Chapter 235
Xiao Nianyou hadn't been to Liu Yan's Yuhuayuan for a few days, which made Ye Xinwei feel better.

Liu Yan relied on the Empress Dowager's attention, and the Xiao family began to take over more and more. She knew it very clearly that no one else could sense it, especially when it came to the expenses of the Xiao family's inner courtyard, and now she had already faintly intervened in her side.

Xiao Nianyou took care of Liu Yan's hard work, and handed over the backyard to Liu Yan and Ye Xinwei. The two negotiated and managed the backyard. Many things are self-evident. passable.

But there is one thing that is secretly coordinating and not interfering with each other's management, but now Liu Yan has broken this unspoken rule.

Xiao Nianyou left the gate of Xiaoxiang Garden, but instead of walking towards his own residence, he walked towards the ancestral hall.

The pine needles of the pines and cypresses seem to be greener and longer, and the courtyard is still so cold. This is an ancestral hall, so how can it be lively?
Candles are lit here every night, and the light is not bright but not dark.

The smile on Xiao Nianyou's face dissipated, and he frowned deeply. Looking at Lin Fei's spiritual seat, scenes from the past came to his heart, and the feelings in his heart were complicated and unspeakable.

He silently lit three sticks of incense and rubbed them neatly into the copper-colored incense burner.

It took a while for Xiao Nianyou to speak to Lin Fei's spirit seat: "Fei'er, I'm here to see you again, you don't think I'm bothering you so late, do you?"

No one agreed, Xiao Nianyou was still talking to himself, talking about what happened these days to Lin Fei's spirit card.

"A lot of things have happened recently, but they are all in the past. Don't worry, I'm fine." Xiao Nianyou's eyes were astringent, "You should miss your Linger the most, Linger is fine."

Xiao Nianyou stretched out his hand, stroked the tablet tenderly, and continued: "Linger has a godmother, a princess, and treats Linger very well. Now that Linger has a godmother, she doesn't miss me as a father. She is in the palace. Staying stuck inside and clinging to this godmother won’t go home.”

Xiao Nianyou suddenly remembered the scene where Princess Linghua pretended to be dead, the reluctance and pain in her heart really happened.He suddenly felt sorry for his wife Lin Fei for thinking about other women in front of his wife.

Xiao Nianyou said with an apology on his face: "Look at me, I accidentally mentioned another woman, Fei'er must hate flirtatious men the most, I can declare that I only mentioned her because she is Linger's godmother."

Xiao Nianyou defended himself against Lin Fei in this way, in fact, he just highlighted his words for himself to listen to, and woke him up in his heart. He already had so many wives and concubines, and he had already betrayed Lin Fei, so he couldn't have any more thoughts.

There was another silence, Xiao Nianyou looked at the flickering incense, feeling sad in his heart, and his voice was a little low: "Fei'er, in fact, I used to be really philandering, I always thought that people are not flirtatious. It’s the first time I’ve been tempted, I’m really happy to marry you, and I’m happy to live with you under the same roof.”

Xiao Nianyou paused, frowned even tighter and said: "But, I ruined this happiness with my own hands, Fei'er, I really don't want to say that I can't help myself, the reason for going too far is the reason after all, I am indeed spending money In the game, let outsiders think I am romantic."

At that time, he was on the cusp of the storm, and the name of the celebrity in front of the emperor made many people jealous, fawning and flattering.

When the first emperor was here, the first prince was not the current emperor, but Zhou Haozhang, the eldest son of the first emperor.

The huge family property of the Xiao family made the princes in the palace envious and worried about it. There are many people who disdain business, but they are all polite and even enthusiastic. Only the prince Zhou Haozhang, the second prince Zhou Haoxuan, Qin Wang Zhou Wenyu and The fifth prince, Zhou Yucheng, and four others.

The second prince treats him indifferently, King Qin and him are gentlemen, but the fifth prince treats him with no enthusiasm. Only the prince treats him earnestly and frankly, which makes him want to help the prince A bunch.

The current emperor was born after a tragic coup, Xiao Nianyou has no right to judge these political changes, he can only say that the current emperor is a good emperor.

Zhou Haoxuan acted decisively, worked diligently for the people, and worked hard to govern. Perhaps the former prince Zhou Haozhang may not have achieved such achievements when he was in power, but no one can verify it after death.

Xiao Nianyou was the first to get along well with Zhou Haozhang, the eldest son of the late emperor, and if the king of Qin hadn't taken him to visit Concubine Hua at the time when the first emperor was driving, I'm afraid Xiao Nianyou's life would have to be confessed. In the palace.

But because of this, he didn't have time to come back to see Lin Fei for the last time. He saw Lin Fei with a pale face and eyes closed, which made him stunned on the spot.

"Fei'er, it's not that I don't want to be dedicated, it's just that the situation forced them at the time. They were all rushing into my mansion. Do you know that the first person was Liu Yan." There was a gloomy look in Xiao Nianyou's eyes, "I know Liu Yan came in and made you sad. At that time, I was also fascinated by her because of her beauty. You helped me take a concubine when I was sad, which just relieved the excuse of the small number of people in the Xiao family, but in the end King Jin still sent Su Menghan in. .”

"Fei'er, no one sends people here anymore, because I made it clear that I am only loyal to the current emperor, but you are no longer." Xiao Nianyou laughed foolishly, "When I understand that is just For a while, I was just trying to be happy, but I accidentally got involved in a play, which made Fei'er really sad."

"Fei'er, how uncomfortable it feels to be speechless..."

"Fei'er, I...I miss you so much! Ling'er also misses you very much. She said that if mother is there, she will be the happiest person."

"Fei'er, no one sends someone here now, because I clearly expressed my loyalty to the current emperor through actions, but I was hesitant at the beginning..." Xiao Nianyou laughed foolishly and mournfully, " You are no more."

It was supposed to be an act but got involved in it by accident. When he realized that it was just a momentary pleasure, it shouldn't hurt you, but he found out that it made Fei'er really sad.

How uncomfortable the feeling of being speechless makes him feel, how sad the feeling of seeing is worse than not seeing!

"Fei'er, I...I miss you so much! Ling'er also misses you very much. She said that if mother is here, she will be the happiest person." Tears rolled down Xiao Nianyou's eyes, boiling hot.

"Fei'er, I will take good care of Xin Wei, but... I may not be able to give her too much..." Xiao Nianyou wiped his face, wiped away the tears, his eyes were still sore.

"Oh, I've told you so much, don't think I'm long-winded." Xiao Nianyou put the tablet back where it was, "I'm leaving, your little cousin will return to her natal home tomorrow, I'll have a good time to celebrate her .”

Before Xiao Nianyou left, she couldn't help but turn her head again: "Fei'er, I'm really leaving, I'll come to see you another day."

After leaving the ancestral hall, Xiao Nianyou looked up at the sky, the moon was on the branches, it was already late, although the night was not cold but his heart was very cold, very cold.

It has been such a long time, three years, a slightly confused look appeared in his eyes, what will the future look like?He has experienced ups and downs in his life, what he has gained, and what he has lost...

He thought about it slowly, and finally felt that what he lost was far more unforgettable than what he gained.

There was a faint thought in his heart, but he woke up suddenly, the look of panic and guilt in his eyes turned into a heavy sigh in the end.

 Why did Xiao Nianyou and Lin Fei get more and more misunderstood at the beginning and finally missed it?
  
 
(End of this chapter)

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