future, which would harm others and himself.

However, in the end, he was the one who felt uneasy.

Han Jingxiu dropped the pen in his hand, took out a cigarette and lit it.Then get up and go to the open-air balcony.

The evening wind was blowing on the person's face, itching into his heart all the time.

After about half a cigarette, Han Jingxiu finally wanted to adjust his mood, so he took out his phone and called.

"The notice goes on, and the meeting will be held on time at nine o'clock tomorrow morning."

After the over there agreed, he then hung up the phone.

Confused by the lights and the chaotic perspective, Han Jingxiu looked at it with dizzy eyes, thinking that he must be crazy.

Before Zhang Lin parked the car, the cell phone in his bag rang.

Originally, there was still a hint of hope, but after seeing the caller ID, he smiled wryly, how could it be Han Jingxiu?It was obvious that he was swept out of the house in a disguised form.Such a cold man can't do such a heart-warming thing.

She scolded him in her heart as a "thin man", and she picked up the phone and said, "Director Wu, hello, is there anything you can do on the phone?"

Zhang Lin is a smart woman who knows what kind of man to keep a distance from.Let those who don't need to be too close at all always look up high.Only what she sees in her eyes is willing to fall into his hands like a shooting star.

Wu Junfeng could feel a little alienation from the address, but he still said piously: "Didn't this time disturb your rest? I want to discuss the schedule with you."

Zhang Lin held the phone and walked into the building.

"It's not discussed, what's changed?"

Wu Junfeng said: "I heard that the news department went to interview Zhongchuang today. I wonder if we can use this momentum to advance Song Weiran's show schedule?"

Zhang Lin was ecstatic: "Is it really possible?"

Wu Junfeng said: "I have fought hard with Director Zhang and said there is no problem. As for the episode that was replaced, I will personally apologize to the invited guests on behalf of the program team."

It has to be said that this time he successfully won Zhang Lin's favor.

While Zhang Lin was grateful, he said guiltily, "Director Wu, you have been wronged this time. I know it must be very difficult to explain over there. It is also possible that what the other party said is not pleasant. Look at this..."

Wu Junfeng interrupted her: "You don't have to worry about these, since Director Zhang asked me to cooperate with you, these are what I should do."

Zhang Lin didn't hang up the phone until he entered the elevator.

I didn't like Wu Junfeng very much before. When I first came to the program group, I saw him smoking a big cigarette in the corridor. He seemed to have eaten shredded tobacco and spit on the ground casually.She just passed there and nearly spat on her shoe.He just decided that he was rude, and she likes all noble and elegant things, this kind of person is destined to be incompatible with her.All the usual politeness is superficially polite.

At this moment, I really thanked him, and my impression changed a little.At least it moved him out of the barbarian pattern, maybe it was just a little casual in life, after all, not everyone in this world was born noble.

Being scolded like that by Han Jingxiu, no matter how thick-skinned Gu Junqi is, he is too lazy to go to "Sudden Dream".Fortunately, "Humeng" has nothing to contact her these days.Therefore, staying in "Shengzhuang" every day, in addition to helping customers introduce suitable styles, I still design clothes by myself when I feel inspired.

It's just that the infectious disease has not been brought under favorable control until now, as if the whole world is in a state of panic.

Song Weiran got busier every day, and didn't go home for two nights in a row.In addition to cooperating with relevant national departments to develop vaccines, the hospital also has a lot of things waiting for him.

The real one is used as two people.

Gu Junqi will take time out every day to prepare meals and deliver them to him. Only in this way can he supervise him to eat on time.Don't be so busy that you forget to eat three meals a day.

Song Weiran was not there when the sky came up.

I called him and heard that he was doing ward rounds, and it would take a long time to come up.

Gu Junqi felt bored in the office, so he went downstairs to wander around.

The entire Zhongchuang has been almost filled with people, no matter the lobby or the corridor, even the elevators are full, and it takes a long time to wait for one.When going up and down the stairs, I simply climbed the stairs, from the top floor to the first floor.

Seeing such a scene makes people feel extremely uncomfortable. They want to help, but they can't do it.

I heard that all the medical staff here seemed to have fought a tough battle, and many of them were already exhausted before they won a big victory.

Fearing that the medical staff will be slack and cause harm to patients and their families, the leaders of various departments have stepped up monitoring and held group meetings every day to mobilize everyone to cheer up.

Only in the face of life and death, everything becomes weak and small.The wish of those patients is very simple, as long as they can save their lives.Even if it is to exchange your own life for...

When Gu Junqi heard the loud crying in the corridor, she was so frightened that she stood there unable to move for a long time.When you react, run down the stairs immediately.

Some people gathered in the corridor, including family members and medical staff... One of the women was sitting on the floor in the corridor with a child in her arms, crying loudly. The cry shocked people's hearts and souls, as if a hole had been pulled out of the heart.

Several medical staff were carefully persuading her. When Gu Junqi approached, he heard that the child who seemed to be sleeping was a patient whose treatment failed.She had passed away just now, but the child's mother refused to believe it and insisted on leaving with her in her arms.

She hugged her child tightly and burst into tears, yelling vaguely: "You lied to me, my child is not dead...how could she die, she was fine last night...she called my mother..."

Therefore, life is impermanent, and a child who called her "mother" yesterday is no longer there today.When she brought her into this world, she intended to exchange her whole life for all her goodness. She must never have thought that one day this little life brought into this world by herself would leave so early.

The mother was severely injured, her eyesight was lax, no matter how others persuaded her, she just refused to let go of the child in her hands.

The young father came to hug her tightly, and at this moment he couldn't make a sound, and it took him a long time to say a word: "Xiao Xing is no longer here...she is dead..."

"Dead?" The woman grabbed her husband's hand tightly, hoping to get hope from his mouth, so as to destroy all the lies.Tell the health care workers who say her daughter is gone that they are all liars.However, I couldn't.She was like a crazy mental patient, screaming and screaming in pain, holding the child in one hand, and tearing the fabric on her chest with the other.She must have been unable to breathe, almost suffocating heartache.After several screams, the woman finally passed out in her husband's arms.

When she woke up, she must be exhausted.Gu Junqi felt that this woman would never feel happy again.The despair and heartache at this time will accompany her like a shadow, for the rest of her life.

Man is so powerless in front of the devil.

Gu Junqi stood there, feeling itchy on his face, raised his hand to touch the moisture on his face, and tears were streaming down his face.

Song Weiran walked over from the crowd, he was wearing a spotless white coat with a light gray shirt underneath.Walked up to her and said, "Go up."

The woman has been taken to first aid, and the child, who is not breathing, is in the arms of the father.The little guy's cheeks were still flushed, let alone the child's mother didn't believe it, even Gu Junqi didn't believe that she was really dead.

She sniffed tightly, raised her head and asked, "Is she really dead?"

Song Weiran didn't answer her, and went upstairs directly past her.

Gu Junqi followed behind, tears falling drop by drop on the cold steps, but couldn't stop.

Song Weiran said: "This is already the second child today..."

Because they are children, immature lives, they are particularly touching.

Even these doctors who are used to life and death cannot remain indifferent.

Gu Junqi remembered that before the 'Shengzhuang' was opened, she often dawdled in the hospital, and she liked playing with the nurses at the nurse station on the third floor the most.This is the obstetrics department, and the delivery room is more than [-] meters away. Many pregnant women go in every day, like a magic trick, and there are more than one person when they come out.

There is hardly any department as joyful as obstetrics. Of course, it is a great joy to have a little life come.Seeing the joy on the faces of the family members, the medical staff followed suit.

The nurse knew that Gu Junqi liked children, so she would deliberately take her with her during rounds.Let her mix in the team of doctors, so she won't be suspected of being an idler at all.

Then she could see those crumpled little beings, many of them wearing red bellybands with patterns of locks embroidered on them and the words "Longevity and Longevity".

"You will definitely live longer than me" I believe this is just a cognition, not a wish.After all, you are only so young, I worked so hard to bring you into this world, it is reasonable, you always have to send me away.

However, I couldn't.

There are still so many mothers who have to send their children away before they grow old.So that kind of heart-piercing pain almost killed a person.

Gu Junqi couldn't help but think of the smile on the mother's face at that time, the happiness and satisfaction of giving birth to a child, which has become the most painful weapon to hurt himself today, gouging out his heart every time, blood dripping.

Gu Junqi was deeply shocked.

Song Weiran's steps were heavy, and he was panting slightly every time he walked up a step. He hadn't been able to sleep well for several days in a row, and he couldn't get an average of two hours of sleep every day.

Today, my body is slightly overdrawn, and I suddenly feel weak at this moment.

He turned around, waited for Gu Junqi, who was two steps behind him, to come up, stretched out his hand to hold her wrist and continued to walk up, and said in a rustling voice: "So I always hope that there are only two of us in my life..."

Gu Junqi couldn't understand her words, so he raised his head and looked at him.

Song Weiran didn't continue talking, and concentrated on walking the road under his feet.

Gu Junqi has never talked with Song Weiran about topics related to ideals. Some things are taken for granted in her view, just like the Song family used to run a private hospital, and Song Weiran's son inherited his father's business, which is understandable.However, I don't know whether he studied this major because he really likes it, or just because he has nothing to criticize.

She never seemed to get to know him in depth.

However, today's Song Weiran looked really tired, and probably didn't want to say a word.

Gu Junqi was also very sensible, and was led upstairs by him silently.

Compared with eating, Song Weiran wants to take the time to sleep more.After returning to the office, he lay down directly on the sofa and told Gu Junqi: "I slept for half an hour, wake me up when the time is up, there is still a meeting to be held."

Gu Junqi said "um", and came over to ask him to pillow on her lap.

Song Weiran had obvious dark circles under his eye sockets, and blue stubble appeared on his chin. This kind of man, who always looks very trim, is really busy this time.

Half an hour passed in the blink of an eye, Gu Junqi just stared at his face for a while, and the alarm clock at hand rang.

Song Weiran was a light sleeper, as soon as the bell rang, she would wake up without being called by others.

He sat up, pressed his temple with one hand, and rubbed his neck with the other.Tell her: "I'll be busy this afternoon, so go back after you finish eating, it's a mess here."

Gu Junqi said: "I know, you go to the meeting, and remember to eat when you're done."

Song Weiran stood up, reassured her, and went out.

When Gu Junqi came down, he ran into Xia Beibei.

"What time is it, you still only care about the wind, the flowers, the snow and the moon, Xia Beibei, I really despise you."

Xia Beibei accused her and said: "Gu Junqi, you are a full man who doesn't know how hungry a man is. You and your wife are only allowed to abuse us singles if you have nothing to do. We just want to get off the list, what's wrong?"

Gu Junqi was too lazy to quarrel with her, and said listlessly: "The Brain Department is relatively quiet, so it's easy to flirt with. Go up there."

Xia Beibei held her back: "What's wrong with you? Did you quarrel with your husband?"

Gu Junqi didn't want to say that she was stimulated by the scene in the corridor today, and she still feels heavy.She didn't want to be the savior, but seeing the disaster so openly destroying lives, it was impossible to do her best.I can't tell the loneliness in my heart.

"We didn't quarrel, but we were a little distracted." Then he said: "You go up, I'm leaving."

Xia Beibei held her tightly: "Look at your energy level now, it's no wonder that nothing happened when you drive back home. Come on, go to the restaurant with me for a meal, and by the way, think of a way to torture Dr. Su. I've finally discovered it." , I’m too gentle with Dr. Su, he can’t seem to feel my presence. So, do you have a little sinister trick to brush up on my presence? "

"Xia Beibei, stop teasing me, I'm not in the mood to think about this right now."

Xia Beibei pulled her away and said, "You only want to stay with me if you're not in the mood. You'll be in a good mood after a while."

They go to the restaurant to eat.

Xia Beibei ordered a set meal. In fact, she has always wanted to eat confinement rice at Zhongchuang Restaurant. I heard that their pig's trotters are very delicious.I was embarrassed in front of Gu Junqi, afraid that she would scold her for being shameless, saying that she was obsessed with Su Rui and harbored evil intentions.

Gu Junqi had no appetite, so he drank yogurt there.

The little girl at the table was also drinking yogurt, and the box made a "sizzling" sound.

Mom said she was "naughty."

She raised her head and laughed haha, revealing two beautiful little canine teeth.

Mom urged her to say: "Honey, eat quickly, we have to go back to the ward when we are full, and the nurse aunt does not allow us to leave for too long."

The little guy wrinkled his face: "But, Mom, I really don't want to stay there, when can we go home?"

The woman sighed vaguely, and spoke to her daughter as gently as ever: "We'll go home when you get better. So baby, you must obediently cooperate with the doctor's treatment. Don't have a fever again tonight. That way we can go home sooner."

"Okay, I will try not to have a fever tonight." The little guy said innocently.

However, Gu Junqi knew that many things could not be done just by making promises.Today, this little girl is here to promise her mother that she will get well soon, and who knows if she will be able to overcome the illness in the end, after all, she is only so young.

Gu Junqi sucked his nose tightly to prevent the tears from rushing down his eyes, so he sucked hard on the thick yogurt.Until it was sucked clean, it made the same noise as that child.

Xia Beibei didn't know why, so he snatched the yogurt box from her hand: "Stop smoking, you'll make yourself miserable, as if you've never had yogurt."

When she looked up, she saw that Gu Junqi's eyes were red, she couldn't help being startled, and immediately put the yogurt box that was about to be thrown back in front of her. "You won't come for real, will you? Is it okay to give it back to you?"

The child at the table made a condition to his mother: "Can you sing me a song, and I will go back to the ward after singing."

It seems that the mother really can't sing, the child repeatedly begged, she just said: "Mom really can't sing..."

Gu Junqi turned his head and said with a smile: "Mom can't sing, can auntie sing for you?"

The little guy smiled and clapped his hands: "Okay, okay."

Gu Junqi cleared his throat and sang in a low voice.

Even if fate is upside down
Even if fate is twisted and bizarre
Even if fate threatens you, it's not fun to be a human being
Don't cry and be sad, don't give up
I wish to be with you forever
……

If you go around in your life, you will see clearly
I also tried to sit in a corner when I was hesitant and it didn't seem to help
In a certain year when I was young
How many times have I fallen, how many tears have been shed in the rainy night

I have to go through all the twists and turns in my life
Since when have you been with me give me warm pats
Like the fire of the red sun igniting the real me
Gu Junqi's voice became louder and louder, and at the end he couldn't help being impassioned and tears filled his eyes.

Xia Beibei was infected and joined in loudly.The two were just sitting at first, and finally stood on the chairs, shaking their arms, dancing the audience, like the most passionate youth, even if they stand in the middle of thousands of people, they seem to have nothing to fear.

Such passion spread,... even the whole restaurant hummed along.

At this time, everyone is a displaced person in the fate, and the struggle and despair have made everyone exhausted.They need to boost morale, but also need to release the inner pressure.It is also good to sing a song together when there is no way to relieve it.

Many were in tears, and their voices were sobbing and humming.

You can walk through thousands of mountains together
Let the night wind blow gently

Accompanied by the delicate fragrance of flowers, it seems to bless you and me

Let the evening star shine lightly

Flashing your every hope like a wave about to wet me
They always have to convince themselves that if there is a disaster, they will surely get through the day.It must not be extinction, so, even when exhausted, still believe in indelible hope.

Bless others right now, and bless yourself too.

At the end of the song, Gu Junqi saw that the mother beside her was so choked up that she couldn't make a sound, and the sensible child was wiping her tears.

She said, "Mom, are you okay?"

The woman embraced him and said, "As long as you are well, mom will be fine."

In the end, Xia Beibei didn't even eat the set meal. The sadness was almost connected, so there was no mood to eat.

After going upstairs, she saw Su Rui turned around and walked forward quickly. She ran to catch up, grabbed his white robe and asked, "Doctor Su, What are you running for?"

Suri said, "I didn't run."

Xia Beibei said impatiently: "I clearly saw that you ran away, but if you don't admit it, you just ran away."

(End of this chapter)