I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 141 Shen Yichen and him, who will she choose?
"Wipe wipe..." Jin Jingyu took out a tissue from the car and handed it to her.

Song Qingyue reached out to take it, and nestled sleepily on the passenger seat.

Pulling the corner of his lips forcefully, "Thank you."

Thank him for taking her away from the place where she felt suffocated without asking anything, and thank him for always showing up when she was most vulnerable and embarrassing.

"Do I look stupid?"

"Huh?" Jin Jingyu glanced at the pale woman with a small face in the rearview mirror, and chuckled, "It's pretty stupid." It's just that it's so stupid that it doesn't make people hate it, but it makes people feel distressed.

"Can you keep what happened today?"

"What's the matter?" Jin Jingyu asked while driving, "Are you saying that I saw you crying in the hospital?"

"..." Needless to say, it is so clear...

She wiped the corners of her eyes vigorously, her eye circles were red, and she looked like a rabbit, "Just pretend you haven't seen anything, and you haven't been to the hospital today, can't you?"

Jin Jingyu just picked up his lips and smiled, the delicate and hard edges softened, and his profile was picturesque.

The car stopped steadily in front of a women's clothing store, Jin Jingyu got out of the car first, walked around to the passenger seat and opened the door, she put her hand on Jin Jingyu's palm.

The car door was slammed shut, and Jin Jingyu helped her into the shop.

"Go and change your clothes first. It's hard to go anywhere with you like this. Those who don't know will think I'm abusing you."

Song Qingyue didn't shirk it either, it was really unsightly for her to be like this now, as soon as she lowered her head, she could smell the smell of chicken soup.

Since her leg was burned, Jin Jingyu personally helped her choose a skirt for her to change into, and also found a thin long coat for her to wear.

"Sir, here are the stockings you asked for."

stocking?

Song Qingyue just put on her coat when she heard the clerk's words, and looked at Jin Jingyu in surprise.

"Well, just put it here."

After the clerk walked away, he saw Song Qingyue's surprised eyes as soon as he turned around, and explained with a smile, "Although it's a long skirt, it's cold now after all, and you're a pregnant woman. It's better to dress warmly than to catch a cold."

"Don't worry, the socks are half-length socks, which are just over the knee and won't touch the wound. I'll take you to buy a pair of suitable shoes later."

"Mr. Jin, I..."

"Put it on quickly, there are still two hours."

"...What two hours?"

"Take you to a place, put your socks on first, buy shoes and then take you there."

"..." Song Qingyue glanced at him suspiciously, sat obediently on the low sofa, and after putting on the stockings he asked the clerk to buy, Jin Jingyu helped her to a nearby shoe store to buy shoes.

Jin Jingyu helped her buy running shoes, which were very snug and warm.

She looked in the mirror and found that Jin Jingyu had deliberately chosen a preppy coat and skirt. It is not surprising that she paired it with running shoes now, but...is it not good for her to pretend to be young at such a great age?

"Mr. Jin, are you sure I won't be called young when I dress like this? I'm already 25 years old, and if I still wear this kind of clothes, will it be too..."

"No, who said that a 25-year-old woman can't dress like this? Don't you know how much you paid and how much recognition you got for choosing to be a qualified lady in the past?"

She froze for a moment, Jin Jingyu put his hands on her shoulders, slightly turned her body to let her see, "You live to show yourself, not for others."

"In the past ten years, you have worked hard for Shen Yichen to learn things you don't like, aren't you tired? You are not from the same world as him. No matter how hard you try, you can't catch up with him and stand on the same level. the height of."

"Song Qingyue, if you feel tired, you should put it down."

The five fingers of the hand hanging by the side gradually gathered together.

She was fascinated by looking at herself in the mirror. For Shen Yichen, she desperately wanted to integrate into a world that did not belong to her. She was so tired...

Decades of unrequited love had crushed herself, and she had long since lost herself.

Suddenly, the top of his head sank, and the corners of Jin Jingyu's lips curled up slightly, "Okay, the shoes are chosen, let's go."

Before she had time to react, Jin Jingyu dragged her out, and the original pair of flat shoes on her feet were thrown into the trash can.

"Where are you taking me?"

"You will know when you go."

Song Qingyue glanced at him, then turned sideways and looked out the car window.

She had thought about thousands of places, but she never expected that Jin Jingyu would bring her to the construction site.

Jin Jingyu put on her safety helmet, and the sea breeze was howling, strong and cold. Jin Jingyu walked on her left to help her block two-thirds of the cold wind.

"What did you bring me here for? Is there anything to see?"

He raised his haughty chin and looked into the distance, "There will be a playground here in the future."

"How do you know it's a playground?" Song Qingyue didn't even see the model, and the construction site was in chaos. How did Jin Jingyu know that this place would be built as a playground?
"I invested, of course I know."

Although she has not been in the business circle for a long time, she can also see the basic value of a project.

Liu Mei frowned slightly, and said in disapproval, "You built the playground by the sea, don't you think it's too dangerous?"

"In the event of a natural disaster, not only will this playground not be able to open, but it will also suffer heavy losses. You will have to spend a lot of manpower and material resources to make up for the loss here every year when the tide rises. Also, the playground is so remote and so Far away, how can anyone come to play..."

It's five or six hours away from Bincheng City. It's remote and quiet. Who would risk their lives to run so far to play in an amusement park?It is not that there are no large-scale entertainment facilities in Bincheng City. No matter what, it is safer than the one built by the sea.

He glanced at her with warm eyes, "It seems that Shen Yichen is indeed a good teacher, even someone as dull as you can teach him."

"Sometimes, many things cannot be measured by money and income. I don't do these things for profit."

"Then what are you doing for it?" Is there anything that can make a businessman with a shrewd mind come to do such a thankless thing at a loss?
"Song Qingyue, don't you have a dream? From before to now, your dream is not just to marry Shen Yichen and make Shen Yichen fall in love with you, right?"

"..." Dreams, this kind of thing, she really never thought about it, even the reason why she chose to be a doctor was because of Shen Yichen.

"I'm helping people realize their dreams, Song Qingyue, people can't even have their own dreams, relying on other people's bodies to survive are called parasites."

"Except for Shen Yichen, look back, what is left in your world? If one day, you and Shen Yichen are separated, it is impossible, and if you give up completely, will your world collapse into a pile of ruins? Why did you choose to make yourself so miserable?"

"Obviously... you have a better chance to choose a life that is better and more suitable for you."

"It's so easy to say, you are not me, how do you know that I have a better chance to choose my own life?" She lowered her head and sneered, "I was brought to Shen's house since I was 15 years old, and I have been in Shen's house all the time. Life."

"The Shen family is a famous family, but I am nothing."

"Do you think I want to learn to be a socialite? I just don't want to be poked in the back and call me a monkey who doesn't know how to behave. I don't want to be called a bumpkin. Choose!"

"Who gave me the chance to choose?" She shouted at Jin Jingyu excitedly.

No one has ever given her other choices. If possible, she would like to live like an ordinary person. Even if she doesn't have much money, it is enough to have a family of her own. In the Shen family, no matter how much Shen Qingzong loves her, she knows I am not from the Shen family, and I know how outsiders laugh at her.

The fact that she fell in love with Shen Yichen was found out, and she also felt embarrassed when it was exposed to the sun!
Everyone was laughing at her overthinking her ability to turn a sparrow into a phoenix, but she obviously just wanted to keep this secret in her heart, and she never thought about having a future with Shen Yichen.

Song Qingyue squatted down weakly, her long eyelashes were wet, and there were still teardrops hanging on her eyelashes.

She loved very hard and walked alone. No one ever told her that she could choose another path, and no one was willing to comfort her.

It was too late when she woke up and wanted to get away, she had nothing left, but she just couldn't take away the trace of Shen Yichen on her heart!Doesn't she want to forget it!

"Now you have a chance to choose." Jin Jingyu's eyes moved, and he couldn't bear to be suppressed by him forcefully. He bent his long legs and squatted in front of Song Qingyue, putting his hands on her shoulders, "I will choose for you." Right, Song Qingyue, since life is so tiring and depressing, why don't you give it up?"

"You choose to start over, don't continue to pay for a person who can't even tell you that I love you, it's not worth it."

Song Qingyue shrank and said nothing, her head sullen.

Seeing her obediently shrinking back, Jin Jingyu's eyes darkened.

Or... are you pushing too hard?

The thin lips curled up slightly in a self-deprecating arc, and the sea breeze mixed with a faint sigh.

He knew Song Qingyue didn't remember, but he still wanted to show her.

The dream came true, it was her dream that came true!

"Brother Yu, I want to go to the playground to play."

"Yueyue, but we have no money..."

"Then when we have money, can we go to the playground like other children?"

"Ah."

The little girl who got his answer turned her eyes into crescents, smiled sweetly, and her childish voice was close to her ears, "Then I will have money in the future, and I will build a playground by the sea! This way I can play I can see the sea again!"

The slack eyesight gradually focused, and the little girl in the past overlapped with the pitiful person in front of her.

Jin Jingyu sighed silently, all he did was for Song Qingyue, whether it was good or bad, his starting point was all because of Song Qingyue.

She forgot, but she didn't forget, and she remembered very clearly, every word she said, every innocent wish, now he is working hard to help her realize it.

She said that in the past she had no choice, so what about now?

Between Shen Yichen and him, who would she choose?
(End of this chapter)