Global arrest: ex-wife don't try to escape

Chapter 182 The Injury Has Always Existed

Early the next morning, Ruan Youran saw that Qing Huan was still sleeping beside her, so she got up secretly and left the ward cautiously.

The attending physician's office.

"Doctor Zhang, what's the condition of my body now?" Ruan Youran asked the doctor in front of her in a calm voice. Although everyone kept it from her, Ruan Youran was naturally sensitive, and she could faintly feel something was wrong. After much deliberation, Ruan Youran could only think that it might be due to her own body.

Doctor Zhang was a little nervous, because Mu Jinshen had told him not to let him talk.

"Miss Ruan, there is nothing wrong with your body, you don't have to worry, just take good care of your body."

Doctor Zhang raised his head with a gentle smile on his face.

Although Dr. Zhang tried his best to conceal it, Ruan Youran still noticed his nervousness, "In this case, I will leave first, thank you doctor."

After thanking her, Ruan Youran left Dr. Zhang's office.

Not long after, a nurse walked into Dr. Zhang's office. It seemed that some patient had a problem. The nurse took Dr. Zhang away in a hurry.

Ruan Youran watched Doctor Zhang walk away, and then looked around. It was still early in the morning, and basically there was no one there.

Ruan Youran walked to Doctor Zhang's door, stepped aside, and walked in.

Even if Dr. Zhang didn't tell her, Ruan Youran felt that she had to know. She looked around and began to search around.

Maybe Dr. Zhang didn't expect that Ruan Youran would secretly go to his office to look for medical records. Ruan Youran's medical records were directly in the cabinet, so it was easy to find.

Ruan Youran immediately took it out and looked at it carefully.

There was indeed nothing wrong with her body, but at the end of the medical record, there was a very obvious line that almost made Ruan Youran faint.

Little chance of pregnancy?

Ruan Youran read it several times, and it was indeed written like this in the medical record. No wonder everyone was still depressed when she clearly woke up. It turned out that she would never be able to conceive in the future.

Putting the medical records back, Ruan Youran walked out of Dr. Zhang's office and returned to her ward.

"Youran, when did you go out?"

When Ruan Youran entered, she didn't deliberately lower her voice. Shi Qinghuan, who was beside her, was woken up by the sound of her opening the door, and looked at Ruan Youran who walked in from the door with some puzzlement.

"I just went to the bathroom." Ruan Youran was a little dazed, Shi Qinghuan asked for a few minutes before she came back to her senses.

When Shi Qinghuan heard Ruan Youran's answer, she didn't say anything else, she was just confused. The VIP ward of the city hospital where Ruan Youran was located had all the toilets and bathrooms inside, so there was no need to go outside.

It's just that Shi Qinghuan didn't think too much, maybe Ruan Youran forgot?

At this time, Shi Qinghuan was not sleeping anymore, she got up, washed up and walked to Ruan Youran's bedside, "How do you feel today?"

Originally, when Ruan Youran woke up yesterday, Shi Qinghuan clearly remembered that her complexion was much better, why did she not look as good as yesterday when she saw it today?
Ruan Youran forced a smile, "It's much better, don't guard me anymore, go get busy if you have something to do."

Now Ruan Youran doesn't want to say a word at all, the blow of not being able to conceive is too great for her, she feels that she can't bear it at all.

First, the child was gone, and now she couldn't conceive, Ruan Youran had never been so desperate as she is now.

Even when the man was kidnapped and approached with a knife, Ruan Youran still had hope in her heart, but now...

"Then what do you want to eat in the morning?" Shi Qinghuan saw that Ruan Youran's complexion and mood were not in a good mood, and there should be nothing wrong with her body.

Ruan Youran fell asleep just after waking up yesterday, but she didn't eat anything, so she had to eat something anyway.

Ruan Youran shook her head, "Qing Huan, I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat now." At this time, she couldn't eat anything at all.

Shi Qinghuan didn't know that Ruan Youran already knew the truth, so of course she wouldn't allow Ruan Youran to starve.

"You haven't eaten for a few days. Do you want to take your life, which was saved so hard, into it again?"

Shi Qinghuan was a little angry, very angry at Ruan Youran's state of giving up on herself, this time Ruan Youran had an accident, so many people were worried, but now it's good, she finally woke up, but she didn't cherish life.

Ruan Youran looked up at Shi Qinghuan's angry face, and smiled wryly, but she still couldn't say no to Shi Qinghuan, "Then buy me some porridge."

"That's about the same!" Seeing that Ruan Youran was finally ready to eat, Shi Qinghuan immediately laughed.

Soon Ruan Youran left the ward. Ruan Youran was lying on the bed alone, looking up at the ceiling, still thinking about what happened after being kidnapped that day.

The door was opened, but Ruan Youran didn't notice because she was too absorbed in her thoughts.

When Mu Jinshen came over, he saw Ruan Youran's hollow appearance. This kind of Ruan Youran made Mu Jin feel distressed and a little uneasy.

"Youran, are you okay?" Mu Jinshen opened his mouth. He didn't have a good rest in the past few days, and his face was a little tired.

Ruan Youran was brought back to reality by Mu Jinshen's voice, turned her head, and saw Mu Jinshen sitting by the bed.

Suddenly felt uncomfortable in her heart, tears almost fell spinelessly, but fortunately she held back.

"It's much better." In fact, the injury is not very serious. After today's training, it is almost healed.

The wound on the body has healed, but the wound on the heart may not be so easy to heal.

Mu Jin stared at Ruan Youran for a long time, feeling unreal, afraid that she would disappear in a second.

"Youran, I'm all to blame for what happened this time. If it wasn't for me, these things wouldn't happen."

If Mu Jinshen hadn't released Bai Xiaorou in the first place, these things wouldn't have happened. Ruan Youran agreed with this very much, so she blamed Mu Jinshen.

It's just that she didn't say anything. At this point, what's the use of blaming her?

"Why did you let her go?" Ruan Youran couldn't understand this question.

At that time, Ruan Youran and Mu Jinshen's relationship was already very good, but Mu Jinshen still let Bai Xiaorou go behind her back. Could it be that everything at that time was just Ruan Youran's illusion?
what about now?Now this Mu Jinshen who said he loves him so much, is it Ruan Youran's illusion?

Mu Jin was silent for a moment, and then said: "At the beginning, I was too soft-hearted. I thought I would give her another chance after knowing her for so many years, so I let her go. If I knew that there would be today's result, I would I would never let her go in the first place.”

Mu Jinshen really never imagined that the gentle and kind Bai Xiaorou back then would become what he is now?

He didn't even understand, why did it become what it is today?What exactly is Bai Xiaorou thinking?
"I knew it earlier? If there was someone in this world who knew it earlier, I would not have chosen to marry you."

Ruan Youran admitted that she regretted it, and this was the first time she regretted being married to Mu Jinshen for so long.

At first, it was because of her grandfather, so even if she didn't want to, she didn't think about regretting it. Later, the two gradually developed feelings, and Ruan Youran didn't regret it even more.

But today, Ruan Youran completely regretted it. If it wasn't for Mu Jinshen, how could she have experienced these things?

Because of Mu Jinshen's momentary kindness, she lost the chance to be a mother, Ruan Youran really didn't know how to forgive him?
"Youran, don't say that, I will definitely catch her and make her pay the price."

Hearing Ruan Youran said that she regretted it, Mu Jin felt very sad, and at the same time felt a little uneasy. She had never heard her say that before.

Ruan Youran shook her head, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, "Mu Jinshen, even if you catch her now, so what? Will my child come back? Can I...can be a mother in the future?"

Mu Jin was taken aback for a moment, with a worried expression on his face, "You know everything?"

He kept asking no one to tell Ruan Youran, how did she know?
Nodding her head, Ruan Youran looked at Mu Jinshen with a smile, "Although you are hiding it from others, I still know."

Although she knew that Mu Jinshen didn't tell her it was for her own good, but Ruan Youran didn't accept it.

Some things can be hidden, and some things really can't be hidden.

"Youran, the doctor said, it's not that there is no chance at all, as long as you can take care of yourself, you will still have a great chance in the future." Mu Jin was deeply afraid that Ruan Youran would have something to worry about, so she quickly settled down.

Although this incident was a big blow to Mu Jinshen, as long as Ruan Youran was by his side, he could accept all of these. Even if the two of them had no children for the rest of their lives, he would always be by Ruan Youran's side.

"Mu Jinshen, stop lying to yourself, okay? You know it's impossible, why are you unwilling to accept the truth?"

The medical certificate is so clear, even if it is not 90.00% impossible, it is still [-]% impossible. Could it be that I am the remaining [-]%?Ruan Youran never believed that she would be so lucky.

Mu Jinshen looked a little ugly, "Even if it's impossible, that's okay, I don't mind, I just want you."

As long as Ruan Youran is here, even if she doesn't have children all her life, what does it matter?
Ruan Youran raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then smiled, although this smile was not pretty at all.

"You don't mind? But have you ever thought, what about your parents? Would they not mind? Did you forget that last time we went to the old house, your mother took us and asked us to have a baby early? These Have you forgotten?"

Now Ruan Youran's attitude towards Mu Jinshen's parents is not the same as it was at the beginning. Since getting married, Ruan Youran has always treated them as her own parents.

However, after this incident, Ruan Youran really understood that no matter how well she did, to Mu Jinshen's parents, she was still not the Mu family.

(End of this chapter)