I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 128 Because it's more painful not to leave him
The lonely and quiet street is shrouded in darkness, and the street lamps along the way are like floating pearls.

The dim light fell on the thin and thin body, and his eyes were narrowed, "Since it is so painful to leave him, why do you have to return the ring?"

Song Qingyue, who was huddled by the street lamp, raised her head and followed the source of the sound. The man's face flickered in and out of the night, and it was impossible to see the expression on his face clearly.

Song Qingyue slowly looked away, looked at the empty street opposite, and said slowly, "Because it will be more painful if you don't leave him."

"I do not know what to do."

"Is that how you like him?"

She shook her head, "I don't like him, I hate him, but now I don't know what I hate him, think about it carefully, in fact, he has nothing wrong, he just doesn't love me."

"What's wrong with not loving me? Because you don't love me, there's no need to care."

"..." Jin Jingyu was silent for a long time before speaking out, "He is not wrong, and you are not wrong, the only thing wrong is that you should not have met."

Song Qingyue pursed her lips and smiled bitterly, "Well... I shouldn't have met, maybe I shouldn't have gone to the Shen family back then, and I shouldn't have delusional attempts to integrate into that world that doesn't belong to me."

"Have you ever regretted it? Have you ever regretted leaving the orphanage?" Song Qingyue was puzzled by Jin Jingyu's rather eager question.

After a while, she finally stood up, and said softly, "I've always regretted it, maybe if I don't come to Shen's house, I won't have anything to do with Shen Yichen."

"It's a pity that there is no possibility, and time will not go backwards. What's the use of regretting, is it possible that what happened can be reset, is it possible that the lost time can be returned to zero?"

"No." She replied taciturnly.

Song Qingyue took a deep breath and turned around, "Why are you here? You were also invited to the engagement banquet?"

"I knew you were coming, so I came here."

Jin Jingyu's answer was very casual, with one hand stuck in the pocket of his suit trousers, "I didn't expect to see a good show as soon as I came here."

He never seems to be willing to wear formal clothes, and always looks casual and comfortable. Sometimes Song Qingyue feels that he has an inexplicable sense of familiarity with herself, which makes her unconsciously let go of her guard against him.

But sometimes...she felt that Jin Jingyu was dangerous, the type she couldn't get close to.

"Do you want to go back?" Jin Jingyu looked at her and asked, "Do you still want to go for a drive?"

Before Song Qingyue could answer, he joked, "I think it's very impolite and irrational for you to refuse a gentleman's invitation at a time like this."

"... "

In the end, Song Qingyue got into the car, and Jin Jingyu drove around the city. Neither of them spoke.

The car stopped on the side of a park road, and he said, "Let's go for a walk."

So, she and Jin Jingyu walked unhurriedly on the cobblestone path, she was still wearing Shen Yichen's coat.

"Song Qingyue, have you ever thought about leaving him completely?"

She still shook her head, "I thought about it, but I just couldn't do it."

Not everyone has the courage to cut off the tumor that has been buried in her heart for many years at once. She is still... too afraid of pain.

Jin Jingyu suddenly stopped in his tracks, his eyes glowed glazed under the streetlight, and he looked at Song Qingyue very seriously.

She was also wearing a water blue dress and an ill-fitting man's coat, her face was delicate and clear.

"Let's go back."

"Huh?" She looked at Jin Jingyu suspiciously.

The crimson lips parted slightly, and the tears under the corners of the eyes glowed with light and light luster, "Since you can't let it go and you can't forget it, then go back."

"Wait until one day you can leave, be willing to let go, and it's not too late to leave."

With her hands on her shoulders, there was a dark color in her eyes that she couldn't understand, "This road, whether you want to go, whether you are willing to face it, you have to go on without hesitation."

"I'll take you back. It's still too late to find him now."

Song Qingyue was startled suddenly, and when she wanted to back down, Jin Jingyu forcibly straightened her back, and he said seriously, "When the day you give up, I will take you away from him, and now you still have his shadow in your heart, so Song Qingyue, go back!"

As if bewitched by him, Song Qingyue followed him into the car and let him send her back to Lishui City.

……

As soon as Song Qingyue left, Shao Ming came out.

Seeing Shen Yichen standing alone in the corridor, he was taken aback, "President?"

Shao Ming saw blood oozing from Shen Yichen's waist, and was shocked, "President, are you okay?"

"fine."

"But you..."

"Go and drive."

"President..."

"I said go drive!"

Shao Ming was taken aback by his yelling, and immediately lowered his head, "I'm going to drive now."

As soon as he left, Shen Yichen leaned against the wall, with a dull pain in his waist, and his face became ugly.

On the way back, Shao Ming wanted to ask Shen Yichen several times if he had quarreled with Song Qingyue, but seeing Shen Yichen's gloomy face, he suppressed the thought of asking again.

The car parked in the parking space downstairs of the apartment in Lishui City, and did not drive directly to the underground garage.

Shen Yichen got out of the car and said, "Go back."

After he finished speaking, he closed the car door with a bang, and walked in with his long legs. Before Shao Ming could speak, he held back his words.

Under the dim and hazy light, the person who was standing in a daze saw Shen Yichen come back, he pursed his lips tightly, and straightened his back.

She thought that after she said those words and made the act of throwing the ring again, Shen Yichen would not want to see her again, or would be as indifferent to her as before.

Unexpectedly, Shen Yichen didn't say any accusations, but walked up to her with heavy steps, stretched out his arms to hug her, and said in a hoarse voice, "Come home with me, okay?"

The hand hanging by his side was hesitant all the time, but finally reached out and hugged him back, giving a muffled hum.

She is very attached to Shen Yichen's simple sentence, let's go home!After a long time, she felt sad every time she thought about what happened that day.

She misses this home very much, but unfortunately it is impossible to have it again.

Song Qingyue buried her face in his chest and put her hands on his back.

The street lights elongated and intertwined the figures of the two embracing each other, almost blending into one.

"Have you seen enough? Are you still leaving?"

Mo Zhengkai elbowed Jin Jingyu and laughed, "Haven't you been looking for her for a long time? You didn't take advantage of such a good opportunity and sent her back. You're out of your mind!"

Jin Jingyu glanced at him with clear eyes, "She still has the shadow of Shen Yichen in her heart, even if she is taken away according to the development of the situation, she will not forget Shen Yichen."

"You don't understand that unless the relationship is completely painful, it will not make people completely give up."

"Song Qingyue..." Jin Jingyu pursed the corners of her lips, and said again, "After all, she has liked Shen Yichen for so many years, and this cannot be changed. Even if she is to let her go, it will not happen overnight."

"So are you planning to change your strategy? Be a knight who guards silently?" Mo Zhengkai said with a half-smile, "Could you want to be like Shen Yichen as a backup? It's best not to force me to despise you. You are too cowardly."

Jin Jingyu glanced at him, "I'm just waiting for an opportunity to pull out the poisonous thorn in her heart at once. I don't want a person who still hides other men in his heart. As you said, I'm not interested. As a spare tire, I don't want to be an infatuated male supporting role who silently guards."

Mo Zhengkai laughed softly, "This is just like you, I look forward to your next performance, I wish you the best of luck."

"Don't rush, let them get together."

"Maybe... there will be no chance for them to get along so peacefully in the future."

Mo Zhengkai nodded noncommittally, and took out a box of mints from his pocket and gave it to him, "Here, you want it."

After receiving it accurately, a smile appeared on Jin Jingyu's face, "Thank you."

Before leaving, Jin Jingyu took a deep look at the door of the apartment that had long since disappeared, and the smile on his face gradually faded.

……

"The wound can't be opened anymore. Today I can only help you change your dressing and take care of it. You have to go back to the hospital tomorrow."

Song Qingyue ordered coldly, and lowered her head slightly to help him bandage.

The delicate and clean face looked extraordinarily soft under the light, a strand of hair on the forehead slipped and hung, and the head was tilted slightly, revealing the delicate and fair neck.

"It's getting late, go to sleep."

After changing the medicine for him, Song Qingyue told him to go to sleep while tidying up, and then said, "I'll sleep on the sofa, you go to bed and rest."

"Or... I'll sleep on the sofa." Shen Yichen lifted his lips, "You are pregnant, sleeping on the sofa is not good for the development of the fetus, and my injury is not easy to move, so it is more convenient to sleep here."

Song Qingyue paused slightly, hummed, "It's up to you."

"Qingyue..."

She turned to look at him, her clear eyes full of doubts.

Suddenly, the hand was held, and the palm spread out.

Shen Yichen put his hand on hers, and immediately pushed and wrapped her hand, "Here's the ring for you, don't forget to wear it."

"Even if you don't want to accept me, you still have to wear it. After all, we are still husband and wife." When he said this, his words were somewhat cautious.

After Song Qingyue left, he was looking for the ring.

There was a carpet on the floor, and he didn't know which corner the ring rolled into. He bent down and kept looking for it, which caused the wound on his waist to open again.

After finally finding the ring back, he held it tightly in his hand all the way.

He is... not qualified to ask her to stay, nor did he have the courage to go out to find her.

As soon as he came back, the moment he saw her waiting downstairs, Shen Yichen knew that he was completely finished.

Song Qingyue is a good teacher, and he is also a smart student, who has learned a lot about emotions.

So now... he couldn't let go of Song Qingyue more and more, and gradually tasted the pain brought by love.

It turns out that it hurts so much to be rejected, so how did Song Qingyue, who has been rejected and misunderstood by him in the past, survive...

In fact, he was also very afraid, afraid that Song Qingyue would not come back after running away.

So seeing Song Qingyue waiting for him at the door of the house, the joy of regaining the lost surged out enough to replace everything, and he thought...he might have no cure for Song Qingyue.

(End of this chapter)