Nongmen medical incense

Chapter 61
Even if the daughter is bad in every way, she was still born in October, and it is all she has now.But now, everything about her has been destroyed.

She closed her eyes deeply, and hot tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

"Tell me about your business."

The sad and choked voice resounded in the silent night, with a different kind of solemnity.

An Yan didn't look up, just when Bai thought she wouldn't answer, a low voice came slowly.

"Perhaps you will find my words absurd after listening to them, but that is my personal experience. I am not from your place, but from another time and space. Maybe you will not understand, but to put it bluntly, I am I came from a dynasty many years later. I had already died in that place, and I was hesitant and powerless when I woke up. When I first arrived, I dared not tell the truth, and only wanted to save my hard-won life. I originally planned to wait for things to stabilize, and I would tell you the truth. It's just that too many things happened in the Bai family, which caused this matter to be delayed. That's how things are, but there's no way to answer the rest. "

Hearing these words, Mrs. Bai felt as if she was dreaming, which was simply too ridiculous.But what if it were not so?
The daughters who are exactly the same have different temperament and wisdom.If it wasn't for a soul change inside, how could it be explained?
In every bit of life, she also felt the difference in her daughter.It's just that she tried her best to immerse herself in the joy of her daughter's improvement, so that she wouldn't think about it.But when An Yan showed her extraordinary calmness and wisdom, Bai could no longer deceive herself.Knowing the child is not like the mother, the Bai family still knows what his daughter looks like very well.

"I believe."

Bai's lips parted slightly, uttering these words with difficulty.The uttering of these words seemed to mean that she had admitted and accepted the fact that her daughter was no longer there.

An Yan slowly raised his head, the tears were still wet on his delicate face.

"I know my daughter. Although she is very good in my heart, in the eyes of the world, she is not a good woman after all. She cowardly chose to end her life under the misunderstanding of the world. It's her own choice. And what else can I, a mother, do now?"

After a little thought in Bai's mind, she could naturally know the day when her daughter's great change began, and naturally guessed the day when her daughter died.Now, under the premise of accepting the facts, the despair in Bai's heart has already flowed upstream.She has a feeling that her heart is like life, and she has no interest in life.

An Yan was startled in his heart, and immediately blurted out: "You still have me, and I'm your daughter too. Look at my eyebrows and eyes, how much I resemble you. Don't you want to see this body full of children and grandchildren? Don't you want to see it? Do you find happiness in this body?"

Bai Shi was indifferent, and looked at An Yan blankly.

An Yan was anxious, thinking quickly, and then said anxiously: "Don't you want to see this body to get everyone's understanding, don't you want to see the picture of a family reunion? If Tang Shan knew that his most beloved daughter had died, he would How sad would it be? If he knew what accident happened to you because of this, how desperate would he be?"

Bai Shi's body shook slightly when An Yan's words fell, and his dim and lonely eyes flickered slightly.

An Yan saw it, and continued to say: "Maybe one day, your daughter will come back. Don't you, shouldn't you guard this body for her?"

Bai Shi suddenly turned her head and said excitedly: "Will she come back?"

"Yes, maybe one day it will really happen. Even something as miraculous as soul transformation has happened, so what else is impossible?"

An Yan suddenly felt a little ironic in his heart at this moment, as she said, even such unpredictable things happened, what else can't happen?

Bai Shi looked at An Yan seriously, looking at the eyebrows and eyes that looked so much like herself and Tang Shan, she couldn't bear it after all.She thought in her heart that maybe one day, the coquettish and capricious look would appear again on her eyebrows.She once longed for her daughter to become better and get rid of those bad coquettishness.But now, she was hoping to have another look at her daughter's wayward appearance.Maternal love is the deepest and strongest feeling in this world.All the time, she hopes that her child will be well. No matter how naughty and bad the child is, she still embraces it with love as deep as the sea.An Yan is very good, so good that Mrs. Bai can't find anything bad.She is gentle, she is demure, she is unparalleled in intelligence, and she values ​​love and righteousness.She is brave, she... But, no matter how good An Yan is, she is not her beauty after all.At this moment, she only wants her own child, that Jin Xiu who is hated by everyone.It's just that everything, in the end, can only be a sigh of good fortune.After all, she couldn't resist and could only choose one way to accept it.

"Just pretend nothing happened today."

In the end, Bai Shi said such a sentence weakly, then turned around and left.

The top of the mountain is empty, only the sound of the wind blowing through the bamboo forest.

An Yan looked at the mountains in the distance with lonely eyes, only feeling a emptiness in his heart.

Bai's gentleness and love are very much like a modern mother, making her unable to bear to hurt even the slightest bit.She always thought that she was strong enough, but it turned out that there was still a fragility in her heart, the fragility reserved for the closest relatives.When she came to this strange place, Bai's gentleness gave her an attachment.She also pinned her feelings for her mother and relatives on the Bai family and the Bai family, trying to find a sense of belonging.

She is full of confusion at this moment, not knowing what her meaning is, is it to keep herself alive?Yes, it is very important to be alive. Only by being alive can there be hope.Alive, there are countless other possibilities.Her eyes lit up slightly, and she followed down the mountain.

When she returned to Bai's house, Bai was already lying on the bed, but she left An Yan's place. Everything looked the same as usual, but it seemed different.

The light in An Yan's eyes warmed up slightly, and he lay down beside Bai Shi after tidying up.

The next day, when strands of sunlight shone into the room, An Yan also opened his eyes.She looked around with a little misty eyes, and when she saw Mrs. Bai lying beside her with her eyes closed, she suddenly thought that nothing had happened.She sat up, but found that Bai Shi beside her was not moving. Her heart skipped a beat, and she reached out her hand to check Bai Shi's breath.When he found that he was still breathing, he let out a breath.

Suddenly she smiled helplessly, thinking that she was too suspicious.

(End of this chapter)