I heard that Lu Zhifen loved me for many years

Chapter 838 Mo Yan Qingluyue (78)
Lu Zhilu stood behind the door, holding his breath.

Chen Zimo sat down at the door of the apartment.

"You should come out and take a look, the moonlight is really beautiful tonight."

There was still no sound behind the door.

Chen Zimo smiled self-deprecatingly: "Lu Zhilu, I actually know why you like me. From your point of view, all my forbearance for Xiaoran and my family is selfless. I was born great, and I really live in People under the sun, right?"

Lu Zhilu admitted that her initial affection for Chen Zimo came from Chen Ziran.

What kind of elder brother can make Chen Ziran grow up so carefree? The person who dotes on her must hold the best in front of her.

The initial temptation was just a yearning for beauty. She had seen the most sinister human heart, so when she saw something beautiful, she couldn't help but want to get closer.

And Chen Zimo is that beautiful incarnation.

He is handsome, self-disciplined, classy, ​​tolerant, kind to his friends and selfless to his family, making him an ideal partner.

The only downside is probably not liking her.

"But, let me tell you, I'm not that kind of person. I have a secret that I wanted to take to the grave. Do you want to hear it?"

Without waiting for Lu Zhilu to respond, Chen Zimo said self-consciously: "I don't know if you know that Xiaoran once fell into the water when she was five years old."

Lu Zhilu lowered her eyes. When she went to the Chen Mansion last time, Ruan Yiqing told her that Chen Ziran accidentally fell into the water when she was a child and almost died. Fortunately, it was Chen Zimo who jumped down desperately and saved her. Chen Ziran also has a psychological shadow, so far she dare not learn to swim.

"That time she fell into the water and almost killed her. Everyone thought that I rescued her and came up. Even Xiaoran thought that I was her savior."

Lu Zhilu frowned, isn't this the truth?

Chen Zimo took out a cigarette case from his pocket, took out one and lit it.

After taking a light breath, he exhaled the smoke heavily.

"But what if I tell you that Xiaoran was actually pushed down by me?"

Lu Zhilu was taken aback.

"Chen Ziran is five years younger than me. She is the youngest girl in the Chen family and the Ruan family, so she has become the jewel in the palm of the two families since she was born. I also like this little sister very much. If there is any good thing, I will always think of it first." She, as long as it is something she likes, I will give it to her. But as she grows up, her mischievous personality is gradually revealed, and she always does everything she wants to do regardless of the consequences. Take me to the next day All the food I brought to the camping was replaced with water, I tore up the homework I had written carefully, and the watercolors that I had spent several weeks to complete became waste products just because of her random strokes. Gradually, I I felt that she was becoming more and more annoying, so I asked my parents, can I restrain her behavior, do you know what they said to me? They said, she is a younger sister, you should let her go."

Lu Zhilu recalled that when she was angry with Lu Zhiyi when she was young, his parents always said that: She is a younger sister, you have to let her go.

However, children who are also parents, why do you always have to let the other compromise.

"Lu Zhilu, you know, this really broke me down. I don't know since when, the little sister has become the center of attention in the family. There are many times when I go out with them, they can even forget about it. In the shopping mall, I saw my parents' love for her, and suddenly felt that I was the most redundant one in this family, but what caused all this? Yes, it was Xiaoran. Without her, my parents Will not ignore me, if I am their only son, I can enjoy their love alone, so when Xiaoran and I were standing by the lake, there was no one around, I couldn't control it and pushed her away go down!"

Lu Zhilu was completely stunned, so when Chen Zimo was ten years old, he wanted to kill his own sister.

Chen Zimo took a puff of smoke and smiled cruelly: "The moment she fell into the water, do you know what I was thinking? I actually felt happy, like revenge in disguise. I can finally give everyone A lesson."

"However, when she started struggling in the water, I suddenly regretted it. Just like instinct, I jumped into the water desperately, and it took all my strength to finally pull her ashore. The adults also When they found that something happened to our side, they gathered around and started to rescue her. I looked at her tightly closed eyes and cried instantly. If she really died, I wish I could be the one who died. I never thought However, I turned out to be such a nasty person, and for nearly 20 years, I dare not think back to my dark self!"

So, just like compensation, he tried his best to be nice to Chen Ziran and give her a beautiful world, as if only by giving to Chen Ziran and the entire Chen family, could he alleviate some of his original debts.

"So, Lu Zhilu, as you said, everyone has a dark side. But my dark side is far beyond all of you's imagination. It's a self that I can't even accept. I hate this kind of me, so I only dare to walk in the sunshine, I only dare to do everything that is absolutely right, I am afraid that one day, the devil in my heart will haunt me again..."

Chen Zimo looked at the moonlight and crushed the cigarette end with his foot.

"But one day, I was suddenly not afraid anymore, do you know why?"

Chen Zimo stood up, turned around and looked at the still closed door.

"Because you told me you were here."

Even if he has an extremely ugly heart hidden under the appearance of a perfect personality, there is still someone who is willing to stay by his side.

He even wondered if he and Lu Zhilu were the same person.

He no longer wants to pursue the faint ray of illusory sunshine in his heart, because the little firelight in the dark is already warm enough.

Chen Zimo didn't know how long he stood outside the door.

Lu Zhilu didn't know how long he stood behind the door.

When she opened the door, there was nothing but tobacco-smelling air at the door.

Chen Zimo has already left.

Lu Zhilu closed the door again, walked back to her room, and lay down on the bed, her heart ached like a knife for a moment.
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When he woke up again, the sun had already entered the room.

Lu Zhilu suddenly sat up and took the phone.

ten in the morning.

She breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately it was not delayed.

Before flying to Country Y, she needs to go to Yucheng to meet up with Sangyu, and then the two of them will fly to Country Y together on an evening flight.

Flying to Yucheng to the flight is at twelve o'clock at noon, and there is still plenty of time now.

Lu Zhilu got up to wash up, checked her luggage again, and went out after having breakfast.

When she walked out of the gate, she looked at the traces of soot on the ground, her eyes paused for a few seconds, and finally she looked away.

When Lu Zhilu arrived at the airport, he checked his luggage, and took his boarding pass into the waiting hall.

The VIP waiting room is very quiet, and there are still 10 minutes before the departure time.

Lu Zhilu sat down on the lounge chair and ordered a cup of latte.

On the wireless TV in the waiting hall, the noon news is being broadcast.

"According to the latest news from TTT Airlines, flight T3297U from Yuncheng to Country T this morning deviated from its course due to a sudden failure of the left wing, and crashed near the waters of Cima, Country W 10 minutes later. Survival status is unknown..."

The flight from Yuncheng to country T...

Lu Zhilu froze for a moment.

She took a deep breath to calm herself down a little.

There is not only one flight from Yuncheng to country T.

The one that crashed is not necessarily the one she thought...

She took out her mobile phone and typed T3297U, and the page was almost full of news about the plane crash.

She found the flight take-off and landing information in it.

TTT Airlines, T3297U, departure time: 5:00
Five in the morning.

Chen Zimo said that he flew to country T at five o'clock this morning. ,

Lu Zhilu's mind exploded with a bang.

She ran out of the terminal, ran to the nearest information desk, and took out all her passports.

Her voice trembled: "Give me a ticket to country W!!"

Seeing the panic on her face, the ground staff guessed that she might be a family member of the passengers on the crashed flight: "Madam, please calm down first, there is no specific information about the survivors of flight T3297U..."

"I ask you to give me a ticket to country W immediately!" Lu Zhilu repeated loudly.

As Lu Zhilu spoke, he took out his wallet again: "Tell me, how much money you want, how much money you want, I will give you all, as long as you let me see him, I will see him immediately!"

"Miss…"

Lu Zhilu suddenly grabbed the hand of the ground crew, burst into tears in an instant: "Do you know that he is on that flight, he is on that flight!!!"

　Not dead not dead, don't get excited~~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)