Love is like melting

Chapter 88
He can not care about those so-called hatred and revenge, and he doesn't care how much he has to lose; his bottom line is not to let Ayu get hurt, even if it is a little bit, he can't tolerate it anymore.

When the words fell to the ground, before Yun Yingluo could react, he turned the wheelchair, trying to find Ayu.

Even if he was with Gu Mingxi, he was worried if Ayu left his sight for too long.

Yun Yingluo's face was tense, she secretly bit her inner lip, her heart felt like being pricked by thousands of needles, the pain was so dense that she was almost suffocating.

Because his words reminded her of the memories that she was unwilling to look back in this life, so much humiliation and pain was added to her body, like a brand engraved on her body, so that she could not forget.

And the name of this brand is: Lianmo.

I am cruel, and Lian Mo is pitiful?
But who would have pity yourself back then!

Lian Mo's wheelchair stopped suddenly at the door of the living room, and with his back to Yun Yingluo, he said in a gentle voice, "Although this is cruel to you, I must admit that I am very happy to be able to come to this world, and Thank you for bringing me into this world."

If it wasn't like this, how could he meet A Yu, and understand that some people don't need to care about some things, because when you have the person you want most, it is enough to make you forgive all the injustices in this world.

"Mingxi..." Ji Yerong, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke, looking at Gu Mingxi's beautiful face, "You and Your Excellency Long Pei leave Country M as soon as possible!"

Gu Mingxi frowned slightly, and looked back at her with a worried look on her face.

"I promise you, as long as she is not the one who cooperates with the criminal group, I will not kill her!"

Ji Yerong's eyes were calm and her words firm. Whatever she said, she would respect her promise.

Ji Yerong is very clear about how difficult it is for Gu Mingxi and Long Pei to get to this point. Gu Mingxi regards herself as a close friend, and Yun Yingluo is her mother. She is in a dilemma, and she knows it better.

Although Mingxi didn't say some things clearly, her seemingly simple and plain words have calmed down the chaotic thoughts in the living room.

Gu Mingxi chose to bring herself out at that moment because she was afraid that she would be impulsive and make wrong judgments and decisions!
Mingxi's thoughts are clear and well-intentioned, how can she not understand, because she understands, she can't bear to let Mingxi be dragged into this abyss.

She didn't trust Yun Yingluo, but she believed in Ming Xi, without any reason or explanation, it was a kind of tacit understanding and trust between friends.

So she gave Mingxi this guarantee, so that Mingxi can return to China with Long Pei with peace of mind, leave country M, and stay away from all disputes.

Gu Mingxi's starry eyes were slightly dazed, and after a moment of reaction, his eyes were wet unexpectedly, he turned around and hugged Ji Yerong gently, and said in a low voice, "Yerong, thank you!"

What such a promise means, Gu Mingxi is very clear, the biggest reason for Ye Rong to make such a promise is herself, she knows it.

Therefore, the lake of heart is flooded, no longer a master of controlling emotions, and there is no need to deliberately control emotions in front of friends, and express sincerity naturally.

Ji Yerong hesitated for a few seconds, raised his hand and patted her on the back lightly, and said in a low voice, "You and Xiange should be happy."

Happiness is a very expensive luxury, and I am no longer qualified to have it in this life, so you must be happy, together with the happiness that I cannot have, and be happy together steadily.

Long Pei is the president of country C, and he is already busy with affairs. Lu Banxia, ​​who is far away in the capital, has urged them to return to the country several times, but Gu Mingxi is worried about the twists and turns between Yun Yingluo and Ji Yerong, and Long Pei is unwilling to force it For her, the return date was delayed again and again.

After Gu Mingxi got Yerong's promise, her heart hanging in the air finally let go. She couldn't bear to see Ah Pei far away in country M, but she was always thinking about the capital. After Ji Yerong and the others left Yuner, she let Ye Rong Jia arranged to leave for home in an hour.

Before leaving, Gu Mingxi said to Yun Yingluo: "If you entangle with the dragon for too long, you will become a dragon yourself; if you stare at the abyss for too long, the abyss will stare back! Mom, I hope that the sharp sword in your hand is aimed at The real evil dragon, not another you who is also entangled by the evil dragon! Open-mindedness is tolerance for yourself and punishment for others!"

Open-mindedness is tolerance to oneself and punishment to others.How can Yun Yingluo, who has experienced ups and downs for most of her life, understand this truth, but it is one thing to understand it, and another thing to do it.

She was not reconciled, she was angry, and she wanted to use her own way to deal with her. How much pain and suffering Lian Zhen and the others had injected into herself, she wanted all of them to be on Lian Mo's body.

Many years ago, she was also a gentle, kind and beautiful woman. Who made her into what she is today?
It was Lian Zhen, it was Lian Mo, it was they who stripped the word "gentleness" from her body, made her despair of love and humanity; made her become extreme and paranoid.She vowed to torture each other until she died with Lian Zhen in this fraught marriage. Even if Lian Zhen died, she could not calm down the anger in her heart, because there was another Lian Mo who continued the hatred and anger in her heart. hatred.

Liancheng is dead, Lian Zhan is gone, her heart is empty, all thoughts are lost, and in this world, only Mingxi is the only relative who is connected to her by flesh and blood, and she is here.

Accompany her, soothe the despair and coldness in her heart, and let her feel the preciousness and warmth of the last touch of family affection.

No matter how unwilling she was, she still agreed to Mingxi.

She doesn't care what others think or say, but she cares about her image and position in her daughter's heart.

She didn't want Mingxi to be disappointed in herself, and she didn't want to lose her last precious warmth in this world.

On the way back to Yeyuan, Lian Mo held Ji Yerong's hand tightly all the time. Ji Yerong's expression was as calm as a mirror, without wind or waves; his eyes kept looking out of the car window, making people wonder what she was thinking .

Lian Mo's deep eyes gazed at her tenderly, following her plain face all the way down, and landed on her interlocking hands, it's not so much interlocking fingers as he was holding Ji tightly. Holding Ye Rong's fingers so hard, it was as if she was afraid that she would disappear.

When the car stopped, Ji Yerong naturally took his hand away from his palm and got out of the car.

Lian Mo got out of the wheelchair, and when Ji Yerong was about to go in, he called her softly, "Ayu—"

Ji Yerong stopped and looked back at him.

Because of the difference in height, Lian Mo raised his head and looked at her who was three steps away from him, his thin lips parted slightly, "I said something to you before I left the house."

Ji Yerong didn't ask him anything, just stood there quietly, waiting for him to continue.

"You smile so sweetly, you look forward to your beautiful eyes. Ayu, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen."

The magnetic voice was full of bewitching, and the eyes that stared at her were focused and lingering. Ji Yerong's heart skipped a beat for no reason, and he could faintly smell the fragrance of flowers in the air, which was very fragrant.

After knowing each other for so many years, this was the first time Ji Yerong heard him praise her beauty, so frankly and sincerely.

These years, it’s not that no one has praised her, most of them praised her for her good skills and good marksmanship. No one has ever praised her for being beautiful or good, because her personality is too lonely and out of gregarious, and her excellent combat ability has long covered up her own beauty .

It was the first time she heard someone praise herself like this, but the other party was still silent, she didn't know how to react for a while, her ears felt inexplicably hot, scalding hot.

Her face was still calm, her drooping eyelashes covered the light in her eyes, and she responded in a low voice, "Oh." She turned around and went in.

Lian Mo was startled for a moment, but when he realized it, the corners of his mouth curved up uncontrollably.

Although Ayu's reaction is always unexpected, but he did not miss Ayu's red ears, what does that mean?

Lian Mo felt warm in his heart: A Yu Lian looks so cute when she is shy.

When Ji Yerong returned to the bedroom, Yu Sha knocked on the door and came in, holding a washed and ironed suit in her hand.

"Sister Yerong, this is the suit you put on when you came back that day, what do you do with it?" Yu Sha asked because she recognized that this dress did not belong to you, so naturally it cannot be hung in your closet.

Ji Yerong glanced at the suit, and remembered that it was the one Jiang Hanzhu wore on him when it rained that day.

"Take it away for now." Wait until the next time I see Jiang Hanzhu and return it to him.

Yu Sha nodded, turned and left the bedroom, Lian Mo came to meet him, his sharp eyes fell on the suit in Sha's hand.

He remembered that she put on this suit when she came back that day.

Who is the owner of this suit?

"Where did you come from?" Lian Mo asked in a cold voice.

Yu Sha shook her head, "Sister Yerong didn't say anything, she just asked me to keep it. But it was Secretary of State Mr. Jiang who sent Sister Yerong back that day, and I think it should be his."

Jiang Hanzhu?
Lian Mo frowned suddenly, said nothing, and waved Yu Sha to go down first.

As night fell, the huge Yun'er was shrouded in desolation and darkness. Yun Yingluo, who stayed in Yun'er alone, felt like being in a cold slaughterhouse, allowing herself to be devoured by the desolation and loneliness.

In her best years, she was betrayed by her husband and her daughter disappeared; when she entered middle age, she lost her most beloved son, and when she entered her twilight years, she lost Lian Zhan again.

She loved and hated her for most of her life. Looking back at this moment, her husband died, her son died, and her grandson died. She seemed to have a lot, but in fact she had nothing.

Lian Zhan's departure took away the last sliver of lively breath from Yuner, and she could no longer hear his coquettish voice: Grandma, grandma, grandma, she was elated and smiled happily.

When Murong Zhuang came to visit, he saw her lonely back curled up in a corner of the sofa, pointing to a goblet, drinking the blood-red liquid slightly drunk.

"Yingluo, stop drinking." Murong Zhuang took the wine glass from her hand, his dark eyes filled with distress.

Yun Yingluo opened her eyes wide and stared at him in bewilderment for a long time, seeming to recognize who he was, with a wry smile on her lips, "Zhuang, have you been happy all these years?"

Murong Zhuang was silent, and before she could answer, she heard her hoarse voice: "I'm not happy. I haven't been happy since I married Lian Zhen. When he doesn't love me, I'm not happy. He hates me." I was even more unhappy when he died, and I was not happy when he died. I thought I was the one who won in the end, but today I realized that I have worked so hard along the way. Walking, walking, there is only Leave me alone..."

"You are not alone, you still have me." Murong Zhuang said in a calm voice, the reason why he didn't leave these years was because he couldn't bear to leave her alone.

Yun Yingluo stared at him for a long time with befuddled eyes, tears welled up in her eyes, and her voice almost choked up: "You are so stupid..."

A person like her who is full of hatred in her heart is no longer worthy of any protection, but he waited for her all his life in vain.

"Why are you not?" Murong Zhuang shook his head helplessly, watching her entangle with Lian Zhen for a lifetime because of hatred, the pain became more and more painful, and he felt powerless watching from the side.

(End of this chapter)