I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 165 This is my child!its mine!
It was rare for Shen Yichen not to argue with him, remorse and grief all weighed on his heart.

It was extremely difficult to catch my breath, and my heart ached.

"Didn't I say not to make the patient emotional? It has become like this. If something goes wrong, even if Hua Tuo is alive, it will be difficult to save her life. Are you trying to help her or kill her? If you want her to live, stop stimulating her!"

Being reprimanded by the doctor, he couldn't even lift his head up. After the doctor left, Jin Jingyu sat down on the bench.

Looking up at the person standing at the door, he said, "I have seen with my own eyes how painful it was for her to lose her child five years ago. For her, her child is her life. Losing a child is equivalent to taking away the half of her life, Shen Yichen, you never know what life she lived after the miscarriage five years ago."

"When her depression was at its worst, she wanted to commit suicide. I rescued her a few times and saw her self-mutilate, but I couldn't take her away at that time."

"When I came back this time, I originally wanted to take her away, but I saw that she got happiness by your side that I couldn't give, so I didn't get involved in your affairs. She is pregnant this time. I think I'm lucky. Back then The child's departure gave her a heavy blow. This time the child is gone. I don't know what she will become. If I had known that you were so incompetent that you couldn't even protect your own wife and children, I would definitely not Because of a momentary soft heart, she will choose you."

Shen Yichen kept looking at the people in the intensive care unit, suddenly, his eyes hurt, he licked his dry lower lip, and the smell of blood that was drawn into his mouth filled his internal organs.

Yes, he didn't know what Song Qingyue suffered back then, he had never seen it with his own eyes, and he had never been with Song Qingyue for a day when she was in the most difficult time.

But this time, he saw with his own eyes how crazy Song Qingyue became after she lost her child, and she even wanted to crawl out even when she was dying.

……

It was two days later that Song Qingyue woke up again. When she was not awake, Shen Yichen stayed by her side the whole time.

But no matter what he said, Song Qingyue didn't answer.

Meng Jiang, Tang Shaohan, people came to the hospital to see her one after another, no matter who talked to her, she didn't open her mouth.

Jin Jingyu approached Shen Yichen once in private, and he said seriously, "It's not a good sign, I'm afraid it's because she's been agitated this time, she's the same now as before, pay more attention to her, don't leave her alone , let alone let her have the chance to hurt herself."

All sharp things in the ward were put away, and even the corners of the table were wrapped with sponges.

Apart from talking, Song Qingyue refused to eat anything.

The basic functions of the body are maintained only by the doctor giving her glucose and nutrient solution injections every day. He has been to the doctor's office.

The doctor said, "Mrs. Shen's condition is very bad. Her body is still recovering. Now if she doesn't eat, her body can't get any nutrition at all. If things go on like this, her body will definitely collapse."

Shen Yichen also wanted Song Qingyue to eat. He kept coercing or coaxing her, but Song Qingyue didn't buy it. She just ignored anyone and didn't open her mouth to eat.

They also tried force-feeding. She vomited after eating, and she vomited completely.

Seeing her uncomfortable appearance, Shen Yichen didn't dare to force her anymore.

He didn't care about anything, he stayed in the hospital with Song Qingyue every day, and slept in the ward.

Before Song Qingyue was out of danger, Jin Jingyu said that he would take her away and tell her everything, but when Song Qingyue woke up, she couldn't listen to what anyone said, so Jin Jingyu gave up on going with her. What she thought about these things, during this time, he did not stay in the hospital like Shen Yichen, but occasionally came to the hospital to see her.

He has more important things to do, and he wants Shen Yichen to see with his own eyes the pain Song Qingyue has suffered.

……

At night, when Shen Yichen opened his eyes and saw that there was no one on the bed, he woke up suddenly.

Just as she was about to go out to find her, she heard the rustling of the toilet.

After a pause, he turned and opened the toilet door.

The toilet was very dark with no light at all.

With a click, the lights brighten up.

Shen Yichen was relieved to see Song Qingyue huddled in the corner, and said hoarsely, "Why are you hiding here alone?"

The expected silence, Song Qingyue did not answer.

When Shen Yichen saw clearly what she was doing, his eyes froze.

He grabbed her hands, and her hands were covered with blood, but her eyes were loose and empty, as if she couldn't feel the pain.

Shen Yichen was angry and anxious, he swallowed the words, and hugged him back to the bed without saying a word.

She rang the nurse's bell and waited for the nurse on duty to come and bandage her hands.

That night, Shen Yichen did not dare to close his eyes, for fear that if he was not careful, Song Qingyue would do something to hurt her.

He sat by the bed, his eyes fell on the face of Song Qingyue who was sleeping well with her eyes closed, stretched out his hand, touched her cheek lightly, and said bitterly, "I would rather you transfer your hatred to me."

……

After what happened last night, Shen Yichen knew that Song Qingyue's situation was terrible, and she couldn't procrastinate any longer.

Let Fu Rong find a famous psychiatrist to go in and counsel her, while he waited outside.

After about an hour, the person Fu Rong invited came out.

Looking at Shen Yichen, he said, "Master Shen, the wife's situation is not optimistic. I tried to communicate with her and found that she has a strong sense of self-protection, and she instinctively rejects the approach of people around her."

"May I ask if your wife has been sleeping well lately?"

"She slept well, but she didn't eat or talk, and she had a tendency to hurt herself last night." Last night, Shen Yichen saw that she had scratched her own hand and was still digging her nails, making her hands bloody. He didn't dare to touch her, for fear of hurting her.

"That's strange. It stands to reason that patients with depression should find it difficult to maintain sleep. I think Mrs. Shen may not be really depressed. She is just avoiding herself, unwilling to face reality, and trying to decompress by self-harm. "

"Master Shen, during this period of time, I advise you to take good care of Mrs. Shen, and don't let her leave her side. I've noticed that Mrs. Shen's will to survive is very weak, and I'm afraid she may have the idea of ​​committing suicide."

"It's best to talk to her about her happy memories before, or take her out to get some fresh air, don't stay in the ward all the time, don't hold pessimistic and negative emotions in front of her, it will cause mental pressure on her , enlighten her a lot, in her situation, apart from her family being with her more, drug control is only a temporary solution, not a permanent cure.”

Happy memories?
Shen Yichen smiled wryly, how could Song Qingyue have any happy memories, since she came to Shen's house, her misfortune began, and she never saw her smile sincerely.

"I see, sorry to trouble you." He said in a low hoarse voice.

"It's okay, I will continue to come to treat Mrs. Shen, but the effect of my treatment depends on the patient's cooperation. Mrs. Shen is unwilling to say anything, and she is unwilling to communicate with others, let alone cooperate. I don't have much With great confidence, it can help her calm down, the most important thing is that you, Young Master Shen, spend more time with your wife."

Shen Yichen hummed, and after seeing off the psychiatrist, he sorted out his emotions, opened the door and went in.

The person sitting on the bed looked out the window numbly, as if everything around her was blocked by her.

Shen Yichen sat on the chair beside the bed, looking at Song Qingyue who had lost weight rapidly, he tightened his hands.

"Qingyue, shall I take you out for a walk? Hmm?"

Song Qingyue still didn't respond, and didn't say a word.

He tried to attract Song Qingyue's attention, but it was useless. No matter what he said or did, Song Qingyue refused to talk to him.

In the blink of an eye for half a month, Song Qingyue's condition became worse and worse.

His physical condition was poor, and he became skinny and skinny, as if the wind would blow him away.

The psychotherapy for her was useless, Song Qingyue closed herself up, no one could get in, and those who tried to break in were ruthlessly pushed away.

The more she was like this, the more Shen Yichen didn't dare to take half a step away.

I was exhausted in the hospital, not daring to relax for a moment.

He went out to the hot water stall, and when Shen Yichen came back to the ward, there was no one in the room.

While he was looking for Song Qingyue, he heard someone shout, "Someone stole the child! Come quickly!"

Steal a child?
Shen Yichen's footsteps stopped, and he heard that a woman went to the nursery and took away a child.

"By the way, I remember! That woman is wearing a hospital gown, she must be a patient in our hospital!"

Shen Yichen was startled, and grabbed the nurse who had just spoken, "Where is that woman?"

"I... I don't know. I just watched her sneaking around and asked her, but she didn't speak. When I came back, I found that there was a child missing in the nursery. She must have taken her away."

"You said the woman in the hospital gown holding the baby! Isn't she very thin?"

"Yes, very thin! I looked at her with a bad face, as if she was seriously ill."

"I've seen her before. I saw her press the elevator and go upstairs. It should be the top floor..."

Hearing this, Shen Yichen turned around and ran away.

When he climbed to the top floor out of breath, he pushed open the roof door.

After searching around, I saw Song Qingyue sitting on the edge of the guardrail holding a child.

Shen Yichen's heart stopped suddenly, he didn't dare to disturb her, and wanted to approach slowly, but the nurse who came up later shouted, "What are you doing! You crazy woman, return the child!"

Shen Yichen gave the screaming nurse a hard look, wishing he could strangle her to death right now.

Song Qingyue was already disturbed. She hugged the child and looked at them warily.

He took two steps forward, and heard the first words Song Qingyue said in the past half a month, "Don't come here!"

Her footsteps stopped abruptly, and Shen Yichen was afraid that something would happen to her if she moved around, so she comforted her, "Okay, I won't come here."

"Qingyue, don't do stupid things."

Song Qingyue looked down at the child with black grape-like eyes rolling around in her arms, tightened her arms, shrank back and stopped talking.

"Qingyue?"

Hearing him call her, Song Qingyue carefully raised her eyes and glanced at him, "This is my baby."

"You lied to me, you didn't let me see him, I will find him myself."

Shen Yichen took a deep breath and said in a hoarse voice, "Qingyue, that's not our child..."

"You lied to me!" Song Qingyue suddenly became excited, "This is my child, it's mine!"

"You want to rob my child! You want to rob my child too! Why don't you let me see him? Liar! I won't trust you anymore!"

Seeing Song Qingyue become like this, Shen Yichen felt worse than anyone else in his heart, he turned his mouth, "No one will snatch your child, no one will snatch him away."

"No! They! They came to snatch my baby..."

Shen Yichen glanced at a group of people standing not far behind, and said with a hint of coaxing, "No, I won't let them come and snatch our child, come here, come here .”

"I'll protect you, okay?"

Song Qingyue saw that he didn't speak, Shen Yichen tried to walk forward and found that Song Qingyue had stopped yelling.

He walked over quickly and comforted him, "Qingyue, come, give me the child."

Song Qingyue turned her head away, and hugged the child tightly in her arms. The child in her arms was frightened by Song Qingyue's roar just now, and cried loudly.

Shen Yichen glanced at the child in her arms, with a gentle smile, "Look, the baby is crying, let me hug him and coax him, okay?"

She looked at the child in her arms and saw that he was crying so sadly, his little face was flushed and he was out of breath, and his eyes were loose. Shen Yichen took the opportunity to carefully hug the child.

"Quick! The child is here! Grab that crazy woman!"

Song Qingyue suddenly became excited, "You lied to me again! Give me back the child! Give me back my child!"

She was standing by the guardrail, and now she was agitated and leaned back.

Shen Yichen was shocked and took her hand.

He was still holding the child in his left hand, and Song Qingyue was suspended in mid-air. Shen Yichen was unable to do what he wanted, and was dragged towards the edge continuously, and his feet had already reached the edge of the guardrail.

"You lied to me...Shen Yichen, why did you lie to me? Liar..." Song Qingyue broke down emotionally, with mist in her eyes, she cried, "I don't trust you anymore, I'm going to find my child..."

Song Qingyue raised her right hand with difficulty to break Shen Yichen's hand. Shen Yichen was flustered and her voice trembled slightly, "What are you doing? Qingyue, don't mess around, hold on to me!"

She pulled Shen Yichen's hand away forcefully, and Shen Yichen's black eyes were suffocated, "No!"

(End of this chapter)