Farmhouse with a little field

Chapter 488 Don't forget the original intention
But when I recalled the past and thought about how I got to the present step by step, the fat buns seemed to have a bit of taste.

"Xiaoyue, Xiaonian, you've grown up so much now." Han Qingmei choked up her voice as she ate the steamed stuffed bun.

Even now, whenever she thinks back to those days, she still has the illusion that she is dreaming.

Li Hao didn't know that these steamed buns had any special meaning to the three women, but it didn't affect him to comfort Han Qingmei. He reached out and held Han Qingmei in his arms, patted gently: "Don't cry It's time for the children to watch the joke."

"I'm not crying, it's just..." Han Qingmei leaned her head on Li Hao's shoulder, trying to cover her reddened eyes.

"Mom, I didn't make steamed buns to make you sad." Han Duyue understood Han Qingmei's reaction very well. Niang and Xiaonian, in the process of our struggle, we have already stood on the goal of success."

Everyone at the table looked at Han Duyue, as if they didn't understand what she meant.

"Mom, do you still remember what you were thinking when you were eating buns?" Han Duyue looked at Han Qingmei and asked.

Han Qingmei thought for a while, as if she thought of something embarrassing, her face became hot: "At that time, I just thought that this steamed stuffed bun is really delicious, it's the best thing I've ever eaten."

"..." Han Duyue was a little embarrassed. It turns out that everyone's thoughts are so simple. Sure enough, in the face of hunger, everything is just a cloud. "Then did you think of other things at that time, such as me and Xiaonian?"

Hearing this, Han Qingmei's expression gradually became serious: "At that time, seeing Xiaonian gobbling it up, I thought, it's because I'm useless as a mother, that made you suffer so much with me, otherwise, You won't grow up so big, you haven't even eaten meat buns once..."

Saying that, Han Qingmei choked up again.

"Did that mother think at that time that Xiaonian and I must live a good life in the future? Can we eat good food every day?" Han Duyue asked step by step.

Han Qingmei raised her sleeve and pressed the corners of her eyes, nodded and said, "I really thought that way at the time, but I couldn't do anything about it. If it weren't for you, our family would not be able to live like this now."

Han Duyue turned to look at Xiaonian: "Xiaonian, I remember you also said that you must make a lot of money in the future, so that our family can eat meat buns every day, right?"

"Yes." Recalling his stupid appearance back then, Xiaonian was both emotional and a little funny.

"Actually, what I was thinking at the time was how to make money and how to make my life easier." Han Duyue pursed her lips and smiled, and said again, "What I want to say is that we can have our own ideas and ideas. It’s a good thing to have a goal and keep working hard for it, but you can’t blindly look into the distance, isn’t it equally important to cherish the present and the process sometimes?”

Han Duyue squeezed the steamed stuffed bun, and her tone became softer: "In other words, no matter where we go in life, we should not forget our original intention, and we should not forget to enjoy the process. Just like this steamed stuffed bun, when mother and Xiaonian's words actually mean the same thing, right? They all hope that the family can live a good life, but hasn't this goal been achieved a few years ago?"

Although Xiaonian is still working hard to study and participate in the reliable school, Han Qingmei is also thinking about how to take better care of the three children, especially the youngest Dandan, but in fact, not long after leaving the Jiang family, their lives have become better. up.

There are delicious meals to eat, a solid brick house to shelter from the wind and rain, and family members to accompany me. In fact, at that time, the family had already lived a good life.

"Of course, I'm not saying that we don't need to struggle, but sometimes we can't just keep moving forward." Han Duyue took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun, with a bright smile on his face, "while looking forward, we also We must not forget, in fact, the life we ​​want has always been there, and no matter what we experience, this home will always be there."

In fact, Han Duyue herself was a little confused about what to say, but she knew that feeling very well. No matter where she was or what she was doing, as long as she looked back, she could see the home that brought her warmth. You will not feel alone and helpless.

"Sister, thank you." Xiaonian's eyes were a little red, and he would never forget that he was able to live the life he is today and have the opportunity to read and write because of such a sister.

Han Qingmei also choked up, and sometimes she would dream of staying in Jiang's house, the two children were skinny, and the little boy was covered in scars, every time she dreamed of these things, she was terrified of fear.

But now, she suddenly felt that that kind of dream was not that scary anymore. With so many people around her, what else was there to be afraid of?
A few people were feeling emotional when they heard a cry of "wow" coming from the back room, and then saw Tian Fang coming out of the back room with her balls in her arms, with a perplexed expression on her face: "Ma'am, the young master didn't know what to do. I'm crying, I just fed milk, I'm not hungry, I didn't pee on my body, this..."

"Eggy must have seen everyone cry, that's why she started crying." Li Hao took Eggy over with a smile, and hugged her to Han Qingmei.

Han Qingmei gave Li Hao an embarrassed look, "I didn't cry."

"I didn't cry either." Xiaonian bit his lip, and looked at Li Hao aggrievedly, as if as a big man, it was embarrassing to be wronged and cry.

Han Duyue also puffed her cheeks cooperatively: "I didn't even cry!"

"Okay, okay, only Eggy is crying, is it okay?" Li Hao didn't know what to do with these people, and showed an exaggerated expression of admitting defeat, so the whole family laughed together.

Although there were only buns on the meal, everyone was full and happy.

After the meal, Xiaonian took the initiative to ask Ying to clean up the dishes with Han Duyue, and they chatted while washing the dishes.

"Sister, you just said that, but you are actually worried that I will not do well in the Qiu Wei exam this time, and you will feel uncomfortable?" Xiaonian lowered his head and spoke in a very soft voice.

Han Duyue did have such an idea, and now that Xiaonian asked so bluntly, she nodded calmly: "There is a reason for this, but it's not just about this, after all, people like this The road of life is long, and as you walk, you may forget why you walked on this road.”

"I know, I never dare to forget," Xiaonian's voice was very soft and soft, as if it carried the taste of memories, "I will not be sad, even if I fail this time, there will be another time." , I will move forward slowly, so sister, you don't have to worry about me."

"Silly boy, you are my younger brother. Even if you say so, I can't help worrying, right?" Han Duyue and Xiaonian sat face to face on small stools, washing dishes covered with oily particles, He sighed contentedly, "But this feeling of concern is not annoying, isn't it because people live in this world because of concern?"

Xiaonian blinked, and suddenly smiled happily: "Sister, what you said still sounds like a big truth."

"Huh? What do you mean that what I said sounds like a great truth?" Han Duyue stared.

"Because from the very beginning, sister, you like to tell my mother and me the truth," Xiaonian smiled even more happily, smiling, but his eyes turned red again, "but they are all very reasonable words. , otherwise I wouldn’t study so hard, and Mother wouldn’t have completely overlooked those things in the past.”

Xiaonian looked at Han Duyue seriously, sniffed and said, "Sister, it's great to have you here."

"Fool, we are a family," Han Duyue reached out and rubbed Xiaonian's head, and said awkwardly after finishing rubbing, "Xiaonian, do you want to wash your hair again?"

"What's the matter? Did I not wash it clean just now?" Xiaonian looked at Han Duyue suspiciously, they both had a bath just now.

Han Duyue stretched out her oily hand in front of Xiaonian: "I just touched your hair with this hand."

Xiao Nian was stunned for a moment, and then wailed like a pig: "Sister, how can you do this? I just took a shower, and now I have to wash my hair again..."

"I didn't do it on purpose. Who told you that you were so obedient just now, I couldn't hold back for a while." Han Duyue blinked innocently, but who knows if she did it on purpose.

Xiaonian accompanied Han Duyue to wash the dishes without tears, and then ran to wash her hair without tears.

Inside the room, Han Qingmei also heard the commotion from the kitchen: "These two children, I don't know what they are up to."

"These two children are usually too well-behaved, it's good to be a little naughty." Li Hao hugged the child and teased, teasing Eggy to grin.

Han Qingmei looked out the window and smiled contentedly: "Yes, they are too sensible, but without them, I wouldn't be able to get to where I am today."

"These two children are your lucky star, and you are also their lucky star." Li Hao held the child in one hand and Han Qingmei in his arms with the other, "You are also my lucky star."

Han Qingmei blushed a little, but she didn't withdraw from Li Hao's arms. She really wanted to say that you are my lucky stars, and I am the one who enjoys it.

Although he finished the Qiuwei exam, the vacation time left for Xiaonian is very short. Three days later, Xiaonian will go back to the county seat again.

The weather turned cold, this time Han Qingmei prepared several sets of autumn shirts for Xiaonian, as well as winter padded clothes, and also prepared a lot of food and other things, making it almost like moving house.

Han Duyue pulled Xiaonian aside, and told nonsense: "You are still young, your body is still growing, and your bones are not set yet. You must pay more attention to your body. First of all, you must sit correctly. Lie down hard, and hold the pen in the correct posture, otherwise your hands will be overwhelmed; in addition, you need to rest after sitting for a while, not only your body needs to rest, but also your eyes..."

(End of this chapter)