Farmhouse with a little field

Chapter 538 Resentment
"Yes, after all, I'm also from the Li family, but what have I done?" Li Peiqing buried his head deeply, stretched out his palms to cover his face, his voice seemed hoarse, like laughing or crying, " I caused the entire Li family to be ruined, and the family business of nearly a hundred years was almost destroyed, but why... Even if I knew that I was being used, and knew that I was sorry for the ancestors of the Li family, why did I not understand at all? Don’t feel regretful? Why is this?!”

Susu looked at Li Peiqing dumbfoundedly, feeling a sense of unhappiness in her heart, what she wanted to see was not Li Peiqing's current appearance.

"It seems that as a descendant of the Li family, you are really unworthy. It's no wonder that you have always been a cold-hearted person." Susu looked directly at Li Peiqing, almost gritting her teeth, "At the beginning You obviously had a marriage contract with Princess Yuping, but you still lied to me that you never married a wife, and later you killed my child with your own hands. In this way, it is not difficult to understand why you are indifferent to the defeat of the Li family gone."

Li Peiqing frowned. He really hated the Li family for a long time, but facing Susu's matter, even if he knew that the other party's previous actions were deliberate deception, but thinking of the child, Li Peiqing couldn't help it. Feeling guilty.

After going through so many things, Li Peiqing is no longer the proud and arrogant son of a family, and he can say some things calmly, although his mood at the moment is really not peaceful: "The child's matter is indeed I can't live with you, and I won't blame you for what happened before..."

"Blame me? What right do you have to blame me? I'm the person you can't bear the most in your life!" Susu's voice interrupted Li Peiqing's words sharply, her eyes filled with deep-seated hatred. After taking a few breaths, he managed to control his emotions. Instead of entanglement in these meaningless things, he continued to stimulate Li Peiqing and said, "Speaking of which, don't you feel unwilling now? First, the Li family You were kicked out by Concubine An, and then you were used by Concubine An to bring down the Li family, so you were played and applauded by others, are you really willing?"

Since Li Peiqing didn't care much about the Li family's affairs, Susu could only bring the topic to Princess An.

When Susu said these words, she didn't feel any guilt. Although Princess An saved her life after she lost her child, she couldn't be grateful to Princess An.

For Concubine An, Susu was the direct trigger for destroying her daughter's marriage. Even if she didn't agree with this marriage, it still couldn't change her aversion to Susu; It was a third person interposed between her and Li Peiqing, so it was naturally impossible for her to have a good impression of this person.

But if we look at it the other way around, Princess Yuping is the complete third party to Susu. After all, she has never been aware of the marriage between Li Peiqing and Princess Yuping from the beginning to the end.

And Susu is not stupid, after going through so many things, how could she not know the real reason why Princess An brought her to Li Peiqing?
Under such circumstances, Susu's ability to not resent Princess An is already very good, so how could she be grateful for his rescue?
"How can I be reconciled, but what if I am not reconciled? I can't do anything now." Li Peiqing still covered his face with his hands, and his heart was turbulent. Probably no one would be willing to be used as a pawn to play with Yu Among the applause, what can I do now?He is just a useless person now, and he doesn't even have the ability to protect himself, let alone take revenge on others.

Now that he really understood the truth, Li Peiqing recalled all the things he had done to the Li family before, and couldn't help laughing at himself. Probably, those things went so smoothly because of the secret help of Princess An.If it's really with his own ability, I'm afraid he can't even do one-tenth of it.

The more he thought about it, the more unwilling and helpless Li Peiqing felt in his heart. Princess An really had a good plan, and she held all these things in her palm, which was obviously planned by her carefully.

However, on the surface, all of this is just an internal entanglement in the Li family. The bad words and insults are all aimed at the Li family, and it is impossible for any dirty water to be poured on Princess An.

When the Li family abandoned Li Peiqing at the beginning, it was the Li family who was ungrateful and ungrateful; later, when Li Peiqing retaliated against the Li family, it was because Li Peiqing was ungrateful and even forgot his own roots.

So even if the Li family didn't end this time, their reputation would have been ruined long ago, and they would no longer be able to stand up in front of outsiders.

Li Peiqing hated such a scheming and method just thinking about it, but now he is weak and his whole body is under the control of Princess An, so there is no trouble at all.

Seeing Li Peiqing's chest heaving and dejected, Susu finally felt better and said, "Indeed, you are just a bereaved dog now, and your life and death are in the hands of Princess An, it's really pitiful. Li Peiqing, you probably never thought that one day you would end up in this kind of situation, right?"

Li Peiqing finally raised his head, his already sallow face was lifeless, as if resigned to his fate: "Susu, I know you hate me, but what is the difference between our situation now? You are only Princess An now It's just a pawn in my hand, I can't have any more children, isn't it the same for you?"

When Li Peiqing said this, he didn't intend to provoke Susu or revenge Susu with words. He really felt that the two people's current situation was very similar. At this point, no amount of verbal dispute between the two would solve any problems.

But to Susu, these words became the deadliest irony and blow. She stared at Li Peiqing with resentment in her eyes: "Yes, my situation is indeed not much better than yours, but at least I am not You ruined your family, let alone sent your father to jail. And the reason why I ended up in this situation is all because of you, a bastard who is not as good as a beast!"

Indeed, if it was said that Li Peiqing's misery was due to his own faults, then Su Su was really innocent.

She didn't know about the relationship between Li Peiqing and Princess Yuping from the very beginning, and she served Li Peiqing wholeheartedly. Later, she was just pregnant, and before she had time to be happy, she learned the bad news, and then lost her own child. It is not even possible to become a mother again in this life.

Under all kinds of blows, Susu's life was ruined. Perhaps her only surviving obsession was to see Li Peiqing reap the consequences of her own misfortune, and finally end up betraying her relatives.

Now the Li family has been defeated, and Li Peiqing also knows the truth of all this, but Susu doesn't seem to feel so happy in her heart.

Probably because Li Peiqing's reaction disappointed her too much. He was neither tortured mad by the truth, nor regretted to the point of crying. This kind of reaction did not please Susu at all.

But there may be other reasons for this, because Susu actually knows that no matter how things develop, no matter how miserable Li Peiqing's final situation is, all the ordeals she has experienced have already happened, and there is no possibility of turning back.

Now that Li Peiqing and Susu are sitting face to face, it looks like Susu is about to go crazy, with a ferocious and desperate expression on his face, even Li Peiqing feels secretly shocked when he sees it: "Susu, am I really sorry? I want to live with you, but now you have also seen that I have come to such a point, even if I want to make up for you, it will not help."

Previously, Li Peiqing thought that Su Su's old love for him was over, and he wanted to be more kind to Susu to make up for his mistakes at the beginning, but now that all the truth is unfolding in front of him, this so-called "good" obviously can't make up for anything. .

"If you really want to make up for me, let yourself live in more pain, so that I may feel better in my heart." Uncovering the veil of hypocrisy, Su Su's words were also very mean and ruthless, A pair of eyes stared at Li Peiqing as if poisoned.

Li Peiqing's face became more and more gray and defeated by Susu. After thinking about it, he actually expressed his deepest thoughts: "If this is what you want to see, then you have succeeded. After being kicked out, apart from the hatred for the Li family supporting me, you are the most important thing to me. From the beginning to the end, the only person who was really by my side was you, and when I So for you, you are still willing to stay with me, I actually...

I even thought about where we would go to continue our life after all this was over. I thought the capital city was not a place for you or me to stay for a long time. We could leave here and find a small village to settle down , and build a small yard, we can..."

"That's enough! Don't say any more!" Susu couldn't take it anymore when she heard such words. I listen, I don't want to listen, I will never forgive you!"

Li Peiqing looked at Susu calmly, with neither sadness nor joy on his face: "Susu, what I said is true, if you still feel unrepentant, you can kill me yourself, if I die, you Wouldn't it make you feel better?"

Susu's pupils shrank slightly, her lips trembled, and she was speechless for a moment. If Li Peiqing died, would she really feel better?Can she really let go of everything before?She couldn't think of an answer at all!

(End of this chapter)