The rebirth of a fierce wife is difficult to flirt

Chapter 285 Loach's heartbreak

She put down all the things she was busy with, and blocked Niqiu in the dormitory to have a good talk with him.

"Loach, what happened? What happened to you recently?" Yuan Jinxi asked straight to the point.

They have all changed their identities and started their lives again. She is not Xiao Sha, Qi Fang is not A Xiu, and Ni Qiang is not Ni Qiang.But when she called out "loach", they seemed to have returned to the time when they fought together in the golden zone.

Niach drooped his brows and eyes, looking listless, but after hearing her call him Niach, his body visibly trembled.

He raised his head slowly, with unconcealable pain and self-blame in his eyes.

"I once killed a man by mistake, a comrade-in-arms whom I respect very much," he said softly.

At that time, Loach had just finished training on the isolated island, and got along well with his comrades. The group headed to the golden zone with high spirits to prepare for the mission.

At that time, there was no Xiao Q in the team, and Brother Xing's partner was another female soldier, but their relationship was not a couple, but an ordinary subordinate.

The female soldier's qualifications are relatively old, and she is experienced and measured in doing things. She has helped Nixiu a lot, and Niqiu has a very good relationship with her.

But later, a rift arose between their mercenary team and another mercenary team in the Golden Zone. The other party set up a trap to capture the female soldiers, trying to make them all look good.

You must not bow your head in this matter. If you bow your head, you will have no way to mix in the golden zone in the future, and the foundation that they and the predecessors who have left have worked so hard for so long will fall short.Therefore, Brother Xing decided to face it head-on, refused to agree to the conditions proposed by the other party, and secretly rescued the female soldier.

That was the night that Loach didn't want to recall the most in his life, tense, chaotic, exciting...

After these emotions, there is a desperate chill.

He originally wanted to snipe and kill the person guarding the female soldier, but that person seemed to sense his presence, and pulled the female soldier to him at a critical moment. The bullet he fired was solid hit the female soldier.

Later, they snatched the female soldier in a frenzied attack. She bled a lot, her face was pale, her eyes were dull, and she was already blind due to excessive blood loss.

But she still stared in his direction and slowly raised her hand.

He held her hand and listened to her say the last words left in this world.

She said, "No guilt or self-blame. There can only be two results on this road. I have expected it a long time ago. I have no regrets. I hope you will not leave any regrets either."

How could Niach not feel guilty or remorse, that was his comrade-in-arms who was both a teacher and a friend, she didn't fall fearlessly under the enemy's gun, but was killed by her own comrades, how could she not leave any regrets!

But Niqi never expected that dying at the gunpoint of her own was not the female soldier's greatest regret. Her greatest regret was that she could not see her long-lost sister until she died.

The fate of the female soldier was also quite rough. When she was ten years old, her parents divorced and both left home, leaving her and her three-year-old sister at home.

She took care of her younger sister while going to school, and lived like an adult at a young age.

Once when she went to the town to go to a big market to buy daily necessities, she and her sister got lost, and she never saw her sister since then.

For many years later, she did not give up looking for her sister. By chance, she was selected to be a female soldier to perform special missions. During the two years of secret training, she had almost no contact with the outside world, except that she still had no news in her heart. My sister has nothing to worry about.

In the team at that time, only Brother Xing knew about her.Later, because Niqiu always fell into self-blame and guilt and couldn't get out, Brother Xing told him the story of the female soldier and told him, "If you really feel sorry for her, live well and wait for someone One day there is a chance to leave the Golden Mile to help her fulfill her wish."

Later, the task was heavy and the pressure was great, Niach grew up quickly, learned to make jokes, learned to let go, learned to let go, and the memory of the female soldier was blocked by him intentionally.

If he hadn't met that person, the woman who looked very similar to the female soldier, it seemed that there would never be such a gap in his memory, and he would never want to recall the painful past that he would never want to recall.

But now, whether he likes it or not, he remembers it. In addition to the pain of killing his comrades by mistake, there is also the pain of not fulfilling his comrades' wishes.

The feelings of self-blame and guilt are even worse, disturbing his sleep and eating these days, the only consolation is probably that there is someone like Qi Fang to confide in, and now there is Yuan Jinxi who can confide in.

Yuan Jinxi listened to him quietly, without saying a word, turned around and went back to her dormitory, took the baijiu she bought earlier to drink with Qi Fang, and slapped it on the table.

"I bought two bottles in total, you and Qi Fang drank one bottle, and this bottle belongs to us," she said proudly.

He opened the bottle cap, took a big sip from the bottle, and handed it to the loach without putting it down.

Loach took it and took a big gulp, but he drank too fast and coughed because of choking.

Yuan Jinxi didn't get up to help him, but asked him in a deep voice, "The woman you saw who looks like a comrade-in-arms is Xiao Qi who walked with us for a while in the hospital?"

Loach nodded.

It makes sense!

It was from the day after meeting Xiao Qi that Niqiu started to act uncharacteristically, first he was distracted while eating, and then he was distracted all day long, drinking with Qi Fangang in the middle of the night, not paying attention to the marriage and alienating Wu Yang, everything, finally found the answer .

"Have you gone to investigate Xiao Qi's identity?" Yuan Jinxi asked again.

Loach nodded again, "I'm sure she's the one I'm looking for."

"The person has been found, and you have helped your comrades fulfill their wish. What else is there to worry about? Is it because of the past experience that the future will not last?" Yuan Jinxi asked him in a deep voice.

Loach didn't answer right away, and asked confusedly after a while: "I found the person, but I don't know how to make up for it."

Yuan Jinxi laughed, and said very bluntly: "Niqian, you really know how to be sentimental. Your own life is over here and you just want to make up for others. You didn't ask if they need you to make up for it!"

Niach looked at her very confused, hoping she could continue talking.

She didn't let him down either, and continued: "Xiao Qi's life should be pretty good now, right? She doesn't have a sister and no one to make up for, so she can live a very fulfilling life alone, right? Then, what else do you have?" So entangled? You take the time to burn some papers for your comrades and tell her that her sister is all right? It’s over! No matter how many things you do, you will not only disrupt other people’s lives, but your own life will also be messed up ".

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